not lonely

Finally, I handed over the next work tasks to the financial manager one by one in detail, then copied all the materials on the U disk to him, and finally explained in detail which folder each file should be placed in, Zhong Qianyi Finally completed the final work handover.

I submitted my resignation letter to the boss in charge a week ago, and was afraid of their retention, so I told the truth about my illness and asked them to help keep it secret.The big leader looked sad and reluctant, and asked Zhong Qianyi to take good care of his illness, looking forward to his return to work in the company.Zhong Qianyi was very moved.

Thanks to the arrangement of the boss in charge, the originally complicated handover work was much simpler.

"These materials are basically complete. If you have any questions, you can call me at any time." Zhong Qianyi patted the financial manager on the shoulder, "I will definitely have to work hard for you when I leave."

The financial manager shook his head emotionally, stepped forward and hugged Zhong Qianyi, "Boss, I don't know why you left, but there must be your reasons. Don't worry, we will do a good job and don't let you worry about it. We will wait for you come back earlier!"

Zhong Qianyi felt somewhat sad.There will be a period later, what a hopeful word.But at this moment, he didn't dare to say it easily.Those promises that cannot be fulfilled are often the most blatant deception.

After handing over the work, Zhong Qianyi invited Shen Lu to sit down at the place where they often drink coffee together, wanting to say goodbye to him.

"Shen Lu, can you stop showing this expression?" Zhong Qianyi took a sip of the iced coffee in his hand, and looked at him flatteringly, "I really want to go out and have fun. After living so old, nothing but On a business trip, I didn’t travel much. You said how bleak my life is.”

"If you want to travel, you can ask for leave. Why do you want to leave?"

"Oh, it's been a long time." He poked the ice cubes in the glass with a straw and said with a smile. "Besides, I saw Song Mingxing waiting for you downstairs that day. I was worried that you wouldn't be in the mood to find another second life after seeing me. I'm so charming..."

"Zhong Qianyi, you are enough..."

"Hahaha..." Zhong Qianyi laughed a few times, and then put on a serious look, "Shen Lu, I won't come to the company tomorrow, today, I'm here to say goodbye to you."

"Why are you saying goodbye? You're leaving the company, not the earth. It's as if you won't see each other anymore."

"Yeah, don't see each other in the future."

"Zhong Qianyi, what do you mean?" Shen Lu said seriously,

"I think...we always meet like this...it's not good, after all, we used to..." Zhong Qianyi lowered his head and said quietly, "You see, Song Haichuan is quite an infatuated person. It’s good to be honest, it’s good for you to be down-to-earth and settle down with others. And I also have Du Mingcan. The two of us have nothing to hide, if we say something that shouldn’t be said, don’t..."

"Zhong Qianyi, you are going to have nothing to do with me forever, right?"

"Shen Lu, don't..."

"I admit, I drank too much that day and said something I shouldn't have said. You wouldn't beat me to death with a stick just because of those words, would you? Are you breaking up friendship?" Shen Lu was a little emotional, "We two just because of those words, Can't even be friends?"

"To this day, it's better not to be friends. To avoid more misunderstandings."

Shen Lu was stunned for a long while before shaking his head with a wry smile.

"It's Du Mingcan who won't let you get too close to me, right?" Shen Lu seemed to understand, and said weakly. "You are leaving to avoid suspicion, right?"

"Yes, I don't want Mingcan to be unhappy, let alone Song Haichuan..."

"Don't fucking talk about Song Haichuan, there's nothing about him, Song Haichuan." Shen Lu seemed to be out of breath, his forehead turned red from his forehead to his neck, with a ferocious expression, "Zhong Qianyi, you can really do it , Our friendship of more than 20 years, in order to fall in love with Du Mingcan, you can break it for more than 20 years."

Zhong Qianyi didn't say a word, just listened to Shen Lu scolding herself one after another, her red eyes forcibly endured the tears that were about to fall.

"Zhong Qianyi, you really have a fucking conscience, why,,, how could you hurt my heart so much." Finally, Shen Lu couldn't hold back the pain in his heart and the tears in his eyes, left Zhong Qianyi behind and rushed out the door go.

For a long time, Zhong Qianyi stared at the direction where Shen Lu was leaving, and said silently in her heart:

I wish you happiness.

After all, I can't be the person who can give you the most happiness, but I'm still the person in this world who wants you the most happiness.

Shen Lu stared at the wine in his hand, saw his own face reflected on it through the wine glass, smiled wryly, brought the wine glass to his mouth, and swallowed all the endless resentment and resentment towards Zhong Qianyi into his stomach.

I called that person five times, hoping that he could come to him. He felt that as long as he saw his pitiful appearance, he would take back the words of the afternoon.

Only the first of the five calls was connected, but it was rejected.

He is obviously a very proud person, why do he make himself so embarrassed again and again because of that person.

When Song Haichuan came, he saw Shen Lu like this.

"What's wrong with you?" Song Haichuan reached out and snatched Shen Lu's cup, "Is it something wrong with Zhong Qianyi?"

"What a coincidence, big star, why are you here?" Shen Lu looked back at him, and patted the seat beside him, "Sit down, Shen Lu, please drink today!"

"Okay, come on." Song Haichuan saw that Shen Lu was in a bad mood, so he sat down clearly, picked up the beer beside him and drank it down. "If you want to get drunk today, I will get drunk with you."

"Hahaha...Okay, then we can make the headlines together tomorrow, um...just write it like this..." Shen Lu put his arms around Song Haichuan's neck, "The popular male star has a private meeting with his secret lover in a bar , with an intimate and ambiguous demeanor. Let that surnamed Zhong see that I, Shen Lu, are not unwanted. Why do you worry about him all day long."

"Oh? You are not afraid of him being sad. Didn't you say last time that you are most afraid of him being sad? Why can't you bear the way he looks at you with teary eyes? Can you bear it now?"

"I'm afraid, but is it useful? Who the hell is afraid that I'll be sad?" Shen Lu suddenly shriveled his lips in aggrieved, leaning on Song Haichuan's shoulder, his voice choked up, as if he was about to cry. "He, Zhong Qianyi, is going to break up with me because of Du Mingcan. Does he think about whether I will be sad? I can't love him, and he can't even be with him. Is he afraid that I will be sad?"

Song Haichuan quietly took a sip of wine, hugged Shen Lu in his arms, and didn't say a word.

After a long time, he heard Shen Lu sobbing slightly in his arms, he lowered his head and raised Shen Lu's face, and finally saw him biting his lips and crying beyond recognition.

Suddenly, I remembered the first time I came here to pick him up.It was the same with Shen Lu that time, hiding his low sobs, suppressing his emotions in his body, unable to find an outlet to vent.

At that time, it was Zhong Qianyi who survived the catastrophe and was finally with Du Mingcan.At this time, it was Zhong Qianyi who gave up Shen Lu for Du Mingcan.

Zhong Qianyi, how can you bear it?Song Haichuan, how could he bear it?

So he kissed Shen Lu's lips with the strength of the wine, separated his clenched lips with his tongue, and even tasted the strong smell of blood.He felt Shen Lu struggling in his arms, so he reluctantly left his lips.

"Shen Lu, let's be together." Song Haichuan looked firmly at Shen Lu who was half sober from a kiss, and said leisurely, "Zhong Qianyi doesn't care about you, I do. Zhong Qianyi doesn't love you .My heart aches. Zhong Qianyi hurts your heart. I'll treat you. If Zhong Qianyi doesn't come to you, I..."

Suddenly realizing that he said something wrong, Song Haichuan froze.

Shen Lu sensitively grasped the meaning of the words, "You don't happen to be here, you know that I came here specially to find me, right?"

Song Haichuan's default

"Is it Zhong Qianyi who told you I'm here? Is he the one who asked you to come and find me?"

He lowered his self-esteem and called the man who had abandoned him, hoping that he could find him back, but he called another person.

That's right, Zhong Qianyi doesn't want Shen Lu, and there are people who desperately want it.

The more I thought about it, the more unwilling I was, I couldn't control myself and took out my mobile phone to call Zhong Qianyi for the last time, even though Zhong Qianyi didn't answer at all, I just yelled on the phone: shouting about his self-esteem that was crushed by Zhong Qianyi. love.

What is fragmented is the wind and rain we have gone through together in the past years, the friendship hidden deep in my heart that I dare not touch again, and the heart that was once bright red but now dark.

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If you want us to be together so much, then everything is as you wish.

Shen Lu got up and kissed Song Haichuan's lips.

For those strangers who can't be rampant with you, there must be someone who will accompany me to watch the flames and flowers.

Not far away from the gate of the bar, in a white Audi A4, Zhong Qianyi lowered his head and smiled wryly, lighting the last cigarette in the package, and the scattered cigarette butts filled the ashtray on the car.

I'm sorry, I know your feelings too late, I can't control my heart, let alone my body.I can't respond to you, let alone be with you.The last protection for you is to take your hand and put it in the palm of another person.

The road ahead without me is unknown, please be sure to accompany him on the journey.