bear's daughter-in-law

Chapter 38

He didn't come to see me in the next few days, but occasionally said a few words on WeChat, asked about my situation, and talked about my grandmother's illness. I always felt that his mood was very low. The sixth sense told me that this was related to my grandmother's illness Nothing to do, there must be something else going on.

I didn't ask, I didn't explain it thoroughly, and I didn't want to cause trouble for him.

I just took advantage of the opportunity to raise my feet and finished both papers, and my feet are almost fine, but I still have a slight limp when I walk, but it's not a big problem.

Finally able to go out to let the wind go, Shi Luo and Chu Ran also made arrangements for the house, so they made time to come out and get together.

Their suggestion was to eat hot pot, and I wanted to drink, but the things stuck in my heart couldn’t penetrate the light, which was dark and suffocating.

Even during the Chinese New Year, there are quite a few people in the bar. It took me a long time to find a quieter place. I sat down and ordered some food and drink. Shi Luo began to complain that the money in his pocket was emptied by so-and-so , This is not Chinese New Year, it is simply robbery, the money comes quickly and there is no risk.

Chu Ran also said that now that he is married, the situation is different from before. In the past, everyone gave him money, but now it is reversed. He has to give red envelopes one by one. The uncle has parents and a son. Bian's parents don't need to worry about it, but there are grandparents and Chen Ling. It is estimated that Chen Ling will not ask for his money, but according to Chu Ran's character, he will give it.

In fact, people who are mixed like this have found their own happiness. Although there are too many trivial things, a lot of complaints, and heavy responsibilities, isn’t life like this? Only in this way can there be fun and family affection. how nice.

"How's the New Year going? It's going well, right?" They both know that I'm referring to the relationship with Chen Ling. During the New Year, they can't escape no matter what.

Chu Ran was still the same as before, as if he didn't worry about anything, and the odds of success or failure were in my heart, "Does it need to be said, it must be settled, everything that should be discussed is over."

"So simple? What's the result?" I asked.

"It's more complicated than that. Of course I accepted it. Otherwise, I would still want to do something. If he persists in his obsession, I really don't recognize him." Chu Ran poured wine on me and Shi Luoman, with Erlang's legs crossed, in an unambiguous posture. , but he can really do it.

"So easy?" I still don't believe it. During the days when Chen Ling lived with me, it didn't look like he would give up so easily.

"It can't be that he temporarily blinded you, and then he will do his own thing." Shi Luo was also worried. On the surface, Chen Ling looked like an obedient boy, but in reality he had his own ideas. Otherwise, he wouldn't have been able to treat his brother all these years. If you are so persistent, you agree to it face to face, and you will remain the same afterwards.

What we are afraid of is not that he can affect Chu Ran, but the future of this child.

"I don't think so. This time we can say that we have spoken out from the bottom of our hearts. I told him clearly that family affection and love are not the same thing. If you still recognize me as a brother, give him your thoughts." I'll destroy it, otherwise, don't recognize me, and I won't see him again."

"I also asked him about his relationship with that classmate. He said it was just a normal classmate relationship, so I didn't go into details. This kind of thing is a matter of heart-to-heart comparison. Now it's not sure and it's hard to judge. Besides, it's really like that. I don't want it. But you can’t say harsh words, one is that he is my brother, and the other is that I have no position to criticize him like this, as long as he is good, he will be happy.” Chu Ran took a sip of wine, sat down and meditated .

When Chu Ran was with his uncle back then, the family members agreed without much effort. He was lucky. When it was the turn of the second child, Chu Ling, the family might rebel, or it might not be the same as his brother. On the other hand, I don’t care It's a guilty conscience, but I don't have the guts to say it at all.

"Hey, you're right to do this, Chu Ran, let me tell you, even if Chen Ling follows your path in the future, you can't blame him. With your father and your father, it's not your turn to care. Besides, With your example here, don’t you live a good life? Why do you guarantee that people can’t be happy? As long as the two feel good, neither can do without the other, then stay together, there is no dispute, and you want to do so much Well, after decades of life, it’s true that you can’t suffer yourself.” Shi Luo obviously spoke to Chu Ran, but secretly glanced at me one by one, and I knew it was for me.

Chu Ran smiled and said, "Brother Shi, do you think I have changed a lot since I got married? Why do I suddenly feel that I am much older? I love to think about things, and I think for a long time, and I know how to miss people." Well, it's just my grandfather, he's getting annoyed with the phone calls, hehe, if there's something wrong with Chen Ling, I just think about it, I didn't care about it before."

"You, it's time to grow up and become a father, and you still think you are a child." Shi Luo replied jokingly.

"Fuck, is that my own? I just picked it up for nothing."

"It's not that you are so close to others in your own life, and you still have a son, and then let others call you brother. I don't know how you talk about it in this life."

"Fuck, call me dad, isn't it even older, I haven't passed my second birth year yet..."

The two of you bickered with each other and put me aside. I drank the wine in the glass and couldn't get in my mouth, and I was so happy that I didn't want to get in. I just wanted to stay quietly like this, listening to each other without saying a word. Thinking, there seems to be something in my heart that I can't let go of, someone is thinking about it, and I feel empty in my heart.

"I also called my son yesterday. He said that he was staying with me in the hospital. His grandma was ill. Do you know about this, Xu Yang?"

I don't know what Yu Zisheng and Shi Luo said, or whether they mentioned me, so I shook my head not too obviously, and continued to drink.

"We're all friends, so you don't have to be so serious. You two haven't been in touch since you left your house years ago? I said that Xiao Yangyang didn't see that you were quite pissy. You know, his grandma was hospitalized this time." It's because of him."

I couldn't help being startled, I wanted to say that Shi Luo's gossip was not credible, but I wanted to know what was going on, "Why him?" I asked seriously.

"Do you know about his coming out? I guess he wouldn't dare to tell you. He's afraid to talk to you now, right?"

"Oh, just tell me what's going on." This topic also aroused Chu Ran's interest and made him angry.

Shi Luo straightened her body, "During the Chinese New Year, he went to his grandma's house, and he seemed to tell his uncle's sister that he was gay. At that time, her grandma just listened to a side note, not sure, it's New Year's Eve I didn't want to affect the atmosphere, so the old lady didn't say anything. Later, the more I thought about it, the more unpleasant it became, so I forced her to ask his sister what was going on. Seriously, there were several times in the past, and the doctor had to save him several times before he was able to recover."

"And his job is also done by his uncle. I heard that the old lady ordered him not to let him do it. If he has the ability to go out on his own, anyway, what he said is very good." Shi Luo sighed and told me My heart suddenly picked up.

"His uncle won't really let him do it, right? It's too impersonal just for such a thing?" Chu Ran felt that it was unfair.

"I said the same thing, but he wanted to leave because of the idea of ​​having a child. He didn't want to take advantage of his relatives and leave a lifetime of credit for his tongue. To be a man, you have to have a bit of backbone. What's wrong with your family, your family has to be like this, otherwise you will have to fall behind in the future." It's hard to talk to people." Shi Luo sighed after finishing speaking.

"Then what can he do, go to the police station? His dad to help?" Chu Ran asked again.

"Impossible. When he came back, his father meant to let him go to the police station, but he didn't do it. He didn't want others to gossip about his father behind his back."

"Fuck, you're quite spineless..."

"When did he tell you?" I wanted to double check.

"Just yesterday, a few days ago we sent a wechat message and he was pretty good. We both agreed that we would get together in time. Isn't it because you hurt your foot and couldn't come out so it's been delayed until now? Yangyang, you can take time off I care about others. After all, this matter has no direct relationship with us, but it also has an indirect relationship. Both Chu Ran and I can see how he treats you. He is so determined to talk to the family. It’s okay to comfort me with words.”

What Shi Luo said is right, I should call him, these days my feeling is right, something really happened.

No wonder he didn't say a word to me on the phone, because he was afraid that I would be worried and that I would be under pressure.

He told me that when he was a child, his grandson showed him to grow up, so he has the deepest relationship with them. Hearing that his grandson is gay at first, and he will die alone with another man in the future, how could he not get angry.

There is also a job, which is open every month with a high salary and closed on weekends. That’s right. If there is no solid backing, who would be able to go to such a unit? What can he do?

One question after another was in my mind, and after a short stay, I lied that I was not feeling well and asked Chu Ran to send me back.

Actually, I want to hear his voice soon.