memory hole

.Let you also taste this kind of taste - the feeling that Ah MI was bullied by you back then. "

"Zhong, I know that your heart is ashamed, and I will accompany you from now on..."

"You have done so many things, Mi only once, so you have nothing to love. What is it. Are you stupid?"

It took a lot of effort for Zhong Xian to let Dake sleep on his sofa.It was two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Zhong Xian went back to the bedroom, closed the door, and locked it for the first time.

Deng Yi had probably fallen asleep.Maybe this guy really got dizzy with that medicinal liquor.Zhong Xian climbed onto the bed and approached Deng Yi to listen to his breathing.I listened for a while.

"You're not asleep, are you?" Zhong Xian said softly.

Deng Yi didn't answer.

"Dake was in such a commotion just now, I thought you would come out to watch the excitement."

Deng Yi hummed lightly.Even in the dark, he could hear his embarrassment.

Perhaps it was this embarrassment that made him prefer to hide in the bedroom and pretend to be asleep.

"A MI is that fool's fate." Zhong Xian said conclusively, and then lay down on his side of the bed.

"Maybe you too." Deng Yi said.

"What do you mean?" Zhong Xian was puzzled.

Deng Yi couldn't hear her answer.Zhong Xian turned over and approached him again.His fingers touched Deng Yi's arm, and through the thick and soft bathrobe sleeves, he could feel Deng Yi's trembling.Zhong Xian grabbed the wrist under the bathrobe.He could feel the pulse in his wrist, it was strong.

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70

In the sunny office, two pots of green plants are placed under the white floor-to-ceiling windows.

Zhong Xian doesn't know what kind of plant it is, it has no flowers, and there are two half-rolled and half-open leaves on each branch, which are elegant and peaceful.Extremely simple.

Zhong Xian never thought it would be good to have plants in her room or office.He has always been indifferent to plants.But these two pots made him feel a little different.

"Why do you always give me things recently?" Zhong Xian said looking at the two pots of monsters.

Dake had just pushed open the door of Zhong Xian's office and walked in, when he stood in front of the door in a little surprise. "How do you know it was from me?"

"I have asked the administration department not to have plants and decorations in my room."

"I drank too much last night and went to your place to play drunk. This is an apology. I don't think you will hate this. Isn't there a little life in the office? Otherwise, you know what they talk about you behind your back?"

Zhong Xian turned around, and when he walked to the desk, he looked back at the two pots of green.He really didn't hate it, nor was he as indifferent as before.These two pots of simple and unpretentious little things reminded him of someone inexplicably.

"They talk about you absolutely. When are you going to stand up? They say that your office is all white, like a mourning hall, and you are like a zombie. They say you must be a perfectionist and have a mental cleanliness..."

"That's all I said? This is obviously all a compliment. They are all white, are they all blind? Aren't the table and chairs brown and black?" Zhong Xian said and sat down on the chair behind the desk.He actually didn't think much about how to be qualified for the role of a general manager.His ability to sit in this role depends entirely on his ability to do projects.He is not in a hurry to manage or reform a company he just took over.Let others go to toss first.For vertical managers, he is always the strong one.If you can hold the project, you can shake the boss, and you can get dividends.Everything else is trivial.

Zhong Xian has long been used to being talked about.Since his student days, he has sought to be noticed in the crowd.He played in a band when he was a teenager. Apart from his true love of music, he also likes to stand in the focus of attention.Feeling love and admiration, although he never believed that this love would really be useful to him, nor did he believe that this attention would really enter his life.But at least it can numb his senses and make him feel that he is not lacking in love.He grew up surrounded by all kinds of arguments.The biggest advantage for him is that he seems to be almost insensitive to other people's eyes, and it will not affect him to do anything he wants to do.

Sometimes things are just that funny.The same thing, in different states of mind, will have completely different feelings.

That night, Dake was rarely drunk and woke up on Zhong Xian's sofa. Zhong Xian found a reason early in the morning to send him away and let him go to work on the construction site.

So Dake didn't discover Deng Yi's existence that night.

Zhong Xian didn't intend to hide anything, but felt that there was no need to explain anything.What's more, the medicinal wine almost made Deng Yi unconscious on his bed until noon.

Deng Yi spent the night with him for the second time, and in essence, it was no different from the first time.

Inexplicably and rarely, Zhong Xian began to miss his teenage years, think of those friends who passed by, and those who had a band with him, Pierce and UFO.He didn't figure out what he was missing at first.

The kind of happiness that can be started simply when I was a teenager seems to come easily.Like is like.No worries.

In the heart that is full of defenses now, no matter how much enthusiasm is used to cleanse, the desire is always covered by many reasons.The flames burn like on wet wood.He hesitates and lingers, and every time it burns, it almost goes out, but the sparks are still in the wood heart, and when the wind blows, they will shine for a moment, as if they are waiting.

Can't be happy.Can not give up.

"Did you put some medicine in my wine?" Deng Yi asked when he woke up at noon.He appeared listless, his eyes dimmed.It was the first time Zhong Xian saw him looking so tired.I slept, but it seemed like I was overworked.

"If you give medicine, it should make you alive and well. Make you sleepy like a dead pig, what am I trying to do?" Zhong Xian laughed dumbly.Deng Yi probably couldn't remember.Of course he doesn't need to remember anything.Because it was a normal night with nothing at all.

But Zhong Xian was not disappointed.

All he wanted was that feeling.He wants to be alone.Just to see if the person can get rid of his loneliness.Just to see if that kind of love can break through the barriers of his world and come closer to his heart.

When he held Deng Yi's hand, he was sure that the latter should be remembered.Then maybe after that, he really fell into a coma under the influence of medicinal wine.And Zhong Xian is always sober, he can sort out the real things in his heart when others are in chaos.

He has too many reasons to prevent him from taking a hasty step,

He has enough lessons that he has to close the door of his heart at any time.

71,

"European Airlines has already finished the test report of the product, and I will arrange to send it along with the bidding document and quotation in the afternoon." Dake sat on the sofa that almost became his exclusive seat in Zhong Xian's office, and he was in high spirits He told Zhong Xian the progress of a big project that was just around the corner.

"After two more rounds of negotiations next week, the last round of negotiations will be arranged on the weekend, and the old man who is the chairman of CC will personally participate. After this last round, the contract can be signed and ready for supply. The production plan of Europa Airlines We've done it too. If this is done, we'll make a lot of money." Dake stood up from the sofa, his figure was strong and his steps were brisk, showing that he suddenly changed into a better mood.He walked up to Zhong Xian in two or three steps, and handed the last draft quotation to the latter across the desk.

Zhong Xian scanned the quotations and tenders.He has actually seen it many times, every detail has been confirmed many times, and there will be no more problems.

"Ouhang's work is fairly neat. The test report was completed so quickly." Zhong Xian also felt joy in his heart.

"It seems that he has done a good job with the test report this time." Dake said, "as long as it is not fake. Last time we got the test report for stone, it was not so simple and fast. We have to come up with a few things for you Unqualified."

"All the above tests are all qualified, aren't they?" Zhong Xian looked at the test report carefully.It is impossible to falsify where these details are established. "The detection of cement is not as complicated as the identification and testing standards of stone, so I chose it as a stepping stone at the beginning."

"Your decision is absolutely fine. The two of us have cooperated for so long and have a perfect understanding. As long as there is no problem with Europa Airlines."

Zhong Xian nodded, he knew that Dake still rejected Ou Hang in his heart, he didn't take it seriously, and he was used to it.There are relatively few people who are not rejected by major departments.Especially those who want to enter their circle, there is a great possibility that they will be criticized by Dake.

"I found something." Dake said seriously.

Zhong Xian focused on checking the news reports on the TPJR project that will be negotiated next week on the computer, but did not respond to Dake.He could almost foresee that Dake would talk about something wrong with Euro Airlines again.He didn't bother to listen.

After a while, seeing that Dake didn't have anything to say, Zhong Xian said, "It's past the off-duty time. You can go back. Spend more time with Mi."

When I first met Dake three years ago, Dake gave Zhong Xian the impression that he was quite human/accidental and generous.After the contact, Zhong Xian always gave Zhong Xian a carefree and informal feeling.I don't know what happened in the past year.Dake has become more and more nervous, his mind has become smaller, and he often appears anxious.

Of course, many things did happen in this year, and accidents occurred frequently in the project, and they were shocked every time, and they were overwhelmed with troubles.Perhaps because of being in this industry, a person with a wide heart has become a anxious patient with fear.Zhong Xian suddenly realized that Dake might also be 'infected' by him, and he didn't deliberately hide his problems in front of Dake.Soaked in his illness for a long time, Dake's thinking may have been negatively affected.Thinking about it this way, Zhong Xian blamed himself a little.

"I that night