Holding hands can only be happy

According to the regulations of ZG Company, we still have half a year of internship before going to work, and there is a three-month training before the internship, but because the Chinese New Year is earlier this year, there is still more than one month before our training in March. month, so the company decided to let us enter the internship period in advance.Because of an unwritten rule, we were all arranged in the county. Qi Ran and I were in N County, and Yaojia was assigned to M County. From my home to N County, we had to transfer two buses, and the round trip took nearly four hours. , get up at [-]:[-] in the morning and go home at [-]:[-] in the evening. During the period, you have to ride an electric car to go out to "run business". I rushed out, and sometimes when looking for the way, I didn't look at my feet at all, and kicked up the stone pier, and my whole foot was swollen like a bun.

It doesn’t matter if I’m doing the most low-level things in the company, I feel extremely sad. At that time, I lived like a robot whose heart was frozen at zero degrees Celsius. don't care.At this time, there was a boy named Jiang Si. He was also assigned to N County like Qi Ran and I. I didn’t have a big impression. Facing his friendly and affectionate eyes, I felt like an outsider. It's just that Qi Ran on the side is always booing intentionally or unintentionally, and I don't even bother to explain, but it's my refraining from talking or doing that makes him misunderstand certain things.Once I was unlucky and picked an electric car that had no brakes, no chain, and not enough electricity. The road was fine at first, and I thought I would just drive slowly without brakes, but it turned out that there was no road halfway. When I arrived, I was forced to stop. I couldn’t move forward without electricity, and I couldn’t use my pedals without a chain. After thinking about it, I had to park it in the parking shed of a unit, and I was going to continue working on foot. Unexpectedly, the weather suddenly changed and poured The heavy rain came in a hurry. Standing in the canopy, watching the majestic momentum of the rainstorm, I was thinking about what to do when the phone rang, and Jiang Si’s eager voice came after answering, “Yutong, it’s raining heavily, are you here?” where?"

"I'm at the place where XX company parked the electric car. My car is out of battery and I can't go." Looking at the rain outside, he said helplessly

"You wait, I'll go find you" Then the phone hung up, and it was too late to even decline.Ten minutes later, Jiang Si appeared in front of me soaked all over, and the affection in his eyes made me feel embarrassed, "Why don't you go back first, the rain won't stop anytime soon"

"Okay" If I don't want to be alone with him, I also want to leave as soon as possible

"What if your car runs out of battery?"

"Find a rope and drag it with your car." I said stubbornly, then found a rope that didn't look very strong, and tied it to the front of my car and the rear of his car, "Is this really possible? "

"Okay, let's go" deliberately ignoring his hesitation

"Then I'll drive slowly, if you can't, call me"

"Okay, let's go"

I held the front of the car tightly, tried hard to control the balance of the car, let the rain beat, my vision was blurred and I didn't dare to relax looking at the road ahead, suddenly at a corner intersection, Jiang Si suddenly braked for some reason, but my car didn't brake Yes, the road was slippery in the rainy day and the car was out of control and couldn't stop at this time. As the rope snapped, I was thrown out with the car and people. Fortunately, there were no large trucks passing by at that time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous , I got up from the ground and stared at the blood gushing out of my hands, but I laughed, heh, when did it start, I gradually became another Shun Jun who was bitingly cold, cold and bitter.

"How are you? Are you okay? Are you bleeding? What should I do?" Seeing his panic, I picked up the electric car that fell in the rain as if it had nothing to do with me, and said indifferently, "It's okay, keep going, rope Let’s tie a knot when it’s broken.” Just like this, the blood and rain are mixed, and I still hold the handrail hard as if I don’t feel it. I need more pain to make myself come alive.

During this period, the most absurd thing I did in my life was probably when I was extremely depressed, I chatted with some passers-by in the so-called social circle on irrelevant topics on the Internet, hoping to forget about Shun Jun. After a period of time, I found that I could not integrate into such a world, and the name engraved in my heart was still so deep, and it never even wavered.

No matter how bad the working environment was, it couldn't affect my heart, which could no longer be worse, until one day the leader of N County came to me and said to me, "Chen Xuming called me and asked me to take good care of you."An inexplicable feeling hit my heart covered with thick snow again. I didn't know how to accept this fact, and I didn't know how to respond. A few days later, I received a call from Yusen

"Hey?"

"What? Even Dad can't bark now?" Hearing the sarcasm in his words, Qi Qi felt sad in his heart, "Are you familiar with Chen Xuming?"

"It's okay." I don't know why he asked, and I feel uneasy

"She met me a few days ago and told me that she had already greeted the leaders of County N for you. However, I can remind you that he has something to do with the boss of the head office, so you should pay attention to yourself"

What is related?Thinking of the slightly disdainful tone in his words, I felt a little unknown sadness in my heart, Chen Xuming, it's okay, maybe there's still time.

It's not that I'm afraid of that unknown relationship, it's just because I know that Chen Xuming is something I will never be able to reach. For such a gentle person, even if his career is not going smoothly, he should have a warm family.And there will always be a woman named Shunjun in my heart, it is impossible to give a complete relationship, and I also clearly remember that I promised Shunjun, no matter what, I will wait for her, even if it is, guarding and her memories.

After thinking about everything, he called Chen Xuming, "Are you home?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I want to find you, I have something to do"

"it is good"

In front of her, she was wearing home clothes, smiling tenderly as usual, seeing me standing at the door in a daze, she said, "Come in? I found that you always like to stand stupidly."

"No, no, I'm here to send you a photo today. I like your appearance very much, so I took a photo of it. Hey, I'll give it to you as a souvenir." I said, holding the certificate she held in her hand that day. After taking this photo, I developed it and never gave it to her. Until now, when some vague emotions sprouted, no matter what kind of feelings I had for her, it was time to swing my sword up.

"Thank you." She took the photo in surprise, glanced at it and looked at me with a half-smile

"I won't bother you anymore, let's go first"

"Yu Tong, be nice to yourself." This intelligent and graceful woman seems to have seen through the thoughts in my heart

"Yeah" the corners of my mouth raised slightly

"Hurry up and find a boyfriend, you are not young anymore"

"You're not in a hurry, why am I in a hurry?" Wuxin's words made the atmosphere of joy that had just been a little bit frozen in an instant. Seeing the desolation revealed in those soft eyes, Yusen's words echoed in his ears again.Actions were faster than thoughts, so he said involuntarily, "For some reason, you always feel so gentle, but you are also lonely. It must be difficult for you to live alone in this city? I really want to be with you every festival in the future. In this way, you are no longer alone." Seeing her shocked expression, I immediately realized what I said, and then pretended that nothing happened. "In an instant, at the speed of fleeing, I rushed into the harsh cold wind. The cold sweat on my body was blown by the cold wind, which made me shiver uncontrollably, and I woke up suddenly. How could I say such words? I regret it. I can't stop thinking about the past with Shunjun, as if this is the only way to calm down my restless heart.

In the mortal world, how much love is written in the novel, appearing in the flash of light and flint that has been around for thousands of years, and it can only go with the long river under the fate and reincarnation, or fall into tenderness, or fall into the long love In love story.

On the evening of February 2012, 2, without any warning, I received a call from Yaojia

"Where are you?"

'At Home' wonders about her question

"where is your house?"

I was also surprised that the "XXX community" answered her question truthfully without any precautions.

"I'm near here, I'll be there in a while, you come down"

"Why?" Xu Xu's tone made me feel at a loss

"Do you have a date today?"

"No"

"Then spend the holiday with me, is there a problem?"

"No" answered Yaojia's question honestly

"Okay, I'll be there right away." Hearing the beep on the other end of the phone, I was full of doubts, but I couldn't refuse her request. I explained a few words to my mother and hurried out. At the fork in the road, the winter wind blows non-stop, and the billboards on the side of the road are slamming. When I am watching this "symphony", a fiery red car stops in front of my eyes. When I got off, a clear "get in the car" made me recognize Yao Jia in the driver's seat in the field of vision surrounded by the car lights, and opened the door in doubt and got into the passenger seat. After thinking about it, it still didn't feel right, so I asked aloud: "Is it time to wait a while?" Is anyone there? Do I want to sit in the back?" She didn't answer, and started the car directly, looking out the window, the car lights and street lights intertwined, intertwining oil paintings of urban nightlife, laughing, cursing, full of various expressions life.

"You go and help me buy..." The tepid tone brought me closer to reality, observing the surrounding environment, Yaojia had already parked the car at the gate of Grandpa Ken, listening to her report of a series of meals, Sighing that this woman is not fat, why eat so much?Resigned to her fate, she got out of the car and obediently went to buy the food she had told her to. When it was time to pay, her heart was filled with ups and downs, shit!She didn't even give me any money, and took out the only one Grandpa Mao gave and handed it out. She regretted how she agreed to come out with her, and silently told herself that there would be no next time.

"Hey, it was all ordered by you" reluctantly gave her the things, hoping in the bottom of my heart that the money would be returned to me

"Do you eat?"

"No, I've already eaten." What I was thinking was that I just wanted to see how you could eat so much by yourself, and I wouldn't be able to feed you to death. Facts have proved that this woman who eats people like a goblin without spitting out bones not only eats nothing but nothing left , and told me that she was only [-]% full, and most importantly, she had no intention of paying me back until she finished eating.

Desperately, she took out her mobile phone to check the time, unexpectedly, the mobile phone was snatched away by Yao Jia, glaring at her playfully smiling face while holding up the mobile phone, she stretched out her hand and wanted to snatch it, but she just didn't want to make me happy, I raised my hands above my head and struggled for a long time to no avail. I gave up the pointless struggle and leaned back on the chair with broken jars.When I was thinking about how to get it back, I caught a glimpse of her looking at my phone, with cold sweat on her forehead. There was a text message that Shunjun sent her on her birthday a few days ago but did not receive a reply. Every word and every word is full of deep affection, panic like never before, but her mind is very clear, knowing that if she discovers the long-hidden secret, then there will be endless troubles in the company in the future. It became my reason for her threats in the future.

When I was thinking about how to deal with it, Yaojia said leisurely, "I can understand, my sister is the same as you." Suddenly, a thunderous sound exploded in my heart, and I took the phone she returned, feeling uneasy said "Can you accept?"

"Oh, what if I told you I was too"

"Ah?" Accompanied by a helpless voice, my heart can't be calm now, it's beating, is this world already unified?Countless question marks rushed out, "Isn't that right? Don't you have a boyfriend?"

"That was all before going to the army." His tone was full of disappointment

"You can't be with your sister, right?" Suddenly this strange idea popped up in my mind, and I said it without thinking

"Get out, you're the one who speaks so harshly!" Angrily gave me a supercilious look

"Oh, so your family probably has this inheritance?"

"Aren't you too? Are you still genetic?" She squinted at me with some anger

"I'm different, I only like that one person, and I don't even take a look at the others." She said with a little guilty conscience, a vague figure flashed in my mind, but I knew very well that it was Chen Xuming .

"We separated before going to the army. She probably didn't want me to leave. She lied to me that she had a heart attack, and then made up a series of lies. People around me told me that she was lying, but I just didn't believe it. Even now, I still feel that she won't lie to me." At this moment, she looked into the distance in a daze, her stubborn expression made people feel distressed

"Actually, I also think lying is unforgivable. Even if it's a so-called white lie, if two people are really together, there is nothing that can't be solved. You need to lie to each other. At least in my opinion, it's not sincere. However, Aren't you and your boyfriend on good terms now?"

"What can I do? I have to find someone to marry. Find someone who is not so repulsive. It can be regarded as an explanation for the family." He answered my question with a sense of loss.

Seriously looking at this girl in front of me who looks a lot like Shun Jun, her palm-sized face is printed with a pair of clear peach blossom eyes, her long eyebrows are juicy, and her eyes are slightly slender, making her look as bright as spring flowers and as bright as autumn moons , and embedded with a straight nose that is full of affection, she is completely different from Shunjun. Shunjun's coldness and aloofness is a god that people look up to, and she can only respectfully accept her contempt, while Yaojia is charming and charming. There is a sense of immortality in the delicate, contradictory but passionate, but just getting close can burn my world that is already as hard as a stone.Why do you think she looks like Shun Jun?The appearance is different and the personality is different. After thinking about it, there may be some resemblance, which is easy to cause illusions.After thinking for a long time, I said my thoughts in a daze, "I think differently from you. Life is not easy. If you have to force your own feelings, it will be too painful. She has been separated, but I will never make things difficult for myself because of external factors, I will never be with someone I don't love, this is my bottom line"

"You are stupid, this is wrong, you should find a man like me"

"We think differently"

"Forget it, I'll take you home." After that, he started the car, put the gear in gear and turned the steering wheel, all in one go, the long black hair casually scattered on his shoulders, the coquettish and neat movements made me a little obsessed.

The silent air has been spreading. When it was still some distance from my home, the car slowly pulled over and stopped.

"Wait here, I'm going to use the toilet." He pointed to the public toilet on the opposite side of the road

"The front is my house, you lock the car, I'll walk back" eager to get rid of this embarrassing situation.

"I said no? You stay here for me, I've locked the car door, don't move around." After finishing speaking arrogantly without refutation, he pulled out the car key and locked me in the car forcibly.Confusedly looking at the projection of the tree trunk under the street lamp, since Shun Jun left, staring at something in a daze has become a part of my life.

"You are really honest." After Yao Jia came back, he opened the door and sat down, turning his head to look at me jokingly.

"Didn't you say you locked the car door?" I was very uncomfortable with her tone

"Don't you know that all cars can be driven from inside?"

"If I go out, what if it sounds the alarm, what if you are not around, I left your car here, what if it is stolen?" I said angrily

"Okay, just admit that you are stupid, why bother?" Suppressing a smile, he reached out and touched the back of my head

The weird atmosphere in the car was permeating all the time. As soon as the car drove into the community, I couldn't wait to jump off. I didn't even say hello, and walked back quickly.

My thoughts are messy and sorting out what happened tonight. If Yaojia said that on purpose and was tricked by her so much, then... I made a lot of assumptions in a random manner, and deeply criticized myself for being so wrong today. Decide.

Day by day was chaotic, and the time was out of order until 11 o'clock in the evening, and I answered the call from Yaojia that gave me a headache

"I had a fight with him and I can't find him now"

"Who?" Before I could speak, the eager voice of the other party made me wonder if I made a wrong call

"my boyfriend"

"Oh, don't worry, call him first." I was full of doubts, so I decided to appease her first

"He just arrived here today, and I haven't given him a mobile phone yet"

"Then you go back and take a look, most people should stand there and wait," he told her according to his own psychological speculation.

"But I've traveled a long way, and I don't have any money with me."

"Why didn't you bring any money?" This person is really willful!

"I originally said to go out for a walk after dinner, but I didn't know that there was a quarrel."

"Then don't go any further, go back and look for it." After making a constructive suggestion, he was ready to end the conversation

"Okay, do you want to hang up?"

"Well.. I'll accompany you." I was embarrassed to speak about the sensitivity on the other end of the phone.

In this way, I, who was used to going to bed early, felt strongly sleepy, and stayed until she found her boyfriend and hung up the phone. In fact, my thoughts at that time were very simple, I just hope that the people who should be together can be together well.