please save me save me

I like pain, only pain can make me feel the joy of life.I like darkness, only darkness can hide me better.And I like you more, Qi Lin.You know, you are like the sun that radiates an untouchable blazing light.And I'm just an inconspicuous algae plant hiding in the corner.I long for you, but I can only look up to you.Please save me.Who can come and save me.Get me out of this suffocating pain.will it be youCould it be you who pushed me into this endless abyss with your own hands?Raider scum, Shou Lue Meng (?) Content tags: Sadomasochism is deeply broken and reunited┃ Search keywords: Protagonist: Qi Lin, Lu Xiumu┃ Supporting roles: Qiao Lianjian, Gu Xunze, Yu Zixuan, Nie Wanning