memory hole

Seriously: "This is not my specialty. I can't help you."

"You are useful to me. The purpose of looking for a doctor is to have an effect, isn't it?" Zhong Xian stopped, looked at Deng Yi and said, "I'm a little tired and can't walk."

Deng Yi heard the words and said, "Let's sit down for a while." They found a clean grass and sat down.

"Let me lean on for a while." Zhong Xian said.

Deng Yi didn't think about it, and patted himself on the shoulder.

Zhong Xian slid into the latter's arms as if he had no bones left.

Deng Yi turned into a log, stunned for a moment, not knowing what to do.

It took him a long time before he said: "Everyone is watching us...do you want to do this..."

58

At eight o'clock, the nurse put the bottle on Zhong Xian on time.

Deng Yi stood aside and looked at his watch several times.Zhong Xian understood that he was going to work.

"You're from LG Bureau, right? Isn't it a long way from here?" Zhong Xian asked intentionally.

"There is a regular meeting every morning." Deng Yi answered irrelevant questions, and he looked up at Zhong Xian's hanging bottle. "Go to sleep for a while."

"Are you still here?"

"If there is no accident, you can leave the hospital and go home to recuperate in the afternoon. I will help you with the procedures. I did it in the first place. If I don't come, you may not be able to understand some things."

"Afternoon?" Zhong Xian showed a painful expression.

"Where is it uncomfortable?" Deng Yi approached him.Then he raised the head of the bed to make it easier for Zhong Xian to sit and rest.

"Don't leave. It's just a boring morning meeting." Zhong Xian said softly.

Deng Yi was quite surprised.As if he didn't hear clearly, he asked, "What did you say?"

The bell strings are not repeating.Head down.

Deng Yi said: "You look like my cat. Every time I go out, it plays tricks. However, it is a female cat..."

"Fuck off!"

"Okay." Deng Yi was really ready to leave. "Take a good rest." Patted Zhong Xian on the shoulder.

Zhong Xian looked unhappy.

"What's wrong?" Deng Yi hesitated, sat on the bed and hugged Zhong Xian's shoulders, shaking him. "That's all right. Mother cat."

Zhong Xian grabbed Deng Yi's arm and hugged him.

"Are you a child? You've been coaxed, let go. Uh, how long will it take? Hey... what are you thinking?"

"What are you thinking now?"

"What I think...is probably different from what you think."

"I will think whatever you think." Zhong Xian said.He put his nose on Deng Yi's neck, really sniffing like a cat.

"...Don't be like this..." Deng Yi was a little panicked.

"Do you have an idea?"

"It seems like we're all insane."

Zhong Xian felt a burst of pride in his heart.Not only did he not let go, but he hugged him even tighter.

"Don't push so hard...you still have a needle in your hand." Deng Yi reminded him. "Okay. I'm not leaving."

The door opened at this moment.

Zhong Xian raised his head and took a look, then immediately let go of his hand and pushed Deng Yi away.He smiled nonchalantly at the visitor.Afterwards, for a long time, he regretted this knee-jerk reaction and paid some price for it.

Dake stood at the door, stunned as if struck by lightning.Standing behind Dake is Mr. Hong who doesn't know why.

purely

59

The history of a person's struggle can be talked about forever.

All the hanging bottles in the morning have been hung up.

With a sincere smile on his face, Zhong Xian kept his eyes sparkling, looking at Mr. Hong's mouth. His new boss was eloquently telling about his arduous struggle history.

Boss Hong suddenly came to visit Zhong Xian.

Zhong Xian understood what happened.

It must be that Dake couldn't explain why he still didn't go to the company on the third day, and it must be that Dake had no choice but to say that he was drinking with Party A until he was hospitalized.As the boss, how could Mr. Hong not come to visit.

Zhong Xian knew that this matter was actually his fault.He should have given President Hong a reason to explain the situation.He didn't know when he didn't care about work so much.Boss Hong didn't ask about his whereabouts, just wanted to express his absolute trust in him.For a new cooperating boss, how difficult it is to have a mind.

"Don't you have an assistant for the queen?" Boss Hong laughed, pointed at Dake and said to Zhong Xian, "Your assistant looks strong and healthy, let him stop drinking. Why do you have to pay yourself."

"Mr. Gao from Party A is only willing to have a drink with Mr. Zhong alone. I can't participate. Otherwise, I will never let him down." Dake laughed along with him.

Deng Yi had already left quietly.When Zhong Xian let go of his hand and pushed him away.

Zhong Xian always maintained a sincere smile, he already knew how to keep his feelings from being written on his face.Said some innocuous polite words.

"The wine they drank was not good. Mr. Gao was also poisoned by alcohol." Dake said.

Under Mr. Hong's concerned gaze, Zhong Xian said apologetically, "I will be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon. I will go to the company tomorrow morning. We can talk about my thoughts on the company and study the siege strategy for several projects in the third quarter. There are two projects that are no problem, and our ceiling system can be used in the model house..." Zhong Xian knew what the bosses liked to hear, but in fact he had no enthusiasm in his heart.His previous boss, Mr. Li, had exhausted all his trust.He knew he shouldn't bring this bad experience to the next boss.

Regardless of whether he is talented or not, he is still young and has limited experience. He will only know the power of these tricks of the bosses who can be his elders after he has tasted them.

"Take a good rest first." Mr. Hong showed joy and said with concern, "Your body is important."

Zhong Xian maintained a grateful smile.How he wished he could be really moved.Three years ago, he was dug into this industry by Mr. Li as if he was looking after a cottage. At the beginning, Mr. Li treated him better than his parents. His ability, his self-confidence of not giving up until he achieves his goal, Zhong Xian still admires him to this day.

To become the boss of a company, those who came from a poor background and then made it to the top do not rely on luck alone, there is always something special about them.And these excellences often lie in the ability to conquer people's hearts.

If you can conquer ten people, you can start a small company,

Can conquer a hundred people, can become a business owner,

Can conquer thousands of people, can become a group empire.

Zhong Xian silently wondered which level he was at.

Years ago, he had been thinking about where he should set his life goals.He always thought these so-called dreams were important to him.

But why is he getting more and more frustrated.

He could feel a big hole opening in his heart.He can see the fragile self inside from the hole, which is unable to support the life he envisioned.

He needs a pillar.

He couldn't bypass this hurdle and make himself stronger.

He wants to grab someone, stuff him into his 'hole', and become the pillar that fills the emptiness in his heart.

He knows it's not right and he can't catch anyone.

He should only go on the road alone, looking for the final answer.

60

Deng Yi still came in the evening.

When Zhong Xian finished the last bottle, Deng Yi also completed the discharge procedures.

Zhong Xian changed into the clothes Deng Yi brought—a black T-shirt and jeans.

"Aren't you going to take me back?" Zhong Xian handed Deng Yi his car keys.During the hospitalization, Deng Yi drove Zhong Xian's car from the deserted side of the road to the hospital's parking lot.

"Help me. I don't want to drive." Zhong Xian said softly.In fact, he felt that he didn't even have the strength to drive.After three days in the hospital, his headaches eased, but his physical strength did not recover.He didn't tell the doctor because he didn't want to stay in the hospital.

Deng Yi stared at the car key, but didn't answer it immediately. "Where's your friend? Won't you come?"

"Isn't it enough to have you?" Zhong Xian said.He wanted to mention God and say something to ease the atmosphere.

Deng Yi glanced at him, it was a lukewarm look, and took the car keys.

"The person in the morning is my boss." On the way back, Zhong Xian tried his best to explain without any trace.

"Did I cause you trouble?" Deng Yi said.

"Why?" Zhong Xian smiled, and he found that he couldn't explain it.

"That's good. You pushed me away in time. Of course you are so smart and can explain the past very well." Deng Yi said flatly.No tone. "Or, make a joke and let everyone have fun."

"are you angry?"

"Angry? Why do you always think I'm angry." Deng Yi said looking at the road.

"You didn't come to the hospital until five o'clock in the afternoon, and you don't seem to want to come again."

"I'm busy. Work."

"I thought you wouldn't leave in the morning..."

Deng Yi's tone was still flat and slow. "Don't you think your request is strange? Let me ask for leave... Besides, you won't be bored when others come to see you. Is it necessary for me to stay to entertain you?"

Zhong Xian was speechless.

Soon arrived at the downstairs of Zhong Xian's apartment.Deng Yi found a place in the underground parking lot of the apartment and parked the car.

"I'm sorry." Zhong Xian said.

"Why do you apologize for no reason?" Deng Yi got out of the car first.Pick up the medicine bag on the back seat.

Zhong Xian opened the car door on his side, got out of the car, and walked to the elevator in the underground parking with Deng Yi one after the other, but Deng Yi turned around at this moment and handed the car keys and bag to Zhong Xian.

"What are you doing?" Zhong Xian didn't answer.

"I still have something to do." Deng Yi said.He remained expressionless.Shove the key and the bag into the bell hands. "You can take care of yourself, can't you?"

Zhong Xian got angry instead: "I can't die."

Deng Yi nodded, turned around and walked towards the exit of the underground parking lot.

But Zhong Xian couldn't bear to end like this.All his efforts may be in vain. "Wait a moment