I'm fine during the day

As if in a dream, we returned to reality.Neither Yu Xia nor I mentioned what happened that night.It's okay if you don't mention it, it will save a lot of embarrassment.

We've been busy looking for jobs.When the day of application came, we learned that there was only one applicant for this position in Fangyuan Company, but there were many applicants.After the preliminary selection, there were five rematch candidates left, and two more were selected for the final selection.

"If it's the two of us in the end..." I was not without concerns.

"You know, I don't want this position at all. The reason why I came to apply is just to occupy a position." He smiled.

"I won't allow you to do this."

"Really, I don't lie to you." He took out a stack of application notices, "Look, I'm looking for a position I like." What else should I say, he said decisively, "That's it. You have to work hard. , must enter the final test."

I got my dream job.The company paid me very well and allocated me a small unit with one bedroom and one living room.On the day I got the key, I handed over the spare key to Yu Xia, who happily accepted it without refusing.

We've been extremely busy for the next month.I go to work during the day, he applies for a job, and we decorate the room together on the weekend.

Fortunately, Yu Xia soon found a job, but it was far away from my company.My company is on the west side of the city and his is on the east side of the city.To meet, we need to cross the whole city.

"I want to find someone close to Fangyuan, but there is currently no recruitment demand from nearby companies. The company I am currently working for is not bad, and it is also the job I want." He explained to me.

"It's okay, it's just that it's too far for you to go to work every day."

"I'm going to rent a room on the east side of the city, what do you think?"

"Then we..."

He saw my concerns: "We can still meet on the weekend, I assure you, I will come over as soon as I get off work on Friday."

I knew it would be too far away for him to live here and work.But I can't say this, I have to wait for him to say it.And he was always so considerate.

After finishing my room, we moved to his room.I don't want his room to be cleaned up too quickly, and he deliberately delays the time a little longer.

But every day he gets up at four or five o'clock and returns in the middle of the night, and I also feel guilty.

Another weekend passed, and we agreed that he would move to the east of the city tomorrow.That night, he cooked a table of delicious meals, and we toasted to celebrate, but I was very sad when I thought that we would face parting.From high school to college graduation, we are together every day except holidays.In the days to come, although we can still meet every week, we can't meet every day after all.

"I don't want you to go."

"Ha, stupid." He laughed at me, "Do you think I work so hard every day?"

"I don't want to." I raised my glass, "Congratulations on not having to work so hard."

We raised our glasses and drank it down.

"I'll be here in a few days."

We were all slightly drunk.When I raised my glass again, he took my glass and said, "Let's take it. Please forgive me, I have to get up early."

When we finished packing, he picked up a quilt and said, "It's my turn to sleep on the sofa tonight." Since there is only one room and one living room, we usually sleep on the bed alone, and sleep on the living room sofa alone, each taking turns for one night.

Maybe it was because we were going to say goodbye tomorrow, or maybe it was because I was drunk, I blurted out: "Go to bed." He glanced at me, and I lowered my head.

We didn't speak when we were lying in bed.This is the first time we have shared a bed, although covered with two quilts.That's it, my heart is sweet.He glanced at me, and I turned my head away, reaching for the lamp.I hoped that something would happen, but I hoped that nothing would happen.

He said, "Go to sleep." I said, "Okay." I turned over and fell asleep, feeling a little regretful in my heart.

When I woke up in the morning, he was gone.There was a note pasted on the bedside: "I will miss you."

I blushed.

When I got home at night, I watched TV while waiting for Yu Xia.

the phone is ringing. "Did you sleep during the day?" Yu Xia's voice came over.

"not yet."

"Go to bed early and don't stay up late."

"Understood." I drew a long voice.He's on his way back.At this time, a call came, it was from my mother, I said to Yu Xia, "Mom is calling, I'll hang up first."

"Son, how is work?" My mother asked me.

"Very good, I think this job is very suitable for me."

"How about the salary? How about the treatment?"

"It's all good, I'm very satisfied. Mom, your son is doing well, you can rest assured."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

I sighed, and I knew that my mother couldn't do without my girlfriend in three words.

"No."

"You, it's not that mom said you, you have a job now, you're a big boss..."

I immediately interrupted my mother: "Mom, I know what you are going to say. Look, I just graduated and found a job..."

My mother became impatient: "I knew it, you have to find a reason when I say this. You are 24 years old, you have graduated, you have a job, and you have a job. It's time to find a girlfriend. Your father and I still Waiting to hold a big grandson."

"Oh, Mom, I'm only 24 years old. I just graduated, okay? You won't let me play for a few years?"

Dad's voice came from the phone: "I know that young people are only interested in playing, but getting married and having children is a major event in life, you must take it to heart. It's not too late to play when you have children."

I am also very helpless to meet such parents.

"Okay, okay, I see. I still have something to do, I'm hanging up."

My family is a traditional big family, and the concept of passing on the family line is deeply rooted in the family.However, parents only urge, they never sit down and find out what their son's heart really wants.

I put down the phone, feeling full of melancholy.Confused for a while, I looked at my watch, Yu Xia hadn't come back yet, didn't I have something to do when I called just now?I was puzzled, so I hurriedly called him: "Yu Xia, do you have anything to do?"

"En? No, didn't I tell you to go to bed early? Why haven't you gone to bed yet?"

"I'm waiting for you." I blurted out, "Why haven't you come back yet?"

"Oh," came the laughter from over there, "I won't forget it so soon. I came to the east to sleep."

"Ah." I woke up suddenly, I completely forgot about it. "I forgot."

"It seems that it's right for me to sleep here. From now on, you won't have to wait for me until midnight every day."

"I think it's good to wait for someone." I said.

Yu Xia was silent for a while. "Go to sleep, it's getting late."

Lying in bed, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.Although we usually sleep on a bed and a sofa, and we are not in the same room, knowing that he is by my side makes me feel at ease.But now, in the empty room, I am alone.

I called him again. "Yu Xia, are you asleep?"

"No, I can't sleep."

"I can't sleep either." We were silent for a while.

"Yu Xia."

"kindness?"

"Is this the first time we've separated?"

"kindness."

"I am very depressed."

"I'll see you in a few days." He comforted me.

"You said, one day, will we separate?"

"If you don't want to, we won't separate." His voice was gentle.

"I don't want to be separated."

"Then let's not separate."

"Okay, we will not separate." I settled down.Without him by my side, I suddenly became bolder, and I said what was in my heart, "Yu Xia, I want us to be together for the rest of our lives."

"Really? Forever?" There was sunshine in his words.

"Forever." I said with certainty.