The private use of sugar ginseng

Lou Jun recovered quickly after he developed a fever, and he fully recovered within a week.Lou Lang and Lou Xiao were very happy, and praised Xu Gan for his good medical skills.

But after this day, Lou Jun's attitude returned to the beginning of the acquaintance, and he didn't take the initiative to talk to Xu Gan. Xu Gan was also like a dead volcano, suddenly lost all enthusiasm and fell silent.Two people who obviously live together, without affecting their daily communication, get along like strangers.

Lou Xiao saw the clue, and suffered from the fact that there were no insiders to discuss and communicate with. When Xu Gan became more and more transparent, he waited for the opportunity to find him.At this time, the time had come to the end of April, the temperature was getting higher and higher, Lou Jun was raised healthier and healthier, and his face was slightly rosy.On this day, Lou Jun and Lou Lang had classes, and Lou Xiao stayed at home with the excuse of having a stomachache.

After the two elder brothers left, Lou Xiao stood at the door of the kitchen and blocked Xu Gan who was packing up the medicine jars and bowls in the kitchen.

"What's the matter with you recently?" The question was too straight to the point, Xu Gan was stunned, and looked over with puzzled eyebrows.Lou Xiao asked again: "Or I should ask, what happened to you and my elder brother?"

Xu Gan paused and turned back to wash the dishes. "Why do you ask?"

"You wanted to grow up on my elder brother, and seized the opportunity to get close. Now you don't talk to my elder brother unless necessary. Sometimes avoiding him is like avoiding a scourge." As he spoke, Lou Xiao thought of a certain guess, and his face changed. It became fierce and ugly in an instant. "What, are you tired of my big brother? Have you played enough?" There was a threatening voice in the grinding of the back molars.

Xu Gan turned around, "Why, you are not satisfied with the development in the direction you expected before?" After finishing speaking, he looked at Lou Xiao with a wry smile, "It's a pity that it can't be as you wished." Putting the bowls and jars, Xu Gan He washed his hands again, shook them and walked outside.

Lou Xiao stood still at the door. "Say it clearly, don't think of going out of this door if you don't make it clear."

"Why are you so childish all of a sudden?" Xu Gan laughed at her.

She frowned, "I'm so naive about my elder brother."

Xu Gan looked at her, and after a while, she didn't move.Xu Gan was defeated, and restrained his smile, "On the day Xiao Jun had a fever for the second time, I suddenly realized that I couldn't take the correct treatment measures when he was sick and needed me."

Lou Xiao opened her mouth, and Xu Gan knew what she was going to say, and interrupted before she blurted out: "Since I can speak, I have followed my grandfather to read medical books and learn to recognize herbs. I met Professor Fu two years ago and started to study surgery with him. When I was studying for a Ph.D., I was entrusted with a heavy responsibility by Professor Fu. I was the chief surgeon for the surgeries he took, from simple appendix surgery to complex heart surgery. I never made a mistake. But that day, I couldn't think of how to physically cool down a person with a fever. If it was you, would you make such a low-level mistake?"

Lou Xiao closed her mouth, looked at Xu Gan for a while, and said, "No." People in the Lou family were used to seeing Lou Jun like this early in the morning, and they were able to calm down and deal with it immediately.Lou Xiao wanted to say this, but she looked at Xu Gan, but couldn't say a word.

Xu Gan lowered his head, like a child admitting defeat. "I thought, I should get used to it next time, and I won't forget that I'm a doctor. However, I don't think I'll be able to adapt to such a thing for the rest of my life. When I see him sick, I'm scared, and my mind is completely blank. When he needs me the most, I can't help him in the field I am best at." He looked up at Lou Xiao, his eyes seemed to pass through Lou Xiao, and asked: "Tell me, what else can I take care of?" Good him, why should he be worthy of him?"

Lou Xiao's nose was sour.She wants to say that love is the biggest weight, and love is enough.She wants to say that all people are equal, and there is no question of whether they are worthy or not in love.She also wanted to say, you can do it, stay by your elder brother's side, you can adapt, and you can stabilize your emotions in critical moments.But she couldn't speak.Lou Jun's body does not have so much time and opportunity for him to adapt, Xu Gan thinks too clearly, this kind of comforting words are pale and false to him.

Xu Gan calmed down, and asked: "Xiao Xiao, since Xiao Jun still doesn't like me, if I abstain now, does that mean I haven't disturbed his life? Can everything go back to the original point?"

Everyone is back to square one, what about you?where did you go?Lou Xiao looked at Xu Gan and asked silently.Xu Gan smiled, "My tutor has an exchange student quota in his hand, I think I should go out and study for a while, and I will come to be a generalist with both Chinese and Western medicine and surgery."

"Xu Gan," Lou Xiao called his name, hesitated to make a decision, and said, "I am also a doctor. Although I haven't graduated as a teacher, you have seen my ability during my internship in the hospital. Not bad. I will give you a year to guard my elder brother with you before you get used to it. Do you want this opportunity?"

Xu Gan's eyes lit up, then slowly dimmed again. "Xiao Xiao, what if I can't get used to it forever? Will it affect Xiao Jun?" He shook his head. "Xiao Xiao, thank you for standing by my side. But..."

"I'm not on your side." Lou Xiao interrupted him, "I'm afraid that no one will love him more than you. I selfishly want my elder brother to find someone who loves him as much as his life, and accompany and take care of him wholeheartedly. He is the best for him. And you are the first one I see, and I am worried that you will be the last one, I don’t want him to miss it.”

Lou Xiao and Xu Gan looked at each other with sincere eyes.Xu Gan lowered his head to avoid it.There was a long silence between the two of them.

"I'll think about it," Xu Gan finally said.

Lou Jun was completely recovered, and Xu Gan had no reason to stay, so after breakfast on the weekend, he said goodbye and went home.

Lou Jun glanced at him, and didn't say anything and didn't want to stay; Lou Lang sent him off, and Xinxi finally snatched back his own bed; only Lou Xiao was reluctant, and several times he hesitated to speak. Before Xu Gan went out, he asked: "If you have time on June [-]st?" ?"

"should have."

"Let's make an appointment to go back to the neighboring city to play on June [-]st, shall we go together?" This is what the three brothers and sisters must do every holiday, but they missed it on May [-]st, and June [-]st happens to be Friday. short vacation. .

Xu Gan looked at Lou Jun, and Lou Jun was reading with his head down holding a book. "I……"

"Then it's an appointment. Come and pick us up at six in the morning on June [-]st, don't be late!" Lou Xiao quickly made an appointment and added in a low voice. "Just this June [-]st period, when you come back, tell me your decision." Without giving Xu Gan a chance to refute, he pushed the door and closed it smoothly.The action is clean and neat, and it is done in one go.It attracted the sideways glances of Lou Jun and Lou Lang.

Lou Lang asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Lou Xiao pretended to be puzzled, "What?" Looking at Lou Jun from the corner of the eye, she thought to herself: Eldest brother is not as easy to fool as second brother, so he won't see anything!

"Why did you push him out? What did you tell him?" Lou Lang asked.

"I didn't push it, he left by himself. By the way, tell him not to be late." Lou Xiao blinked.Sure enough, Lou Lang nodded to express his understanding, and stopped asking.Lou Jun glanced at Lou Xiao with a half-smile, but didn't speak, and continued to read.That swipe made Lou Xiao's heart flutter in shock.

When Xu Gan returned to Xu's house, he suddenly had free time and consciously called his mentor to apply for rejoining the team.

Mentor Xu Gan, surnamed Fu, was 60 years old and a well-known domestic surgeon.When I was young, I studied traditional Chinese medicine under Grandpa Xu for a period of time.Knowing Xu Gan very early, he is very optimistic about Xu Gan's talent, and he is also strictly disciplined on weekdays.When Professor Fu answered the phone, he said in a soft voice, "Come on, I'm in the surgical director's office of the provincial hospital."When Xu Gan came into the room, he closed the door, put on a sly smile, and said, "Hey, are you done with your work? Remember to come back?"

Xu Gan's skin tightened when he heard these two simple sentences.First bow your head and admit your mistake with a very good attitude, "I'm sorry." Then shift the responsibility to Grandpa Xu, "Xiaojun, the eldest grandson of Grandpa Lou's family, you should have heard my grandpa say about the situation. I can't bear the hard work, so I will guard." Grandpa, I'm sorry!Xu Gan shouted and apologized to Grandpa Xu in his heart, and continued to express: "Thank you, Master, for not disrespecting me. Don't worry, I won't do this again. I'll be there for you in the future!"

Professor Fu twitched the corners of his mouth. After all, he didn't say everything he had prepared in his stomach.Back then, he was as famous as Grandpa Xu in the medical field, and he had heard of the very authoritative Grandpa Lou.Later, when I was studying with Grandpa Xu, I did hear Grandpa Xu mention that his eldest grandson, who has been very fragile since birth, has little effect of medicine and stones, and his physique is difficult to raise, which is the number one problem.He was interested in meeting them, but he heard from Grandpa Xu that the two families had lost contact. Now it seems that they have met again.Moreover, the child has grown up, and his body is still weak. What a good time!

After turning his thoughts, Professor Fu asked Xu Gan, "Has he recovered from this illness? Is he really weak?"

Xu Gan nodded, probably guessing what Professor Fu was thinking, and replied: "It's not perfect, you know that his constitution is poor, even if he recovers for a while, he will have to rest for ten days and a half months longer than ordinary people."

"Rest rest is a must. When he is fully healed, you can bring him to me and let me take a look at him when he is free." Being cured is certainly a happy event, but it is also good to gain insight and set a new goal if there is no way out.Professor Fu squinted his eyes, feeling better.

Xu Gan nodded, not thinking about what to say in reply.Selfishly, he didn't want Lou Jun to meet Professor Fu.Although Professor Fu has superb medical skills, after all, his decades of achievements and majors are all aimed at his surgical skills, and he doesn't know much about internal medicine.Besides, Grandpa Xu's medical skills are far superior to his. Grandpa Xu can't do anything about it. It's useless for him to see it. He just came here to satisfy his curiosity.

Just thinking about how to evade it, there was a knock on the door, and the nurse opened the door and came in. "Professor Fu, the operation is about to begin."

"Okay, I'll be there right away." Professor Fu responded, waved at the nurse, and turned to ask Xu Gan, "There is a gastrectomy, let's go together?"

Xu Gan frowned. "I'm just your student, so it's not good to enter the operating room without permission?"

Professor Fu sneered. "How do I remember that when you were first assigned to my name, you followed me into the operating room with a shameless face on the first day. Are you such a law-abiding person?"

Xu Gan's face darkened, "Is it only for me to watch this today?"

"Is the master teaching the apprentice to let the apprentice rest and watch for his own work?"

The corners of Xu Gan's mouth twitched, "This is not good."

Professor Fu raised his eyebrows, "No matter what, you have performed this kind of operation more than a hundred times. Why are you being cowardly now?" Xu Gan was silent, Professor Fu changed his words and pushed Xu Gan. "Besides, you have a certificate, what are you afraid of? Aren't I still watching? Let's go."

Xu Gan sighed, "What about the case?"

Professor Fu threw it away and sent a folder. "What? I went to a neighboring city to work as a Chinese medicine doctor for half a year, and I forgot what I was doing?"

Xu Gan smiled obediently at Professor Fu. "Master's teachings are in my heart, and I am meticulously implementing them in my work."

Professor Fu sneered again. "I heard that you have submitted an application to the dean here, and you want to stay here to practice Chinese medicine after graduation?"

Xu Gan's subordinates paused, his face became serious, and he nodded solemnly. "yes."

"Are you dissatisfied with the military hospital in the capital? Or, you don't want to do surgery? I can transfer you." Of course, the most satisfied students should be kept by their side first, and then arranged to return to surgery step by step. of.Professor Fu's heart was crackling with small calculations.

"I want to stay with my grandpa. Grandpa is getting old, and Xu Ling is still young. The family needs someone to take care of him."

Professor Fu paused and nodded. "You can also take everyone to live here. Relatively speaking, the capital is much better than here in all aspects." Seeing that it was getting late, he quickly ended the topic. "Let's go, it's time."

The operation went well.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon when I came out of the operating room.Xu Gan sat on the chair to catch his breath, changed his coat, and checked his phone.There is a missed call from Xu Ling three hours ago.

Xu Gan went back, and Xu Ling picked it up quickly.

"Brother, have you finished the operation?" Before Xu Gan entered the operating room, he had the habit of rejecting incoming calls and replying to text messages, and Xu's family knew it.

"Well, why call me?"

"It's because you didn't go home for dinner at noon. Grandpa asked me to ask. I won't go back to eat at night. You go back and tell grandpa."

"Okay. Go home early at night and be safe."

After hanging up the phone and rubbing his stomach, Xu Gan stood up and looked at Professor Fu. "Master, is there anything else?"

"No more." Professor Fu waved his hand leisurely. "want to go home?"

Xu Gan nodded.

"I haven't seen your grandfather for a while, so I'll go with you."

Xu Gan nodded and drove Professor Fu home.

Grandpa Xu was very happy that night, and rushed Xu Gan to cook dinner. The two of them had a few drinks at the table. Professor Fu stayed at Xu's house that night.

The next day, we had breakfast together again, took Xu Gan's car to the hospital, and came back together in the evening, and so on.

In the blink of an eye, May 31st, Xu Gan still took Professor Fu back to Xu's home at night.After dinner, Xu Gan lay flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

go with.

Don't go.

This matter troubled him for a week, and he could not make up his mind.

It's been a week since I saw Lou Jun, Xu Gan was calculating in his heart.I miss him very much, and recently I always feel in a daze unconsciously. I can think of him in everything. I want to know what he is doing, how he is doing, whether he is not feeling well, whether the students in the school are obedient, and whether he has provoked him. He is angry.I haven't seen him angry yet, and I haven't seen him laugh.I don't know if when he is a teacher, will he be different from usual, will he be more angry?

Xu Gan stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, imagining in the dark the possible changes in Lou Jun's expression when he was angry or happy.It's a pity that without a template, there will be no harvest after all.

Look, since meeting and getting acquainted, there is nothing in common that can be called a good memory.Xu Gan thought dejectedly, maybe it really wasn't suitable.

He raised his right hand above his head, made a gesture of letting go, and immediately clenched it again the next moment.

Really, let go?

……

The phone vibrated very suddenly, and it was not as strong as the shock that Xu Gan received when he saw the caller ID clearly.He held his phone blankly, and waited until the other party hung up because of a timeout reminder, and then he suddenly woke up. Looking at the missed call displayed on the screen, he was annoyed and at a loss.

How could he not answer Lou Jun's call!In case of any emergency!In case something happens to Lou Jun, he needs help urgently!The more I guessed, the more I worried, and I was in a hurry to call back. The phone started to vibrate again.

Lou Jun.

Xu Gan's mind calmed down, he took a deep breath and pressed the answer button.

"Hello?" he said, very softly.

"Xu Gan, I'm Lou Jun." It was Lou Jun's voice, as calm and clear as ever.

"Yeah." He replied, and fell silent again.

Lou Jun on the opposite side was also silent.After a while, Lou Jun took the initiative to speak: "Xiao Xiao urged me to remind you, don't forget about the trip tomorrow, come here early, and have breakfast together."

To let go, should refuse.Xu Gan made up his mind, but asked in a mysterious way: "Do you want me to go?" After speaking, he wanted to sew his mouth shut regretfully, and immediately fell silent.

There was another silence on the receiver.Xu Gan felt pain in his heart, and was about to say something, telling Lou Jun that it was just a joke, don't take it seriously.But Lou Juan said shallowly: "I want you to go."

"You...you really..." Xu Gan couldn't finish his sentence.

"Seriously. I want to talk to you about something." Lou Jun's voice was even and steady. "See you tomorrow, rest early."

"Oh, good." Before Xu Gan came back to his senses, the phone hung up.

What does that mean?

accepted?

Solemnly refuse again?

Xu Gan was tossing and turning, unable to figure it out, and guessed wildly all night.

The next day, I drove to Lou Jun's house early in the morning, with deep dark circles on my face, which attracted Lou Xiao's teasing. "I thought you were really going to let go if you didn't show up for a week. It turned out that you were desperately holding back! How is it? My elder brother took the initiative to call you yesterday! Did you get so excited that you stayed up all night? Hehe~"

The location of the June [-] tour was set in a small town close to Linshi. It was a place where students of the art department used to sketch.

After driving for two hours, they arrived at the farmhouse that Lou Xiao had booked in advance, arranged a room for Xu Gan and Lou Jun, packed their luggage, had lunch and took a rest, the group left the farmhouse and walked towards the fields and woods.

Lou Xiao had been to this place with others before, and she was quite familiar with it, so she took the three of them to the small river, led Lou Lang to fish, and gradually drifted away, leaving Xu Gan and Lou Jun alone.

Xu Gan was uncomfortable all over, he lowered his head and didn't look at Lou Jun, but he didn't want to leave Lou Jun's side.He felt that Lou Juan was going to reject him if he wanted to speak out this time, and he felt sad and even more reluctant.This time, he didn't even have any reason to stay and persist.

It's a little while longer to get close.

With such a mentality, Xu Gan didn't speak, and stared at the river with a stiff body. His eyes were a little reddish and tears were streaming down from the shimmering waves, but Xu Gan stared but didn't dare to blink.

Lou Jun found a clean tree root and sat down, very close to Xu Gan, sighed, and spoke first. "How is it going?"

"En." Xu Gan responded with a steady breath, with a strong nasal voice.

"What are you doing?"

"Follow the instructor to practice in the provincial hospital."

"I haven't seen Grandpa Xu for a long time. How is he?"

"very good."

"Anything on your mind?"

Xu Gan was taken aback, gritted his teeth and shook his head. "No, no."

"Have you been tired from the internship recently?"

"No."

"You, have been silent a lot."

"Ah."

Xu Gan's silence confirmed Lou Jun's guess.Lou Jun felt cold and changed the subject. "My mother called me two days ago, and she mentioned you." He paused deliberately after speaking, waiting for Xu Gan's reaction.

Sure enough, Xu Gan glanced at him, but immediately turned his back and closed his eyes secretly.

Seeing Xu Gan not moving for a long time, Lou Jun continued, "She asked if you still live with me, if we get along well, and how do I think of you?"

He stopped again, and waited until Xu Gan was scratching his heart like a hundred claws, uneasy, and finally confessed himself: "I'm sorry, I told my uncle and aunt in private that I like you and want to be with you without your permission. I'm sorry, then Sometimes I was too self-righteous and disrupted your life."

He showed a clear expression, with no joy on his face, his brows and eyes were tense, and his voice carried some unknown depression. "Who else knows besides my parents?"

Hearing the sound, Xu Gan froze. "My grandfather, my father, and Lou Xiao."

"So, Xiao Xiao asked me to call last night..." Lou Jun murmured, Xu Gan could hear it clearly, and his stiff figure suddenly became a little hunched. "Sorry for letting so many people know."

Lou Jun, who was thinking about it, paused, tied a knot between his brows, fell silent for a while, then untied the knot again, and asked Xu Gan in a calm tone: "Aren't you curious about my mother's attitude towards you?"

Xu Gan's Adam's apple shook a few times with difficulty, his shoulders slumped and he replied, "I, I know my aunt's attitude, and I know what to do." After he finished speaking, he chased after Lou Xiao and Lou Lang. "I'll go find him two, you rest for a while."

Xu Gan hurriedly walked, and his back quickly disappeared from Lou Jun's sight. Lou Jun couldn't tell what it was like watching him.Xu Gan is a very nice person. When he chases him, he is sincere. Loving him is at least equal to loving himself. These things are not only seen by Lou's father and mother who only have the opportunity to meet on weekends, but also deeply felt by him who is in the center of love.Lou's father and Lou's mother were moved, and they probed his tone in the phone call, expressing their willingness to acquiesce.Even Lou's mother said something nice for Xu Gan in a disguised form.

Lou Jun admitted that regardless of Xu Gan's kindness to him and his family's acceptance of him, his heart was indeed attracted by Xu Gan, and he unconsciously paid attention to him and liked him unconsciously.In the past few days when Xu Gan was away, he thought of Xu Gan, and his determination to be alone wavered.Therefore, he obeyed Lou Xiao's instigation, took the initiative to call Xu Gan, and asked Xu Gan to come out to play together, trying to appease Xu Gan's sudden anxiety.

He felt Xu Gan's changes, could think of the reason for Xu Gan's uneasiness, and saw Xu Gan's intention to retreat. At this moment when he decided to try to be together, he couldn't convince himself to go back to the past by taking this step.Obviously this is the best time to calm down, I obviously just want to live a simple and perhaps very short life for myself, I clearly know that if I take this step, the road ahead will be extremely difficult.

But, how can you give up someone who is infinitely good to you?What's more, I still like this person, I like it very much.

Lou Jun couldn't help staring at Xu Gan's back as he slowly walked out of sight, showing a self-deprecating smile.

I have to admit that I was planted.

Xu Gan didn't dare to stop, and quickly found Lou Xiao and Lou Lang at a trot speed, stood beside Lou Xiao with his head down, and took the bucket from Lou Xiao's hand. "Go and accompany Xiao Jun, he is sitting under the big tree behind."

Lou Xiao didn't understand, so she looked at Xu Gan with a dull expression, and asked in a low voice, "What's going on?"

Lou Lang, who was sticking a pointed wooden stick into the fish in the river, heard the sound and looked back. "Why are you here? Where's my brother?"

"Sit under the big tree behind." Xu Gan repeated.

"Alone?" Lou Lang exclaimed, throwing the pole ashore. "How can you let my brother stay alone, this is still outside!" Said, and ran to find it.

Xu Gan silently rolled up his trouser legs and sleeves, went into the river and took a wooden pole to stick fish in.

Lou Xiao was anxious, and asked again: "What happened to you and my brother? Did you quarrel?"

Xu Gan didn't answer, but focused on watching the movements of the fish in the river.There were a lot of fish in the river, and from time to time one of them swam by around his legs, sparkling in the waves, making Xu Gan's eyes hurt.

Lou Xiao couldn't wait to answer, and asked repeatedly: "What's going on? You're talking!"

With a movement of Xu Gan's arm, he exerted a sudden force, and the pole fell into the water as fast as lightning, and fell into the air.The fish was frightened and quickly ran away from him. After a few seconds, another fish gathered.Xu Gan plunged again, but it was in vain. The fish was startled and swam away, only to swim back after a while.Repeatedly, the strength is getting stronger and stronger, the posture is getting more and more fierce, and the speed is getting faster and faster. After a dozen times, it suddenly stops and slowly lifts up.

Under the sun, a dying fish was turning its head and tail up and down, and the sunlight reflected from the scales all over its body was a bit dazzling, hitting Xu Gan on the face.Only then did Lou Xiao see Xu Gan's face buried in the shadows, with scarlet eyes full of emotion and incomplete astonishment.

After the first fish caught, Xu Gan's hand felt very good, hitting consecutive hits, the redness in his eyes gradually receded.

After six, Lou Xiao pulled the pole and called Xu Gan to go ashore. "Enough, enough, can't finish it."

Xu Gan nodded, put away the pole and went ashore.

When her legs were dry, Lou Xiao asked Xu Gan again. "Emotionally stable? Can you tell me?"

Xu Gan bent down, patted and wiped off the water droplets on his legs. "It's about me coming out to my uncle and aunt. Xiaojun knows about it."

"My brother... rejected you again?" Lou Xiao asked tentatively in a low voice.Originally, he didn't intend to let Xu Gan hear it, but Xu Gan took a look, "You also think I have no chance, right? I don't know how Xiaojun will react. I came over after I confessed."

"You won't... By the way, you also told my brother, what if you let go?"

"No." Xu Gan turned his head and put on his shoes and socks as if nothing had happened. "It's planned, but I can't say it." After dressing, he took the bucket of fish and walked back. "Anyway, he doesn't like me, and he will be relieved if I don't push me any further. Just forget about it slowly."

Lou Xiao disagreed. "You are so kind to him, how do you know that my brother doesn't like you?"

Xu Gan stopped, facing Lou Xiao and sighing. "I know you want to comfort me, you are moved by me. But Lou Xiao, we all know that being moved is not love, and it cannot last a lifetime, not to mention these good things, are they all forced by me?" His voice Unconsciously increase, and finally close your eyes. "If we don't mention this in the future, we will forget it, okay?"

Lou Xiao's nose was sore, she pursed her lips, and walked back without saying a word.

Xu Gan followed behind, silent all the way.When he walked to the root of the tree where Lou Jun was sitting, he couldn't see the shadows of Lou Jun and Lou Lang.

Xu Gan's nerves jumped, and he subconsciously took his mobile phone to check the number and dial, but he hung up immediately after calling Lou Jun's name, and said to Lou Xiao in a low voice: "Call them and ask where they are. "

Lou Xiao also felt nervous seeing this situation, and had already taken out her mobile phone and was dialing.

After seven rings, Lou Lang connected and explained briefly that the two of them had already returned to their residence to rest.Lou Xiao and Xu Gan rushed back, Lou Xiao talked with Lou Jun, and Xu Gan took care of the dinner.

When the dinner is ready and served on the table, it is really a whole fish feast.Xu Gan is very good at cooking, and every recipe is delicious.Lou Xiao was full of praise, Lou Lang's cheeks were bulging from eating, there was no space to speak, just nodded.Lou Jun's food plan is the best among them, he is focused and refined, and occasionally compliments Lou Xiao's voice.

Xu Gan sullenly ate two chopsticks occasionally, very silent.Facing the compliments from the three people, he just raised his head and smiled to show his acceptance and gratitude.Throughout the dinner, he tried his best to restrain himself, not to focus on Lou Jun, and tried to treat Lou Jun as a friend.Every time Lou Juan took his attention away and woke up in a daze, he couldn't help but get bored with himself.

After eating for half a meal, he was bored, so he simply took out his mobile phone and fiddled with it to distract himself, but it had little effect. As soon as the dinner was over, he immediately packed up the dishes and ran into the kitchen.

After washing, I don't go back.Without saying hello, he walked out the door in a hurry, entered the wheat field from the dirt road, lay on the ground, and was covered by the wheat seedlings and the night in an instant.

Lou Xiao was always paying attention to the reactions of Xu Gan and Lou Jun. Seeing that Xu Gan was walking away, she approached Lou Jun. "Brother, the air here is good, let's go for a walk. Let's go."

Lou Jun stood up, looked at her and smiled, and asked Lou Lang, "Shall we go for a walk together? It's rare to come here."

Just as Lou Lang was about to respond, Lou Xiao interrupted, "Second brother is responsible for making the bed for eldest brother here. Let's go." After speaking, he pulled Lou Juan away with all his strength.

Walking along the direction where Xu Gan disappeared, Lou Xiao looked east and west to find Xu Gan.Lou Jun followed for a while and asked with a smile, "Are you looking for Xu Gan?"

Surprised, Lou Xiao stopped and secretly observed Lou Jun's expression.

Lou Jun smiled unabated. "You knew earlier that Xu Gan is gay."

Lou Xiao gritted her teeth.

"You also knew earlier that he likes me." Wave calmly.

Lou Xiao was not sure what Lou Jun meant and panicked.Apologize first: "Brother, I'm sorry."

"I didn't mean to blame you." Lou Jun patted Lou Xiao's head lightly, his tone calm and relaxed. "It's just that you've worked so hard to cover it up, so I'll tell you, I know it all."

Lou Xiao still didn't dare to relax, and kept at attention without daring to show his air. "Brother, I'm sorry. I made the decision on your birthday. At the beginning, I was on the side of Big Brother and refused Xu Gan to contact you. I also felt that he had no chance at all. I thought he would retreat in spite of difficulties. So I chose to wait and see. However, Xu Gan is really good, he regards you as important as his life. Sorry, brother. I am very moved and convinced, and I want to help him."

Lou Xiao's eyes were red, and Lou Jun hugged her into his arms to comfort her. "I'm really not blaming you, Xiao Xiao. Everyone knows Xu Gan's kindness, especially to me. My mother was probably also touched, and she basically made it clear to me tactfully that she agrees with me and Xu Gan. together."

Lou Xiao raised her head when she heard the words, "Auntie really agreed? Does the second brother know?"

Lou Jun was taken aback and raised his eyebrows. "Xiao Lang, probably haven't thought of this yet."

"What about you? Brother, do you like him?" Lou Xiao asked impatiently.

Lou Jun let go of Lou Xiao and laughed at her. "Stop crying?" Lou Xiao gritted her teeth. "You still have not answered my question."

Lou Juan took two steps forward, looked up at the stars, which were hard to see in the city, with deep eyes. "He is very nice, very attractive to me, and I am very moved. However, there is still a gap between the two of us."

"What heat? Shall I burn it?" Lou Xiao rolled up his sleeves.

Lou Jun patted her. "If you haven't made up your mind yet, others can't help you." He pulled her back, away from the wheat field.Lou Jun said in a low voice; "I have conveyed what I wanted to convey. Xiaoxiao, thank you."

Lou Xiao was worried. "Brother, is this okay?"

"Do your best and listen to the destiny. Enough."

"So, bro, have you made up your mind?"

"Me, probably not yet."

In the wheat field, Xu Gan closed his eyes, emotions surging in his heart.Hearing Lou Jun talk about being moved, attracted, and moved, it was as if a whole jar of honey had been poured into his stomach, and joy was sweetened all over his body.It's a pity that this joy is like a mirage, and it's really a phantom that is out of reach.

He denied his own value by Lou Jun's side, and he lost the weight to make up his mind to be together.

Xu Gan lay in the wheat field until late at night, endured the worst emotions he felt, and persuaded himself to forget about the turning point he heard today before going back.

When I entered the courtyard gate, I saw that the lights in the house were still on.Xu Gan imagined the scene in the room. Is Lou Jun asleep or awake?If you are awake, how should you talk to me naturally, expressing your forgetting and letting go?

He was still thinking, when Lou Xiao suddenly opened the door and came out with a hurried look and red eyes.Seeing his face change, he asked: "Where have you been? Why are you coming back now?" There was a weak cry in the voice, and as he walked towards the car, he ordered: "Quickly open the door."

Xu Gan's heart skipped a beat, he suddenly had a bad premonition, and opened his mouth to ask anxiously before he came, but Lou Lang had already come out with the pale-faced Lou Jun in his arms.Lou Xiao hurriedly opened the door and asked Lou Lang to put Lou Jun in. Xu Gan panicked and got into the car regardless of Lou Xiao's instructions.Lou Jun closed his eyes, but when Xu Gan called him, he didn't respond at all, only weak breathing, frowning, and sweat on his forehead proved that he was still alive.

"What, what's the matter, like this?" Xu Gan asked.

At this time, Lou Xiao had already gone to open the gate. Lou Lang started the car, and his men kept saying, "At first he said it was a stomachache, and he was going to the hospital directly. My brother said that you haven't come back yet, let Xiao Xiao called you first, but before the call got through, he fainted from the pain. He was about to go to the hospital, and you came back."

When the car got out, Lou Xiao got into the car directly and drove to the hospital in the town at a very fast speed.

Xu Gan saw that Lou Jun was covered in cold sweat, his skin was hot, and his breathing was unstable.Holding Lou Jun in his arms distressedly, he asked Lou Xiao, "What were the symptoms before?"

"Fever, abdominal pain, stomach pain, nausea, pain in the lower right appendix area, I think it is acute appendicitis." Hearing this, Xu Gan became angry and asked: "Acute appendicitis has early symptoms for several hours, why is it so serious?"

Lou Xiao was also angry at the bottom of her heart, and replied: "It's two o'clock in the morning. My elder brother never sleeps more than ten o'clock at night, but today he didn't go to bed until he passed out. From dinner to now, you have been out for more than five hours , I called you at ten o'clock and you didn't answer. Why did you come back so late? You clearly heard us talking, why did you come back so late!"

"I..." Xu Gan couldn't tell the reason, many words were turning in his mind again and again, compared to the current situation of Lou Jun, it seemed insignificant.If he could, he would rather torture himself than watch Lou Jun get well all the time.If, this time...

"Here we go! Quick! Emergency room!"

Lou Lang got out of the car, opened the door to urge him, and interrupted his wild thoughts.

Xu Gan packed up his messy emotions, tried to stay calm, and ran into the emergency room following Lou Lang.In the emergency room in the small town, there was no one to see a doctor late at night. There was a doctor and two nurses sitting there dozing off. When they saw Xu Gan come in with Lou Jun in his arms, Lou Lang and Lou Xiao were urging fiercely. lock up.

Lou Lang called the male doctor a few times, and the doctor came here with the nurse as if he had just woken up from a dream.Lou Xiao looked worried at the male doctor's relaxed, sleepy face, and snatched the stethoscope from the male doctor's neck and handed it to Xu Gan. "Hurry up, show it to my brother first. I'll get you a list, and you can prescribe any tests and medicines!"