What they don't know is that because of this move, their lives have changed dramatically, and this change will last a lifetime.

"Will you come back? I heard from my mother that you seem to be going to a place far away. Can I go to this place?"

Childish words, they were still very young at that time, and they also had the urge to be together forever, but at that time they had not realized their true feelings, at that time they thought it was just a simple separation, and did not expect that they would be together forever Their lives become two forks in the road, and these two forks in the road make their lives start to run in opposite directions.

When Lu Xingshuang thought of the past memories, his heart was full of endless sadness. All the things and all the memories rushed in at once, making people feel suffocated.

Lu Xingshuang drank a lot of wine again, she didn't know why she became like this now, her life was too bad, it was not the life she wanted at all.

Memories began to come back. The two people who were childhood sweethearts basically have no contact at all now. All contact has been severed since the move. Lu Xingshuang has always been at odds with this matter. She has grown up. Only then did I realize that it was because of some throbbing that I got so close to him at the beginning. Obviously there were many boys who wanted to play with them, but Lu Xingshuang just wanted to play with bamboo horses. She felt that apart from this boy, She may not have such a sense of dependence on others anymore, but everything is a pity, and it is a pity that they have no relationship.

At the beginning, Lu Xingshuang also wanted to come back to find the person she wanted to see, but unfortunately the time was wrong. At that time, her career was just starting at home, and her father was focused on work all day long. For their Things are very disapproving, and their things Lu Xingshuang's father is also in the world, he has experienced half his life, of course he knows these things and emotions, but at that time he felt that his daughter and they were all cute. He is talented, and can still develop, and he doesn't want them to bury himself in that remote village, so when Lu Xingshuang proposed that he still wanted to live in his hometown, he refused. He knew what his daughter was thinking, and he also knew why. She wanted to go back so eagerly, but things in this world were unfulfilled. If everyone could get what they wanted, wouldn't everyone have no goal to fight for? Therefore, Lu Xingshuang simply Hungry, you have a way to go back to find that boy, and her news about her is limited to their chats. Knowing that the boy has been admitted to the school she likes and has excellent grades, she also left her hometown and went to a bigger city.

But every time Lu Xingshuang wanted to know more about it, they always said they didn't know, because he was completely cut off from the outside world. People like him have always had great ambitions in their hearts. If they had the chance, they would definitely not will be poor.

If Lu Xingshuang wanted to know about that boy's situation, he would pretend to ask casually, but in the end there was no ending. She had always paid attention to him in her heart, but as time passed, her inner emotions had been controlled by herself. suppressed.

Only later did she know that the boy had come to look for her, and that he had been stopped ruthlessly. This ruthless man was her father, who said he loved her.

She didn't know what kind of mood the boy was in when he came to her, and she didn't know how sad the boy must be after being driven away. After working hard, she felt very guilty in her heart. To be honest, this kind of relationship was extremely green and extremely happy when they were teenagers. They both enjoyed the whole process at that time. At that time, they also knew that maybe they were not friendship, but they They didn't say anything rough, after all, their minds were pure at that time and they didn't have any other thoughts. They just felt that this situation would not be so clear about their relationship at their age at that time.

Even if they realize it, they may not say it out. The two of them have always played together in the name of friends. Even if there are some emotional changes in their relationship later, they will not explain it, because it is always I feel that if I say it, the relationship between them may deteriorate, and then they will not be pure feelings. Once they explain it clearly, the atmosphere between them will become very strange, and the relationship between them Lu Xingshuang did not want to see such a situation where everything would not become very purposeful.

Lu Xingshuang has always been guilty of this young man. Lu Xingshuang doesn't remember much of what he said and did when he was young, and his feelings at that time must be able to impress Lu Xingshuang now. Only a man can attract her attention and make her have a desire to conquer. This half man is what Lu Xingshuang needs and pursues now.

Thinking of Gu Chenyan, Lu Xingshuang unconsciously smiled wryly. If the young man stood in front of her and asked her to choose between him and Gu Chenyan, she would not have chosen the ignorant partner of her youth, and would only feel that they were Too naive to know how realistic the outside world is. Even if he was allowed to go back to the beginning, she could only indulge herself when she was young. Now she has learned a lot, such as the cruelty of society and the influence of public opinion.

These are the reasons that made Lu Xingshuang fearful, and now she is able to distinguish whether it is admiration or some other impulse.

Lu Xingshuang didn't know why he suddenly thought of that boy. He hadn't contacted her for a long time, probably because he spent the best time with her in his youth. In fact, she hated her father because she thought But after a long time, she can understand this matter. After all, they are destined to be people from two worlds. There is no need to force them together. Now if the time repeats itself, she will still make such a choice , although he was forced the first time, but the second time again, she will make the same choice. This choice will determine her fate. She dare not fight, and she dare not bet that her current life can no longer be fought. After all, only by working hard can we change.She doesn't expect anyone to be her salvation, she just wants to be her own salvation, she just hopes that in the days to come, she will not live too miserable, although she once thought she could get Happiness, but now she is not very sure, and now she dare not think about these things anymore, she only hopes that the voices from the outside world can be kinder.

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