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"A certain one, relying on blind self-confidence and an invincible elm head, ran wildly on the road to death, unstoppable."

——Little Shura

At noon, all the doctors and nurses in the anorectal department were tired all morning, and their stomachs became flatter than one.

Gu Yifening was sitting in his seat and writing materials. Director Liang came over and asked him, "Doctor Gu, you guys want to order takeaway, will you come with us?"

"Okay," Guifenin nodded, and said while writing, "I can do whatever you want."

"We're going to try the newly opened claypot rice. There are several options. You can see what you want to eat." Director Liang folded his fingers and counted the menu for him: "Hey, there are char siu nest egg rice, onion beef rice, Mushroom Chicken—”

Before Director Liang could finish speaking, Gu Yifenen quickly chose: "Let's have beef rice."

"Oh," Director Liang wrote down on the sticky note, and suddenly felt strange: "Hey, don't you don't eat beef much?"

The tip of the pen in Guifenin's hand stopped, and he raised his head and smiled: "The taste has changed, and I like it very much recently."

People are always fickle.

The little nurse next to me heard it, and added a playful remark: "Niu Niu is so cute, how can I eat Niu Niu~"

Director Liang got goosebumps all over his body, wondering why the young people don't speak well?

Unexpectedly, Dr. Gu, who has always been aloof in front of his colleagues, also joked, as if talking to himself: "Niu Niu is so cute, it should be wiped off by others."

Upstairs, Dr. Niu in the Stomatology Department had a chill down his spine and sneezed for no reason.

Gu Yifening and Niu Keqing have maintained this relationship for some time.

Like a best couple, they are the ones who know each other's bodies best.

Know where the other party's sensitive points are, know where the other party's trigger points are, know how to mobilize the other party's desire, know how to match the other party's rhythm, so you can get the most intense and freshest experience every time.

Subtly, they became different——

The "day" between each other is getting closer, and private life is no longer completely isolated.Because they lived in the same community and had the same place of work, for the sake of convenience, the two would occasionally go to and from get off work together and take turns being drivers for each other.

The face of the other party will enter into one's thinking more frequently, occupying more and more brain capacity, for example, when you are in a daze, it is easy to think of someone's flushed face during orgasm.

The chemical reaction between the two is getting stronger and stronger. When they meet occasionally, they will ask "Tonight?" in a low voice and ambiguously. If they look at each other inadvertently, they will immediately feel hot all over.

These are all extremely subtle changes, the big ones are like fireworks blooming, and the small ones are like splashing sparks.

In the past, Guifenin didn't like other people's intrusion into his life, which would make him vigilant and uneasy.But Niu Keqing's intrusion seemed so natural, as if it brought him something different.

From the initial resistance to the gradual habit, Guifenin became obsessed with this fresh moment, which brought some bright colors to his boring day-to-day life.

Sometimes the heartbeat speeds up, the skin sometimes becomes hot, and the corners of the mouth sometimes slightly raise.The important thing is...

Occasionally there is a desire.

Not a physical longing, but a longing to meet, to make the other belong to him.But is this expectation a good thing or a bad thing?He's not sure.

For this unknown and unfamiliar feeling, Guifenin became confused, feeling faintly...that was something he didn't understand, and couldn't grasp.

But he was very clear about one thing: these strange feelings were all caused by Niu Keqing.

But it doesn't matter, Dr. Gu, who knows how to weigh the weight, has a weight in his heart and weighs everything at any time. He "sensibly" said that these feelings are nothing to care about, so he didn't take them to heart at all.

He is very satisfied with the current state, likes the fit between the two parties in love affairs, and prefers that the other party is like him, a person who is both sensible and smart.

"Doctor Niu, you are the most knowledgeable and interesting bed partner I have ever met," he gave the other party a very honest evaluation.

Niu Keqing knows what this "knowledge and interest" means——

Never interfering in the other party's private affairs, nor stepping beyond the boundaries, and fulfilling the obligations of a bed partner dutifully.

"Sensible children have no candy," Niu Keqing said sadly, "People who are sensible and interesting are always in trouble."

Gu Yvening faintly sensed what was hidden in the other party's words, but couldn't figure it out, and finally got past it by making jokes: "Don't you ask for enough benefits from me? I haven't satisfied you?"

"Well, not satisfied."

"Then don't cry tonight."

Their "satisfaction" has its own meanings, one prays for emotional feedback, and the other only sees sensual desire.

It's just a chicken-and-duck talk.

Niu Keqing does not deny the pleasure this relationship has brought him, but he is worried that he will be lost in this pleasure, and he is demanding more things that should not be coveted——

feeling.

In such a conflict, Niu Keqing became more and more entangled. He tried to separate himself from this relationship. Even if he couldn't escape from the other party, at least he kept a little distance to cool off.

So recently, he tried to reduce contact with Guifenin, and tried to avoid contact with him other than sex, so as to defend his heart from being shaken.

However, his attitude changed a little, and Gu Yifenen immediately felt the alienation, and began to torture him to extract a confession: "Doctor Niu, why do you always seem to be avoiding me recently?"

"Avoiding you? How could I?" Niu Keqing felt guilty, and even raised his voice: "The frequency of our appointments has not decreased."

Seeing his strange look, Guifenin knew that his intuition was right, and became more aggressive: "I mean, usually, in the hospital, you would take a detour when you see me, and avoid me so obviously. For what?"

"Your security awareness is not enough." Niu Keqing said inexplicably.

Guifenin was taken aback, and couldn't agree with his words: "No? I wear a condom every time."

He looked sideways, didn't he just throw a few into the trash can beside the bed?

"I'm talking about the awareness of keeping a safe distance from each other." Niu Keqing's eyes dodged. "After all, you and I work in the same hospital. I don't see each other. I don't want our relationship... to become too awkward. .”

This sounds very polite, and the meaning is not difficult to understand, but no matter how inseparable we are in bed, we must keep our distance when we get out of bed, otherwise it is easy to cause accidents.

"Oh~" Gu Yifenen understood what he meant, wiped his chin with his knuckles, and looked at the other party from beginning to end with a secretive look.

Niu Keqing was uncomfortable being watched by him, and covered his body with his quilt horns, his tone was a little irritated: "What are you looking at?!"

Gu Yifenen snorted disdainfully, and asked, "Doctor Niu, are you afraid that I might fall in love with you?"

This sentence was like a pause button, instantly stopping Niu Keqing's eyes, and the man turned his head little by little, looking at the blue eyes of the ancient Ivoning with disdain.

What a beautiful and clear blue eyeball, it's a pity that the eyes are full of contempt.

Niu Keqing said in her heart, I am afraid that I will fall in love with you.

Especially scared.

He knew that his heart had begun to become abnormal, and he was gradually being bound and bound by the other party, and was entangled by something similar to thorns.

Every move, every word and every action of Gu Yifenen will affect his heart, make him curious, expect, and give birth to many thoughts that should not be had on Pao.you.

Niu Keqing knows what the above means.

But how dare he tell the truth?He could only answer confidently and pretending to be narcissistic: "Yes, I am so attractive, I am afraid that Dr. Gu will fall in love with me accidentally if you get too close to me."

Sometimes, the sincerity is hidden in the irony, and it is said in a joking way.

The other party's contempt deepened, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of indifference, which was projected in Niu Keqing's pupils without any concealment, making his heart cold.

"Doctor Niu, you're right, I really love—" Guyverning paused, leaned close to his ear, bit the accent hard and said, "Fuck you."

If the first half of the sentence gave Niu Keqing a little hope like the rising sun, then the second half of the sentence gave him sorrow like the sun is fading away.

Yes, perhaps for him, "up" is a preposition; but for Guifenin, "up" is just a verb.

Just fall in love with him, not fall in love with him.

Niu Keqing laughed lightly, a little bit bitterly and absurdly, he shouldn't use his own thoughts to speculate on the other party.

Because the other party has no heart at all.

That's better, that's the best.

Me too, I don't have a heart, and I wouldn't like a friend with benefits.

——Niu Keqing told himself so firmly.