double struggle

Waves of white waves push up to the coast, stepping on the golden sand and then quietly fade away.The wind blowing on his face was mixed with a damp breath. Chu Wendao raised his thumb and wiped his cheeks, only to realize that the moistness was just an illusion.

"I have lived in M ​​City for so many years, and this is the first time I have come to the beach." Chu Wendao took Xu Qingzhou's wrist and said while looking at the golden waves dyed by the sun.

Today is still a working day, just at noon, and there are few people on the beach.Xu Qingzhou looked at the hands of the two, and then let Chu Wen say.

Chu Wendao asked for a few days off, and when Xu Qingzhou was finally free, he dragged people to the beach. City M used to be a fishing city. There are several small beaches. When you look over it, you can see the green island in the middle of the water under the blue sky.

They walked slowly along the coastline barefoot, and their deep or shallow footprints connected into four curves.Suddenly the waves pushed up and covered up those strings of marks again.They didn't care, and continued walking, as if they were going to the end of the coastline.

"Haven't you and him been here?" Xu Qingzhou asked suddenly.

Chu Wendao turned his head to look at Xu Qingzhou, was stunned for a moment and then laughed out loud.

"I thought you would never ask." He didn't miss the regret in the other person's eyes, "It's okay, I will tell you if you want to know in the future."

Xu Qingzhou kicked away the shells at his feet, and gently grabbed Chu Wendao's fingers.

"Well, how should I put it... I seldom go out with him." Chu Wendao looked at the sparkling sea, one wave after another, like the traces of the waves of time, "To be more precise, I didn't go out with him." If you have a normal relationship, it is better to say that you have been friends than a couple, but it is not as good as a couple's way of getting along."

He frowned and turned back to meet Xu Qingzhou's gaze: "It's different from now, completely different."

"What's different?" Xu Qingzhou stopped and asked casually.It just seemed that Chu Wendao saw stubbornness and sadness in his dark eyes.

Chu Wendao took two steps closer, lowered his head slightly, and was able to touch Xu Qingzhou's cheek.

"In the past, I never wanted to be with him all the time, because we are both very independent people. It's like two separate subjects that will never mix together." He grabbed Xu Qingzhou's hand, He gestured between the two, "But you are different... because I want to be by your side every day, and I worry every day whether you take good care of yourself, eat well, stay up late-at least, I am the first Invite people to live together at home."

The last, he added, "is the permanent kind."

Xu Qingzhou pursed her lips, and her cheeks were stained red from the sun.

"So it's been a few days, what do you think?" Chu Wendao took Xu Qingzhou by the hand and continued to walk forward.

Xu Qingzhou looked at Chu Wendao's back in silence for a while, then murmured dumbly for a while: "You always know my weakness, I can't refuse what you say..."

Chu Wendao said: "You are not right."

"What's wrong?" Xu Qingzhou was a little unconvinced immediately, and stepped up to stand shoulder to shoulder with Chu Wendao.

Chu Wendao shook his head and didn't continue talking.Seeing Xu Qingzhou's unwillingness, he squeezed his cheeks.

"Then it's settled! I've informed my family that it's no problem to transfer work to G University. Now I just need to pack up and go home." He walked through the back door without any shame.

Xu Qingzhou was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't laugh or cry.Chu Wendao had planned for him long ago, but now it is just cutting first and playing later.

"So what's wrong?" When the sun went down and the two washed their feet and went back to the car, Xu Qingzhou was still obsessed with the problem a few hours ago.

Chu Wendao couldn't resist him, but he didn't say it directly, and sent him away with the inscrutable two words "guess".In order not to let Xu Qingzhou continue to think about this issue, he personally cooked a table of rich dishes at night, which made people blush.

Xu Qingzhou simply prevaricated his family's mouths on the grounds of work, packed up his belongings easily, and prepared to go to City G with Chu Wendao.

Xu Yunzhou saw Chu Wendao, and after thinking about it for a while, he understood what was going on.He stood by the door of Xu Qingzhou's bedroom, looking at the figure of Xu Qingzhou folding clothes, hesitant to speak.

Xu Qingzhou pulled up the chain of the suitcase, turned around and still saw Xu Yunzhou stuck in place, and sighed softly.He changed the direction of the chair in front of the desk, pointed to Xu Yunzhou and said, "Come in if you have something to say."

"Brother, I..." Xu Yunzhou glanced at Xu Qingzhou's expression, licked his lips and went into the room and sat on the chair.

Xu Qingzhou took the book by the bed and turned to the bookmarked page without even raising her eyelids.

Xu Yunzhou was always in awe of his silent brother, he pulled the broken thread from his cuff, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles.

"Brother, did you go to G City for that person?" Although Xu Yunzhou asked, it was in a narrative tone.

"Not all." Xu Qingzhou closed the book, and sketched the gilded text on the cover in a daze, "Even if it wasn't because of him, I should have left here."

Xu Yunzhou frowned puzzled: "Why?"

Before Xu Qingzhou could respond, he scratched his hair impatiently: "Brother, you are often away from home after I became sensible. I didn't understand why you would rather live in the school dormitory than go home. Brother, This is really strange, I always feel that you are getting farther and farther away from us... I didn't understand this feeling when I was a child, and I don't really understand it now. I actually wanted to ask a long time ago-"

"Brother, don't you like this family?"

Xu Qingzhou put down her legs on the bed, and calmly looked at her younger brother who questioned her.Xu Yunzhou had some guts at first, but he gave up after a while, shrinking back without a trace.

Xu Qingzhou walked up to Xu Yunzhou, the light from behind came over, and the lines of his facial features appeared soft.He looked down at his younger brother who he had grown up with since he was a child. Unknowingly, a child as big as a slap can now take care of himself.

Over the years, he has complained and been indifferent, but in the final analysis, his family is still his family, and no matter how much he cares about it when the clouds clear and the moon clears, he can't say "that's it".

Xu Yunzhou thought that Xu Qingzhou would reprimand him like before, but his eyes widened in surprise when he was under moderate force on his head.

Xu Qingzhou rubbed his brother's soft short hair, and said slowly: "Yunzhou, I have always loved you all. It's just that you have to understand that not everything is corresponding."

Xu Yunzhou blinked blankly, Xu Qingzhou smiled, and didn't intend to continue explaining.

"Brother, will you come back?" Xu Yunzhou asked suddenly when he left Xu Qingzhou's bedroom.

"If I don't come back, are you going to run out of school at night again?" Xu Qingzhou asked without answering.

Xu Yunzhou only felt wronged, so he ran out once, why is his brother thinking about it all day long?

Xu Qingzhou was secretly amused, feeling that he had followed Chu Wendao for a long time, and those bad habits had been unknowingly contaminated. "As long as there is still my bed at home, I will definitely come back." He stopped teasing Xu Yunzhou and responded seriously.

After all, no matter how far a person travels, there is only one real home.