Holding hands can only be happy

At the end of the year, messy things, like this complicated first snow, came one after another without warning.This year seems destined to be restless.

Under the appointment of Shen Qing, I went to province X to participate in a training on behalf of the technical department. The essence was to learn some software and technologies developed by others. The green icon, and then accidentally opened the WeChat with only one friend, Shunjun, and looked at the wedding photos in the circle of friends, thunderbolts, and the pain in my heart that could no longer be faked.After a long time, I replied "Congratulations", and saw her "Thank you"

The sudden vibration of the mobile phone brought me back to reality. A message reminded me. Seeing the familiar avatar flashing on QQ, I mustered up the courage to open it. It seemed like a world away

"Are there?"

"exist"

"..."

"I saw your wedding photo before. It's very beautiful. When are you going to get married?"

"I have received the certificate, but I haven't held a banquet yet"

"Okay, you're happy

"I don't want to hear you say this, I'm not good, I'm not happy"

"why?"

"I want to see you"

"it is good"

"I'm studying in City Y on weekends, I'll call you when the time comes"

"it is good"

After the snow and the clear sky, I waited anxiously for the agreed day.

On a cold winter night, after one night, the window was completely white. I watched Yaojia get up dimly, and put clothes on her body. I wanted to help her tidy up, but just stretched out my hand and touched the cold After the air, he shrank back, lazily laying on the warm blanket.Xu Shi heard my sobbing voice, she turned her head and said with a tender smile on her face, "Honey, get up and tidy up, and go out to watch a movie in a while, I've already bought a ticket"

"You, don't you work overtime today?" Suddenly there was a jolt, and all of a sudden woke up

"The company has too many bills at the end of the year. I've been really busy during this time. It's rare to be free today. I want to spend time with you. What's the matter? You don't look very happy?" She frowned and asked suspiciously

"But I have something to do today" said in a low voice, feeling very entangled in my heart

"Huh?" Ling Ren's momentum gradually spread

"I asked a friend out" my heart swelled, my eyes closed, and I started to make up

"Who?"

"Xiao Xiao"

"Didn't you have no contact with her?" She walked over, casting a shadow

"Uh, I've been in touch these few days"

"Yu Tong, to be honest, I don't want you to lie to me." His face turned cold, and he lowered his head to look directly into my eyes.Since Yaojia's career has improved, her aura has become stronger and stronger. I will remind her to be gentle, but she always says, "How can I hold you down without a little momentum".Facing her who is strong at the moment, I can only bite the bullet and tell the truth, "Yes, it is Shunjun. She is studying here and said she wants to meet."

"Are you going?" Gritting his teeth and spitting ice, he sat down beside him, staring at me coldly from the side

"Yeah," I lowered my head and answered in a low voice.

After saying "Okay", he got up and left, panicking for no reason, ignoring the cold, quickly hugged her from behind, and said weakly, "Don't go"

After a stalemate for a while, she said in a hoarse voice: "I didn't expect you to lie to me. It was to meet her. This time, I just discovered it. Heh, I don't know how many more I didn't discover."

"No, just once, she's married," I hurriedly replied

"You can do whatever you want" The choked words beat my heart like a long whip

Turning to her, seeing the hot tears streaming down from her beautiful eyes, she hugged her tightly like an embedding: "Hubby, I was wrong, I won't go"

"You only call me husband at this time"

"Don't act like that, I promise there will be no next time." Ignoring her anger, imitating her nasty look, he cheekily rubbed his head against her neck.

"Will you lie to me again?"

"Never again." Seeing signs of breaking the ice, I quickly replied

"Well, what should she do?" The red eyes looked at me disdainfully

"I'm going to make a phone call"

"Right here"

"it is good"

Picking up the phone, dialing out the phone, afraid that she would be suspicious, deliberately turned on the speaker

"Hey?"

"Shunjun, I have a temporary business today, so I can't go, sorry"

"Reason?" His scalp was numb again.I don't know why, both Yaojia and Shunjun seem to be extremely sensitive to my lies

"My lover won't let me go" paused, but decided not to hide anything from anyone

"Okay, I won't bother you anymore, I wish you happiness"

"Thank you"

I can feel the subtle changes in Shun Jun's voice, even if she is not by my side, even if we haven't seen each other for a long time.But I finally obeyed my heart, because I clearly know that Shunjun's pain and Yaojia's injury, the emotional balance that has never been equal has already tilted towards Yaojia.

In 2014, as a small employee in the technical department, I processed tens of thousands of data every day, analyzed and sorted out, and typed reports, which was considered stable.

Most of the technicians in the technical department are "craftsmen" who have accumulated a lot of operating experience for more than ten or 20 years. Therefore, it is difficult for novices to sit down for a long time. post.In fact, for me, I like these codes. After entering each command, I can easily process complicated data, which makes me feel the magic of these letters.

After more than half a year, those "old people" saw that I still hadn't left. Their seemingly soft expressions gradually showed some resentment. Taobao, so busy that I can't lift my head every day, as if doing so will make me leave as soon as possible.

This has created a phenomenon, as long as there is something to do, no matter the business or miscellaneous, it will always be: Yu Tong or something.

However, after all, I am a person who came out of the army. I have strong willpower and did not cause much harm. I still go to work on time and leave work on time. I can do whatever you want me to do during working hours. Just kidding, I even cleaned the toilet back then. You have to be clean, what else can't you bear?

Then the pair of colored eyes snorted coldly: What do you think of the post-90s generation, who ran away without a trace after work.

I don't know if all my peers have the same idea as me. Anyway, I don't want to stay in the company for a minute except for work. Making money is making money, and resting is resting. It is difficult for me to stay in the company to rest.

"If I don't leave after work, I will stay here to play with you? You bring the children to your parents by yourself, and you don't want to go home to do housework. You would rather play games in the office. If you can procrastinate for 1 minute, you will complain every time you come back from a long vacation. No matter how tired you are at home, it’s better to go to work or something. It’s not selfish? Your parents owe you a lot, and they have to work hard for you. Why can you be so at ease and take it for granted? Can you only see me on time? Go? Why didn't you see that I was also on time for work?

Opportunity is a very mysterious thing, with elements of luck.But it is indispensable, as is love, so is the workplace.

One day in summer, I took the report to Shen Qing for signature, and as soon as I opened the glass door, I saw the overturned cup on Shen Qing's desk, and the large red and slightly swollen back of the hand, and took a deep breath , subconsciously asked, "Director, are you okay? Have you applied any medicine?"

"I just applied cooling oil." No wonder the tip of the nose feels choking

"You are very hot, is clear oil useful? Do you want to buy some scald medicine?"

"Will it bother you?" She frowned and thought for a moment

"It's okay, I'll go now" I answered, and I walked out immediately

Half an hour later, I carried a small bag and said out of breath, "Director, this is the only one. The clerk said it was the best. I also took a pack of cotton swabs." Right hand, said again, "Shall I paint it for you?"

"Okay" I quickly opened the package, dipped in the ointment and helped her apply it carefully.

The next day, in the glass room of the technical department.

"Yu Tong, can you drive?"

"meeting"

"Then you can go to the hospital with me. Yesterday's wound was a bit infected. It's not easy to park at the door. Please take a look for me."

"it is good"

For the next few days, I accompanied her to the hospital.Perhaps because of this incident, in late autumn a few months later, I was promoted to be the assistant to the director of the technical department, that is, to do odd jobs for Shen Qing, but it was indeed much easier than before. Today I am still polite.

In fact, in life, I really don't like to meet someone like Shen Qing. Although she is gentle and elegant, she has never spoken fiercely, but she is too smooth and smooth. Her gentle eyes are like seeing through a layer of veil. Flowers are invisible and hard to figure out.

Since I was a child, I have practiced "three fears in life": one is afraid of teachers, the other is afraid of doctors, and the third is afraid of bugs.

The teacher is ranked first, because I have never met a teacher who has a goddess halo, they are all strict, and the whole class is immediately quiet when they look up, sometimes the sound of high heels before class, no matter how naughty the students are, they are honest I actually returned to my seat, and such a supreme authority that no one can challenge also caused me a certain degree of mental shadow.Therefore, whether it is the former company commander, instructor, or the current boss and department directors of the company, I am always trembling, not daring to relax, for fear of making mistakes.

Sometimes unavoidable contacts at work, seeing Yaojia sitting on the boss chair with a straight face, tapping the table with his fingertips to think about things, and talking to me calmly, gave me an invisible sense of oppression. Now she has put The skills of the superiors are used with ease.Of course she won't show it to me on purpose, but just occasionally reveal it inadvertently, and I will pout my mouth and shout "Director Yao, Director Yao's". Bad goblin.

The name Yaojia saved in my mobile phone is 'bad bad', because she is indeed bad and all kinds of people, and when the bad and the demon are combined, the chemical reaction will be anytime, anywhere, regardless of the occasion, uh, you got it……

For example, one day when we came home from work together, after entering the community, the elevator door just closed, and I was stopped by the waist, and the vicious kiss came violently, and her unique intoxicating breath immediately filled all my senses. After gradually sinking into her She retreated quickly again, gave me a light peck on the lips, then pulled me out of the elevator, snatched the key from my hand, and kicked the door open in one go. When she was thinking, she had already pressed up, put her hand against her and said calmly: "What if there is a surveillance camera installed in the elevator one day?" What answered me was a series of more domineering actions...

During this period, Yaojia's cell phone rang, and she continued her 'career' while picking it up, "Huang Xin, what's the matter?"

"Oh that's fine"

"A couple of hours"

"I'm still on the bed, not so fast, hahaha" After listening, the back of my hand rested on the forehead, and Yaojia who was holding the phone and laughing was reflected between my fingers. I felt that I would never have the face to see Huang Xin again. up.

Eight o'clock, western restaurant.

Embarrassed, he looked at Huang Xin who was sitting across from him, his cheeks were hot and he lowered his head slightly, letting Yao Jia lead him to sit in a row with her.Listening to their conversation, it might be a woman's sensitivity. She seemed to smell a subtle atmosphere. She looked at Huang Xin suspiciously, only to see a twinkle in her eyes, and some unspeakable feelings when talking to Yao Jia.

On the way back, I thought for a long time, but I couldn't help but ask, "Are you and Huang Xin on good terms?"

"It's okay. Actually, I have always had a problem with her. When I was about to graduate from high school, I had a boyfriend. Later, when they were playing in the bar, they kissed in front of my face. I was so angry that I left on the spot. I didn’t have any contact after that, but gradually started to contact in the past few years, after all, many friends have many paths.”

"She stole your boyfriend?" Walking side by side, the bloody plot makes me feel strange

"But let's put it this way." Yaojia nodded, and then added, "But it seems that they are not together either."

"Is that intentional for you to see?" asked eagerly

"Maybe"

"She likes you?" Seeing her calm and clear appearance, I expressed my doubts

"I don't know" she said lightly as the night breeze passed by quietly

I was a little hesitant, but I still asked the long-confused question, "Have you always liked women?"

"No." After a pause for a few seconds, he said evilly, "I might be more interested in breasts."

"Don't you have it yourself?" I rolled my eyes and replied speechlessly.

"How can it be the same?" I choked on the sentence, but she smiled playfully

"Why is it different? According to my analysis, you just like women. If you don't like them, why would you be interested in that?" That word is in the public eye, and I really can't say it.

"You say yes." She wrapped her arms around my waist and squeezed it hintingly. Looking at the people around me, she subconsciously distanced herself.

When I got home, I fell into a rough long kiss the next moment. After the tip of my tongue was entangled, I started a predatory sucking. I took advantage of the gap during the play and whispered, "No, I only did it in the afternoon."

"Afternoon is afternoon, and it's already night now." The slightly hoarse voice carried her usual overbearing, under her strong offensive, I still hugged the hot body tightly uncontrollably, and the fire was on the verge of touch burn.

I have deeply thought about whether I am Les or not. I used to say that I only like Shunjun, but I just happened to meet a woman who I love. Until Yaojia appeared, I began to think that I might like women in essence. Although he will not deliberately contact women, he will not strongly reject men.But what is certain is that I am tolerant to women to a large extent. For example, if Yaojia was replaced by a man, I should strongly resist all kinds of unwanted touches on me when a relationship was just budding. , rather than the current half-push and half-take.