June Ansheng

I was awakened by the blinding sunlight.

The room in front of me was a vast expanse of white, with whitewashed walls, heavy white curtains beside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, white sunlight shining into the room, white sheets under me, and white quilts at hand.

I rubbed my eyes, the scene in front of me seemed familiar, but I couldn't remember it.But as soon as he woke up, his eyes were pale, and the fear in his heart sprouted bit by bit.In his memory, it seems that in the dusty past, he once spent a long time with the white people all over the world.

There are no other furnishings in the room, only a single bed, a huge utensil tightly covered with a white cloth, and the pure white that accompanies it.

I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and opened the door of the room with bare feet.Only then did I realize that the layout of this house was weird, and it didn't look like it was used for living at all.And across the long corridor in front of the door, a big boy was sitting outside the fence of the balcony, with his legs hanging in the air, looking up at the dazzling sunlight.

I was a little dazed and didn't understand why I would stay in the same room with him when I woke up.

For a moment, I remembered that many, many years ago, when I woke up every morning, the first thing I saw was his smiling face.

And then we'll be together all day, all day.

An Rencan must have heard the movement behind him, turned around to look at me, and then smiled at me.

"Hey, good morning."

I blankly responded to him, watching him turn over the fence and walk over to me.

"Are you hungry? If I'm hungry, I'll make you breakfast. I've eaten it." He didn't seem to have slept well, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of moisture, "What do you want to eat? There are egg fried rice, sandwiches and porridge for you." You choose, or go out to eat."

"I..." I opened my mouth to reply, but was speechless.

I really wanted to say in a flat tone like him, "Just make me a poached egg, sliced ​​ham and wrap it in a sandwich", but I found that I couldn't.

He obviously wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't stop shaking.

"It looks like you don't really want to eat. I'll cook you an egg and sliced ​​ham to make a sandwich. You can't skip breakfast." He glanced at me and walked through the corridor into another room: " Although I don't know what happened to you so early in the morning, but relax, I don't eat people."

I chased him into the room, only to find that it was a single room similar to a kitchen, with only some simple cooking utensils in it.The stove is still new, it should have been bought not long ago.

"Whose house does this belong to?" I slipped in, stood behind him and looked around, watching him skillfully operate those instruments that seemed very complicated to me: "Is it rented? The layout of this house looks like I used to The houses I’ve seen are all different.”

"You don't have a fever, do you?" Park In-chan took a moment to stare at me in the midst of his busy schedule, his eyes were like hell: "You already asked this question last night."

I lowered my head in embarrassment, rubbed my forehead, and found that the memory of last night seemed to emerge bit by bit.

"I told you last night that the second floor of Liuguang is empty. Xiaozhe felt that it was useless, so he gave me a place to live. The water and electricity bills will be deducted from the monthly salary. This is the second floor of Liuguang. Last night you I was so sleepy I brought you up." He put the fried ham and poached eggs on the slice of bread, spread the salad dressing on it and covered it with another slice of bread. "You're really dead, it's time to lose weight bro."

"Oh." I replied, taking the sandwich.Seeing him turn around to clean up the pot, he started eating on his own.Well, the taste is better than expected.

"I'm so sleepy at night, why do you have to force yourself, when it's time to sleep, you don't even sleep and come to me."

With his back to me, he suddenly muttered such a sentence.I didn't quite understand what he meant, so I didn't answer.

"Okay, it's time for me to go to work after eating." He didn't intend to continue the topic I couldn't understand, and he covered the pot and walked out of the kitchen.Standing behind him and watching him walk through the corridor, I suddenly felt like those housewives in romance novels who watched the male lead go to work.

He seemed to sense that I hadn't followed, and turned back to look at me, a little surprised.

"Aren't you going to leave? Don't stay at my house."

I pursed my lips, smiled shyly at him, and followed his pace.

Is he... home?

very nice.

"Does the place where I bit you last time still hurt?" When he reached the stairs, he stopped suddenly and asked, "I'm just being rushed, nothing else."

"It doesn't hurt a long time ago, and the wound is actually not very deep." I don't quite understand why he suddenly asked about this matter, I thought we would tacitly stop mentioning this matter until we gradually forgot: " Last time...it was my fault, so I shouldn't be in such a hurry to force you."

He turned to look at me without saying a word.

"It's really all right, just... just a few stitches." His eyes gradually sharpened, I gritted my teeth, feeling uncomfortable and continued to hide: "It's really gone, and the bandage is just wrapped around it." for a short while."

"How long?" He looked at me and his eyes gradually softened, and I felt an inexplicable sense of guilt in my heart.

"...two months."

As expected, he slowly turned his head away.Even though he's trying to fake it, I can still see the stiff jawline and the look of self-blame in his eyes.The atmosphere was stalemate for a while, he suddenly turned around and ran down the stairs, I was stunned and could only keep up.

"Hey you...!" I blocked the door on the first floor one step ahead of him, and blocked the keyhole with my hand to prevent him from opening the door. "Why are you doing this all of a sudden?"

——If you want to care about me, why don't you say it directly.

"Go back to each house and find each mother." He pulled my hand away and opened Liu Guang's back door: "I'm fine, I just need some time to be quiet."

I was startled by his word "Mom", and retracted my hand like an electric shock.When he spoke again, his voice trembled.

"What do you mean...we'll be...together after you're done quieting down?"

He also seemed to feel that I was strange, and the self-blame on his face became more and more serious.

"I forgot, I shouldn't have said this." He lowered his eyes and ignored my words.After opening the door, he walked out on his own.

I seem to have messed everything up again.

The door was connected to the aisle in the streamer, and I ran out along the aisle, feeling that there were already other people in the streamer.An Rencan had reached the end of the aisle, and he stood there with an even uglier expression than before.

I walked out slowly, and after seeing the man clearly, I think I figured everything out.

It's Cheng Meijia.

She is with Quan Shizhe.

An Rencan glanced at the girl coldly, but Cheng Meijia greeted her warmly: "Senior Rencan~~Why are you here? I haven't seen you for a long time."

After she finished speaking, she threw herself on An Rencan, and I suddenly felt that the way I opened the door just now was wrong.

"I thought I would never see you again. I heard from other trainees that you left the company and went to live in Gangwon Province." Cheng Meijia kept smiling at An Rencan, so I remembered that they used to be a family A trainee in the company, right after I left there.

"I have indeed been to Gangwon-do, but it was just to say goodbye. I want to come to China and go back when I am old." An Rencan looked at me, and calmly moved Cheng Meijia's hand hanging around his neck Come down; "I also thought that I would never... see you again."

Cheng Meijia followed his gaze and looked in my direction. In an instant, great panic flashed through her eyes.

"Meijia, you're back in China." I forced a smile and walked out, slowly inserted between her and An Rencan, keeping the distance between them: "Why didn't you tell me?"

Cheng Meijia didn't answer, she didn't even dare to look at me.

"She called you, but you didn't answer, so she called me." Quan Shizhe, who had been silent at the side, finally spoke. I looked at him, and there seemed to be something in his eyes that I didn't understand. Helpless: "Then I went to pick her up. There was a strong convective rainstorm in Seoul yesterday afternoon, the plane was delayed for several hours, and took off in the early morning. I waited at the airport from six in the evening until early in the morning, and picked her up as soon as I got off the plane. gone."

——I just didn't expect you to be here, with An Rencan.

I clearly read such a message from his eyes.

I looked at him for a while, smiled and ignored it, and didn't mention the fact that I didn't see any missed calls on my phone.Since Quan Shizhe is working so hard to explain Cheng Meijia, I will follow his wishes, and I have a hunch that An Rencan will lose his temper if this continues.

How could I be willing to let him be wronged.

Although I know, I have been wronging him all the time.

But I'm sorry, I'm changing it, everything is wrong, as long as you give me a chance, I will change it.I just need time.

—I know I'm making excuses.

So don't forgive me for the mistakes I made.Punish me, don't make yourself suffer.

The author has something to say:

It’s so difficult to come up with a title, especially now that I’m watching game anchors playing games on my phone

I really like him. I like his jokes.

Tonight's broadcast seems to be very different

He told us about the glory of the king, how to face other people's words, and it doesn't matter which line you choose wrong.

hhh he said that when someone scolds you, you must scold you back

I can't get back to the topic when it's over.