never far away

Lin An's worry was not a panicked assumption, but slowly became an established reality.

Lin Wei hadn't contacted him for a long time. Although he still had dinner together when he met him at school, his attitude was much colder.Lin An saw him laughing in the crowd many times, and when his eyes met, the smile disappeared, leaving only a cold gaze.

He regretted holding the plush rabbit and biting the corner of the quilt in the middle of the night. He felt that life was dark and hopeless, and he curled up all over his body. In the temperature as high as 29 degrees, his body couldn't help shaking.

That was originally his deepest secret. His mother once told him not to tell anyone, and her voice of advice still seemed to echo in his ears, "Xiao An, you just need to show your best side, even if it is someone who loves you I may not accept everything from you."

But he was hoping that there would be someone who could accept all of him, the good, the bad, the shameful birth, the pathological possessiveness and the fragile nerves.He thought that his relationship with Lin Wei was deep enough to make him not care about everything.

It's just that he ignored that there was a rift in their relationship before, and now he should behave better, instead of spreading himself out desperately and exposing the ugliness.

But regret is of no use, and words spoken cannot be taken back.He began to think about how to win back Lin Wei's heart, and finally decided to make good money and buy something more expensive as a birthday present for him.

This decision was a bit self-deceiving, but he couldn't find any other better way to redeem it.

The days passed by melancholy, and when he found out that Lin Wei was going to study in a foreign university in the second half of the year, he was both surprised and mixed with "it really is like this".He called to inquire, and Lin Wei confirmed without any concealment. Lin An didn't know what to say, and hung up the phone in silence. He didn't feel sad this time, and even started a part-time job crazily.

He took a fancy to a watch in a famous brand counter. The dial is azure blue and the strap is silver-white metal. Tens of thousands.

In addition to the next year's tuition, he still has some money left over, which he plans to return when the house expires. He has applied for a dormitory with the counselor, and he can move in in August.

And Lin Wei left around August, and his birthday was near the end of July.

Regarding his departure, Lin An didn't dare to ask him the specific date, and the contents of his daily text messages were basically "Have you eaten?" "Have you rested?" Such meaningless words.He cherishes his reply very much, even if it is only two short words, he can stare at it for a long time.

He didn't know what would happen to them in the future, or if there was a future, and he hid his passionate feelings.It wasn't difficult to do, and he used to do it quite often.Just like when I was craving for snacks when I was a child, telling myself that I don’t want to eat or not, I really don’t want to eat.

He can only act like a prostitute when Lin Wei is willing to spend the night with him, whether it's oral sex or riding, he's willing to do anything that makes Lin Wei happy.He even tempted Lin Wei to come to the public toilet once, he bit his lip and kept swinging his hips, sucking the flesh in his body tightly, Lin Wei panted and called him "sex", he was so excited that he was about to pass out.

It's just that no matter how strong the smell is, it will dissipate after several washes, and the days will not slow down because of your desperate efforts to keep it.In mid-July, he finally collected enough money to buy that watch, and also received Lin Wei's birthday invitation.

A bright red invitation card with bronzing, with his name written on it, and Lin Wei's name written on the signature.The handwriting was printed, but he still touched it for a long time.

He took the money and went to the counter. He pointed to the watch and asked, "Can you engrave the back of the dial?"

The shopping guide showed a professional smile, "Sir, we can engrave letters for free here. However, the products after engraving are not supported for [-] days without reason. Are you sure you want to engrave?"

"determine."

The shopping guide took out a pen and paper, "Then write down the words you want to engrave on the paper, and confirm which font you want."

"Print letters are fine."

The shopping guide picked up his written note, "Okay, then you can come and pick it up tomorrow from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm. Please keep the receipt."

Lin An thanked him.

After leaving the mall, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as if I had accomplished something important.Li Sifei called and asked him to take a part-time job in a new place. He thought about it and refused, saying that he wanted to rest for ten days.

After returning home, he ate something casually, then went to the bathroom to take a shower, scrubbed himself clean seriously, poured/boweled and expanded/expanded the back/acupoint, and then waited for Lin Wei to come to the door.When the two meet now, all they have to do is to have sex/love, entangled in every corner of the small house with overwhelming and insatiable entanglement, usually until they are physically and mentally exhausted before they are willing to stop.The mouth seems to have lost its original function, it is not used for talking, it is only used for kissing.

At night, they didn't turn on the lights, they just opened the curtains to let the moonlight shine down, and they rolled around with their arms around their sweaty bodies. When it got to the extreme, Lin An couldn't help sobbing, he said "A Wei, I love you".

Lin Wei kissed him desperately, and softly said "I love you" when he was about to faint.

On her birthday, Lin An took a taxi and reported the name of the restaurant on the invitation.He originally thought it was a small, ordinary restaurant, but he was a little surprised when he arrived at the destination. The grandeur of the construction of the place seemed to be a very high-end place at first glance, and he thought he had found the wrong place.After matching the name of the shop with the address on the invitation several times, he was sure that he was right.

The people who came in and out of here were all dressed formally, and they were also wearing suits and dresses in the hot weather. He looked at his jeans and sneakers, feeling a little uneasy.He was also a little thankful that he was not too rude today because he was wearing a shirt instead of a T-shirt.

After mustering up his courage, he still took the invitation card to ask the welcoming guest. The girl was very educated, and she led him in when she saw the invitation card, and she didn't show any disdain or abnormality because of his clothes.

The layout inside is also very large, the main color is European-style decoration, and a soft dark red carpet is laid on the floor.The welcoming lady took him to the arranged place, which was a table next to the lobby, and there were already several people sitting beside him. He recognized some of them as brothers and sisters from the same department, and he was slightly relieved.

After he was seated, he greeted the people at the same table, and several of them responded enthusiastically. Several girls chattered together to discuss, and Lin An heard that they were mentioning Lin Wei.

"My classmate hasn't known for so long that Mr. Lin is so rich and powerful."

"You can tell if you are rich, but how did you find out if you are powerful?"

"Look at the table in the middle, the boss and wife of XX Group, next to them are XX companies, and there are several heads of big companies."

There was a moment of amazement among the classmates, and Lin An couldn't help but look over there. There were indeed many well-dressed and well-mannered people, but he didn't know them.

A strange feeling of uneasiness flooded his heart, and some thoughts circled in his mind, but he suppressed them.

That idea was too scary, and he avoided it intuitively.

The well-informed senior was still identifying the guests, and several of them were officials in the province.At the end, the senior sister sighed, "This is really the birthday party of a 20-year-old ordinary college student? Isn't it the birthday party of some governor's son? How capable is his family to invite these people?"

Lin An's face turned pale, fingers nervously tugged at the hem of his clothes, and sweat broke out on his forehead.

A brother smiled and said: "I think our table is the most down-and-out and the most ordinary. Boss Lin is not mean enough. If you don't say in advance that the pomp is so big, let us prepare as well. I almost came here wearing big underpants."

"That's right, my whole body and clothes cost 200 yuan, which really doesn't fit here."

Several people chattered for a while, but dissipated their anxiety, and talked about other topics after a while.Suddenly a senior sister shouted, "Shou Xing is here."

Her voice was not loud, but Lin An heard it in her ears, and her already nervous mood became even more nervous.

"Oh, our school belle is also here, you see, I'll just say they're dating, you don't give up."

"The school belle is so pretty, isn't the dress she's wearing? It's just different from our group of grass chickens."

"Who is a grass chicken?"

……

Everyone laughed for a while, and Lin An saw Lin Wei and Huang Yuxuan walking over together. Lin Wei was wearing a black suit, tailored to fit him, making him even more handsome and handsome.Her hair was also well-groomed, all combed back, perfectly revealing her entire face, making her look more mature than usual.

Huang Yuxuan next to her was wearing a goose yellow skirt that reached to her ankles and was extremely slim, with a prominent bust and a thin waist, making her extraordinarily pretty.Huang Yuxuan greeted them, and even Lin An didn't leave behind. Lin An responded in a daze, and raised her eyes to look at Lin Wei. Lin Wei looked at him briefly, then turned her head to talk to others.

Everyone brought presents, and took this opportunity to pass them to Lin Wei. Fortunately, they were all in small boxes, which he could barely hold in his arms. A welcoming lady would come over with a tray to pick them up.Everyone said their congratulatory messages, Lin Weiyi thanked her, and Lin An also put the small box in his pocket on it, and said "Happy Birthday" in a low voice.

Lin Wei stood in front of him and replied "Thank you".

The banquet began soon, with exquisite dishes that had never been seen before, and red wine and drinks that were very precious at first glance.A host was hosting the banquet to create the atmosphere, and kept asking Lin Wei and his good brother Zhao Shu some childish questions. Huang Yuxuan even played a piano piece on stage to congratulate him.Finally, a multi-layered cake with twenty candles was slowly rolled out from the background.

Seeing the face of the person pushing the cake out, Lin An closed his eyes in despair.

Most of the architecture department knows Lin Xian, the boss of Shengke, and some seniors suddenly said: "Damn, it turns out that Boss Lin is the legendary Mr. Lin. I said, how can there be such a big ostentation."

Lin Xian took the microphone and said a few sincere words, the father and son hugged each other lightly, Lin Wei closed his eyes and made a wish, then blew out the candle.