double struggle

Near the end of the term, Chu Wendao has been busy for a week.In the past few days, he basically has no free time to think about what he has. He is facing the students' papers day and night, wishing that one day can be divided into two days.Every day is either instant noodles or takeaway, and I feel like my stomach is vomiting sour water.

When Sun Haiyi called, Chu Wendao hung up without thinking.He just wants to sleep for a few days now, and refuses any invitation.

As a result, Sun Hai was a persevering person, making consecutive calls, Chu Wendao really wanted to smash his phone.

"Hey, I finally answered the phone! I thought you were missing." Sun Hai's cheerful voice came, unaware that Chu Wendao just wanted to beat him up now.

Chu Wendao rolled his eyes paralyzed on the bed: "If you have something to say, please say goodbye. I just finished my work, so don't call me out if I don't sleep enough for three days."

Sun Hai yelled over there: "Sleep for three days? You are going to become a genius!"

"It's Sleeping Beauty."

"Okay, okay, Sleeping Beauty, do you need a kiss to get up?"

Chu Wendao was not in the mood to talk on the phone with Sun Hai anymore, turned over and closed his eyes and said, "No need for kissing, I don't want to mess with acquaintances."

Sun Hai spat a few times, and then said: "Come out for a drink tonight, you've been busy all day, why don't you relax?"

"No." Chu Wendao replied without hesitation.

"Tsk, I don't care about you?" Sun Hai's stubbornness really confused Chu Wendao, "I will pick you up at nine o'clock tonight. It's only nine o'clock now. You still have twelve hours of sleep, isn't it enough?"

Chu Wendao was really sleepy, too lazy to dwell on this issue, so he had to agree.

"You told me to go, you pay the bill." He said.

Sun Hai sneered twice: "I've never seen a sleeping beauty like you."

"I see you now, I'm going to sleep, is there anything else?"

"No, you remember to tidy up yourself, or you will scare others away."

Chu Wendao didn't have the energy to think about the meaning behind Sun Hai's words, so he hung up the phone directly.He didn't have a good rest these days, so he fell asleep.As for whether he could wake up on time at nine o'clock, that was another matter.

The biological clock made Chu Wendao wake up after eight hours of sleep. Sun Hai seemed to be afraid that Chu Wendao would forget the agreement, so he sent several text messages at six o'clock in the evening on time, and especially told him to clean up his image.

"Not on a blind date..." Chu Wendao glanced at his phone, got up and went to the bathroom.

As long as he is busy, he is a different person. The self reflected in the mirror is really haggard, with messy hair and a beard that has not been shaved for several days.It would be quite scary if you go out with this look on your face.

Chu Wendao saw that there was still a lot of time, enough to clean himself up.

Sun Hai drove to pick him up at nine o'clock, but Chu Wendao was not in a hurry and waited half an hour before going downstairs.

"Did you make me wait on purpose?" Sun Hai complained when he saw someone.

Chu Wendao was noncommittal.

He usually had to coerce and seduce Sun Hai when he asked Sun Hai to go to the bar, but now this person was extremely enthusiastic.

There is nothing to be courteous, and it is either a traitor or a thief.

In the end, when he went to the bar, Chu Wendao's words really came true.He hadn't seen this bar gather so many people before, he just felt something was wrong, and looked back at Sun Hai who was smiling maliciously.

"Stinky boy, you'd better tell me what's going on?"

The two went to the familiar table, and Chu Wendao grabbed his shoulders and patted his face.

Sun Hai smiled embarrassingly, a little guilty: "No, seeing that you are unhappy, let's find a solution with Boss Wu..."

Chu Wendao frowned, let go of his hands and sat back down.He didn't intend to hide the matter between Sun Hai himself and Zhang Zhiyuan, but he never thought that Sun Hai would come up with such a bad idea.

Sun Hai posted it up and said cautiously: "Are you angry?"

"No," Chu Wendao said calmly, "It's just not necessary."

Sun Hai wanted to say something else, but Chu Wendao cut him off: "How about Zhang Zhiyuan and I, we had a conclusion very early on, it's just a matter of time. After such a long time, I haven't found anyone else, and you understand why .Even if it ends up like this now, I don’t want to have other feelings with others for the time being, that would be too childish.”

At this moment, the bartender brought up the wine they had ordered, and Chu Wendao held the wine glass in his palm, staring down at the clear ice.He shook and tinkled.

After a long time, Sun Hai looked at him and said, "I heard, you should let it go."

Chu Wendao shook his head and took a sip of his wine.

18 years of acquaintance, 9 years of getting along, and not going to the market to buy vegetables, how can you let go easily?Even if you have never had much hope, it is still on the tip of your heart, untouchable, untouchable.

"I'm just too tired." He drank the wine in one gulp.

It was too bitter, he frowned, not understanding why it was so bitter.

The light in the bar was dim red, and faces appeared under the light, blurred, and even the facial features were covered with a hazy layer.

Someone is kissing intimately, ear to ear, butt to butt, and the quiet singing is full of ambiguity.

Chu Wendao suddenly felt parched, and couldn't help picking up the wine bottle on the table and pouring it into the glass again.Bitter, cold liquid rolled down his throat, as if it would freeze the blood.

After rationality is contained, human instinct will rise to dominate.

Chu Wendao had a good capacity for alcohol, and after drinking three bottles of wine, he just felt a little hot.Sun Hai seemed to have said something to him, and he seemed to reply.

Suddenly there was another person beside him, his fiery body was next to him, and his hands were lingeringly hooked up.Chu Wendao felt that alcohol was a good thing, at least he didn't feel that he needed to feel guilty at this time.

In the gay circle, high-quality ones are hard to come by, Chu Wendao knows how many pairs of eyes have been staring at him since he entered the door.He neither refused nor resisted, and touched the handsome boy's waist naturally.A pair of soft, wine-smelling lips stuck to his face.

He laughed, and pulled the boy's chin to meet his lips.

This is not the first time to kiss someone other than Zhang Zhiyuan, but I have never felt so relaxed, like liberating the imprisoned beast in my body.

"Handsome guy, are you interested in getting together tonight?" The boy's voice was so sweet that it was difficult to refuse.

Chu Wendao took a sip of wine and asked, "Are you an adult?"

The boy hooked Chu Wendao and begged for another kiss: "I'm already 21."

Chu Wendao patted the boy's upturned buttocks and withdrew his hand.

"Sorry, I can't do it tonight," he said.

The boy pouted and didn't force it. Before he left, he wanted to ask Chu Wendao to add friends on WeChat, but Chu Wendao politely refused.He has a very clear boundary, flirting and kissing are fine, but no more.

After the boy walked away, Chu Wendao realized that Sun Hai beside him had gone somewhere.Maybe he went to Boss Wu's place again, he angrily pulled out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket, and when he was going to get a lighter, he found it left in Sun Hai's car.

Not even having to smoke, Chu Wendao threw away the cigarette case discouragedly, and picked up a wine glass to relieve his addiction.He looked around casually, during which he met many eyes looking over, for which he smiled alienatedly.

Dealing with a boy just now is already exhausting enough, if there is more, he may turn around and leave.

Perhaps, Chu Wendao never thought about what he would find.Just looking again, he couldn't help but look back in that direction again.

Among the many gazes, he happened to meet those familiar eyes.

Chu Wendao never thought that he would meet Xu Qingzhou in a gay bar.

Counting the days, I haven't seen each other for about a week.

Probably because he drank too much alcohol and had hallucinations.Chu Wendao thought about it and rubbed his eyes subconsciously.When he raised his eyes again, he saw that slender figure slowly walking over.