never far away

Lin An gritted his teeth and turned his head, his whole body was stiff, his eyes fixed on a certain dish on the table.My mind was chaotic, as if the noise from all over the world had been stuffed into it, and it took a long time to calm down before it calmed down.

A great sorrow filled my whole body, and I had to work very hard to endure it so as not to let the tears fall.

It turned out to be the case.

Even though he had noticed Lin Wei's abnormality long ago, he had imagined various reasons, but never dared to think that it would be such a cruel and irreversible reason.

He was even thinking last night that even if Lin Wei wanted to break up with him because he was going abroad, he would obediently agree on the surface, but he would never give up behind the scenes, and would try his best to chase him again.He understands Lin Wei's gentleness and soft heart, and he believes that as long as he stalks and moves forward bravely, Lin Wei will definitely return to his embrace.

What can we do in such a situation?

What is he in Lin Wei's eyes?The son of a woman who ruined her own family?Half brother?Lovers who slept in the same bed?

He understood the crux of the problem between them, but he was powerless to change it.

In the middle of the banquet, he didn't move a single chopstick. Lin Xian and Lin Wei took turns toasting at the next table. I believe it won't be long before this table's turn.Taking advantage of the chaos, Lin An walked out of the hall.It was already dark, and it was raining in response to the occasion. He stood beside the big pillar at the entrance of the hotel. It didn't take long before he saw Lin Wei running out.

He looked anxiously, looked around, and then walked towards Lin An.

The house is obviously so lively, but it is extremely quiet here, only the faint sound of thunder in the sky can be heard.The two were silent for a while, and Lin An spoke first, "I'm sorry."

Lin Wei's whole body shook, he stared at Lin An, the intense emotion in his eyes was suppressed, and his Adam's apple rolled a few times before he opened his mouth, "Why did you say that?"

Lin An met his gaze with a look of pain all over his face.

Lin Wei lowered her voice, "Zhao Shu said that you are innocent, and I hope you are innocent too. What about you? Do you think you are innocent?"

His brows were tightly furrowed, and his lips were also pursed tightly, trembling slightly.

Lin An couldn't hold back the tears, streaming down her cheeks.He thought that Lin Wei was really a gentle person. Although he hated his mother very much, he treated him so well.Otherwise, with his power and ability, there are too many ways to punish him, such as making him violate school rules, be expelled from school, and ruin his future.For example, if he took a photo of the sex and posted it on the school forum, the rumors would drown him.Or let him disappear in this world, no one will know.

He has such a good reason for doing everything, such a natural reason, but he doesn't do anything.

But he was still hurting him.

"Awei, I can't be innocent, I was born by her... There is no way to be innocent..."

Lin Wei turned around, her tall and straight back suddenly seemed a little bent, and her leather shoes stepped on the ground, as if stepping on a drumbeat.He suddenly kicked the pillar fiercely, and scolded Lin Hui with all the dirty and ugly words he knew, his voice was so low, every word seemed to knock on Lin An's heart.

"Why do you think she is pitiful? Isn't my mother pitiful? Isn't my grandpa and grandma pitiful? Am I not pitiful? We are a good family just like this and she was torn apart! Do you know how many times my grandma cries every year? All this It's all her fault! What's so pitiful about a bitch who deliberately destroys other people's families?"

"Does she think that she can save everything by leaving a few words of sorry after she dies? Can she heal everything? Let me tell you, I will never forgive her. I hate her to death. I hate why I haven't killed her myself. If you lose her, she will die!"

Lin An's face was full of tears, he didn't know what else to say except desperately saying "I'm sorry".

Lin Wei calmed down for a while, adjusted her emotions, and looked at Lin An expressionlessly, "Xiao An, I will give you another chance now, if you are willing to deny her, stop thinking about her, and despise her, I will just put Treat you as Lin An from a year ago, and I will do my best to love and pamper you." After more than half a year of probing and secretly observing, he already knew that Lin An was different from Lin Hui, that he was not a person chasing fame and fortune. He is not a person who can do anything for money, but is kind and has a good character.

Lin Hui is dead, and all revenge against her is in vain, but if she finds out that her favorite son no longer recognizes her, she will also be in pain.

He found the best reason, the best excuse, and the best way out for them.

If Lin An agrees, he doesn't care whether they were related by blood or incest.

"If you must be tied to her, then there will be no possibility between us, and I will only hate you in the future."

Lin Wei stared into his eyes, and when he said the last sentence, his heart felt empty, and his whole body was more tense than ever.

He gave him three chances.

Three chances were given between them.

Lin An couldn't bear the look in his expectant eyes, and slowly lowered his head, the tears flowed more fiercely, hitting the ground one by one, smudged with water marks.

He opened his mouth very hard and squeezed out the words, "Awei...I'm sorry..."

Lin Wei's expression changed, all excitement disappeared, and only a coldness remained in his heart.

"She is the one who gave birth to me...the one who raised me...she is very bad, very bad...but I can't deny it...that's all I am..." He couldn't lie, Lin Hui gave His flesh and blood let him exist in this world, and he will not make this fact non-existent just because he denies it.

The thunder was getting closer, and the rain was getting heavier, Lin Wei closed her eyes when she heard Lin An's sobs, and said in a calm tone, "Lin An, even if you tell me something to lie to me, I'm willing to believe it. "After he finished speaking, without hesitation or hesitation, he turned around and walked back to the hotel, as if he had resolutely withdrawn from Lin An's life.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and the road ahead was blurred.He thought he was wrong, he shouldn't be extravagantly asking for things that don't belong to him, he shouldn't have provoked Lin Wei a year ago, Lin Wei was so gentle and sunny, but he was hurt so painfully by him.

If he hadn't provoked him, even if he knew of his existence, whether it was hatred or revenge, it would have made him much happier, and he would not have hurt him completely like now.

Sure enough, I shouldn't have extravagant hopes. Beautiful feathers fly in the air and are pure white. When he holds them in his hands, they will be stained with dirt by himself.

Because I am such a filthy existence like garbage.

He walked into the rain in a wild way of thinking, and walked forward mechanically. He couldn't hear the shouts behind him, and he didn't come back to his senses until someone grabbed his arm.

The rain that fell on the body was blocked by the black umbrella, but the body was already soaked.Zhao Shu yelled at him, "Lin An, are you crazy? You can leave in such heavy rain? You wait here, I'll drive you." He handed the umbrella to Lin An, but Lin An didn't take it. "I'll go back by myself."

"Back to you? Do you know how far it is from your shabby house?" He sighed, his voice softened, and he made an excuse, "Awei asked me to take you off. You Wait here for 3 minutes, no, 2 minutes will be fine." Without any explanation, he stuffed the umbrella into Lin An's hand, Zhao Shu ran back to the parking lot in the rain, quickly started the car and drove up to Lin An, then ran down to open it for him door, and pushed him onto the seat.

When the car was restarted, his clothes were already soaked, and his hairstyle was all messed up, sticking softly to his forehead.He pulled a few tissues to wipe his face, then threw the tissue to Lin An, "Wipe the water off your face."

The back seat was very quiet, he looked in the rearview mirror, Lin An sat there obediently, his face was covered with water, whether it was rain or tears, and his eyes were red.He held the pack of tissues in his hand, but he didn't move.

He was restless during the banquet. Ever since Lin Wei walked out, he had been staring at the gate. Seeing Lin Wei coming in alone, he endured it, borrowed an umbrella and ran out. As expected, he saw that The thin man walked in the rain with his head drooping, resembling a rabbit abandoned by its owner.

He felt a little uncomfortable, and he didn't understand why he paid so much attention to Lin An. He obviously hated him when we first met him.

Unable to say any words of comfort, he played soothing music.The beautiful pure music sounded in the small space, low and sad, unexpectedly in line with the current situation.

The car stopped steadily downstairs at Lin An's house. He finally moved, stretched out the back of his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, and thanked him softly, "Thank you."

Zhao Shu paused before replying, "You're welcome."

The rain had already lightened a lot. He saw Lin An slowly walking into the corridor, hiding in the darkness and quickly disappearing.The chest was stuffy, and an unknown emotion filled it, so sour and so astringent.

When he wanted to understand what that meant, he lay on the steering wheel and tried his best to suppress his emotions, but his shoulders were still shaking slightly.