Holding hands can only be happy

The workplace is a delicious cake, and everyone is scrambling to grab it. Finally, they find that it is not as beautiful as they imagined, but they can't turn back, they can only move forward, and an invisible string is tied to the cake. , there are countless spider webs on the other end of the rope, and the eight-legged reptiles decorate the exterior of the cake mouth-wateringly, waiting for you to fall into the paradise of your own fantasy. In fact, it is just, just a rotten coil hole.

The internship in County N finally came to an end. I, Qi Ran, and Jiang Si were transferred to the branch of ZG Company in City Y. Before leaving, the leaders of County N invited us to dinner with great interest. As the team came to the hotel, I sat in the vacant seat between Qi Ran and Jiang Si very uncomfortable. I, who had never experienced such a scene, felt extremely uneasy.

After the leaders were seated, Jiang Si stood up, poured himself a glass of wine, and said, "Thank you for the long-term care of the leader, I've done it, you can do whatever you want!"

"Hahaha, come on, let's have a drink, and work hard in the future." The leader who I hadn't even looked at, smiled cheerfully, raised his glass, and drank it clean.

Afterwards, Qi Ran raised his wine glass flatteringly, "I'll toast you too!"

And I didn't know how to toast. After watching Qi Ran stand up, I also got up and said "me too"

Suddenly, the room was silent, I stood there blankly, then Jiang Si laughed a few times, picked up the wine glass and said, "Yutong is not sensible, I will take her place"

Watching him drink three glasses full of white wine, I was helpless and wronged, I didn't know what was wrong, I could only secretly curse myself for being really stupid and stupid, silently holding the food in front of me, and mouthing it without taste Rise.

In the middle of the night, looking at Jiang Si who was already drunk and unconscious in the car, I had the idea of ​​carrying a burden for the first time. The running from house to house did not bother me, and the exhaustion of walking in the streets did not knock me down. During a dinner, disgust and powerlessness gushed out.

When the luxuriant trees were only bare trunks, I entered the technical department of the branch company, walked into the cubicle, and timidly asked the girl sitting in front of me, "Hello, may I ask Shen Qing, is Director Shen there?"

Although she is not outstanding in appearance, she is dignified and elegant, and her gestures are elegant and luxurious. She looked at me and said, "I am Shen Qing, and you are here to report? Come in with me." Following her into the cubicle, the last In a glass room inside, after sitting down on the leather chair, he said loudly, "What's your name?"

"Yu Tong" answered cautiously

"Well, can you use Excel or FoxPro to process data?"

I shook my head, feeling uneasy, only to hear her sigh and say

"Then learn slowly, let me tell you about what our technical department does..."

The rebirth of spring, the luxuriance of summer, the loneliness of autumn and the loneliness of winter, the circulation of four seasons and the cycle of cause and effect in the cycle of time are also reasonable.Only the word "love" can teach people to think about it once it enters the bone, and even if there are only scars left after the attachment, it will be happy.

Since the last oolong, I have been forced to ground by my mother, which means that I can no longer stay in Yaojia, but how can the rogue goblin compromise, so now she stays at my house for a long time , under my mother's nose, openly teased me in various ways.

In the early morning, when the sun shines into the room, I still woke up in a warm embrace, rubbing the corners of my eyes, and asked abruptly, "Have you thought about the future?"

"Yes, I will work hard to make money, and we will have our own house in the future"

"Then how do you tell your family?" Don't imagine the confidence in her tone, the changes in the past few years are probably becoming more and more realistic.

"There will always be a way"

"Oh, do you know? Every time you are illusory, I am helpless." When I got up, it was just a moment of emotion, and my tone was faint. I didn't notice that this morning, as usual, brought Yaojia thoughts, and brought us between us. change.

Under the strong pressure of Shen Qing, after half a month of hard work and hard work, I finally went from being a computer novice who knew nothing about forms to an illiterate state in the technical department to being able to master some simple data proficiently. Processed by junior data analysts.

Shen Qing would call me to the office almost every day to ask about my daily study progress. Today I walked into her glass room as usual. When she saw me coming in, she looked away from the documents and said calmly, "From today onwards, there will be new ones. The website starts trial operation, you go to inform the various departments to learn and log in to operate, if you don’t understand, you can do a systematic training.”

"Ah? But I won't!" He looked at her blankly, begging for her to take back this decision

"If you don't know how to learn, I will leave this job to you." His face twitched slightly, he raised his eyebrows, and reprimanded

I have nothing to say, I can only study the website desperately, make phone calls day and night, and do ppt.On the podium, the fear in my heart made my voice tremble. Fortunately, I finished this arduous task stutteringly.

Walking into the glass room again, I was still apprehensive. Every time I went in, I bit the bullet and prayed that there would be no more training, no more training.

"You still need to supervise the progress of this work, issue a report every week, and then make a summary"

Hearing this, I let out a long sigh of relief, who would have thought that I have changed the summary in her mouth countless times.

"Director, can you see if it's okay to write like this?" I said this again, but the result was still the same, so I continued to revise.

I can't count how many times I went back and forth. Looking at the words on the word, I suddenly felt a sense of strangeness, and sighed heavily, just in time to be heard by Shen Qing who came out to pour water, "What's wrong? Sighing at a young age "

While sighing inwardly about the bad luck, she came over, looked down at the text on my computer, and her hair fell on my desk. This time, she began to teach patiently word by word. Note down, listening to her hasty tone, after the atmosphere became less stalemate, I jokingly said, "You are so strong, how can your husband control it?"

Who would have thought that she replied with a sentence that made me vomit blood, "You just need to know that I can control you."

In the dense forest of the city, the reinforced concrete battlefield is full of warriors wearing all kinds of unscrupulous battle robes. In the desperate battle, it is like a bloody storm in the rivers and lakes. Standing with a sword, thinking about what to do, piercing the opponent's heart , One hit.

Rolling in the world of mortals, the weak and the strong prey on the strong, everyone tries their best to bravely rush to the bloodless battlefield, and after the victory, they drink the beautiful milk one cup at a time, but they don't know that they have already begun endless depravity. dirty.

Yaojia's career has been steadily rising, and she has more and more social activities. She is half drunk and half awake at night. Seeing her like this, I really want to tell her that I regret it. I don't want her to work so hard for a fragile future. But I was afraid that it would pour cold water on her.Until one day, she excitedly walked to the cubicle of my department and beckoned me to come over. As she came to a bright office, some familiar scenes reminded me of the director Li I met when I first entered the company.

Working overtime at the end of the year, seeing that the hour hand has already pointed to the number eight, the drums in the stomach began to beat, looking around, there was no intention of ending, and resigned to continue the previous business, Yao Jia walked in briskly on high heels, with a hand in his hand. I took a lot of lunch boxes, distributed them, and finally walked in front of me, "Then, are you hungry?"

"You are too extravagant, how much did you spend?" He frowned

"It's fine if you're not hungry, don't worry, I'll save the house money for you"

Then, a familiar voice came, "Tongtong, Mom brought you food."

"Mom, Yaojia just delivered it, I've already eaten it"

"Oh, then drink some soup that mom just made"

The day's hard work finally came to an end, and I rubbed my eyes that were swollen from looking at the computer.

"Yutong, I'm leaving first." The colleague and I waved our hands and walked out. After a while, we caught a glimpse of something in a box, but didn't see what it was. We picked it up and rushed out, shouting as we ran. Saying "XXX, you forgot your things", after chasing for a long time, I still couldn't catch up, and walked back panting, and saw my mother and Yaojia staring at me with big eyes, and asked timidly " What's wrong"

"What are you running for?" my mother asked

"That colleague forgot to bring something. I wanted to send it to her, but I didn't catch up." I explained aggrievedly

"That's the water pipe I bought cheaply on the way when I first came"

"what?"

"People who are already at work, can you stop making such a fuss?"

In the winter of December, the south, where the air was originally clear, also experienced a smog attack. The dark and gray sky made it difficult to breathe.

Yaojia and I are two completely different individuals, with different personalities, different preferences, and even different tastes in food.She likes to move, I like to be quiet, she likes to eat food with various and complex flavors, and I only eat light and single food. I often say that it is a miracle that two people like this come together, but she says it is destined, which is called complementarity.

Because of our different personalities, we often quarrel over small things. This time, the fuse was a guitar that had been left for a long time and had fallen into dust.

"It's been three years, and you've never played the guitar for me once." The harsh tone is something I've never heard before

"There is a problem with the intonation of the piano, and I can't play it" like a frightened child, prevaricating his own mistakes

"I watched a TV series before. The hero's wife has been married to him for more than ten years, and he has never played it, but later he was able to play it to her first love." She crossed her hands on her chest, her face frosted getting colder

"You watch too many TV shows" I replied softly

"Heh, I said what was in your heart."

My mother was my first listener, and that time in the army also felt a little forced. Now even if Yao Jia treats me well, I feel less. It's not that I don't want to play, but that the sense of oppression in my heart is too heavy.I wrote lyrics and composed music for that person that year, and then destroyed it. Now I feel like I have lost my memory. There is only a piece of barrenness left in my memory. It has been four years, and I have never touched that thing again.Looking at Yaojia's expectant eyes, I held the neck of the piano tightly, but I couldn't move the strings after all. The sad look made me deeply loathe myself.

"She doesn't want you anymore, but I still cherish you now"

"Yes, I was dumped, but I don't need you to remind me again and again"

"I trust you enough, but that doesn't mean you can lie to me. If you're still like this, there's no point in staying together. Let's separate!"

"It's up to you, I'm tired too, this road is too long, I can't go on anymore"

"Yutong, for you, I gave up my normal life, isn't that enough to prove my love for you?"

"I don't know, I really don't know, I..." Before I finished speaking, I was pushed against the wall. The foreign object suddenly rushed into my body, and the cold wall made me frown, looking at Yao Jia's angry face , even though she was treated roughly, she still couldn't help caressing her face, bit her lip, and endured the pain in her body. When she was on the verge of numbness, Yao Jia slammed the door and left after venting, and I fell down in despair. On the ground, looking at the direction she left, with mixed feelings.

In the middle of the night, looking at the guitar standing tightly in the corner, I raised my hand and plucked the strings in a disorderly manner. The noisy sound stimulated the eardrums, but the sadness in my heart had nowhere to vent. When I was going crazy, tears finally fell silently.How long?Those rotten wounds were dug out again, and the dripping blood gushed out. It turned out that they had never been forgotten, but the wounds were too severe and hidden too deep.

Yaojia's angry voice echoed in his head:

"Maybe you don't know it yourself. Every time I approach, you will subconsciously avoid it. I just don't want to say it, but it doesn't mean you don't know anything!"

"You always say I'm stupid, but in fact I'm just pretending to be stupid, pretending to know nothing, and not wanting to expose you!"

"Even my kiss, you wipe it with your hand subconsciously. How much do you dislike me? You hate me so much? If you repel me so much, why are you still with me?"

Those bitter memories and those old wounds may only be exposed to the sun before they can be turned into ashes after being exposed to the sun.

When I went to work the next day, I was so distraught that I didn’t know what was stuck in my hand. I just felt the pain was unbearable, and it was difficult to remove the foreign object in my left hand. In a hurry, I put aside some concerns and told the person in my heart now.

After the message "My hand was stabbed" was sent out, I was ready to go nowhere, when the phone rang suddenly, and I was startled by saying "Come to my office." Just as I couldn't go back, I hung up the phone

Stuffed upstairs, passed through several corridors, saw the words "Deputy Director of the Finance Department" in gold, knocked on the door bravely and pushed it open. Yaojia got up immediately when he saw me coming in, Said, "Show me your hand"

"Didn't you just wipe it off? Are you serious?" I walked over silently, resisting her toughness

Being pulled by her suddenly, I sat on her lap according to the inertia, and stretched out her hand to resist her sudden approach, but she clasped my waist tightly, completely enveloping me in her arms.Forcibly pulled my hand out, put it in front of my eyes and observed it carefully for a while, then carefully pulled out the thorn in my hand, and the hand that was about to withdraw was caught by her when I had no time to react in the future In the mouth, lightly allowed, and wherever the tongue reaches, sparks start a prairie fire.

Under her smirk, she was pressed on the large desk and reminded softly that "it's time to go to work"

After the words "I know", she sealed her mouth

Fingers intertwined, lips and teeth intertwined.

Many times, we wander in the mundane world, and as we walk, we gradually go to the destination we originally wanted to go.

In love, there is actually no similarity and no substitute. When you meet, your heart fluctuates, and you have started a new journey since then.

Humans are not perfectly sane creatures, and it's not like you can change reality if you don't want to forget.True love does not fade with time.

5: 00pm

The whole cubicle was packing up and getting ready for get off work. I walked downstairs as usual, and saw Yaojia in the car playing with his mobile phone.Walking over, I glanced at Director Li who hadn't seen him for a long time across the street. After thinking about it, he opened the door and got into the car. Seeing my puzzled look, Yao Jia asked while pointing the direction, "What are you thinking?"

"I just saw Director Li clasping fingers with an office girl, pay attention, the point is clasping fingers"

"You don't want to think of others like that, how can there be so many les?"

"Oh fine"

"Fool, what do you want to eat tonight" rubbed my head

"You, can you?"

"Are you sure?"

"Well, when I didn't say it" Think about it or say "If I do it, what will happen"

"you guess"

If time loses its meaning, have we come to the old age by accident?

"Grow your hair long baby"

"Why, it's good to be half-length like this, and it's also convenient to wash."

"I like the way you have long hair"

"All right"

In Yaojia's arms, holding her waist, listening to her whispering, the time is quiet at this moment.

Some hate will not change with the passage of time, it will last forever, if the murder is innocent, I am afraid I have already slashed it a thousand times, ten thousand times.

Yu Sen's mother (that is, my grandma), brought his youngest son Yu Lin's daughter Yu Fei to visit rashly

"Tongtong, you and Feifei are cousins, we need to move around more in the future" He listened warily to what I hated.

"Um"

"You two had a good relationship when you were young. From now on, it will be your young people's world. You must help each other." The opening and closing of the corners of the lips is like the most noisy noise in the world.

"it is good"

As for the promises made by the Yu family, since they can give me wantonly, I have never been stingy in agreeing, and now I have used the false promises to the fullest.

Even though my mother often does my ideological work, hoping to dissolve my hatred, there is always a scene in my mind, and whenever I see his family, I will keep echoing.

That year, in the summer when my mother and Yu Sen's relationship was on the verge of breaking down, my mother bought a watermelon and brought it home. Perhaps because the price was a little higher, she was scolded by Yu Sen's mother, saying that my mother would not live a good life.I still don't understand, as a daughter-in-law, she uses the money she earns to buy you food, even if the price is expensive, so what?When a husband and wife quarrel, as an elder, he is not busy persuading peace, but fanning the flames from the sidelines. I can only explain this behavior as one thing: there is a son who is like a mother.