Orange Savior

After a few minutes, Susie saw everything at the top of the stairs from the crack of the door. Fortunately, Lu Sen went downstairs alone, otherwise Xiang Dong would have been embarrassed too. Then Susie saw Xiang Dong stop Lu Sen, and said a few words, Hand over the love letter to Lu Sen and return to the classroom.

"What did you say?" Suzy asked curiously.

"I asked if you were Lu Sen? He said yes, and I said my friend had something for you, and I ran away as soon as he picked it up!"

"Hahahaha are you nervous?"

"Very nervous hahahahaha!"

"thank you!"

"It's okay, at least let me experience the feeling of confessing!"

Xiang Dong dragged Susie to the balcony to watch Lu Sen leave the teaching building. The blue and white love letter finally arrived in his hands. Whatever the result, for Susie, it will be a good result, because the end means the beginning of a new life, and if you can stop liking him, it will be another beginning.

Two days after Susie arrived home, she received a text message from Lu Sen. This was the first time she had received a message from him in so many years. Even when they exchanged social accounts back then, they never spoke.

He said: "I read every line clearly. I was a little surprised. I would feel a little honored that there is a girl who has a crush on me. For this, I will cherish this book. It is a collection of the past. It's a great memory, I love that photo."

When Susie received the text message, her heart seemed to be grasped by a hand and she couldn't move. She clicked on it and quickly replied to Lu Sen after reading it.

She said, "Well, are we still friends?"

"of course."

A few words of dialogue, unable to say more about the past and the future, so I had to give up and bid farewell gently.Susie couldn't talk to Lu Sen anymore, she thought, all the words were in the love letter, so I don't want to say more now.

Susie also no longer feels that secret love is a feeling that is a prison, it is free, and it belongs to the crush's own feelings. It's not that she doesn't care about Lu Sen's answer, but she just thinks that even if the answer is bad, she can take it for granted. Accept it, because she knows that secret love is like a wind that never returns, passing by, but not for long, and will eventually go away.

That photo is a postcard from Nanshan. On it is the newly built football field behind the stadium. Susie left a message on it: "I have met you everywhere in this school, but I have never seen you in this place." It means ,Pity.

In June, the phoenix flowers bloomed brilliantly and enthusiastically, which was really different from the graduation scene where the music ended. In July, the admission notices came one after another. Gu Chen did not enter CUHK, but went to the university city.Lu Sen didn't go to the university town either, but went to a university in a seaside city in western Guangdong.Su Xi, Xiang Dong and Song Qing are all in unknown universities in different parts of Guangzhou.Chen Ze was also in a university in Guangzhou, while Chen Feng didn't pass the exam.

Everyone left Cottontown in different directions that summer.

Gu Chen sorted out his broken mood that summer, no one knew whether he was struggling or saying goodbye?He insisted on looking for Chen Feng.He went to the school to ask the head teacher for Chen Feng's mother's phone number and address, but to no avail. Chen Feng never left his mother's phone number or address.He didn't give up, and went to Beijing alone. Only when he went to Beijing did he realize that he had no direction at all, and then he felt the real feeling of losing someone. He stayed for six days and went to many places. Based on what Chen Feng said Going, walking aimlessly, looking for someone is actually a lie, and he also knows how to find it?

It's like fulfilling a promise, going to your city, but it's meaningless, it's all meaningless.

When receiving Lu Sen's reply, Susie didn't have much real sense at first. Sitting alone on the desk at night, seeing the broken eraser in the pencil case, tears burst out in an instant. She told herself to accept it after crying. This ending, everything is the best arrangement.

After Chen Feng had the last phone call with Gu Chen, he changed the phone. When he finished taking the medicine and went for a follow-up visit, he had already been diagnosed with severe depression and had suicidal tendencies.Liang Xing moved to Chen Feng's house to live with him after transferring to the senior high school entrance examination, as a good excuse to take care of Chen Feng and leave the house.Chen Feng felt that he might never get better in this life. Time and disease had taken away his proud dreams and love. Since the lost and passed away could not be regained, what would happen if he recovered from his illness?

The small southern town where they grew up has gradually become an empty shell in memory.

"When I lose my weapon and am alone in this world, do I need to break my bones for a knife, or will you be my savior?"

"You don't need me, and you don't need to hurt yourself. You come to the world, you want to see the sun, and walk on the street with your sweetheart."

Extra Story [-]: SMS

On the night Chen Feng left Miancheng, after Gu Chen couldn't get through to his phone, he lay on the bed of Chen Feng's house and sent him countless text messages that he can't count until now. Has sent' three words, to deceive himself, he can still hear my words, he hasn't gone, he hasn't disappeared.

"Chen Feng, call me back."

"Call me back, where have you been?"

"Please, call me back."

Dozens of text messages were sent just begging for a call back.

"Are you leaving? Again?"

"It doesn't matter if you fail the college entrance examination. Don't we only have the college entrance examination?"

"Will you come back? If you come back, I won't blame you. Tonight, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next week, next month, whatever. Come back."

"If you think your illness is bad for you and me, I don't think I care. Everyone has flaws. Just treat your illness as a flaw, and I have flaws too!"

"When you like each other, it's not a matter of one person, and I never believe that you are the person who would do this kind of thing, unless there is a compelling reason, I am not who I was three years ago, and now I feel nothing Compelling reasons can convince me to understand you doing this."

"I know you left again, the clothes you liked in the closet are gone, and there is one of my coats, come back and return it to me, hurry up!"

"That time I doubted you and Liang Xing, I didn't tell you I'm sorry, I'm sorry I doubted you, I'm sorry I hit you, and I'm sorry I didn't believe you. Can you come back and forgive me?"

Gu Chen has already started editing text messages indiscriminately.

"I don't think there is anything wrong with liking. Even though I never felt love for boys or girls before, I really love you. You can show up now, and I don't care about anything with you."

"Did you go to Guangzhou or Beijing?"

"Chen Feng, Chen Feng, Chen Feng, Chen Feng, answer my call, return my call."

……

"What do you want me to say? If you don't say anything, how can I accept the fact that you left suddenly? I'm lying on your bed now, and I can't think of a word. "

"Don't you take away the movies you haven't finished watching?"

"I actually thought about it. After the college entrance examination, I will tell my mother about you and me."

"Although I think she will be very sad, even if you are so good."

"If you just disappear like this, I'll hate you, and don't ever say how kind I used to be."

……

If there is a word in this world that can describe Gu Chen's mood more closely than intertwined love and hate, it should be gone. He can only feel sad to the point where he seems to be out of control, his body is lying on the bed, and his soul is running to the street, calling out to Chen. Feng, rushed into the night, rushed into the traffic, rushed through a city that no one yearned for, and found him.

"Chen Feng, I think you never believed that anyone loved you, or that someone really loved you. You would rather disobey the world, disobey yourself, but obey fate. How could you do this? How could fate make you Just do whatever you want? Are you too cowardly, or am I too smart?"

"I'm so naive. I thought it was troublesome to like you. It turns out that you don't find it troublesome at all. You can come back when you want to come back, and leave when you want to go."

"Now that I think about it, you didn't dare to respond to my words on the day of the lotus pond. Only now do I know that you already have the answer in your heart. You are not a liar. You are always so principled."

It was already very late at night, and Gu Chen felt that his mind was not clear, and he typed a long series of words on his mobile phone. At the moment, he was still calm, or he had a premonition that he was about to despair.

"I didn't do well in the exam, and I might not be able to go to CUHK. In fact, I never dreamed of CUHK. At that time, I just thought you were going, and I wanted to go too. Now that you are gone, I don't care where I go." never mind."

"Can you come back next year?"

"Forget it, I don't want to see you when you come back."

Just like that, there was still a lot to say, the battery of the phone was dead, Gu Chen was exhausted after a whole day, and fell asleep as soon as he turned around.

Extra episode [-]: Jiang Heran

The distance from Miancheng to Hong Kong is closer than most cities in China. There is a direct bus to Kowloon, Hong Kong. In about three hours, Jiang Shuran made an appointment at a coffee shop in Tsim Sha Tsui. It was difficult to find, so Chen Feng and Liang Xing turned to Both are late.

After the meeting, Jiang Heran was very calm, as if he had been tempered by this city.

"Jiang Hongran."

"Liang Xingzhuan, this is Chen Feng."

After introducing each other, they take their seats, which looks a bit like a negotiation posture.

"You really don't look like your brother at all."

"I'm like my mother, and he's like my father." Liang Xingzhuan responded seriously, as if he was playing the role of an adult.

Chen Feng stayed silent and took out his mobile phone, because the navigation had run out of battery.

"First of all, Xing Ting died