I miss you so much

-8.5

February 2013, 2, Seoul, sunny.

I remember someone doing this to me before,

I mean when I bleed,

There was also a man who came and hugged me,

Ask me how I am Ask me if I have something to ask... Sorry,

but,

Sorry.

I don't remember what that person looked like.

-9.0

He followed the ambulance for a few steps and was stopped by Wu Yifan, he reminded Lu Han in a low voice.

"If you don't want her to get more serious injuries, don't follow the car so stupidly."

Wu Yifan let go of the hand that was pulling his arm just now, Ren Luhan staggered and turned around to walk back.

He remembered that night before his official debut that year, he, Lu Han and Zhang Yixing secretly finished off half a case of beer in the dormitory, the two of them were very drunk, only he was still slightly sober.Luhan sat up and smirked at him for a long time, and said, you know there is someone I like very much who never drinks alcohol every time I go out to dinner, and every time I get drunk, she helps me up, I have an impression.

Now that I think about it, I'm afraid that the person I like very much is Jiang Xuyi.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening when the awards ceremony ended, and Lu Han, who was supposed to go back to hold the celebration banquet, put on his peaked cap and left the scene in a hurry.The members more or less understood in their hearts that although they disapproved of his behavior, they all helped him hide it from his manager and everyone.

Lu Han lowered the brim of his hat and walked quickly in the unusually quiet corridor. Mu Ting sent him a text message on Xu Yi's cell phone, hoping to meet and talk.Pushing open the door, Mu Ting was neatly spreading Xu Yi's messy hair on the pillow. Xu Yi's face was gradually turning pale when he was sleeping on a drip, but she frowned, thinking that she had encountered something bad in her dream. matter.

Or the sound of Lu Han's footsteps coming in startled her a little, and her frown deepened.Mu Ting turned to him and made a silent gesture, stood up and asked him to go out to talk, closing the door carefully so as not to wake her up.

Lu Han stood opposite Mu Ting, and spoke after a long silence. "Xuyi how is she?"

Mu Ting leaned against the wall of the corridor and didn't look up at him, Lu Han only listened to her saying, "It's nothing serious, it's just that the scar on my head has been around for a few years."

"A few years..." Lu Han repeated it again. The endless words made him look at Mu Ting hesitantly. He stopped breathing for a moment. After reading it carefully, he realized those few years. It was a time period that he didn't know at all, he didn't know how she got the scar and why she was afraid of bleeding.

He lowered his eyes and thought about it seriously, but when Mu Ting spoke again, he sounded a little envious. "I also often hear a lot of love stories about you young people from weddings. There are also some twists and turns of sad separation and reunion, but there are not many like yours."

She lowered her head and smiled softly, looked up at Lu Han who was a little flustered at the moment, and said seriously, "I have never seen a person who treats her boyfriend as if he is the best in the world, maybe there are many people like this, but I The only one I have seen is Jiang Xuyi. For her, you are her light, dream, hope and necessity. She is devoted to you and treats you wholeheartedly. This seems to have been a relationship for several years. But if One day you are no longer her heart's desire, it must be that you hurt her and she is covered with bruises, so you will forget all the things you don't want to remember."

How long will it take to forget?

Xu Yi would never say these words to him. Mu Ting is a woman who has experienced ups and downs in human relationships, so she knows better what kind of person Xu Yi is, and what kind of person Lu Han is.He knew that Mu Ting was good to Xu Yi and would not tolerate any harm to her, so he didn't allow himself to hurt Xu Yi. She really took care of Xu Yi as a younger sister, which was really good.

On the way home after leaving the hospital, Lu Han thought of Jiang Xuyi who just saw lying on the bed and sleeping peacefully. She was a person who never passed by. Even though her smile was as warm as before, sometimes she was as confused as before. But the difference is that it is more detailed than before and understands the sophistication better than before.These seem to be reminding Luhan, telling him that the current Xuyi is completely different from the previous person.

When Xu woke up, Mu Ting was lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep.In the ward, she occupied a bed next to the window, and the sun warmed up from the rising sun, making her whole body warm.

Xuyi remembers that Luhan's warm embrace that day was like the sunshine in spring, making her lazy and wanton.She slowly remembered the past, but it was very vague, she could only hear the voice but could not see the face clearly.

After being discharged from the hospital, Mu Ting kindly allowed her to rest at home for a week, but she was not allowed to run around.She often stared at the gauze in her hand in a daze, and wanted to uncover it and find some broken memories, but she didn't dare after all.

After charging the phone, I found that there were several text messages in the text box, and only one person had the most signatures——Lu Han.

He says,

I like you for a long time too, this is my answer to your note in high school.

He says,

I have been waiting for you for a long time, more than four years.

He also said,

From now on, I will love you for as long as I can count.

I don't want to wait for you anymore, can I stay with you?

She squeezed her phone, crying uncontrollably.She almost typed the word sent to him wrong, she said - well, then I will reluctantly accept you.

She wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and went to check another text message from Xu Wensi, but there were only three words——sorry.

Xu Yi frowned but couldn't remember why she did this, why she had to apologize, it wasn't her fault.

She thought about what happened in the short time when she met Xu Wensi and became friends, how did she meet... She forgot, but Xu Wensi said that they knew each other since they were young, well, they went to a university with Xu Wensi, Live together after graduation.It seems that there is nothing wrong all the time, but sometimes I will look at the scar on her forehead in a daze, and never ask why.

Xu Wensi never asks about Xu Yi, nor about Lu Han.And about that guitar, those songs I played and sang on the stone bridge so many early mornings.

Xuyi's range of activities is only the size of his home, and when he is bored, he suddenly misses his guitar.

"Luhan, is my guitar at your house?"

The hoarse voice that came from the phone after a while should be the appearance of being woken up by Xuyi just now, with a cute and ignorant tone. "Huh? What are you talking about?"

Xu paused the TV series in the middle of the quarrel with his hand, and read every word on the phone. "I, say, I, ji, is he at your home?"

There was silence for a while before he spoke. "I brought Korea here."

Xu Yi was just a little crazy, and really wanted to find something to do.Just when she was about to say, bring it here, Lu Han on the other end of the phone seemed to have woken up a lot, and what he was giving her was education and a little sarcasm. "Do you want your hands or not? Hold the guitar and play with your toes? Then watch your mother-in-law and daughter-in-law dramas in your free time. I heard that our Tianchao has produced some batches of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law fights and bitter dramas. Huang Zitao is chasing those dramas recently. Didn't you watch it too, the two of you must have something to talk about watching the drama about mother-in-law and daughter-in-law..."

Lu Han on the phone was still talking about some precautions, but Xu Yi felt that Lu Han was becoming more and more like an old lady.

Even though he was still afraid, he would still shiver in his midnight dream, and sometimes stop breathing for a second in fear, but the difference is that now there is Luhan by his side.

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