June Ansheng

"Xiaoyun, come, come here." Not far away came the mother's friendly call, and a child who seemed to be only two or three years old raised his head, but cried when he saw the woman behind his mother.The child cried so bleakly that the sound of crying spread throughout the corridor.They still live in an old-fashioned old building, and the wall dust that was fanned many years ago has now turned yellow, and large pieces of it have fallen off the wall.There is a large trash can next to the corner of each corridor, because the cleaners only come to collect it every few days, so the corridor will be filled with rancid smell all day long.A drunkard left vomit next to the rubbish bin last night and it stinks even more this morning.

The child's mother was stunned, and turned her head to look at the woman behind her, the woman in bright clothes, heavy makeup, and a cigarette dangling from her mouth.She was born with a good-looking skin and knew how to dress up, so she was out of place in this dilapidated old building at the moment.

The woman kicked the child's mother, and the mother, who had been squatting on the ground and was unstable, fell forward.The palm of her hand was not stable on the ground, and she slid forward without warning. Her chin hit the threshold, and she struggled for a long time before standing up again.

The baby's cries became louder.

"Damn woman, money is a little tight recently, so give me some money to use." The woman still did not change her arrogant nature, and watched the child's mother get up from the ground with cold eyes: "Anyway, your family is just you and your little bastard." Egg, it doesn’t cost much, why not help me.”

The child's mother looked at the woman, lowered her head and stepped into the door, and quickly walked into the room. When she came out, she had a wad of money in her hand.Before she handed the money to the woman, the man came in from the door and snatched all the cash from her hand.

"Thank you very much, I'll take it if it's not enough." The woman had a sinister and cunning smile on her face after she succeeded, and then she turned around and left while counting the money.When she turned the corner of the building, there was another loud curse: "Fuck! It looks like such a thick pile of money, but it's only my expenses for a few days."

It's just that it's not easy to go back and get it.

The mother watched the woman's back gradually move away, squatted down and picked up the child on the ground, and sighed softly.

What she didn't want to admit was that that woman was her younger sister who grew up together.

In the mother's arms, the child's crying gradually subsided, and finally closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up from the dream, I found myself sweating profusely.I wiped it with my hands indiscriminately, only to find that my face was also wet.

Turn on the screen lock of the phone, and the beating time shows that it is now 12:37 midnight.

"Xiao Yun."

There was a faint shout from the living room, and I hadn't heard that familiar title since I was seven years old.Before I was an adult, I lived at my aunt's house, and what I heard most was "little bastard", she always called me that.

I stared blankly at the living room connected to the door, and tightly grasped the corner of the quilt with both hands, and the palms of my hands were already densely covered with beads of sweat before I was aware of it.I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, telling myself not to be afraid, then turned on the rear light of my phone, got out of bed and walked towards the door.

There seemed to be the sound of objects being overturned outside. I gritted my teeth and walked out of the living room at a faster pace.

It was empty outside.

The sound was caused by not closing the windows before going to bed, and the wind blowing in overturned the paper covered with things, causing those objects that were not light or heavy to fall off the table to make the sound.I breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that I was palpitating with fear just now.

Taking out his mobile phone, he dialed the phone number left by Ren Can without thinking twice.It's not that he hasn't been to Liuguang in the past few months, it's just that the last time there was such a big commotion, he didn't have a good conversation with Rencan.The place where he bit me still hurts, and it took two months of gauze to finally show signs of improvement. Every time the medicine was applied, the almost conical pain would always spread along the arm and into the heart, and then the heart would go It hurts like a panic.

The music played for a long time after dialing, I clenched my fingers unconsciously, and began to worry inexplicably.I admit that this is really embarrassing. A big man is suddenly afraid of the dark, causing insomnia at night, and even his legs trembling due to psychological effects.But I really want to hear his voice, even if it is answered and then hung up immediately.

"Who is it?" The call was connected, and the deep voice of the other party came to my ears through the mobile phone, and the tingling feeling made my heart tremble again.

"If you don't say anything, just hang up."

"Rencan." I walked along the wooden shoe cabinet and slowly sat down on the ground. After I spoke, I realized that my voice was trembling.

The other party was silent for a while, and I panicked.

"Ren Chan." I tried to call his name again.

"Calling in the middle of the night, if it's not something very important, I will be angry." His tone was light, without any emotion, but he was not as cold as when we met. "I'm in a good mood today, so hurry up and go to sleep."

My heart warmed, and I couldn't help but cry.

"Hello? Hang up?"

It's been a long time since I answered, and there was a questioning voice from the other end.I was afraid that he would hang up, so I responded eagerly: "No, no...don't hang up..."

The voice has already brought a strong crying tone.

"You are crying." It was obviously a question sentence, but after he said it, it turned into a statement tone.I shook my head at the air, and it took me a long time to realize that he was invisible.

"Are you asleep? If you are asleep, I won't bother you..." My voice gradually became quieter, and I was afraid that he would not be able to understand the poor Korean pronunciation after not speaking for so many years, so I raised it a little. Turned up the volume: "I just want to hear your voice, nothing else..."

"How did you become like this?"

He categorically cut off my words, and I froze, waiting for his next words.

"Didn't you take the initiative when we were together before, but now it suddenly becomes like this, I will be very tired."

I gritted my teeth, and all the things I experienced before seemed to reappear in front of my eyes. I could only try my best not to cry.

"Looking at how energetic I am, I know I'm still awake. It took me so long to answer the call just now because I didn't have my phone on me. I've been looking for it for a long time."

"I miss you so much..." I wiped my face clean, and my voice was so hoarse that I couldn't even hear myself.

"Huh? What do you want to eat?"

"It's nothing... I said, I really want to see you." I coughed, cleared my throat, and then spoke again.

There was another silence on the other side, and after a while, there was a chuckle.

"Then come here, Liu Guang is still open."

There were no cars on the street at night, so I ran through the red light and walked into the gate of Liuguang in two or three steps.

An Rencan was obviously frightened by me, and stared at me with his big eyes.He was holding the milk tea in his hand, and the straw hadn't been brought to his mouth, his mouth was half open, and he just froze like that.

"Be careful to be discovered by the store manager if you secretly drink the milk tea in the store." I smiled, not showing any unnaturalness: "You still drink it so late, be careful to get fat."

"How is it possible? I just had a physical examination last week. I'm 1.8 meters three and I'm just over 60 kilograms. The doctor said I can't lose any more weight." He slowly recovered from the state of shock, and put the straw into the She took a sip of milk tea in her mouth: "My mother told me to eat more, otherwise she would come from Korea to urge me."

The smile on my face faded, and I was still standing at the door looking at him.He was drinking milk tea, and after waiting for a long time to find that I hadn't come in, he raised his hand to greet me again.

"What are you doing? It's not the first time you come to Liuguang, so hurry up and sit down."

I smiled embarrassedly, and didn't tell the fact that I was just staring at his mouth in a daze.

"Shouldn't Liuguang close at seven or eight o'clock normally? Why is it still late at night?" I looked back at the deserted street outside, and suddenly remembered what I was scared at home, so I flinched and hurried Run to An Rencan.It's not easy to get too close to him, so I had to sit down not too far away: "And the boss is not there, so he is so relieved to let you look after the shop alone."

An Rencan didn't speak, just lowered his head and sipped his milk tea, his Adam's apple slid up and down while swallowing, his eyelashes drooped, as if thinking.I wasn't annoyed either, I just watched him secretly from the distance between each other.I didn't feel cold when I was running outside, but I felt cold when I got to the door of Liuguang when the wind blows. The door of the shop is open, so it should be very cold inside, but I don't feel cold very much. Looking at An Rencan , like looking at a beam of warm light.

"I told Xiao Zhe about the things I knew you, and he was completely relieved of me. He even complained why you didn't tell him earlier, making him introduce us like a fool." He said, still in a light tone : "He said he was going to pick up someone at the airport, so he went there in the afternoon, and left Liu Guang to take care of it for me. I didn't want to close the door at some point, so I kept it open."

Listening to his words, I just feel that time is quiet.

"How long should I have learned Chinese for my little philosophy?" After a long silence, he suddenly said, with a touch of regret in his tone: "He speaks so well, but Chinese is so difficult."

"Are you learning Chinese?" I was a little surprised, but I saw the embarrassment of being seen through on his face, and then he nodded slowly.I was suddenly moved, and asked him anxiously: "Why do you want to learn? Speaking Korean is not very good."

"If I'm going to stay in China for a long time in the future, I won't be able to learn Chinese well." He bit his straw and glanced at me. "If I keep the status quo, I will only cause trouble for Liu Guang."

"Chinese is not difficult, but you can see what I speak is not very good." I smiled, trying to make myself look more inspirational.

"Chinese is your mother tongue, of course you speak it well."

"What, what, I don't speak Chinese." I was a little embarrassed, "I speak Korean, I can communicate with you without barriers."

"What is barrier-free? I can't communicate well with you a lot of times!" He raised his voice slightly and looked at me with disgust, "You are just a bad pronunciation."

The smile on my face enlarged unconsciously, and I picked up Quan Shizhe's favorite pillow and threw it at him, and then refuted him loudly.

That night in my memory was very pleasant. I put aside our status as lovers, maybe even enemies, and just played around like friends.Talked until very late, and then I was so sleepy that I lost any memory of it later.Sure enough, only in a familiar environment with him by my side can I sleep peacefully.

After a long, long time, every time I recall that late night, I want to go back like crazy, want to see him, but I can only think of him, and then I think of heart palpitations, and it takes a long, long time to fall asleep, but after waking up, I will fall into a state of inability to extricate myself. endless loop.

"I want you to think about heartache, for our past."

The author has something to say:

Suddenly want to say something

Originally, all Inchan who called out in Korean part were all "Inchanna"

In the second change, I changed everything and replaced it with "ah".

This is probably the only progress I have made in so many years(?) I used to watch Mary Sue too much and got poisoned