I still don't want to go to school today

The ball is caught again.Relying on some kind of muscle memory, Fu Luojia took the ball with his right hand and trotted to the basket, then spun three steps to the basket.

Although it is enough to jump to the height it should be, it is actually very reluctant.The body that was malfunctioning from time to time actually conveyed the pain to him clearly this time: when he was stagnant in the air, he felt that the internal organs were being pulled down by gravity; the poisonous sunlight behind his head seemed to tear off a layer of his scalp.

This pain was very new, very different from what he had experienced before.For a brief moment there was lightness—lightness of consciousness.

I don't know who took the lead, a bunch of people applauded in unison.

"Brother, you are amazing!" Lin really got carried away.

He frowned and wiped the sweat off his forehead, and stepped back into the shade of a tree beside him.The physical education teacher stopped him: "Are you from No. [-] Middle School? I think you look familiar."

Fu Luojia is not used to talking to people who do not know at all, and overcoming this is much more difficult than scoring two goals.

"My brother's junior high school here—" Lin Guoren introduced enthusiastically, "Maybe you have seen it?"

"Oh, then I'm also an alumnus." He smiled at Fu Luojia, "I also graduated from here. Do you want us to play a solo game after class?"

Fu Luoka shook his head halfway and nodded slowly.

Lin Guoran looked here and there, "Then I'll go buy water first!"

Of course, the later game was lackluster. After all, Fu Luojia's reaction was not good, and he had been taking sedative drugs, and his physical strength had dropped a lot.The physical education teacher figured out his level in less than 3 minutes, and consciously gave up a few balls so that the score would not be too ugly.

Fu Luojia's sweating flowed from the beginning to the end, but he didn't say a word, until after a certain jump and landing, he shook and couldn't stand still, fell to the ground and gasped for breath.

The physical education teacher took advantage of the situation and said, then let’s do it this time, let’s make it up.

No one should be able to get fun from this kind of game with zero communication all the way.So Fu Luojia didn't take his "next time appointment" seriously.

But there was also an unexpected harvest - because he was exhausted, he went to bed early, missed a phone call from his mother, and woke up the next day much more refreshed.

"Why did you come back so late yesterday?" Dad asked casually.

"Brother Chao and Brother have made a ball date," Lin Ruo grinned, "They are all very good."

"Play ball together?" Dad's focus is not on this. "They knew each other before?"

"I don't know him, but I also studied in No. [-] Middle School."

"how old is he?"

"I don't know, but it looks very young."

Dad glanced at him, "...about the same as your brother?"

"I thought you could see it all the way from behind the tree," Phroka said.

"I—" Dad was so flustered that he almost knocked over the teacup, "I'm worried about you—"

"What are you worried about me..." He lowered his eyes, "Worried that I won't be able to control him—"

"Stop." Dad raised his hand to signal him not to continue talking. "We have already discussed this issue, and you can keep some opinions temporarily, but we don't want to hear you say these again-do you still want your mother to open the wound again?"

Fu Luojia swallowed "How do you know I don't want to?" "...She's not here again."

Dad still frowned, and he changed his words again: "I won't say these again."

It should be somewhat satisfying now.

As a result of some small concessions—actually tired of arguing—Dad paid less attention to him.This is a good sign, which means that the extra wounds on my body, picky eaters, excessive sleep time, and damage to some inconspicuous items in the bedroom can be ignored.

So the number of times he was reminded to "control himself" decreased, which really gave him the illusion that "he is actually getting better".

Maybe it wasn't an illusion—the medicine was working after all, and after getting through those particularly dreary days a while ago, the number of times he could sit down and concentrate on something in a day increased significantly.

He can even plan, and carry out plans.

—He can't suspend school.At present, he wants to make himself better, or try to look better.

Lin Guoren invited him again at the next basketball class.This time, Aunt Lin chimed in, "I heard from a classmate of mine who is a psychological counselor that exercise is a good way to soothe myself..."

Still made an appointment.The physical education teacher named Gong Chao showed his extraordinary patience when facing elementary school students this time. It was more like a training partner than a competition, and he intentionally guided him to improve his reaction speed.It was hard for him not to be awkward, and when he realized it, he threw the kickoff and sat down, holding his head and saying nothing.

Gong Chao naturally didn't understand, so Lin really said: "My brother lost the game, and I'm a little sad. Can you wait for him to take it easy?"

Blinking his eyes in his arms, he thought, Lin Ruoran's description was so unbelievable enough that Gong Chao should have walked away shaking his head.

But Gong Chao asked: "Do you want to change the project? I think your calves are quite long and your Achilles tendon is also beautiful. Running should be very good, right?"

So the ball stopped playing, and the two of them moved to the plastic track to stretch, and came three thousand.

In the end, Fu Luojia Khan burst into tears and won Gong Chao for half a minute-he must have given in.

Fu Luojia sat down on the green lawn, panting as if crying.

"Look, he will be happy once he wins—" Gong Chao shrugged, breathing only a little faster than usual. "Can I continue to make appointments in the future? By the way, I will give you a run with me as a gift."

What is he drawing?Fu Luojia is actually very strange.If you are so enthusiastic about strangers, you will never be too kind.

But I did find fun in running wildly. The 3000-meter-long wind slammed into the chest continuously, as if it had blown out his heart and lungs that had been stinging in one place, as well as the mud and dust in the bone crevices.While essentially going in circles, he really felt like he was pulling away from everything behind him.

The most important thing is the feeling of exhaustion at the end, as if the world is spinning, as if falling from a high altitude, and the feeling of thinking stops.

"Can you give me a contact information?"

At this moment, before he fell to the ground, he floated in mid-air and answered, "Are you gay?"

He didn't realize what he said.But Gong Chao replied immediately: "Yes."

Not only did he hit the ground, but he twisted his neck.He hesitated for a moment, then said, "Me too."

He suddenly saw the chalk writing left beside the bunker.So and so, I love you.The wind blew, and the sand in the bunker floated up and down, covering so-and-so.

"Is that the only feeling?" Unexpectedly, Gong Chao is also a language artist like his father.

"only this."

In fact, he also thought of Xu Zhijian.It's just that there's no need to talk about it.

Xu Zhiben is, so is he.This is very different from Gong Chao, and he is also very different.

He just discovered this.He also found that it no longer frightened him.

Gong Chao was helpless, "I just saw it... Forget it, excuse me."

Lin really waved at them from a distance. "I bought ice cream!"

"I can't eat that just after running—" Gong Chao sighed and walked towards her, "Of course you should eat less sweets, don't you have tooth decay—"

He rested for a while, and then went to the sandpit to scrape away the sand that covered the words.That name is still there, very stubborn.

"You are amazing," Fu Luojia said to Gong Chao before leaving. "I'm still far behind you in playing ball."

After that, he stopped going to the No. [-] Middle School. After a lot of fighting, he was able to go for a run in the middle of the street park every evening, and Lin really followed.

There is an artificial lake in the park in the middle of the street, and he can run around the lake ten times before the square dance starts.

There are many lotus leaves in the lake, each piece is plump, but there is not a single lotus flower.Sure enough, Lin would run with him sometimes, and usually after three or four laps, he would find a place to rest.To be on the safe side, she usually stays in the fast food restaurant opposite and waits, at least one day out of two days she can't resist ordering something.

"Brother, I can't eat anymore..."

"Throw it away."

"But it's such a waste, I still haven't moved a mouthful - when I bring it home, my mother will talk about me again."

Fu Luojia looked at her twice, and took the cold drink from her hand.

It's not that hard anymore.

One day after returning home, grandma asked him anxiously why the medicine on the table hadn’t been touched—sometimes they would take out the day’s medicine in advance and put it on the table for him to take. He replied: I forgot.

"Then you today..."

"Brother is doing well today!" Lin Ruoran rushed to answer. "We also bought cold shrimp!"—Although she was the only one drinking it, Luo Jiajie was responsible for the bill.

That night, Fu Luojia said to his father, "I will go back to the county the day after tomorrow."

"why?"

"Because school starts the day after tomorrow."

"...I still don't think it's appropriate. Think again?"

He was silent for a while, "Then can I use my mobile phone?"

Dad agreed, and specifically told him that Xiao Xu's classmate had never contacted here again. "—I haven't contacted you for so long, it might seem presumptuous to bother." He reminded.

After changing the screen of the mobile phone once, the response speed slowed down inexplicably.It took a long time to turn on the main interface to appear, and there were red dots on the logos of WeChat and QQ.

Suddenly a notification popped up.There are 99+ unread messages in a space, and the date is this afternoon.

He opened it casually.

a lot [email protected] people's comments were very eye-catching, and he was agitated for a while, and retreated.

Wechat also has a lot of new news today, the main idea is to let people watch a certain video posted in the space, and ask what happened and whether the photo was stolen.

He threw away the phone for a long time before he could bear his irritability, and when he picked it up again, he clicked on the video.

It is a screen recording.A certain blue app is opened, click "Search Nearby", and the nickname of the first user that appears is "xzx".

Click on the homepage of "xzx", and Xu Zhijian's half-length photo hangs in the background, smiling beautifully and dazzlingly.

Fu Luojia lost his grip for a moment, and the phone fell and hit the bridge of his nose.The video automatically replayed, and the app's name was clearly displayed on the screen.

Many people know about this app.Even if you don't know it, you can understand it after Baidu - its self-introduction on the official website is: a well-known homosexual social platform in China.