never far away

He stopped for only a few minutes, and the opening time of other halls was about to come, so he ran back to check the tickets, and he was busy until six o'clock when his colleagues changed shifts, so he had time to go and have dinner with Li Sifei.

There is a small staff restaurant behind the movie theater. The meals are provided free of charge, but the dishes are not good. The two of them finished their meal in a hurry and had no time to rest, so they ran back to take over.When he got there, his colleague took out a bag from under the table and handed it to him, "Someone just brought it over and told you."

"Huh?" Lin An was a little surprised.

The girl smiled, "He's a handsome guy. I'm going to eat first."

Lin An took the bag, which contained a cup of drink. He opened the lid and saw that it was hot milk tea. There was a note next to it, which said "Be careful when you go home at night."

It was Lin Wei's handwriting.

Lin An felt that his emotions were bound by a rope, and the other end of the rope was controlled by Lin Wei, and any movement could control his happiness or sadness.

Many years later, he was walking on the street, and he accidentally heard a pop song played in a shop, a female voice sang so ecstasy, he stopped for a long time until he finished listening, he couldn't recover.The name of the song is "I Can't Leave You", which is a rare fit for his lifelong relationship.

After the last KTV incident, Zhao Shu was the biggest victim, because Tang Xin broke up with him after a while.When he asked the reason, Tang Xin said: "When you went to sing, you ran out suddenly, did you go to find Lin An?"

"Yeah, I went out to see where he went, and I was a little anxious before giving the microphone to someone else to sing first."

"Worried? Give it to someone else? You should know that it's a duet, right? Who is your girlfriend?" Even though Tang Xin was angry, his tone was soft, "Or you don't like women, so you asked me to cover up?"

Zhao Shu laughed angrily, "I don't like women, so what do I like?"

"You like Lin An." Tang Xin didn't wait for him to refute, and continued, "Usually you pay close attention to him. I watched him that night, but you kept looking at him secretly, looking very nervous. When you saw him go out, immediately Just follow out, don't you like what he is?"

Zhao Shu was really annoyed, "You have a big brain, why don't you write novels?"

Tang Xin's tone calmed down, and he continued to explain his reasons, "It was the same when I was watching a movie before. Lin An was checking the tickets, and you kept staring at him. I have never seen you pay so much attention to a person. Zhao Department, even if you are not If you like Lin An, you definitely don't like me either. I have experienced what it feels like to be loved, but you have never given me this feeling. "

Speaking of this, Zhao Shu also lazily explained.After hanging up the phone, I was still a little depressed. I didn't go to class in the afternoon and hid in the dormitory to play games.When Lin Wei came back in the evening, he brought him a meal, seeing how he ignored him, "What's wrong?"

Just when the game was lost, Zhao Shu dropped the mouse angrily, took off the earphones, and rubbed his forehead.He thought of something, and suddenly laughed out loud, "A Wei, some people say that I like Lin An."

Lin Wei's expression turned serious, "Who said that?"

"My ex-girlfriend."

"Which ex-girlfriend of yours?"

"Tang Xin, she's an ex-girlfriend from today, and she broke up with me because she thinks I like Lin An." Zhao Shu was overjoyed to eat, and saw Lin Wei still staring at him with a gloomy expression.

"Then do you like it?"

"Fuck, aren't you?" Zhao Shu stared at him in shock, "Me! A straight man with a capital letter! How could you like a man with a handle? Do you want to stare at me so viciously and steal your food from me?" Same."

Lin Wei looked away and started to eat quietly.Zhao Shu was stared at by him for a while, and even the food in his mouth felt tasteless, so he decided to stop after a few mouthfuls, "A Wei, did you tell him that he will go abroad in the second half of the year?"

"Not yet."

"Aren't you going to say it? And when will you let him know about that?"

Lin Wei stopped what she was doing, and after a while, she seemed to have lost her appetite, so she put the lunch box away and threw it into the trash can.Zhao Shu felt that he had changed a lot during this time. He was a gentle and peaceful person before, but now his expression changed when he mentioned Lin An. Even if he kept smiling at people outside, he could feel that he was pretending.He couldn't sleep well at night, and in the middle of the night he could often hear his low moans when he was having nightmares.

He really wanted to enlighten him, but he didn't have any good way to solve the current situation.If the needle doesn't pierce him, he won't know the pain. The so-called empathy will never happen.

Lin Weiwei said calmly, "There will always be a good time."

"Why do you always ask your father's lawyer to spy on him?" Zhao Shu was puzzled, "Didn't he always refuse the money? I would hesitate to put such a large sum of money in front of me, but he can stand such a You have been tempted many times, so you still don't believe in his character?"

When Lin Wei heard his words, pain slowly appeared in his eyes.

"We have seen his every word and deed. You know how hard he has lived. Every time you use the famous brand that Xuanxuan bought you to hurt him, you hope he will accept the money. Money? In fact, he loves you so much and can give everything for you. At first I thought you could achieve your goal, but in the end he is still willing to choose another way that is more difficult." Zhao Shu said this, feeling a little admired in his heart Lin Ann.

"It's not like that." Lin Wei made a hoarse voice.

"Because his mother was like that before, both you and your father think he is like that. Awei, I think this kind of influence is wrong."

Lin Wei closed her eyes, "It doesn't matter even if he is that kind of person. I can satisfy him if he wants money, I can satisfy him if he wants love, and I can pamper him for the rest of his life. It was like this. But he is that child. He is the only child...I can't do this..."

Zhao Shu suddenly understood his thoughts, "You don't really hate him, so you hope he is like his mother, don't you? You hope he is the kind of person who does anything for money, and then you see it clearly, then Can you break your love?"

Lin Wei didn't answer, it was acquiescence.

Zhao Shu sighed, "But he is not, you know very well that he is not, Ah Wei, what are you going to do now?"

The next day was Lin An's birthday, he didn't tell anyone, and he didn't expect to receive a gift, but he really hoped to see Lin Wei on such a day.He texted Lin Wei and sat on the sofa after taking a shower, feeling very nervous.

Lin Weiwei didn't respond, Lin An was hesitant to call and ask, when there was a knock on the door.Lin An opened the door and saw that Lin Wei was actually holding a cake box in his hand. He was very pleasantly surprised, "Do you know that my birthday is today?"

"Yes, I accidentally saw your ID card once. I calculated it according to the lunar calendar, so it shouldn't be wrong, right?"

"There is no mistake." Lin An embraced his waist with a blushing face, kissed his lips heavily, and said with sparkling eyes, "Ah Wei, thank you."

The cake was so small that it was only for two people. Lin Wei put a candle in and sang birthday song to him. Lin An made a wish and then blew it out.Lin Wei dipped a little cream on Lin An's face with his fingers, and looked at him with a smile, "This year is nineteen years old." He took out a square box from his backpack and handed it to him, "A present for you, Open it and see if you like it."

Lin An happily opened the package, and inside was the most popular mobile phone nowadays.Lin An hesitated for a moment, "This is too expensive and I can't accept it. In fact, you don't need to buy a gift, as long as you have cake to eat."

"I saved my pocket money to buy it, and I will be very sad if you don't accept it."

Lin An thought for a while, but still accepted the things.The two of them ate all the cake, their stomachs were a little full, and they lay down on the bed and did a few exercises before they could digest it.Lin An hugged Lin Wei's waist, "A Wei, what gift do you want for your birthday?"

"It's all right, I will like whatever you give me. And if I know it in advance, there won't be any surprises then, right?"

"Well, that's right."

The two chatted about some things, and Lin An always felt that there was nothing happier in the world than now. On his birthday, the person he loved was by his side, singing birthday songs to himself, eating cake together, and then falling asleep in his arms.Before falling asleep, Lin Wei suddenly asked, "Xiao An, what kind of person is your mother?"

Lin An didn't doubt that he was there, thought for a while, and said in a sullen tone, "He's a poor man."

Lin Wei sneered from the bottom of his heart, and didn't think that people who deliberately destroy other people's families would be pitiful.

Seeing that he wanted to hear it, Lin An didn't want to hide it, and slowly told everything he knew, "My grandfather passed away not long after she was born, and my grandmother left her and remarried. She grew up with her grandmother until six She was [-] years old, and then her grandma passed away. She has been living with her uncles and aunts, and she has to change places every few months. She said that those relatives were not very bad to her, but they were very indifferent. For example, other brothers and sisters did wrong things , their parents will lose their temper, and if she does something wrong, they will just squint at her and say that she really looks like a mother, restless."

"Because of her environment, she has high self-esteem, and she has a strong sense of utilitarianism. She is more eager to stand out than anyone else, and is no longer underestimated by others. So she studies very hard, and often gets the first grade in the exam. When I was in high school, I had no money to study. It was the principal of the junior high school who went to the Education Bureau to waive her tuition and miscellaneous fees, but the living expenses were not much, so she wore unfit clothes with patches and the worst food. meals."

"After graduating from high school, she went to the big city to work hard. She started to wear dirty clothes, her words and deeds were out of fashion, and she was often looked down upon by others. She was very competitive, and she endured no matter the setbacks she encountered. Later, she finally did A wrong thing."

Lin Wei knew that he was going to get to the point, so he raised his heart.

"She joined a good company as a secretary, and her boss was young, handsome, and very attractive. Even though she was married and had a family, she secretly fell in love with her. She worked hard to endure this crush until one time she found Here's a chance." Lin An's voice was a little dry, and her tone was a little trembling, "She crawled onto his...bed when her boss was drunk, and the next day, her boss gave her a sum of money to let her leave, she took the money and didn't go far. Went straight to his house after more than two months because she found out she was pregnant."

The hands of the two were clasped, and they were both sweaty at this moment.

"She showed her boss and his wife the photos she had taken in advance and the pregnancy test sheet, naively thinking that she would get people, money and status. They had a big fight, and the boss took her out and wanted to go outside. Solve it, I just walked out of the stairs..." Lin An's voice stopped abruptly, as if he couldn't bear to continue talking.

Lin Wei gritted her teeth, her voice was unusually calm, "And then?"

"As soon as they walked out of the stairs, someone fell in front of them. It was the boss's wife... She climbed up to the top floor after they went out, and then jumped down..." Lin An sighed, and continued after a long time, " My mother said that she has never forgotten that scene for more than ten years. She never thought that the consequence of taking it by all means and shamelessly would be to kill a person... She regretted it very much, and she has lost her mind since then. , living in that pain and regret until death.”

Lin An suddenly hugged his waist tightly, "A Wei, I am that kid, will you... look down on me?"

Lin Wei was silent for a long while, "You are you, and she is her, you cannot be generalized."

Lin An choked up, "No, it's actually inseparable. I was born by her, how can I take it apart to see?" He felt uncomfortable, and the secret that he had never told anyone was suddenly revealed, and he didn't feel at ease in the slightest. Instead, she was faintly worried.

If Lin Wei looked down on him because of this and ignored him, how could he redeem it?

He felt a little regretful, they had finally gotten close together now, and he shouldn't say these disappointing things to spoil the atmosphere between the two of them.

Lin Wei didn't respond, his brows were furrowed, and his eyes were cold.