I Become a God: Playing with Beasts

When I ran to the classroom, there were already many people sitting there.

But it's natural that I can barely make it when class is almost over.

Usually, those guys are all there, so there is no need to worry about seats.

But since that day it has become hard to see each other; especially Wu.

Is he avoiding him, or is he subconsciously avoiding Wu?

If you want to find it, you can still find it. After all, that guy's black hair is very conspicuous.

Of course, it is still slightly inferior to my cousin's all-white outfit.

Terry looked up and saw Zhang Yan greeting him.

There are also kind people and great wisdom who are also waving at each other, as well as empty seats.

"Hey~, Terry~" Dazhi said loudly.

“Oh, oh~” I responded, but I felt embarrassed.

My greeting was really awkward.

Cheer up, me.

It would be bad to be asked what happened.

It has to be more natural. It has to be as natural as if we were on vacation and didn't talk much.

"Thank you for your help, 3Q~" I sat in the empty seat next to the kind man.

"It's been a long time... since we last met." said the kind man.

"Is that so? How about it? You must be lonely when I'm not around, right~" Terry pretended to be normal.

But in the eyes of the three of them, it seemed like a forced smile.

"Well, just a little bit."

Wow, good man, why are you being so coquettish at this time? She looked unhappy the whole time. Please just bear with it like usual.

After being suddenly dealt with like this, Terry could no longer bluff.

Come on, what happened between you and Wu?

Daichi asked, not knowing about Satoru's confession to Terry.

From that conversation he learned that Wu liked Terry, and was shocked for a while, but when he thought about himself he felt that maybe it was the same person.

But why are they suddenly not together anymore?

And Xiaoshan also stopped going with him...

"Eh, why, why are you asking that all of a sudden? There's nothing, nothing."

Terry denied.

Well, although something did happen, I can’t honestly say that;

Not to mention telling you guys.

"He said that. You're thinking too much, Dazhi." The kind-hearted man knew that Terry was upset, so he covered for him.

"Um, are you really okay?"

"Why do you think something's wrong with me?"

"You see, Satoru has been alone lately, so normally you would think something is going on."

"So, I wonder if they had a fight or something like that."

Dazhi is unexpectedly sharp compared to his usually dull character.

Terry was so surprised that he couldn't stop sweating.

Please stop digging into this.

Terry had to cough to cover up and responded: You guys are the ones, didn't anything happen? "

Now it was Zhishan and the other guy's turn to break out in cold sweats.

"...No, it's nothing." The kind man laughed dryly.

Dazhi also fell silent.

"Woo-hmm..." Terry stared, this trick was more effective than he imagined.

Watch them turn their backs on each other and muddle through.

I've always thought that these two people are really easy to understand.

Terry was filled with emotion.

But speaking of it, there seems to be a subtle sense of distance between the two.

They had been quarreling all the time until now, but today they were particularly quiet.

"Alas, every family has its own problems." The kind-hearted man lamented.

As soon as these words were spoken, Terry was convinced instantly, because his own situation was the same and he almost said "same here".

At the cocktail party after the midterm exam, the good man seemed to be crying. Could it be related to that?

Also, my cousin has been sleeping on the table since the class started. Didn’t he sleep well last night?

Suddenly, the teacher organized some discipline.

I had no choice but to stop and think, and finished the class in the awkward atmosphere between the three of us.

Oh, by the way, I have to sign on behalf of others in the second class.

"Hey, isn't this Terry?"

After class, a pig orc spoke to me.

Although I greeted him with a "Yo", I felt a little panicked. Who is this guy? I remembered his face, but I couldn't remember his name.

"You came to class." The pig orc stated the facts but he was confused.

"Well, isn't that a matter of course?"

"No, the other four seem to have skipped school to go out and play," the pig orc explained, seemingly not understanding why I was still here.

Seeing that we have a good relationship, I thought he should have invited me to play with him.

Also.

Although my cousin said that he would not skip classes in the future, it was a bit too much that those people didn't even say hello, let alone invite him, and they didn't even hear about him.

"Is it true?" I confirmed again and again.

"Really? I thought you would definitely go with me, but I didn't expect you to recognize me like that."

"Ah, ah, haha. That's about right. It's mainly because my brother won't let me skip classes. He's more serious with me."

As Terry spoke, he stared at Zhang Yan, afraid that he would wake up and hear his words.

Thank God that he was recognized by his cousin, so he can use "my brother said" as a cover for whatever he wants to do in the future.

"Terry."

A kind person called me from the side.

Perhaps he noticed something and the kind-hearted person started to worry about me.

So, don't be so gentle.

I am trying my best to endure it now.

I don’t want anyone to see my dark expression, my cowardly expression, or my hurt expression; please understand.

I prayed strongly in my heart.

"Why, can't you see I'm serious?"

I asked the kind-hearted man in a more normal way than usual.

"That's not the way to say it."

"That's no problem, right?"

I forced myself to smile, but looking at the kind and wise eyes, my heart was deeply hurt.

Well, that's fine. That's the kind of person I am anyway.

Because I’m very energetic, I don’t mind being excluded…haha.

Sudden.

"Terry, from today on, you will come back to my apartment at night to get something done."

A sleepy but refusal voice came from the side.

Oh, it’s my cousin.

I turned my head and my eyes fell on the guy who just stood up.

Is it something? Family obligations? I can do either.

"Okay, Yan-ge."

Although he didn't know what it was, his cousin had helped him so much, so naturally he should take things within his ability seriously.

In an instant, most of the sadness in my heart disappeared, leaving only a lingering aftertaste.

…It seems that I don’t remember clearly what happened afterwards.

I spent the rest of the time asking Shanren and Dazhi why Brother Yan was so sleepy, but they didn't know either.

It wasn't until I was scolded by the store manager where I worked that I realized I had been daydreaming. I'll go home today and take a short break.

"...Thank you." I bowed and went to the kitchen to change clothes.

Although my cousin gave me a card, saying that living expenses and other things were in it, I could just swipe it when I wanted to buy something.

That means you don’t have to work anymore.

But my father treated me very well and took me in when I was in trouble, so I never gave up.

I left my part-time job early because of the store manager's concern and walked slowly on the road.

When I looked up, I saw the sun setting over the mountain ridge opposite the tower in the orange sky.

It was dark in a short while.

Looking at the sky casually, his sight rested on the triple stars again.

Even if it's not completely dark yet, you can still see it immediately.

I touched the two short red lines on my cheeks again and sighed.

This, the earrings on both ears, and even the frivolous personality are all done to attract attention. I hope that even just a little bit can establish a relationship with others.

I became more fashionable and got to know more people. Even though we didn’t talk much, many people knew me.

And, after all, he was just a "conspicuous guy" and there was no further understanding.

I know it's my fault.

I was almost home and when I took out my keys I remembered that my cousin said we were going to his house.

But I had already walked here, and the wind was a bit strong along the way, so I opened the door, went in, got some clothes and left.

Even though the outside has changed, the inside has not kept up.

I once again connected with my previous mental activities.

I understood this at that time... when I ran away from the affection that Wu conveyed directly.

I don't have the courage to face the ties with others.

"What? You're here, huh?"

Because of this, even if you finally get a girlfriend, there will be no progress.

They broke up without even holding hands, then he started talking to other women, dating them again, and breaking up again, in an endless cycle.

But the soul is still empty.

— — "I can't fill your gap, right?"

If I had answered that sentence head-on, maybe it would have been different?

If I could just take on that sentence, that sentence to establish a bond with me;

If I had that much magnanimity.

……