I miss you so much

-3.5 /

May 2005, 4, Beijing, sunny.

Confession today.

But I don't know his reaction.

Because I have already followed them.

I can't bear it, I can't bear him.

Very reluctant.

-4.0

Xu Yi found that he was quite calm about the matter of leaving.

This month is so warm, Xu started to feel sleepy again as soon as he started class.In the second semester of the first year of high school, they were all there.

"Jiang Xuyi!" The geography teacher was still so high-spirited. "You've been like this since you took my class. What's the matter? If you don't study geography well, you won't even know where foreign countries are in the future!"

Xu Yi nodded straightly, everything you said is correct, I really don't know where the foreign country is.

"Why did you go to an extraterrestrial planet for dim sum?" Lu Han whispered to her angrily, with a look of resentment.

"No way." Xu Yi retorted.

"Now on the first few pages..."

"Uh... go up..." Xu Yi flipped through the geography book in front of him for a long time, still dragging the phrase "go up..."

"No. 30 is four pages, and he still said there is no." Luhan pulled her book and turned to the exact page number, and used her black pen to draw a line under the key sentence and stay black ink under the period, and then A small five-pointed star is placed after the period.This is Xuichi's habit, as long as it is important. "Remember well."

Lu Han pushed the book back, and carefully tapped on the writing with his joints.Xuyi took the black pen and nodded seriously. "Well...I'm serious."

Xu Yi said that he was listening carefully, but his mind wandered away while looking at the book.Luhan's science is very good, every time Xuyi grasps the questions in the exam, Luhan helps him to grasp, usually he gets a lot of exams.In Xu Yi's eyes, if very is a perfect score, then Luhan is very outstanding.

"Luhan, you stand in the middle, take them to dance or they will all be thrown into disarray..." Squad leader Yao Momo was seriously talking about the rehearsal work for tomorrow's cultural show.Lu Han danced the dance of his idol TVXQ, he is not to mention how satisfied he is in the process of self-study.Since Xuyi went to Lu Han's house for dinner last time, Lu Han took her home more frequently.In the beginning, maybe he just wanted to find someone to dance with him, but after Xuyi learned for a long time, he couldn't even do the first moves well, so Lu Han had no choice but to give up on her and find someone else.

That night was the eve before leaving Beijing, there were no stars in the sky, only a thick darkness, as if it wanted to suck her into the space that dust and dirt could not enter.

The packed luggage was standing on the side, and Xuyi sat on the bed opposite the luggage with his guitar in his arms, looking at the sky outside the window, he felt a little ridiculous.The family came in a hurry and returned home in a hurry.She actually felt that her unreasonableness and inadvertently became the reason for them to go back to their hometown at the beginning.

In the morning, we got together early in the morning, when there was no one in the class, she quietly leaned her acoustic guitar by the desk, and looked at Lu Han's seat with serious eyes, as if she was never As clean and neat as you can't see it.

Pull out the geography book he put on the top of the book and turn to page No. 30. There is a small five-pointed star at the end of the sentence with the black line, which Xuyi insisted on drawing for him. But it has always come from Xu Yi.There was a sudden sourness in my heart, and I actually had an urge to cry.He took out the paper folded into a rectangle in his trouser pocket and secretly put it on the fourth page of his No. 30, the page with the five-pointed star drawn on it.

She finally held back her flood and smiled brightly in front of the classmates who entered the class one by one.Luhan glanced at her guitar bag, "Do you want to play badminton?"

He said everything. "It's not like you don't know that I and Qiu have always been at odds."

"Too……"

When the bell rang in the last class, the students in the class ran out of the door one by one, because they were all rushing to eat in the afternoon party.As the person in charge and one of the performers, Lu Han is also very busy, but before going on stage, he ran to her side in the auditorium and told her, "Look carefully, brother has practiced for so long to achieve the result."

"Smelly, go back quickly." Xu Yi smiled and said to him, urging him to go back quickly.

With a proud face, he ran backstage to get ready to play.

Xu thought, his tenderness and love will never be forgotten.

When Lu Han left the stage after the performance, there was obviously a commotion in the auditorium.

The girls in each class couldn't sit still. Even though he was always so popular, he couldn't resist this outbreak.Someone reminded her that it was time to go on stage, so she left the audience with her guitar in hand. The section of the road to the backstage was unusually quiet, only the sound of her walking and countless heavy inhalations and exhalations remained in the corridor.

She was only recommended because she accidentally sang a song in the music classroom.

No one thought that she would appear in that position, when the host finished the curtain call, when the white chasing light hit her.Lu Han couldn't think of other words to express his mood at the moment except being surprised. On the stage, she tuned the strings and began to sing. Accompanied by the skillful sound of the guitar, she sang the song she wanted to give to Lu Han. A song - Chang Xinzhe's "Love Is Like the Tide".

It was the first time that she sang in front of so many people, and the tension in the dark was thrown away as the singing gradually improved. Her voice was jerky compared to the original singing, but it was very fascinating.

That's all for one song, Xu Yi picked up the guitar and bowed deeply to the audience, then turned around and left the stage.There was silence in the auditorium at first, and then there was a sudden burst of applause.

For Lu Han, he still couldn't believe it.Because he only knew that Xu Yi would play the guitar very hard, but he didn't know that Xu Yi had such a charming other side.

"Xuyi's show is really the finale." Yao Momo sighed as he slapped his thigh, thought for a while and then asked Luhan's direction. "Who reported this show?"

"Aren't you the monitor?"

Yao Mo glanced at Zhang Liang who was still in a daze. "If I report her, why don't I tell you?"

"Right."

After getting off the stage, Xu Yi had no time to go back to the auditorium. Standing in the darkness, he watched Lu Han's turning back from a distance, his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't see his back clearly. Run down the cheeks.

I always feel that it will be a long time before I see you again.

After the party was over, he should have gone home directly, but Lu Han was a little restless and insisted on going back to the classroom.The sunset that day was gentle and dim, and sprinkled the classroom with a golden color through the classroom windows.

He ran to his seat to pack the books, habitually picked up the books and shook them, and dropped a rectangular paper in the geography book.Carefully opened it, only to find that Jiang Xuyi wrote the words from the beginning of the title to goodbye.

"Luhan, let me tell you that I'm going back to my hometown, and I'm leaving today. Don't miss me too much, we can still contact you anyway. Can I give you that guitar? I couldn't take it away, so please help me. I take good care of it, it has been with me for more than two years. In addition, today’s love is for you, I like you for a long time, I only tell you now. But don’t be troubled, goodbye.”

Putting down the paper full of words, he realized that the desk beside her was already empty, and the guitar in the black bag was quietly leaning against her desk.

It turned out that I forgot about you—Jiang Xuyi's guitar.

That feeling is more lost than uncomfortable, like losing something important, very uncomfortable.I can't bear it, even... my heart hurts like a sudden twist.

He understood one thing, and finally faced his long-standing heart.

He hugged her guitar tightly in his arms, as if hugging her tightly.He murmured softly, "I like you too, do you know that?"

But I don't know if Xuyi cried when he heard it.

He misses her very much, misses her very much.

The author has something to say: