Can't hold hands

why am i hereHan Hui's words kept ringing in my ears, why did I come here?be lost?

When I looked up, I saw Lin Jue again, and finally sighed.

People will always take the initiative to stay away from danger. My feelings for Lin Jue are obviously out of control, and uncontrollable is the most dangerous.

Still reluctant to stay away.

After a month, I saw Lin Jue again. I couldn't tell whether it was joy or melancholy. It was so complicated that I didn't even think about Han Hui and Lin Jue being mixed together.

It can only be said to be fate.

"I was eating nearby." I tried my best to pretend to be calm, and smiled, only looking at Han Hui, "passing by here."

"so……"

"It's you, what are a group of people doing?"

"Party," Lin Jue first answered, and I had to make myself look at him, "Are you going to join?"

There are a dozen of them, and I know half of them. They are people who attended the welcome party that day, but most of them are not familiar.

The only ones who are familiar are Han Hui and... Lin Jue, and the latter may be a familiarity that I imagined...

"No," my rationality made me reject Lin Jue, "I have to go back to school, you guys have fun."

You can no longer unilaterally entangle with Lin Jue.

"Then... OK."

"I go first."

I said goodbye to them, and I kept telling myself that we are not the same kind of people.

My brain is not clear, I didn’t even notice that I was going the wrong way, and I realized that I was going the wrong way when I saw a strange big supermarket. There is no zebra crossing to cross the street nearby, and I didn’t see the underground passage...

I had no choice but to go back, and finally began to recall the path I took when I came here.

This is just an ordinary residential area, and it is ten kilometers away from my school. I don't come here often, and I can't plan the route in my head for a while.

"one hundred!"

I was thinking, when I heard Lin Jue's voice, my body froze suddenly, he was calling me, well, finally my normal head became a mess again.

Didn't Lin Jue go in with that group of people?

I turned my head stiffly, Lin Jue just ran out from his community.

"Why are you still here?"

He gave me a strange look, and asked this question, as if I didn't want to leave, it was really wronged.

"I'm going in the opposite direction. By the way, do you know how to cross the street? Where is the nearby underground passage?"

He smiled, it was a kind of knowing smile that he would show when he saw a child fall down when he was learning to walk. I knew what he was thinking, so I couldn't help it.

"I'm not lost..."

"Let me take you away, it's still a little far away."

His smile was confiscated, and I was powerless to argue, so I had to keep up with him. In the evening at the end of November, the temperature was no longer suitable for wearing short sleeves, but Lin Jue wore short sleeves, so I don’t know if he was cold or not.

"How did you find it before..."

"I've been here, counting the time I sent you back, it's only four or five times, I don't remember clearly."

He smiled inscrutablely.

"So you walked to the gate of my community because you got lost?"

"No no no..."

I quickly denied it, but felt wrong, and sure enough...

"Then why did you come here?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make up any reason,

"Just treat me as lost..."

"Ok?"

His gray eyes looked at me motionlessly, as if humorously.

This person must be a mixed race, I have given up struggling, and simply think wildly, Chinese people rarely have such affectionate facial features, when you squint your eyes slightly to look at you, it is simply confusing.

It was easy to make me fall in love with him.

"Hey, why did you come out alone?"

My heart was beating like a drum, and I couldn't think of any other way except to change the subject.

"Oh, they asked me to come out to buy beer." Fortunately, Lin Jue didn't have to ask why, he accepted my incomprehensible change of subject.

"Didn't you come back after drinking?"

I remembered the conversation I had vaguely heard earlier.

"If the party is not over, the beer can't be finished." Lin Jue winked at me, "I thought you would worry about the paparazzi."

After I realized it, I remembered that he was a star, so I opened my mouth again.

"Yeah, won't there be paparazzi shooting you?"

"Hahahahaha..." He laughed for a long time, "What are you filming? Lin Jue buys beer? Hahaha, you are really... very interesting! Hahaha..."

For the first time, I felt that my IQ was worrying, but I quickly laughed.

"Go and buy beer, I saw the underground passage, it's the same one I walked last time."

After the two of us had fun all the way, we saw the passageway.

"I'll take you to the entrance of the passage." He didn't seem so happy for a while, so I stopped talking and walked to the dark entrance with him.

"It's okay to have paparazzi taking pictures of me," Lin Jue said suddenly, "That means I must be very popular, very popular, and it means that many people like my music, so even I want to know about it."

I listened in a daze, this was the first time Lin Jue had confessed his thoughts to me, and it actually gave me a flattered feeling.

Flattered!I secretly despised myself.

"Your music is very good, really, I like it."

You... I like it too.I silently added a sentence in my heart, and then slapped myself in my heart.

"Thank you, um... don't get on the bus backwards."

"No!"

I walked to the last step, turned my head quietly, and found that the shadow of the man was still at the entrance. I was stunned, turned my head quickly, and left quickly.

How wonderful it would be if my love for him was just what fans love for stars.

I forgot to sign again today!

The time to miss Lin Jue gradually increased.

British history on Wednesday night, I was sitting in the back row writing the experimental report, and I was in a daze while writing, and the word Lin Jue appeared on the report paper. I fell, and I don't know who suddenly slapped and sat next to me, as if taking revenge for something.

For some reason, I was so scared that my blood flowed back, and a white light suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. My first reaction was to cover the report paper.

I glanced around.

Han Hui?Why did she appear in the classroom in the first class?It's really rare, my reaction just now may have been too big, so she stared at me for several seconds.

"How do you know Lin Jue?"

"?"

"Let me change the question, are you with Lin Jue?"

! !

This question directly stumped me, I was trying so hard yesterday not to fall in love with him secretly!How come there are rumors that we are together?Is it really paparazzi?Gossip?on which site...

My thinking is like a wild horse running wild, and it runs out of bounds.

"what happened?"

I managed to focus my eyes on Han Hui's face, and she frowned.

"The one hundred that Lin Jue said is really your one hundred!" Han Hui looked at me with a somewhat... regrettable expression on his face?What does she regret? ?

"I was drank in a daze last night, and I didn't react when I saw you talking to Lin Jue... I just remembered this now. Although it's your problem, I really can't care about it, but I still want to tell you. When it comes to Lin Jue, that scum..."

She was rambling on by herself, and I understood it, and my heart settled down, so I realized that I needed to explain,

"I'm not with Lin Jue," I patted her on the shoulder, "I met him at the orientation party...not very familiar."

"Really?" Her eyes were full of suspicion, and I couldn't stand it for a while.

"Well, we've only known each other for a month..."

She was still staring at me, making my scalp tingle.

"Do you still...do you want to ask?"

Han Hui's eyes turned, "Are you crooked?"

I broke out in a cold sweat instantly, and I forgot about my gender!I'm afraid I'm not stupid.

"Ah, this...probably...is it?"

When Han Hui slapped the table, I was shocked, thinking that she was going to break up with me,

"Then you are very dangerous. That guy Lin Jue is very interested in you. He thinks you are good-looking and have a soft personality. Be careful. He is a scumbag. People who have been played by him over the years can form a football team." team."

My mind wavered and I focused on the fact that he was interested in me.

"But those people are also stupid. They know that Lin Jue is not a decent person, but they still love him to the core. Don't be fooled by his tricks!"

I couldn't even make a wry smile, her words sounded like my prophecy anyway, thinking of the name pressed on the paper, before he used "that trick" to me, I already loved him with all my heart.

"Have you ever been lied to by him?"

"Definitely not!" Han Hui gave me a white look, "I grew up with him, I don't know what kind of virtue he is? A scumbag! And we are both crooked, okay! I like women, he likes men , when I was a child, I wished to push the opponent's head into the soil every day and beat him."

"You must guard against him."

"...Okay, keep your voice down."

guard against...

At eight o'clock in the morning on weekends, when Lin Jue stood downstairs and called my name, I forgot all about the scum, the defense, and Han Hui.

"You... how did you..."

I was wearing the fluffy teddy bear pajamas my mother bought for me—I guess she must have never seen this movie. I ran downstairs in a panic and looked at Lin Jue in disbelief. He was wearing a black mask and a pair of The gray eyes that should have been deserted and elegant turned into a crescent moon the first time they saw me.

His appearance is still very cool and handsome, but... this guy must be smiling too much!

After Lin Jue finished laughing, she reached out and tugged at the ears on the hat of her pajamas.

"Why is your pajamas so...cute hahahahaha..."

He finally pulled off the mask.

Is it so funny?

"Are you here today just to stand here and laugh all morning?"

I think my expression is very fierce, without this pajamas, the momentum is still ok.

"No, no, cough, cough, I just came back from the recording studio. I was passing by. I remembered that you lived here and came to see it. I didn't expect there to be a surprise."

"Have you eaten breakfast?"

As soon as he pursed his mouth, he immediately made a look of grievance,

"No……"

"The breakfast in our school cafeteria is very rich, do you want to go? I invite you."

"Go go."

He nodded obediently and smiled like the cleanest boy in the world.

I saw him staring dumbfounded, and didn't think to look away at all.In this situation, who can not love him?Who would not want the love of Narcissus?I silently said sorry to Han Hui in my heart.

I don't think I'm an affectionate person, but I love him. This love burns everything in me, and it has long been out of control.