Forgive me for a long time

Later, Min Shaoqi took the initiative to send a message to Gu Han, asking if he was free at noon tomorrow, and he wanted to treat Gu Han to dinner.

Gu Han happened to be off tomorrow, and he didn't have any arrangements, so he readily accepted.

Min Shaoqi put down his cell phone and looked at the quiet night outside the window, feeling extremely peaceful in his heart.

That night, Min Shaoqi didn't go to Gu Ao's room. Although he still didn't sleep well in his own room, he didn't keep his eyes open until dawn, which made him feel pretty good.

Generally after the third day of junior high school, all the shops on the street are almost open for business.

Early in the morning, Min Shaoqi found a black sweater, put on black jeans and a black down jacket, packed up and went out.

With Gu Ao's car, it is indeed much more convenient for him to go out, and he is more free to go wherever he wants.

After buying a bouquet of white chrysanthemums at a flower shop, Min Shaoqi drove to a cemetery in a remote corner.This is a cemetery built in the middle of the mountains. The environment is quiet, the vegetation is lush, and the price is not too expensive. It is a relatively neatly divided cemetery, but it is not very convenient to go there. If you have a car, you can. a little better.

Walking down the steps, Min Shaoqi walked to a tombstone, put the flowers in his hand on the small platform in front of the tombstone, and said softly, "Mom, I'm here to see you."

Today is not a day for offering sacrifices, and there is no one in the cemetery. This is a good time for Min Shaoqi to talk to his mother.

Min Shaoqi lit the three sticks of incense and inserted it into the censer on the stage. Looking at the picture of his mother still smiling, he asked, "How are you recently? Did you miss me?"

Speaking of this, Min Shaoqi twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a not-so-funny smile, and said, "I miss you very much. I haven't had a good time recently... I'm very tired."

The mother in the photo is still smiling, as if she will never have troubles again.

Min Shaoqi stood in front of the tombstone for a while, and waited until half of the incense was burned, then took out a towel and water from the bag he brought, and began to wipe the tombstone.

This is what he would do every time he came, but this time, he wiped it very seriously, as if he wanted to wipe off all the dust at once, so that his mother's tombstone would be clean forever.

The cold wind blew Min Shaoqi's wet hands, and the back of his hands soon turned red from the cold.However, Min Shaoqi continued to wipe as if he didn't feel anything, and didn't say anything to his mother.

It was not until he confirmed that the tombstone was really clean that Min Shaoqi put down the rag and lit the three sticks of incense again.But still silent, just looking at the picture of his mother and the words engraved on the tombstone.His mother is not qualified to be buried with his father. This is the path his mother chose, so she can only be buried here alone.

After standing for a while, Min Shaoqi said: "Mom, I'm leaving. I'm sorry, please don't be angry with me, okay?"

His mother's smile didn't change, as if she was answering him silently: "Okay."

Min Shaoqi pursed his lips, took the bag with water and rags on his coat, and walked towards the parking lot.

When passing by the trash can, he threw everything into it, then got in the car and left.

Min Shaoqi and Gu Han met in a not-so-famous home-cooked restaurant, which Min Shaoqi discovered by accident. The price is not expensive and the taste is very good, but the environment may be a bit noisy.After buying gifts for Gu Ao, he didn't have much money left, so he could only treat Gu Han to eat this.

When he arrived, Gu Han had already arrived.

Min Shaoqi said very apologetically, "Sorry, I'm late."

"It's not too late, I just arrived too." Gu Han smiled.

Looking at Gu Han's attitude, it seems that he doesn't dislike the environment here at all, and Min Shaoqi is also a little relieved.

Gu Han pushed the menu to him and said, "What do you want to eat?"

"I can do anything, just order what you like." Min Shaoqi said.There are not too many dishes here, so the choice of noodles is not so wide.

Gu Han looked at Min Shaoqi, frowned and said, "What happened recently? You don't look very well."

Min Shaoqi smiled and said, "What's the matter for those who celebrate Chinese New Year? It's just that I didn't wear enough clothes when I went shopping a few days ago, and I just have a slight cold."

Gu Han observed him for a while, then nodded and said: "Pay attention to your body, now you are cold, don't always rely on driving like Gu Ao, just wear so little."

"Yes." Min Shaoqi nodded.

Afterwards, the two ordered dishes, and there were not too many dishes, just enough to eat.

Min Shaoqi said: "For the time being, I can only afford to invite you here, so please don't be disgusted by the second young master."

"You're offended by saying that." Gu Han said with a smile, "I usually deal with a few things casually when I'm busy in the hospital. It's not as good as here."

Min Shaoqi smiled and said: "Being a doctor is really hard, and the second young master must also pay attention to his body. In fact, I have always been very grateful to you. Although I hurt the third young master, thank you for not hating me."

Gu Han looked at Min Shaoqi and said, "I always thought you should have a good talk with Gu Ao about that matter. Of course, I also know that Gu Ao has been avoiding this topic, but I hope that you will not be separated by this matter anymore. on."

"I understand." Min Shaoqi nodded. In fact, now, it doesn't make much sense for him to talk about it or not. "Third Young Master and I... will always pass."

"I hope you and Gu Ao can be really happy." Gu Han said.

"Yes." Min Shaoqi said with a smile.

The food was delivered quickly, and the two of them didn't continue the conversation just now. Gu Han asked how Min Shaoqi was spending the Spring Festival.Min Shaoqi didn't mention Min Wodan's affairs, but said that he basically stayed at home and had nowhere to go.

"You can consider traveling next year." Gu Han suggested.

"Hmm..." This idea is good, but...it won't come true.

Halfway through the meal, Gu Han's cell phone rang.It was the hospital who called, saying that a patient was in critical condition and asked him to rush to the hospital for treatment immediately.

Doctors are like this. Even if they are on vacation, they still have to go to the hospital as soon as possible in case of an emergency.

"Sorry, I'm leaving first. I'll treat you next time." Gu Han stood up and put on his coat.

"It's okay, work is important." Min Shaoqi looked at Gu Han and said, "Goodbye, Second Young Master."

Gu Han nodded and left in a hurry.

Min Shaoqi didn't have much appetite at first, and Gu Han had already left, so he naturally didn't have to force himself to continue eating.After sitting in the seat for 5 minutes, guessing that Gu Han must have left, he got up to pay the bill, and then left the restaurant.

Back home, Min Shaoqi unexpectedly found that Gu Ao had returned.

At this time, Gu Ao was packing his luggage. This time, Gu Ao only used a small box, and he didn't seem to have much to bring.

"Want to help?" Min Shaoqi asked.Gu Ao will leave with Lin Pei tomorrow.

"No need. What did you eat with the second brother?" Gu Ao asked.

"It's just some home cooking." Min Shaoqi said.

Gu Ao casually folded two shirts and put them in the suitcase, and said, "I thought you would come back after having afternoon tea with my second brother."

"There was something urgent in the hospital, so the second young master was called over." Min Shaoqi said.

Gu Ao nodded knowingly, seeing that everything was packed, he closed the box and zipped it up.

"What time is the plane?" Min Shaoqi leaned against the door and asked.

"09:30 tomorrow morning." Gu Ao said.

Min Shaoqi nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

Gu Ao picked up the small suitcase and walked to the entrance, then put on his coat and shoes, and said: "I'm not at home, you can go out if you want to play, you can swipe my card, and you can pay in installments. Don't stay at home all the time. It’s okay to get a gym card, anyway, do more exercise.”

"En." Min Shaoqi responded softly.

Gu Ao looked at him and said, "I'm leaving."

Min Shaoqi looked at Gu Ao, took two steps forward, stretched out his arms to hug him, and said, "Safe trip." He wanted to remember the feeling when he hugged Gu Ao, and also wanted to remember the smell of Gu Ao.

"Yeah." Gu Ao didn't hug him back, which was unnecessary for Gu Ao.

A few seconds later, Min Shaoqi let go of Gu Ao, smiled at him, and said, "Goodbye."

Gu Ao felt that Min Shaoqi's smile was a bit forced, but he didn't think much, and left with his luggage.

After Gu Ao left, Min Shaoqi slowly sat down on the ground, as if everything was still.He is very calm now, he knows what he is going to do, and he has no intention of going back on his word.

After eight o'clock in the evening, when Gu Han returned to Gu's house, Gu Ao was sitting in the living room flipping through magazines.Tomorrow he had to get up early to catch the flight, so he was going to sleep later.He could have gone directly to the airport tomorrow from his own place, but the things he had to bring to his grandfather could only be delivered early tomorrow morning, and it was impossible for him to come and pick up the things before leaving tomorrow morning, so he simply came back to stay for one night and went directly to the airport tomorrow morning. It's easier to start.

Their father went to sleep in the study to take care of things, and their mother was on the phone in the small living room. The eldest brother and the fourth child had already brought their lovers back to their respective residences. Their Spring Festival holiday only ended today, and they would officially start work tomorrow.

Sitting next to Gu Ao, Gu Han closed his eyes tiredly.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Gu Ao asked.

Gu Han nodded.

"I'll warm you a cup of milk later, go to bed early." Gu Ao said.

"Yeah." Gu Han rubbed his forehead, sat up straight, and said, "I think something is wrong with Shaoqi, I don't know if I'm overthinking. Anyway, you should pay more attention." He couldn't tell the specifics , Min Shaoqi's performance today is actually quite normal, but he always feels that Min Shaoqi's smile is not sincere, it seems that he is just laughing for the sake of laughing.

Gu Ao frowned, thought for a moment, and said, "Wait for me to come back."

Gu Han nodded and didn't say anything more.After my mother came back from the phone call, I chatted with her a few words, and then went upstairs.

Gu Ao went to the kitchen to heat milk, and Gu Han's words kept repeating in his head, which made him feel a little uneasy.

After Min Shaoqi took a bath, he filled a bathtub with water, then returned to his room, and put on the clothes on the bed—this was Gu Ao's clothes, which he had lent to him before, but he never returned them.

After changing his clothes, Min Shaoqi took the gifts he bought for Gu Ao and the things he had written to Gu Ao's room, and put them on the small table where the perfume was placed.Then he picked up the perfume on the table and went back to his bedroom.

He opened a medicine bottle and poured out a medicine. Min Shaoqi took it with warm water. It was the medicine he bought when he came back today, it was good for sleep.

After finishing this, Min Shaoqi came to the bathroom and sprayed the perfume in the bathroom one by one until the whole bottle was sprayed out.Then, he put the perfume bottle aside, and sat up in the bathtub filled with water.

After sitting blankly for a while, Min Shaoqi picked up the blade placed beside the bathtub, and slashed down hard on his wrist.

Yin Hong's blood spurted out, Min Shaoqi didn't feel much pain, but tears flowed out uncontrollably.Putting his wrist into water to prevent the wound from healing, Min Shaoqi closed his eyes, waiting for deep sleep, waiting for death...

——This time, he can finally be free...