Orange Savior

You are not qualified yet! "Li Yan now knows that the gap between him and Chen Feng is irreparable.

"You go back!" Chen Feng didn't know why he felt so hopeless, Li Yan gave him a blow when he thought he had the confidence to turn over the past, he thought he could hear Li Yan say "it's mother's fault." But think about it, I have nothing, so why should I let my mother think I was wrong.

The class bell rang.Li Yan and Chen Feng stood under the phoenix tree for a long time, none of them left first, as if silently thinking about the loopholes and mistakes in the language game just now, Chen Feng has never been so rebellious, never said such hurtful people He has never forced an answer on others, but now he has an almost crazy obsession with the past.

"Chen Feng, what mother said just now is offensive, you don't have to take it to heart, remember to take medicine on time, don't think too much."

"What has been said is said, and you can't take it back. You have hurt others, and the scars will naturally fall on your heart. I will take the medicine well, and I will not think about it. I will also prepare for the college entrance examination. What do you want me to do? Just do it, do I still have a choice?" When the words of compromise came out of Chen Feng's mouth, a gust of summer wind blew over, and tears seemed to be caressed by the wind.

With mixed feelings in Li Yan's heart, she said softly, "I'll pick you up right after the college entrance examination."

After parting, Chen Feng went straight to the water dispenser next to the stairs, turned on the faucet to wash his face, and vigorously wiped away the tears on his face, as if tears were invisible.He wiped his face with his sleeves, took a deep breath, and suddenly saw a faintly glowing firefly on the grass in front of the water dispenser. He thought he had misread it, and he slowly approached the firefly. The body of the little bug did indeed emit light green light , especially when flying into the bushes, the light is more obvious.Chen Feng followed it, keeping a distance of more than one meter from it. It carried light, flew alone, and seemed to be flying aimlessly. It flew very low and would not land anywhere.

How can there be fireflies in broad daylight?What is the point of a firefly flying with its own light during the day?

Buried a city, turned off all the lights

The review of the third year of senior high school has entered a state of intense heat. No matter whether the summer rainstorm seems to drown the school, or the scorching sun will melt everything in the world, the college entrance examination will not be rescheduled. It is fair and rascal. In that year, there was only one chance , Under the single-plank bridge is the rushing river, if you fall, you will not only get wet, but face the challenge of death.

Even though many people reject this kind of arranged life, they need this kind of arranged ceremony to go to the next stop in life. Suzie admits that over the years, she feels more and more that this is just a forcedly arranged life.

On the day of the college entrance examination, the weather was calm, but everyone who entered the examination room will have a different life from now on.

No one thought that Chen Feng, who had been admitted to the top ten of the whole class before the college entrance examination, left early during the college entrance examination, handed in a blank paper, and printed the label of failure on an important station in his life, but it was something beyond his accident. Later, he laughed at himself for believing in himself so much all the time, believing that he would defeat that damned depression.

One week before the college entrance examination, even if I insisted on taking medicine, I would suffer from insomnia. When I was insomnia, I would often open various study materials to read, but I couldn’t bear to read them. , it was already difficult for him to concentrate, he didn't know who the college entrance examination was for, it wasn't him, maybe it was to be able to be with Gu Chen, to prove it to Li Yan, or to prove it to those who had slandered them, but But don't know what to prove?

On the first day of the college entrance examination, in the language test, Chen Feng filled in all the blanks without missing a word. In the math test, he calculated all the answers calmly. After a night, the second day , in the English test, he didn't even finish writing the English composition, and he couldn't even read any English in the reading questions. When he was reading a long list of English that he couldn't spell the answer, he stopped for a long time at that moment. Pen, read line by line, can’t read, can’t spell out why, time goes by very fast, and when the volume is approaching, he still hasn’t added a single English word to his English composition, because he has stopped writing for a long time, he feels He just sat there and watched other people's exams. He felt that he couldn't move his hands, his mind didn't want to think, and he was very tired.

When the invigilator took a look at his answer sheet and gave him a suspicious look, he knew that he was going to be over, and he had already finished here. He subconsciously wanted to ignore the look that made him collapse, but he He had already remembered, those people's disappointed eyes towards him, he was afraid but he remembered them all.

He didn't go home at noon, but proposed to Gu Chen to eat in the dining hall together. At that time, he admired himself. He could face Gu Chen calmly. He didn't say that he didn't write an English composition. He only said to Gu Chen: "The food in the dining hall is still so unpalatable."

"I've been eating it for four years, you can forget it, just eat it a few times a year!" Gu Chen didn't dare to mention the exam, it was useless to mention it, he passed it after passing the exam.

"In the future, you won't have anything to eat!" Chen Feng said casually, unable to eat.

"Why don't you eat? Do you have the strength to take the exam this afternoon? If you don't want to eat, don't force yourself to accompany me." Gu Chen's tone was very gentle, and then he said: "Yesterday Lu Sen said that you and him took the exam in the same exam room, yes ?"

"Well, he's in the corner behind me on the right." Chen Feng said.

"I'm full." Gu Chen said.

"Take a good exam this afternoon!" Chen Feng said.

"Okay!" Gu Chen nodded firmly, then separated from Chen Feng and went back to the dormitory for an afternoon nap.

Gu Chen didn't realize that Chen Feng had fallen into the abyss at that time, but Chen Feng thought that even if he didn't write an English composition, this test could still be saved, but he didn't know that the science test in the afternoon completely broke him up.

He has been letting himself ignore the mistakes he made in the English test. When the science test papers were handed out, he finished the multiple-choice questions with bumps, but he couldn't read the questions for the questions and answers. His brain seemed to be muddy, and his eyes He started to lose focus from time to time. He stared at the test paper for half an hour. He wrote a few answers, but there were still a lot of blanks in the answer sheet. He thought, will it be the same as the last test?What's the point of writing an answer now that it's already failed?Anyway, I won’t be able to go to CUHK anymore. If I didn’t write the English composition, it would have already declared that the college entrance examination is over. The next thing I want to do to make up for it is just to shake the tree. He couldn’t hold it anymore. During the day, he lowered his head, tears fell on the test paper without warning, and he began to sob, crying more and more agitatedly.

"Student, what's wrong with you, classmate?" The invigilating teacher on the podium saw that Chen Feng was inappropriate, and immediately went to his seat to ask questions. The surrounding candidates also raised their heads and focused their eyes on Chen Feng during the nervous exam. Lu Sen also saw Chen Feng crying.

Chen Feng remained motionless and did not answer.

"Do you have any questions?" The middle-aged male invigilator accidentally stroked Chen Feng's back, thinking that he was just in a bad mood because of nervousness.

"Teacher, I don't want to take the exam anymore, I don't want to take the exam anymore, I want to go out!" Chen Feng whispered, afraid of disturbing other candidates.

The invigilator had no choice but to call the teacher who was pending at the door to explain the situation, then called Chen Feng's class teacher, and then sent Chen Feng out of the exam room.

After leaving the examination room, Chen Feng went down the stairs, and even though the class teacher followed him and called him, he just walked straight to the classroom. He only wanted to go back to the classroom to get his backpack and leave the school quickly.

"Chen Feng, what happened to you?" The head teacher kept repeating this sentence.

Chen Feng only cared about packing his things, but he looked around the table and the bookcases. There were too many things to take away. He suddenly froze, sat down, bowed his head and cried.

"Chen Feng, tell the teacher, what's wrong with you? Is your illness getting better recently? Can the teacher contact your mother for you?" The head teacher walked up to him, but Chen Feng was scared by his concerned eyes.

"Don't call anyone, I want to be alone." It seemed that no one dared to mention the exam.

"But you are in a very bad state now!"

"Teacher, the illness will not be cured, and the college entrance examination has failed, so what is the state?" Chen Feng raised his head and said.

The head teacher seemed to have mixed feelings, and was at a loss for words for a while.

"Teacher, I'm leaving, thank you for taking care of me." Chen Feng quickly packed up his usual home things, took his backpack and left.

"Chen Feng. Life is not just about the college entrance examination. If you fail the exam, you can start over. You can also give up. You can have many choices. You can do what you like in the future, and you don't have to be the person expected by others. Be an ordinary person if you want to be an ordinary person, follow your heart, even if your body turns you into someone you don’t like, you have to fight the world to the end, teacher, I have expected you, but I also respect your fate and results .”

The head teacher said this to his fading figure. As the head teacher, she could only say words of comfort in the end.

"En." Chen Feng only nodded back and replied with one word.

Not long after Chen Feng ran out of the school gate, when he was waiting to cross the road at the traffic light at the school gate, the bell for the end of the last exam had already rang. Many parents who were anxiously waiting for their children at the school gate seemed to have let go of their hearts, because the whole school, Only Chen Feng left the venue early. He still remembers the eyes those parents looked at him when he just walked out of the school gate. From the shock at the beginning to the relief later, they also cast doubtful and sympathetic eyes on him at the end. He just wanted to go crazy run away from these people.

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