never far away

Not far from the school entrance is a snack street, passing through it is a commercial street, and walking past it is a quiet park.The weather was cold, and the people who walked and played had long since left, leaving only people in twos and threes in the park.Lin An found a bench and sat down, exhaled lightly, raised his head, and saw a moon hanging in the sky, as if it was covered with a veil.

The sea is bright and the moon is at this time.

He suddenly thought of this line of poetry, read it in his heart and found it funny, Lin Wei stayed on the other side of the earth, there was a time difference between the two places, so he must not be able to see the moon from his side right now.

I don't have much money in my pocket, it's not enough to even open a small hotel, and it's too late, although I still have a few part-time jobs that haven't been settled yet, but I'm embarrassed to call now to urge.Lin An was a little thankful that he still wore a lot of clothes, even if he stayed on this chair all night, it wouldn't be too difficult.Just thinking about where to go in the future, I feel embarrassed again.

The dormitory is definitely not going to last, but now there is not so much money to rent a house, it seems that the only person who can ask for help is Li Sifei.He hesitated for a moment, but still didn't call.

Ever since he separated from Lin Wei, he has been afraid of getting close to others, always feeling that he will only bring harm to others, happiness and happiness are just temporary illusions, but pain seems to exist with him until the last moment of his life.

Same as mom.

He gave up the idea of ​​asking others for help, and decided to look for jobs tomorrow to see if anyone was recruiting for night watch jobs. Even if he could only sleep for a few hours, it didn't matter, as long as he had a place to shelter from the wind and rain.

Feeling a little more relaxed, he put his hands in his pockets to keep warm.Not sleepy yet, just kept looking at the moon and thinking wildly.I don't know how long it took before someone walked up to him and said in a low voice, "Do you want to go to my place?"

It was a man he didn't know, about thirty years old, wearing a coat, and quite handsome.Lin An didn't know him, didn't understand what he meant, so he shook his head.

The man took out his wallet, took out ten hundred-yuan bills, and handed them to him.

Only then did Lin An realize that the other party regarded him as a sellout, and his face turned cold, "I'm not."

"Isn't it?" The man shrugged in disbelief, turned around and left without forcing it.

Lin An breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that the dark park was not safe, so he got up and found an Internet cafe to spend the night.I woke up the next day with a headache, probably because I caught a cold, but fortunately it was not serious.He traveled more than half of the city to ask if there were any night watchmen recruited, and there were several such positions to be recruited, but seeing his young age and thin stature, he politely declined.He reluctantly took the bus back to school.

His body became very heavy, and even his breathing was hot. He knew that he had a high fever.Picking a stop and getting off the bus, he wanted to find a pharmacy to buy a box of antipyretics. Just as he got off the bus, he staggered and almost fell to the ground. At the very moment, his body was supported by someone. Li Sifei's anxious voice rang in his ears, "Lin Ann? What's wrong with you?"

Lin An burned repeatedly for two days. Li Sifei wanted to send him to the hospital, but he dragged his body and refused to go. Li Sifei had no choice but to take him back to his home, put him on his bed, and soak him in cold water with a towel to help him. Apply it to his forehead, which needs to be changed every half an hour, and buy alcohol to wipe his body to cool down.

Lin An was cold and hot for a while, sweating non-stop. When he was a little bit more energetic, Li Sifei would feed him half a bowl of porridge, and then he would stay by his side.During the period, seeing Lin An having nightmares, opening his mouth and calling "Mom" in a low voice, sometimes he seemed to be dreaming of another person, so he bit his lips tightly until his lips turned white, without spilling a word.

The fever finally subsided, and it didn't come back again.Lin An woke up and saw that Li Sifei's eyes were bloodshot. He was moved and could only thank him.

Li Sifei was relieved, smiled and said: "You scared me to death. I have to call 120 several times, and your counselor even called to ask. I will help you ask for three days off." He hesitated for a while, "He said you are going to move out of the dormitory? Lin An, is there any difficulty?"

Lin An's breath was still unsteady, and he didn't have the strength to speak, "Well, I don't get along well with my roommates."

"Then why don't you move in and live with me? I still have a room here, and I'll clean it up later. When we're not in class, we'll go to work together. The rent doesn't matter. I can pay it alone."

Looking at his expectant eyes, Lin An no longer refused his kindness, "How can I do that? I will bear half of it."

Afterwards, he moved out of the dormitory and moved all his luggage to Li Sifei's residence.Li Sifei put away all the paintings next door and asked the landlord to add an extra bed.He is very happy and smiles every day. When he is with Lin An, his personality becomes more lively and he likes to act like a baby.Lin An is actually a steady person, and he always feels that Li Sifei has helped him and treated him very well. He silently took over the cooking and cleaning.

The two of them worked part-time together in their spare time. Li Sifei was not good at managing money, so he simply put all the money he earned with Lin An. Anyway, Lin An would buy everything and prepare everything.When he met a classmate, he would pull Lin An to introduce him as his boyfriend. For the first time, he was worried that Lin An would be angry, and explained that someone was chasing him at school and he didn't like it, so he made an excuse to see that Lin An didn't like it. He didn't care, so he became confident and used this excuse to the end.

Although the two ate and lived together, Li Sifei felt that he could not get into Lin An's heart. He had a very good temper and basically never got angry, but he seemed to have a feeling that he didn't care about anything.

Li Sifei once asked him, "Do you have someone you like in your heart?"

"No." Lin An answered in this way, he is no longer worthy of liking that person.

Li Sifei felt relieved.

Zhao Department called Lin An once during the period, saying that he knew the news late because he was an intern, but he would definitely catch the person who spread the photos.

"No, it's nothing, it's over." Lin An replied calmly, that matter is really irrelevant to him now.

"If you have any difficulties, just let me know."

Lin An thought for a while, replied "OK", and hung up the phone.

When they were seniors, both Lin An and Li Sifei found companies for internships. They had a lot of work but little pay. By the end of the internship period, it was time for graduation.Lin An looked at the majestic school gate, feeling a little dazed, remembering the first time he entered this school gate, his heart was full of joy and hope, because he could see Lin Wei.

But now, his heart is full of calm, without any sadness or joy, as if the heart lake has become a pool of stagnant water, and nothing can cause any ripples.Li Sifei said that he had a good temper, but he didn't think so. In fact, it was just that he had nothing to care about, so he didn't care about letting go.

Regarding his destination after graduation, he wanted to go to the third-tier city next door and find a similar job for the rest of his life, but Li Sifei wanted to go to city A. "A publishing house has already invited me to be an art editor. The salary, benefits and benefits are very good, and I like this job very much."

The ancestral home and the head office of the Lin family were located in City A. Lin An never wanted to set foot in that place, and his mother told him not to go there before her death.

He looked at Li Sifei in embarrassment.

"Why don't you go? Even if you are a professional, it will be more convenient to find a job there? Is your salary in the third-tier city only half of that there? It may even be one-third."

Lin An pursed his lips. Although he didn't say yes, he already compromised in his heart.

Li Sifei grabbed his arm and shook it gently, pouted, and said softly, "An'an, I really like that job, and I also want to visit big cities and work hard. We still have some savings, right? ? Let's go there and rent a better house with air conditioning and a balcony, and then continue to live together, okay?" He said with tears in his eyes, looking pitiful.

Lin An sighed, unable to refuse.

He is someone who treats him well, and he will reciprocate with great temper. Naturally, it is impossible to resist Li Sifei's offensive.Only once before, when Li Sifei told him that he wanted a real relationship, did he seriously refuse.

At that time Li Sifei stuck out his tongue, "Sure enough, straight men are so hard to bend."

Lin An didn't correct him, anyway, apart from Lin Wei, he didn't think he could fall in love with any other man or woman.Li Sifei rolled his eyes, "An An, I was just joking with you, don't be afraid of me and move out."

Lin An patted his head, "I won't."

The itinerary to City A was scheduled, and the two of them sold most of their belongings, leaving only simple luggage.Seeing Lin An stuffing two plush rabbits into the lockbox, Li Sifei asked strangely, "Do you want to bring this too? One ear is broken, so you still can't bear to throw it away?"

"Well, I'm used to it."

"You don't need to hug two? I asked you to give me one before and refused." Li Sifei intended to complain casually, but when he saw Lin An's face froze and his body stiffened, he really felt strange. "Would it be a gift from a girl?"

"Probably." Lin An didn't deny it, put everything away and zipped it up.

Li Sifei thought that there was really an invisible rival in love, so he was so bet that he sat on the sofa angrily and didn't move.Lin An looked at him puzzled, "Sifei, what's the matter? Have you packed your things?"

"No more, I won't go, you go with the girl who gave you the rabbit." Li Sifei pursed his lips, tears fell down his face as soon as he said that.

Lin An wasn't annoyed either, Li Sifei had often acted like a baby and lost his temper with him in the past few years, and he was used to it.He silently packed Li Sifei's luggage, handed him a tissue, and said softly, "Let's go downstairs to have a meal, and then go to the train station, okay?"

Li Sifei thought that Lin An hadn't been chased after all, so he couldn't act too hastily.With the steps down, I stopped making trouble, took the tissue and followed him downstairs dully.Not long after, he held Lin An's arm and "giggled" and laughed, looking extremely happy.