Ginger Soda

"Jiang Yan kept looking at him in this posture, with focused and deep eyes. But Su Ji had no time to analyze the inner meaning of this seemingly inexplicable physical contact. When he heard Jiang Yan call his name, he was already afraid and subconsciously refused. Responding, he opened Jiang Yan's hand with some force, and changed to holding the man's jaw to narrow the distance between the two. All the joints on the palm trembled slightly.

"The third time..." Su Ji felt like he was under some spell. When they met for the first time, he lied and said that what Jiang Sheng hated most when he was angry was calling his name, but now it's completely reversed.When Jiang Yan called him, he could only make people feel very cold, without any other feelings. I always felt that such Jiang Yan was carefree, and he could leave him without any regrets in the next second, "Don't do this again Call me..." The ending was a bit broken, and the listener felt sour.

"Okay, I don't think either of you and I can handle the current situation immediately. How about we divide it up briefly..." Jiang Yan let out a long sigh of relief, trying to speak clearly.

"No!" The current city C is a prison for Su Ji. He was bruised like a trapped animal and couldn't avoid it. If Jiang Yan wasn't here anymore, I don't know what it would be like to be eaten away by this fierce memory. ... Su Ji's hand holding his head tightened suddenly, with a bit of strength, Jiang Yan frowned uncomfortably, but in a second the man took out the most gentle and careful strength to kiss Jiang Yan's lips, just Just pasting it up and dawdling tenderly, it's so simple that people can't refuse it.

"Don't go, please stay here, stay with me..." Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Su Ji leaned over to hold Jiang Yan's lips as if giving up on himself, and wanted to push his tongue in.Jiang Yan didn't resist, and obediently let Su Ji get his wish. The man's hand went through his hair, and he pinched the back of his head. He didn't know who was worthless, and it was hard to fight. The gap between lips and teeth was full of bitter taste. "Promise me...don't leave, okay..." Su Ji's hand turned around to wrap around Jiang Yan's waist, his strength was so great that he wanted to embed the two of them together, "You don't speak... I have the right to accept it. ..." Jiang Yan snorted uncomfortably, Su Ji let go of his hand as if waking up from a dream, he stared at his lover's face for a while, picked up Jiang Yan's knees, picked him up, and walked through the mess In the hall, he carefully placed the person on the bed, "Good night." He hoped to get a response from Jiang Yan, but Jiang Yan closed his eyes directly.

Su Ji took this as a signal to cease fire, and his nerves in a state of stress suddenly relaxed, and he fell asleep after a while.Jiang Yan didn't fall asleep, he just looked at Su Ji's outline illuminated by the neon lights all night, saw his frowning brows, thought about it but still didn't reach out to smooth it out.

Su Ji's brain dutifully replayed all the terrible things that happened. He couldn't sleep well, tossing and turning to confirm the existence of Jiang Yan, but he couldn't catch Jiang Yan's hand.He seemed to hear the sound of the suitcase, and the smell of alcohol seemed to dissipate a little.Someone walked up to him, breath brushed against his lips, but finally kissed the bruise from last night.

Su Ji couldn't tell whether this was a dream or reality. He felt as if he opened his eyes, but saw a tall and tall young man standing next to the suitcase, with his hands on the doorknob, and half of his face turned sideways, like an inorganic object. His pupils twitched a little, and he silently said goodbye.

He fumbled towards the bed next to him in a panic. It was empty and cold, and he heard the sound of the door lock being clicked.Su Ji sat up suddenly, his head hurt like a pinprick, he looked at the glass of water on the bedside table at hand, curling up, and some white mist was still steaming.

"fraud."

Act No.70

This city is not too big or small, but it is just right for those who do not want to meet each other. For a whole month, Su Ji has never seen Jiang Yan since he came back from City C last time.

To be precise, he was never able to speak again.

Jiang Yan didn't even go home. When Su Ji went back, he found that everything was still the same as when he left. Jiang Yan's little assistant sent Josephine to him as if pinched.Jiang Yan didn't even want to collect his clothes, and his favorite bottle of cool-toned men's fragrance was still in their cloakroom. As for where the young man is now, he didn't know at all.Su Ji could only look at Jiang Yan during the few hours at work to make sure he was still there.

Jiang Yan didn't choose to close the curtains, but he didn't look at himself again, and started smoking crazily again. Sometimes the ashtray can be full in the morning, and the drawings that have been drawn day and night may be about to start a new season. I didn't care about eating and my stomach hurt, so I had to lie on the sofa and hold a cup of hot water.

If you call him yourself, he will hang up after glancing at him.

Su Ji watched the call interface flash back to the desktop neatly, and fell into a restless mood.Didn't he try to wait for him downstairs in Jiang Yan's studio, like the two of them went home together before, but was told by Miu Miao again and again that Jiang Yan had gone, and he didn't know if he really left or waited for him to leave leave before leaving.The tacit understanding cultivated after living together for a year and a half is now used to avoid seeing each other.

The short-term anti-smoking campaign was quite effective, and now Su Ji is digging out packs of cigarettes to smoke again. He suddenly finds that the smell of tobacco that he usually likes has become particularly bitter and unpleasant. I think it smells good.He saw that Jiang Yan on the opposite side stubbed out another cigarette, frowning tightly, doodling and correcting on the drawing, the light illuminated the dark circles under his eyes, Su Ji stretched out his hand and touched the outline of Jiang Yan on the glass, feeling something The menacing natural moat torrent lay between them. Without a bridge, he couldn't cross it, and the people on the other side were unwilling to wait.

He has lost weight, Su Ji thought secretly.

The man got up and put on a coat, called Wei Wei over, ordered a few words and rushed to the TV station. He was going to record a program today, so he couldn't get off work "together" with Jiang Yan.Su Ji walked in a hurry, and didn't even see Jiang Yan's eyes raised behind him.

Jiang Yan doesn't want to break up now, he just has a mess in his head, he feels that everything is a mess, and the TV dramas are all scenes where the incumbent meets the ex and the brave wins. It won't be too bad to lose, at least we can say that we are very happy now and don't need you to worry about it. Jiang Yan has never been afraid of anyone.

It's different now, it's not as simple as the predecessor.

This is first love.

On the day he returned to City S, he wandered aimlessly on the street with his suitcase for three hours, made a phone call to Jiang Man after a night at a hotel near the company, and finally returned to the long-lost place. Home.The home with parents and sisters.

Seeing his ugly face, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother tried their best to suppress the anger, but the parents know the child best.Once when they were having dinner together, the TV channel was tuned to a man's program. Jiang's mother sighed when she saw how he looked like a lump in her throat. "Jiang Yan," she suggested seriously, "come back." The whole family thought that Jiang Yan would refuse, but they heard a soft "yes".

Sometimes Jiang Yan would take Jiang Man and drink wine in the small garden that his sister had picked up, and he was in a daze back to the afternoon when Su's mother pushed him a plate of macarons at Christmas.Jiang Yan tried various decompression methods, such as listening to music, eating, shopping, reading, cooking, and crying, but still felt that drinking was the best way to solve the problem.He wouldn't go for a one-night stand just because he was in a bad mood. This method of decompression was too superficial and dirty, and Jiang Yan didn't like it.He is not an alcoholic, but he is obsessed with the dizziness of alcohol paralyzing the nerves, which can make him run counter to his own brain, commit crimes in the other world without guilt, and think of people who will hurt when he is sober.

After a month of such muddle-headed days, Su Ji didn't feel well, and he couldn't bear it either.Not only do you have to deal with work, but you also have to deal with your family.Sometimes Jiang Yan wondered whether Father Jiang and Mother Jiang had met Su Ji's father without telling them. Now that he and Su Ji broke up, they began to introduce girls to him in a circumstantial way.Jiang Yan thought it was very funny, but when he smiled, he would think of Su Ji, and gradually he couldn't laugh anymore, grinning silently and screaming for pain.

Su Ji got off work very early today, probably something happened, Jiang Yan was walking on the road thinking about what to eat tonight.He just passed by the entrance of the TV station. Fortunately, he went to the TV station to discuss cooperation in the morning. It happened to be at a staggered time with Su Ji. This time he was going to talk about his own press conference. Yuan Kai's wedding gave him a lot of inspiration. The body was a bit overwhelmed, but I still tried my best to finish the work with a little pressure.The higher-ups were quite satisfied, and even moved his schedule forward deliberately, saying that it was to cater for the date of 5.20.Time is tight and tasks are heavy, but fortunately, the TV station agreed very readily. The last cooperation left a good impression on people.

5.20...Jiang Yan rubbed his face hard, forcing himself not to fall into the memories with that person, after all, this day is not just a sweet homonym for them.

"What's the matter with you recently? You made a mistake twice today." Jiang Yan, who was waiting for a table, suddenly heard a familiar voice, it was Qi Shu, and he hurriedly pretended to be playing with his mobile phone and sat on the side of the street His head was hanging down on the bench. Fortunately, it was convenient for him to change into a light casual sportswear when he came out for dinner today. Once the hat was buttoned, no one would be able to spot him. "You and Jiang Yan..." Jiang Yan could hear that he was very concerned, But the tone was a little ecstatic.I couldn't help feeling nervous, I didn't know whether I was worried about being noticed, or worried about the answer I was about to hear.

"I screwed up..." Su Ji was not in the mood. He bought a pack of cigarettes at a newsstand a few steps away from Jiang Yan, and skillfully tore the