memory hole

In an attempt, in order to get closer to the other party, he changed himself beyond recognition.Could it be because of the unknown dangers that make this attempt more interesting.

Deng Yi was too drunk tonight.It was only two or three cups, and he kept rubbing his forehead, indicating that he was very dizzy, and he still didn't get better after taking a bath.

However, he stayed tonight.

But it just stayed.

Zhong Xian found a piece of VC for him to eat, this is the only way he knows to hangover.

"It's probably because you're not sick. The medicinal wine not only doesn't work for you, but makes you feel uncomfortable. Maybe when you wake up tomorrow, you'll find that your memory is better, or you'll forget everything in the blink of an eye like me."

"You have put in so much effort, haven't you forgotten all of it?" Deng Yi said.He looked at the dark blue bathrobe on his body, and there was a striking trademark on the chest of the bathrobe. "Twice at your place, you gave me a new bathrobe. Are you selling this? Is this your sideline business? Or do you often have people here?"

"You have to be careful. You are the first and only person to spend the night with me." Zhong Xian said.He noticed a look of embarrassment on Deng Yi's face. "Since you're dizzy, go to bed early." Zhong Xian turned off the light in the hall, and walked to the bedroom first.After entering the bedroom, also turn off the lights in the bedroom.Floor-to-ceiling windows will penetrate the bustling night scene outside, so that the bedroom will not be plunged into darkness.

Zhong Xian climbed onto the bed and lay down on the side by the window.He is usually used to lying here, staring at the lights on the tall buildings outside one by one in the night.He is used to this loneliness.Deng Yi did not follow him into the bedroom.Alone in the living room with the lights out, probably somewhere between the sofa and the wine cabinet.Different from the last time he stayed at Zhong Xian's house, this time he can no longer pretend to be nonchalant and frank.

"Aren't you dizzy? Don't you want to rest?" Zhong Xian waited for 5 minutes, but Deng Yi hadn't come in yet.

"Uh... I... have some water."

"There's water here."

The clock string faces the window.It felt like a big cat cautiously behind Deng Yi, quietly going to bed.

"Are you still dizzy? Is it possible that you drank too little alcohol? If you drink a little more, you won't be dizzy anymore." Zhong Xian said.

"Go and drink it thoroughly." Deng Yi's voice was not far from him, just on the other side of the bed.

'I don't like being alone. This sentence suddenly popped up in Zhong Xian's heart.He didn't say it.The jump in this sentence is too great.After this sentence, he also wanted to say that not everyone can make me get rid of loneliness.There are always very few people with this ability.

Before the lights on the jewelry building outside went out, several patterns changed.Zhong Xian felt that the final dance of the lights tonight was very powerful.It made people feel refreshed.

"Is it so bright every night? Can you sleep?" Deng Yi said.

"So humans invented curtains. Don't you have Mars?" Zhong Xian pressed the remote control button on the head of the bed.The electric curtains slowly closed.The bedroom was plunged into darkness.But they were even more restless.Zhong Xian knew that if he didn't take the initiative to do something, Deng Yi would remain motionless and fall asleep holding his dizzy head.

But Zhong Xian just thought about it for a while.He did nothing.Someone was with him, the company he wanted.That's it.That's fine for now.Occasionally drive away the loneliness he is used to.In this kind of situation, the slowly infiltrating and gradually spreading atmosphere is just right.

Zhong Xian slowly untied the bathrobe on his body, and moved a little closer to Deng Yi.

Then the doorbell rang.Harsh in the silence of midnight.

The doorbell of the Bellstring apartment has always been a decoration and rarely rings.So at first, he didn't realize where the ugly music came from.

"Aren't you going to open the door?" Deng Yi said.

Zhong Xian sat up from the bed. "Who could it be? In the middle of the night. Could it be a neighbor sleepwalking?"

He put on his bathrobe again and got up to answer the door.The cat's eyes saw Dake's almost distorted face.As soon as the door was opened, Dake rushed in.

"Where's the lamp?" Dake said to the dark room, "You're so carefree, and you went to bed so early?" He smelled heavily of alcohol, obviously drunk too much.This is rare.

"What happened?" Zhong Xian looked at him suspiciously. "Where's the client? Are you not with me?"

"Customers... Those scumbags, of course I have served them very well, and I have sent them to the place where they should be sent to relax them."

"Then why don't you go, what are you doing here?"

"Why can't you get through on your mobile phone?" Dake pointed to Zhong Xian and said. "Oh, you're sleeping, aren't you? Are you uncomfortable? I know I shouldn't bother you. But, something really happened this time." Dake walked unsteadily across the front hall, threw himself on the sofa, half Lie on it.

A chime turns on the living room lights.Looking at Dake on the sofa from a distance, he looked helpless.

"The worker who was smashed is dead." Dake said loudly. "what to do?"

"Huh? Really?" Zhong Xian's heart trembled, and then he was puzzled. He glanced in the direction of the bedroom, but Deng Yi didn't come out. "This has nothing to do with us. Are you crying? This is the responsibility of glass curtain wall manufacturers."

"No, no, no... We will be implicated, we will. Those sons of bitches will take the opportunity to knock us off..."

Zhong Xian approached Dake, gave him a wink, pointed to the direction of the bedroom, and reminded Dake to pay attention to the propriety of speech.Probably because of drunkenness, Dake took a long time to react. "Is someone here?" He turned his head and looked in the direction of the bedroom, "You brought the woman back?" Then he stared at Zhong Xian with round eyes. "For so long...you thought your function was lost? Are you still in the mood to find a woman?"

"Hurry up and go home and go to sleep. You also came here for this stupid thing. Can you send a WeChat message and talk about it tomorrow morning?"

"Do you believe in women? They pretend to be pitiful, as if they are the only victims." Dake was still in his own thinking. "Didn't you not believe it a long time ago? I don't believe it anymore from today. I only believe in you, Zhong, I only believe in you. You don't betray me..."

"Don't play around with me. Go home and find your wife."

"I don't have a wife. Not any more."

It was only then that Zhong Xian realized Dake's problem. "Could it be that Ah Mi found out about you again... Did she find out about being with the client tonight? Why didn't you be careful."

"It's not about this. I learned a lesson a long time ago, and I made it clear to her that tonight I only arrange for clients to play, I don't know how to play, I will clean myself up, and I will go home."

"You're not an idiot."

Dake smiled strangely. "Get me some wine. Don't chase me away. You're always like this. I'm your closest friend now, and you're so unkind. Get me some wine."

Zhong Xian went to pour him a glass of red wine.

Dake took the wine glass, crying: "We're all so stupid. Stupid to death. I've always been afraid that she would find out about me. You never thought that she was also afraid of what I found out?"

"What do you mean?"

Dake drank the wine in one gulp. "The happiest thing in my life has nothing to do with me. Do you remember? The summer of memory..." Dake began to sing. "Even if I own the whole world, there is a kind of happiness that is not mine..."

Zhong Xian waited patiently for him to finish singing without interrupting.Thinking that Dake is so drunk, it will be very difficult to drive him away tonight.Deng Yi probably didn't show up in the bedroom because of embarrassment.

Zhong Xian found a cushion to put under Dake's head.Want him to spend the night on the couch.Dake actually burst into tears. "Even though I tried my best, I still couldn't help it. I still lost to life."

"Is this also a lyric? Ah MI broke up with you again?" But in Zhong Xian's memory, even a breakup would not make Dake like this.

Dake shook his head. "Break up? She finally caught a fool now, why break up?"

"Fool? Who, you? Can you go home?"

"Do you have any humanity? What am I in your heart, Zhong, what am I, just a partner, a friend? Or the only friend?"

Zhong Xian smiled helplessly: "I still remember that once you drank too much and told me that if I am no longer useful to you, you will stop talking to me. You approach me only for profit."

"I used to think that way." Dake admitted frankly. "I used to approach you for profit. I'm the kind of person who doesn't give affection easily. I won't get acquainted with anyone. The superficial enthusiasm is enthusiasm, but my feelings have never been easy to give. It's been three years, Zhong, You are a good person, you are very rare, no matter how much you pretend to be a bad person, but in fact you are a good person. A rare person. Zhong. You will not betray me. You will not cheat like Ah Mi For so many years..."

"What did AMI lie to you?"

Dake's thinking suddenly jumped, pointing in the direction of the bedroom and said, "Who is the woman on your bed? Do I know her?"

Zhong Xian nodded, then shook his head again. "Can you control it? Take care of your own affairs first."

"No matter who it is, she will lie to you behind your back. For money, for so-called opportunities."

"You lied to Mi so many times, so what if she lied to you once?"

"How did you know? She has always had other men, but pretended that I hurt her, and pretended to be infatuated with me."

Zhong Xian doesn't really believe that Ah Mi will have another man. "You are hopeless. You have been a thief yourself, and you think others are thieves too."

Dake lowered his head and cried. "I've got nothing to do. I can only do whatever I want. It's not a guess, it's not my suspicion. I saw it..."

"Deserves it