years and years

The final exam has already started, Cheng Cheng looked up from the book, this is the tenth time he has looked at Shuci, and finally couldn't help asking: "What's wrong with you?"

Shuci looked at him dumbfounded: "I'm fine."

"Cheat a ghost." Cheng Cheng knew him very well and obviously didn't believe it. "You are a person who can write his emotions on his face. You have four words written all over your face: stay away from me."

Shuci stuffed his face into the book, avoiding this topic and studying decently, Cheng Cheng's head hurt from hearing it, and asked him: "You have been like this for a few days in a row, and you quarreled with You Yezhi again?"

Huzi interrupted: "Go back and kneel down on the remote control!"

Was it noisy that night?Don't count, didn't even say a few words.But he didn't see You Yezhi when he got up the next morning, and he wasn't there when he got home, and he didn't come back until after ten o'clock in the evening, and he had already returned to his room early at that time.

This is not something that can be solved by kneeling on the remote control, nor can it be solved by him sending a message and making a phone call.

You Yezhi echoed his words that day, and the last sentence he said seemed to have stabbed a knife in his heart, making him caught off guard and unable to react in time.

——Don’t always be so strong, be more mature.

This is the first time You Yezhi said something wrong with him.

Shuci closed his eyes and did not speak quietly, not making a sound.

So I am such a strong person?So strong that You Yezhi can't accept it, can't bear to say it?

Then what else, he didn't say it, he didn't do well enough, what else is there besides this?

what do I do?How should I change it?

The last time the two were angry because of a fight, Shuci knew to ask them for help, but it has been a few days since he was always depressed by himself, which shows that this time it is not as easy to solve as last time.

Cheng Cheng didn't ask, and didn't know what to say. Hu Zi had experience, and said, "Although I don't know why, but you have been around for a few days, and there is always someone who bows first."

How to bow your head, what did he do wrong, shouldn't those words be asked?It is obvious that You Yezhi is hiding something from him——

Shouldn't he be angry?

But where is he strong and where is he immature? !

Shuci suddenly raised his head: "Am I strong?"

Huzi and Cheng Cheng were puzzled by his question.

"No!"

"It's very strong when fighting."

Shuci murmured and asked again: "Am I very immature?"

"No!"

"How do you count as mature, and how do you count as immature?"

Shu Ci hugged his head and wailed: "I don't know."

Even if Cheng Cheng doesn't have a girlfriend, he can probably understand from these two questions. He thought for a while and said, "You Yezhi is two years older than you, and he surpasses you in terms of intelligence and experience. Individuals have their own principles of doing things, and it is normal to have different ways of thinking and solving problems, so don’t be too pessimistic. I may be the same age as you, and I think you are very good.”

"Tsk, a college student and a well-known designer always have disagreements, so handle it properly and don't be impulsive."

The principle is this, and the words are like this. Shuci asked: "What if you find out that the other party has something to hide from you? Even if you ask him, he won't tell you."

Cheng Cheng replied: "That depends on what is going on, and how serious the matter is."

Shuci said: "I think it's quite serious."

"I don't want to say it and then you two get angry because of it? Maybe there is a reason why you can't say it, or you don't think it's important and don't need to tell you?"

Cheng Cheng said, "It's also possible that he doesn't want to tell you."

When it’s time for the exam, close the book and stop thinking about it, and concentrate on answering the paper first, so that the recent efforts cannot be wasted.

The weather at the end of July was extremely hot, and the temperature outside was more than 30 degrees. When I went out, I felt like I was going to melt.At this moment, You Yezhi is eating with his father You Fan at a Chinese restaurant on the [-]th floor of a certain building.

When You Fan contacted You Yezhi, he was very apprehensive, afraid that he would disagree with the meeting, but when he heard You Yezhi agreed, he called and quickly made a reservation for the restaurant.

The relationship between father and son has become weaker and weaker in recent years, to the point where there is nothing to talk about when they meet.You Yezhi lowered his head and cut the meat on the plate, quietly as if he didn't exist.

You Fan thought about it, and said, "Ye Zhi, how is your health recently?"

There are many people in the restaurant in the evening. Fortunately, this is a private room where you can't see anything, and all the noise is isolated.You Yezhi lowered his head and replied, "It's the same as before."

"Then, your heart still..."

"Yeah." You Fan asked hesitantly, and You Yezhi admitted directly, "My heart is the same as before."

After saying a few words and pausing for a long time, You Fan said: "Well, Dad will find someone to take you to see. Let's not go to see a doctor. I heard people say that there are magic masters, especially powerful ones. Dad asked for the address of the two. God will take you there..."

"No need." You Yezhi interrupted him, put down the knife and fork and looked up at him, and said, "You don't need to be busy, I know the reason myself, let me solve it myself, okay?"

You Fan was slightly taken aback: "What's the reason?"

"Don't ask, you won't believe me if you tell me." You Yezhi said, "Also, I have something to tell you."

You Fan hasn't reacted from the last sentence, now he can only follow You Yezhi's words: "Say it."

"I fell in love with a person, his name is Shuci, and he is a junior this year." You Yezhi stared at You Fan, and slowly added, "It's a boy."

I didn't understand it just now, but now I understand it, only shock is left, You Fan forced himself to calm down for a long time, he didn't blame or ask anything else, just asked: "He knows you..."

"He doesn't know, I'm not going to tell him." You Yezhi lowered his head, "So I want to ask you something."

After a few years, this is the first time You Yezhi asked him for help, You Fan said: "Okay, I will do whatever I can."

You Yezhi said: "He is now a junior, and he may have an internship next year. No matter what he does, I hope you can help me protect him."

The words are soft, but the heart is heavy.You Fan has never seen You Yezhi like this, he wonders if he has neglected him too much in recent years, and he feels sorry for not discovering You Yezhi's delicate heart.

You Fan nodded: "I promise you."

"It's not for a while, it's for a lifetime."

"I promise."

"He has a rather reckless personality, and he has no heart. I will trouble you to take care of him at work in the future."

"Okay, Dad agrees."

"If one day he asks you something, be sure not to tell him."

You Fan couldn't bear to say: "...why can't you do these things?"

You Yezhi remained expressionless: "Are you agreeing?"

You Fan's eyes were faintly red, and he choked up and said, "Dad agrees."

You Yezhi smiled lightly: "Then I can rest assured."

"Leaf..."

"I will solve the next thing by myself. If there is a chance, I will definitely bring him to appear in front of you and call you Dad." You Yezhi stood up and opened the door. He stopped and didn't look back. "Thank you for giving I have never blamed you for ruining my life, and you should be happy too."

You Yezhi walked out of the building to the subway station, but he was not in a hurry to go home, and sat on the bench for a long time.

Today is the first day of the final exam, and he and Shuci have not spoken for many days.

Every time he avoided Shuci at home, he shouldn't have said what he said that day, but he could only solve it in this way.If it was possible, he wanted to tell Shuci at that time, that was not my sincere words, you are very good, really good, so good that I can't find any faults.

I really never thought about it that way, but sorry.

You have to get used to, get used to life without me gradually.

The subway station is still some distance away from home. You Yezhi walked slowly. He turned a corner before arriving at the main road. There were still double yellow lines with no end in sight. The lights were dim and orange, and horns were passing by on the road. Vehicles.

Nothing has changed, nothing will stop.

After opening the door, the light was on in the living room, and Shu Ci still left the light for him today.You Yezhi reached out to close it and went back to the room, glanced at the head of the bed covered with photos, and took his clothes to take a shower.

Shuci listened, and after about 20 minutes, the door next to it was closed, and it was not locked.

The book in front of me is densely packed with characters, and the diction is hard to read, and it is hard to read.Neither of them was submissive, and the refusal to accept the words of the book was purely out of fear, afraid that You Yezhi would talk about his other problems, and that You Yezhi would finally find out that he was not a good enough person, in case they broke up...

He was almost out of breath for the diction, and he didn't have the courage to listen to it, for fear of affecting the exam again.But it is impossible to keep procrastinating, so I can only decide that I must talk to You Yezhi after the exam.

Woke up early in the morning, Shuci simply washed up, took a look at the door of You Yezhi's room, and finally said nothing.I went out to buy steamed stuffed buns and egg soup, and I met Fat Tiger, who I hadn’t seen for a long time, was carrying his schoolbag to school.

You Yezhi opened the door after a while, and stood there not knowing what to do.The living room was the same as before, he turned and opened the door of Shuci, and saw that he forgot to spread the quilt again.

He blamed in his heart, folded his clothes, saw the messy desk, arranged the books neatly, pushed the chair in, and there was nothing else to do.

The curtains were wide open, and the morning sun was not too strong. You Yezhi sat in the Shuci room for a long time, pinching the ring on his ring finger.

What is meant by "reviewing in a nursing home and taking an exam in a lunatic asylum", law students are completely familiar with this sentence.Cheng Cheng was in a state of desperation at the moment, but the diction was handy, because he was indeed reviewing all the time, and Ye Zhi forced him to read the book if he didn't read it.

After the exam, it was hot, so I ate some lunch at noon, and I resigned from the Chengcheng dormitory to use the air conditioner.Cheng Cheng asked him, "Why don't you go home?"

Shuci covered his face with a book: "I used to say that I only know how to go home, but these days I don't go back and I keep talking about it."

"Not reconciled yet?"

"No."

"Won't we break up?"

"No! Impossible!" Shu Ci sat up suddenly, "I will not break up with him."

Cheng Cheng said: "There is no absolute in everything."

"No." Shu Ci closed his eyes and murmured, "I will die without him."

Cheng Cheng looked at him for a moment, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing, one sitting and reading a book and the other lying down.I can't read books, and I've been working hard for a while, so I don't worry about the exam. I haven't had enough sleep for several days, and I have something on my mind, so I can only close my eyes tiredly.

After the exam in the afternoon, Shu Ci followed Cheng Cheng and Hu Zi with the book in his arms. Cheng Cheng turned to look at him: "Aren't you going home?"

Shuci said dully: "I don't want to go back."

Cheng Cheng and Hu Zi looked at each other unexpectedly, Hu Zi asked: "Oh, no matter what you say, you should give in first, it's been a few days, I really can't knock Brother You down!"

"It's not that simple." Shu Ci didn't want to mention it again, "Go, go out and drink!"

"What kind of wine do you drink and you have to take the exam tomorrow, are you crazy?"

On the last day of the exam tomorrow, Shu Ci said to the two of them: "Then I will go back to the dormitory with you."

Cheng Cheng patted him on the shoulder to persuade him: "Shu Ci, if you still want to live a good life, go back quickly, coax and persuade, how hard are you fighting? What's the use of hiding like this."

"Yes." Huzi agreed, "We won't take you in today."

Being abandoned tragically, Shuci had no choice but to walk out of the school gate holding the book.It was too hot this day, so I went to the nearby supermarket to buy a bottle of ice water. Across the road were two or three people walking slowly with their hats on. Shu Ci took a look and stood there thinking whether to go home.

Walking to the station, a group of students were waiting for the bus, Shuci lowered his head, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw two figures, they were the people wearing hats that he saw on the opposite side of the road just now.

Shuci turned his head and stared at them. The brims of their hats were so low that they couldn't see what they looked like at all, but they didn't look like students from the way they were dressed.I don't know if he is sensitive, but I always feel that there is something wrong with these people.

A car was coming, Shu Ci took out coins and stuffed them in, and from the corner of his eye, he saw the three people also followed.The people at the back door hadn't finished downloading, the moment Shuci jumped out at the moment it was closed, and the car drove forward slowly, taking the three people with it.

The car I was waiting for arrived late, and there was no place to sit in Shuci, so I had to stand in the corner.