i have a crush on you

Chapter 6: The 17-year-old

Speaking of being 17 years old, it really passed too fast. I didn’t even have time to remember the good times I had with He Shu, and I couldn’t recall those days that moved me. After all, my 17-year-old has new surprises every day.

Time flies, Children's Day is here, so I want to celebrate it.I want to explain that of course I celebrated not Children's Day but my 17th birthday.

A few days before June [-]st, I frantically hinted at He Shu, but luckily he didn’t even come to school on June [-]st.

I was listless all day without seeing him. Hu Hao bought me a small cake, which was the most touching thing in my day.

I hoped that He Shu might show up after school, but I was still being sentimental. I never got to see him when I was in my third year of high school. I went home sad.

My experience after returning home was not quite what I wanted. My mother was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, and four or five dishes were covered with a cover on the dining table. I can see that this is a dish that my mother cooked for me with all her heart.

I feel a little uncomfortable, and at the same time feel that I am stupid enough. I am doing some meaningless things here to impress myself?Still want to impress He Shu?

In the end, no one was actually moved.

That's how people love to do things, even though they know it's meaningless.

Like me, like my mother, there is no point in waiting.

I woke up my mother, she just smiled and didn't complain to me superfluously.

She seems to be very tired and her hair has turned gray a lot—human beings are hypocritical, and when she sees this white hair calmly, whenever she feels sad, she will artificially magnify her melancholy about everything.

I hate this so much, it makes people blindly sad, but I can't escape, who told me to be sentimental.

I took my mother's hand and expressed my emotions that were difficult for me to express in the past. I said, thank you, mother.

Mom stroked my hair and said softly, "Happy birthday."

Happy birthday?I am not happy at all.

That night I dreamed about my dad, the dream was so vague, I just remembered that I played chess with him, but he was going to leave before the game was over, I pulled him to prevent him from going, my dad said, everything has In the end, being willing may be the best arrangement.

I didn't pay attention to this set of ideas at all, and I cried like hell, feeling helpless for my mother and myself.

That dream could really be called a nightmare, and my pillow was completely wet when I woke up in the morning.The passing of my father is still a pain point in my heart. Even after so many years, I can still feel the helplessness at that time.

The day after June [-] happened to be the weekend. After I woke up, I fell asleep again. This sleep was something I never dreamed of. I slept very peacefully. When I woke up again, I felt like I was born again.

Man, there is one more thing I really like.It's a big deal, as long as you fall asleep, it's a big fart.

As a quasi-senior student, I am now faced with overwhelming homework, and every teacher said bitterly, "I don't have many homework assignments, why can't you finish them all!"

Brother, please think about it, if you have one class for one hour and six classes, it will be six hours, and I can only sleep at one o'clock in the morning after school is over at seven o'clock...

I'm going to give myself a vacation, forget about my homework, go fuck homework, fuck He Shu, fuck my crush...

As you can see I'm just so unlucky.He Shu is always on his mind even during the holiday, I really want to ask him what kind of ecstasy soup he poured into me, and how he made me so dazed!

Speaking of which, I have to mention that He Shu. I was thinking about yelling at him on Monday, but he didn't go to school again. I was a little dazed looking at the empty table. stuff, so as soon as he leaves, it's as if he never existed at all.

I still didn't give up and turned my head over to dig out the drawer, well... I was too worried.

My depression was all on my face, I didn't have the energy to play basketball, and I was in a daze in class. The sunny boy who was so born had completely turned into a depressed little turtle.

Why do you say it's a little turtle... I eat slowly, move slowly, and even think very slowly...

"Jiang Tang—Jiang Tang!!" Hu Hao called me dozens of times before I slowly turned around and said "Ah—?"

Our seats have been adjusted many times, but He Shu and I still sit together as always, except that we have been adjusted from the last row to the fourth row from the front.

He Shu has already put on his glasses. He thought that people who wear glasses would be a little dull, but he has a different flavor.I am definitely not a beauty in the eye of the beholder. If you see him, you will be infected by his temperament, and you can't help but want to talk to him gently.But if you know him, I can't guarantee that you won't be intimidated by his nagging.

The most recent change of seats allowed one of our gang of three, Hu Hao, to sit with us.

We are the second group and he is the third group, and there is no aisle between the second and third groups. After He Shu is gone, I can see Hu Hao when I look up.But I still miss the days when He Shu frantically blocked me when I wanted to talk to Hu Hao.

Hu Hao always said that we are like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl...

I smirked, but didn't want to admit it.

"Hey, your reflex arc has circled the earth twice." He waved at me to get my attention.

"What-what?" I lay down on the seat.

"What's the matter with you? I haven't handed in another homework today!" We just got off the morning self-study, and Hu Hao witnessed me shaking my head to the representatives one by one.

"Tired—" I said briefly.

He frowned, really puzzled, "Physics has to be done, aren't you afraid of Lafayette!?"

Lafayette is my physics teacher. People in the world say: Super invincible, full of nonsense, familiar with killing tricks, and killing people without blinking an eye, kind Lafayette.

All his characteristics are contained in this bunch of pronouns.He used endless means of punishment to carry out tricks and tricks to hurt our outstanding flowers of the motherland.

To be honest, I was really annoyed by him, so I always avoided him, and now this initiative to hit the gun is the biggest wish among my reluctance.

Seeing that I was silent, he hurriedly took He Shu's seat, but I was a little angry when I saw him coming, I always felt that someone was sitting and he seemed to have left me.

Seeing my frown furrowed, Hu Hao panicked, "Give me the homework, and I'll write it for you."

He took out the physics homework book from my schoolbag, and used the first class to help me catch up. He also completed the funeral affairs very well, helped me find a class representative, and everything was safe and orderly.

"You're too lazy to cramp." Hu Hao hammered me hard. I was a little thin, and I coughed for several minutes without paying attention.

Hu Hao was startled and supported my shoulder and asked, "Why are you so weak?"

"Ahem... Let me fuck you and try... Cough." My tortoise symptoms were rescued by the continuous coughing.

"Hehe." He smiled foolishly, "Why do you look so out of your mind?"

"No." My face turned ashen.

He probably saw that there was nothing to ask about me, so he asked He Shu.

"What the hell happened to this thing?"

"I don't know." I was annoyed.

"I heard what Bai Chen said in the office before, and it seemed that he was going to take a week off." Hu Hao said, "I thought you knew something, you don't..."

My head was buzzing and I couldn't catch what he said afterward.My intuition told me that something happened to He Shu.

At noon, I stopped the car and went to his house. When I saw the supermarket with closed iron gates, I felt even more guilty.But I still wanted to try it, so I raised my head and shouted, "He Shu——!"

With just a sound, the upstairs window swung open.A big boy with a surprised expression appeared in front of me. His hair was full of white foam, his upper body was bulging, and he was speechless. He didn't know what to say.

It was the first time I saw him and the only time I saw him in so many years.

"Hurry up and open the door for me, I'm so hot!" I didn't panic at all, and said clearly.

"Oh." He responded shortly and rushed in again.

I think he didn't even finish wiping his sweat, so he ran down in a hurry.His slightly long hair swayed with drops of water while running, and his bronze-colored breasts dangled in front of me, and his solid muscles trembled and swayed.

The skin under the T-shirts that I have fantasized about day and night is just like this swaggeringly displayed in front of me, and I don’t need to charge for it.

It was at that moment that I realized that his charm was so infinite.

Don't underestimate the charm brought to you by the person you loved when you were young, so that you can't feel this kind of youthful heartbeat later, and you will miss it all the time.

You'll never meet someone you fall in love with so headlessly, and you'll never feel the physical shyness of being 17 again.

"Why are you here?" He Shu stroked his wet hair at a loss.

"Go up and say, it's so hot." I took his hand and walked up, naturally took off my shoes, put on slippers, entered the room, turned on the electric fan, and sat down.

He Shu sat next to me and stared blankly at me, and I also looked at him.

"Why didn't you go to school?"

"My mother is in the hospital." He Shu held my cheeks with both hands, "Why are you losing weight again?"

My heart went numb, and I almost surrendered and let him go, "What's wrong, Auntie?"

He withdrew his hand and wiped his hair with the towel on his shoulder, "Bronchitis."

When I heard what kind of inflammation it was, I felt very serious. At that time, my heart was in my throat, and I stuttered: "Now, how are you now?"

"I'm recuperating and will be discharged in three days."

I don't know why I always feel that the way He Shu looks at me is a bit weird.I began to wonder again whether my sudden visit had disturbed him.

I tentatively said, "I'll go to the hospital to see my aunt."

"No." He said quickly, and looked up at the clock on the wall, "Go back to school."

I was a little upset, so I insisted, "I'd better take a look."

"After going to the hospital, you can't go back until 3 pm at the earliest."

"Then I'll ask for leave." I said, "I don't have any important classes in the afternoon."

"Jiang Tang," He Shu called my name suddenly, which made me panic, "There is a man over there, and I don't want you to see him."

"Who?" I pretended to be relaxed, "There are people I can't meet."

"My mother's boyfriend's son."

"Where is he?" I've heard of this guy, and I met him unexpectedly once.But every time He Shu mentioned him to me, he would sneer, and my impression of him was not much better.But He Shu insisted on not letting me see him, but there seemed to be no reason.

"He's gay." He Shu said, "Stay away from him."