Holding hands can only be happy

In the morning, I woke up again in Yaojia's arms. I was not used to it at the beginning and now I feel at ease. After being gentle as usual, she said to me with great interest, "Take you to meet a friend". I didn't think too much about it, but I didn't realize it myself, and I trusted Yao Jia more and more.

After driving to the destination, a tall woman with long hair appeared in front of my eyes. Although she was dressed casually, she couldn't resist her maturity from the inside out.It turns out that Yaojia's circle is like this. I really think that I know very little about her, and some unknown emotions gradually developed in my heart.

When I was thinking, Yaojia's introduction was like a thunderbolt on the ground, and I was crackling.

"Huang Xin"

"My wife, Yu Tong" didn't even have time to be shy, surprised at her straightforward words, and didn't dare to go to see that Huang Xin again, and could only listen to their conversation silently

“I have no place to stay tonight”

"Go to my house, it happens that there is no one in my house tonight." After Huang Xin finished speaking, the goblin immediately replied boldly.

So, at night, Huang Xin and I lay down next to Yao Jia. It was extremely awkward, and the most helpless thing was that Yao Jia's hands were uncomfortable lighting fires everywhere.

"If you move again, I'll take off my clothes. Don't stop then." I said threateningly in her ear

Sure enough, a lot of honesty.But it turns out, don’t compare yourself with the rascal who is more rascal, because the next day, I was pushed to the bed by her again and again, and she even called it "I said I didn’t stop."

The sun halo is rainy, and the moon halo winds at noon.

In this rare scene, under the refraction of the sun, the circle of light surrounds like a rainbow. Such a beautiful thing was an ominous sign in ancient times.

When Yaojia filled my whole life, I even had less time to think about Shunjun, not to mention, I still remembered that Yaojia had a boyfriend. However, I just set the time and did not cancel the alarm.

One day, Yao Jia and I were going out on the bus when we saw her cell phone vibrate suddenly, she pretended to glance casually and looked at her, "wife, I miss you" and suddenly the nameless fire came raging.

It so happened that the bus came into the station at this time, and as soon as the door opened, I rushed down

"Believe me, give me a little more time, and I will definitely separate from him." Yao Jia also quickly got out of the car and grabbed me.

"Oh, I don't need it" I tried my best to put aside her entanglement

"He is about to take an exam, I don't want to affect him, I will tell him as soon as he finishes the exam"

Time and time again, maybe I didn't know it, I thought I was just willful at the beginning, but in fact, I'm getting closer and closer to that word.

Love, may have begun to grow

Time flies between fingers, and in the murmur of fleeting years, time slowly turns deep-seated lovesickness into faint thoughts after fallen leaves.However, the little joy at the first meeting was bred into a deep nostalgia.

"My birthday is tomorrow"

"I know"

“I want to eat boiled water at noon”

"How can anyone eat boiled water for their birthday?"

"I just want to eat, besides, it's my birthday, I'm the oldest"

"All right"

I seem to be more and more infatuated with those Wang Chunshui eyes.

For such a wish, I have the intention to fulfill it, but I work in N County, and there are only two and a half hours at noon. If I go back and forth, the time is too short, but I still want to try.

At 11:30 noon, I drove to the city by car, and my tire might have been punctured because it was too hot. Fortunately, the road conditions were not bad, and the journey went smoothly. When I showed up at the When she was in front of her, looking at the twinkle in the eyes of the wicked goblin, it seemed that everything was worth it

She always likes to take me to see different scenery, appreciate different stories, and do things I have never done before.

"Yu Tong, I've made an appointment with Qi Ran and Lin Lin, shall we go to the playground together this weekend?"

"As you go"

"Shall we go ride that big pendulum?"

"No, it's too scary"

"Let's go, let's go"

"Yaojia, I hate you, let me go, I don't want to play anymore!"

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Some traces are left behind, and apart from being indelible, there are fetters that melt into the bone marrow, like the twilight in the early morning mist, or the faint twilight in the dark night.

As soon as I got home, I saw my mother sitting on the sofa directly opposite the door, with a fierce look on her face and shouted sharply

"Yu Tong, where have you been? Why are you back so late?"

"I went to my colleague's house. I'm tired, so I'm going back to my room first." I shrank my neck and prepared to go back to my room

"Stop, what happened to your neck? Got into a fight?"

"No, I may have accidentally bumped into it." Surprised that it might be the trace left by Yaojia in the morning, cold sweat broke out on his body

"Tell me the truth, what's going on? Whose house did you go to?"

"Yaojia, I just accidentally bumped into each other, and I didn't fight with others." The words of the interrogation made me gasp, and I had no choice but to continue lying.

"You stay at home honestly from now on, and you can't go there either." The scolded had nothing to say, so he went back to his room resentfully, picked up his mobile phone and dialed the number that he knew by heart at some point

"Baby, have you missed me so soon?" The familiar enchanting voice in my ear made me gradually calm down

"I tell you very seriously, my mother won't let me go to your house"

"why?"

"It's not a good thing you do in the morning"

"I 'did' something nice in the morning"

"I won't talk nonsense with you anymore, I'll just tell you, hang up, bye." The evildoer's face has become thicker recently, looking at the red marks on his neck in the mirror, his cheeks are slightly hot.

At the end of July, summer thunder.

Yaojia's boyfriend came without any warning. In the silence, Yaojia finally hesitated and said, "he is here."

"Why?" The moment he raised his eyebrows, his heart sank.

"I do not know either"

"Is this what you said you believed?" Looking at the moment sarcastically, she lost her former composure and was a little flustered.

"No, no, listen to me"

"I don't want to hear, what are you going to do?" I never knew that meekness also has an aggressive side

"I……"

"Are you going to see him?" He asked tentatively.

"I just……"

"answer my question"

"Yes"

"Okay, you go"

"Wait for me, I'll be right back"

Watching her leave quickly, I felt unspeakable anger in my heart. I wanted to say 'no going', but it was hard to open my mouth like a lump in my throat.

Every time I see the interaction between Yaojia and her boyfriend, I can even think of the man next to Shunjun who hurt her, and a nameless anger bursts out, which I can't understand, and it's even more difficult to control myself.

The despair and anger of being abandoned again made me twitch the corners of my mouth, my eyes were hot, and my fragile heart was torn to pieces by Yao Jia, and wandered to a riverside park near my home. .

The night is getting darker, only the sound of cicadas is left in the park in midsummer, only the leaves of the big trees shake slightly in the breeze, and the shadows of the leaves are whirling, and the street lights reflected in the lake water only have dim light, watching the landscape road by the river. people.Randomly found a sparsely populated place, sat on a stone bench, looked at the water waves in the distance, and imagined the free and joyful fish inside, playing happily while spitting bubbles. At this moment, it is like a mirror. I, Shunjun, and Yaojia kept alternating in my mind. No matter how I got to this point, it was because of my selfishness, cowardice, and shrinking, never daring to face myself, and blindly avoiding.

In a trance, a disheveled man seemed to appear in my sight. I couldn’t see his face clearly in the dark, but he should be a big old man. I felt his hand slowly reaching out to me, and I woke up like an electric shock. The strong anxiety made me She pushed him away with all her strength, then turned around and ran towards home without stopping.Like a frightened bird, all kinds of melancholy emotions were left behind, only mechanical movements and deep breaths remained. After arriving at the gate of the community, he looked back vigilantly to make sure that no one was following, and then exhaled a long breath.When I took the elevator upstairs, I still had lingering fears thinking about what happened just now. Fortunately, nothing happened!

In the middle of the night, at [-]:[-], I received a call from Yao Jia, who said he was coming to see me. I subconsciously wanted to refuse, but the other party hung up the phone first.Grievance and anger came one after another, and my emotions burst out instantly. I took a deep breath, and my cheeks were wet when I realized it. From whimpering to uncontrollable crying, my mother finally woke up, and she walked over in a panic. , hugged me in his arms, and said excitedly: "Tongtong, what's wrong, who bullied you? Tell mom"

"Mom, I'm so tired, I'm so tired from living." Weeping and twitching, he said tremblingly

"Good boy, with mom here, mom won't let others bully you." Mom's choked sobs made me even more sad.

There was a knock on the door, and I raised my head and said to my mother, "I'm going back to my room first. If it's Yaojia, tell her that I'm already asleep, let her go."

Back in the room, I waited for my emotions to calm down, but waited for Yaojia to push the door and enter. The smell of alcohol all over my body made me want to stay away from her, and my trembling body was tightly embraced by a warm embrace, struggling After nothing came to fruition, an intoxicating kiss rushed towards my face. The strong possession made me already distraught and infatuated. Finally, I decided not to betray my heart, wrapped my hands around her neck, and responded to the lingering love at this moment.

Gradually, when Yaojia's hand touched my waist, the obscene man subconsciously flashed in my mind, pushing her away with all my strength, watching her fall to the ground unprepared, not knowing what to do. measures.

"what happened?"

"What happened?"

"I have made it clear to him that we have separated completely."

"Why are you ignoring me?"

"What happened on the way?"

"Are you talking? Don't scare me"

Faced with her hasty questioning, I couldn't open my mouth after all. Seeing me like this, she wrapped me around again, stroking my back, and coaxed me softly.

Such pity and tenderness hit my heart all at once, and those fragments seemed to be miraculously healing again.

Leaning on her chest, Qi Qi said, "I thought you didn't want me anymore, I didn't want to go home, so I met a man by the bridge, and I almost..."

"Okay, okay, it's okay"

"Not good, not good, I'm afraid, I'm so afraid" I pretended

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here"

"Don't touch me, I feel so dirty"

"Where is it dirty? I'll wash it for you"

That night, her warm and moist tongue wandered wantonly

That night, all emotions disappeared under her scorching temperature

And I, can only sink gradually.

Time is not omnipotent, and it cannot change everything as it pleases. For example, love, if you don’t love, you don’t love. No matter how you catalyze it, it can’t change the fact. At most, it can only develop into pity or guilt.

In 2013, I spent the New Year's Eve in Yaojia's arms. The winter of this year was very warm because of her.

I was very surprised to receive a call from Xiaoyu. Although it is not so old and dead, it is quite embarrassing after all. I deliberately avoided everything about the army. In my opinion, it has been dusty in my history. And never want to open the valve.

"Yutong, are you okay?" Xiaoyu's voice was a little hoarse, but she couldn't hide the excitement in her tone

“Same old, not so bad”

"I heard Xiaoli talk about Shunjun. I am very worried about you. The reason why I haven't contacted you for so long is because I still miss you very much." Listening to Shunjun in her words, a slight bitterness spread from her mouth

"Yeah" If you don't love, you don't even bother to organize words perfunctorily

In a brief silence, she continued, "I took the college entrance examination again and got the second degree. Now I am studying in university and I have a boyfriend. He treats me very well."

"Okay" I didn't know how to answer the question for a while

"What about you?"

"Let's do this first, I still have something to do, let's talk next time"

"I understand, there will be no next time, and I won't contact you again." The helplessness in her words made me feel sore.

Some stories will eventually come to an end, while some stories have just begun and debuted.

On the spring day when all things were reborn, Yao Jia suddenly held up the drawing board and said with great interest, "Baby, sit there, and I will draw a picture for you."

"Can you still draw?" I looked at her in surprise.

"You look down on people, I was studying art back then." 'Bang Dang', a voice sounded in my ear, 'My specialty?Painting, I study art'.Is it a coincidence that Yaojia sits down with overlapping memories and sits motionless, looking at the familiar her foolishly?Or is it really fate?

I have always felt that Yaojia and Shunjun are similar, but I can’t tell exactly what it is. Sometimes it’s a certain action, sometimes it’s a certain experience, but in fact, both the appearance and the personality are completely different. Maybe it's just my own paranoia, or maybe it's some kind of excuse I made for myself.