Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

Yan Fei sat in the car in silence all the way, Wang Xudong was really afraid that she would be suffocated, so he tried to find a few words of fun, but he was as weak as a light balloon, unable to bear the heavy heart of the other party.Wang Xudong drove the car boringly, but in the blink of an eye, he lost his right hand and right arm. One of the two best girlfriends in his life finally went crazy, and the other seemed to be in the bottom of the valley. His predictions came true.

Yan Fei got off the car and went back to the hospital, Wang Xudong watched her movements, frowned and said, "Are you okay?"

With the corners of her mouth pursed, Yan Fei stood by the car door and stopped halfway to close the door, saying: "What could be the matter? It will be uncomfortable for a few days at most, won't it be dumped? I can see it."

The girl's relaxed tone seemed to have just caught a cold. Wang Xudong looked at her beautiful and bright face, and couldn't say anything. He opened the door, got out of the car, opened the trunk, took a bottle of whiskey and threw it to her, saying, "Drink it." Sleeping is better than not being able to sleep, and don't get too drunk, it's easy to get drunk."

Yan Fei and him are drinking friends, and nine times out of ten, she would drink because of a bad relationship, she wanted to firmly refuse, but in the end she held the wine bottle and said calmly: "You go back quickly, I'm going to take care of Shen Suyu. "

She turned around and left blankly, Wang Xudong shook the phone and shouted, "Call me if something happens."

Yan Fei ignored her and walked straight to the hospital gate.

It was dark and very cold, holding a bottle of wine, she secretly scolded Wang Xudong as a dog, he was shrewd and obscene, he knew herself too well, and she couldn't explain to herself if she lost her love without drinking a few glasses.

She recalled the first time she and Shen Suyu quarreled and broke up. At that time, she didn't know Wang Xudong. It was the age of college. Because of the urging of this love, she became more mature than her peers and understood the joy of love. , also understood the cruelty of the human heart.

Yan Fei thought, the older a person is, the lower his ability to resist harm seems to be.At that time, we quarreled three or four times a month, talked harshly, and threw things. We were so sad each time, but we were able to turn the page soon.

In this day and age, even though the breakup with He Xueyan was very peaceful, there was no quarrel, no hurtful words, she still felt like she was going to die.

It is the same reason that it is difficult to recover from the broken arms and legs of the elderly.

The ability of her love cells to divide and reproduce is decreasing.

Loving someone is getting harder and harder.

Sighing, she stared at the two bottles of wine in her arms. Although this was very clichéd, for a person who grew up in the frontier, people around him drank happily, drank unhappily, grazing drank, married drank, and dead people drank too. Anger, sorrow and joy are closely related, so she ran back to the ward with a bottle of wine.

Shen Suyu is sleeping, and the analgesic drugs ensure that she can have at least a good night's sleep every day.

Yan Fei sat on the sofa next to her bed, opened the wine bottle, tilted her neck and drank it, gurgling like drinking plain water, just to get drunk, usually can still taste the taste, but now it seems that the taste buds are full It was numb, after tasting it for a long time, there was only the smell of tears slipping down the corner of the mouth.

After taking a few sips, she held back for a day and cried again.

It was not as intense as yesterday, but I just felt very sad, the sadness of a girl's first love heartbreak.

Maybe it was because she was crying too loudly, but in fact she didn't make much noise, it is very likely that Shen Suyu's medicine was over, and I don't know when in the night, Shen Suyu woke up, and opened her eyes to see the deadly girl holding her in her arms. The bottle of wine that was almost bottomed out, grabbed the toilet paper in one hand, and wiped his tears by himself.

"What's wrong?" Shen Suyu felt a little worried, and wanted to lose her temper, but when things came to an end, she didn't have the strength to intervene like before.One's own children can be disciplined, but other people's children can't be said at all.

Yan Fei was half-drunk and half-awake, her cheeks were flushed, breathed out, and said with a drunken smile: "Wang Xudong gave me some wine, so I don't want to waste it." After a pause, he was still a little sober and said: "It's actually useless, I'm just in a bad mood..."

Shen Suyu frowned and looked at her, got up from the hospital bed, snatched her wine bottle, threw it into the trash can, sat on the sofa with her, touched the hair on the back of her head and said, "I know, this It's like being sick and having an operation, you have to take anesthesia when it hurts the most, and when the medicine wears off, the pain can be tolerated."

Yan Fei tried to feel the pain as she said, but it was still like a heart attack, she blamed herself for drinking too much to numb the senses, looked at Shen Suyu distressedly and said: "Are you going to laugh at me for being stupid? "

Shen Suyu held back her anger, and was suddenly completely speechless.

Yan Fei was extremely disappointed, and she felt abandoned again. Now, she is not sure how long it will take for her to recover after the failure of love. After thinking for a long time, she seems to have figured it out and said: "I promise I went to Hong Kong with you, take me away."

A smile appeared on Shen Suyu's sickly face, like a survivor after a catastrophe, in a hurry, afraid that the girl next to her would regret it, she nodded and only said a good word.

Yan Fei didn't want to disappoint her, and said lightly, "This has nothing to do with getting back together, it's just..."

"I know." Shen Suyu's smile restrained a little, but she was still happy. She gradually learned to control her temper, and controlled not to crush her and hold her tightly in her palm. She was learning to adapt to Yan Fei's growth, not to hold her As a child, she tried to treat both parties rationally: "You have your own ideas, and I won't force them."

"Thank you." When things came to an end, Yan Fei felt powerless. Maybe this momentary decision was correct. She was still young and could have a brighter future. Why stay in a business unit that is in decline. The outside world is vast and she can fly freely.

More likely, because she couldn't face He Xueyan again in the aisle of the unit.

……

Tossing and turning, she didn't fall asleep until early in the morning, and she didn't sleep soundly. There were always whispers of patients in the corridor and the sound of nurses calling each other.She thought she would feel much better after suffering from Shen Suyu, but unfortunately it didn't.

The iron rings of the curtains were being pulled and rattling, the morning light came in through the glass windows, Yan Fei gasped like a baby, and woke up slowly, Shen Suyu was beside her, she took off her hospital gown and wore a daily shirt Dressed in a suit, hair tied, the teacher wakes up the student like: "Are you awake? Go brush your teeth and wash your face, I'll get you something to eat."

Yan Fei frowned and got up, looked at her and said, "Why are you dressed like this? You're still sick..."

"It's time to leave the hospital. The doctor said in the morning that you can go home to take care of yourself." Shen Suyu smiled, trying to make herself look more energetic and said: "I can't keep dragging you down."

On the hospital bed, Yan Fei rubbed her hair, and said with a bit of annoyance: "It's not a drag, but once you recover to this state, I feel that the good times are coming to an end."

"What about you?" Shen Suyu sighed, she was so uncertain for the first time: "To recover, should I drink for a few more days?"

Yan Fei had a hangover and a headache, got up from the bed and said lightly: "I'm going to quit drinking." After a pause, his eyes looked a little impatient and said: "What do you eat? I'll go buy you some."

If you count on Shen Suyu to take care of her, let her down.The only care Shen Suyu gave her before marriage was probably giving her a sum of money and instilling a lot of successful life experience.

Workaholics are so busy that they don’t have time to take care of a college student’s eating and drinking. Not only can’t control Yan Fei, but they can’t even control themselves. They don’t eat breakfast, lunch, and sometimes they forget to eat dinner all the year round. Poor, cooking instant noodles is the only skill.

Yan Fei tidied herself up and went downstairs to buy some porridge for Shen Suyu. There was a lot of noise in the hospital, and she thought about her past life. Breaking up with He Xueyan was certainly not the worst experience in her life. She had many times worse than this. Yes, but this time her heart was heavy, not filled with self-pity and sadness, but simply worried about He Xueyan.

She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to let go so hastily, whether it was good or bad for He Xueyan to just follow Bai Linyu like that.

Thinking about her troubles, she bought porridge in the cafeteria, then called Wang Xudong and asked him to pick up the discharged patients.

Should her new life start like this as usual?

On the phone, Wang Xudong's voice was chirping, and she couldn't hear what the man was muttering clearly. Looking at the fog in the sky, the winter in the north is really boring.She shouldn't leave the people around without saying goodbye, at least she can't be He Xueyan, so she still opened her mouth.

"Xudong..." Yan Fei told him: "I promised Shen Suyu to go to Hong Kong with her and help her start a business. I will resign from the publishing house."

"Ah?" Wang Xudong only uttered a single sound, and after a few minutes, he said again: "You just left? You still have a manuscript of mine that hasn't been released yet."

If he didn't mention it, Yan Fei might have almost forgotten it, thinking that this excuse to keep him is really bad, whoever publishes the manuscript will publish it.But she still leaves enough space for people to adapt: ​​"I'm not in a hurry to leave tomorrow. Sister Yu still needs to cultivate. I will hand over the work of the unit before leaving. You don't have to worry about no one taking care of your books."

The little girl spoke in a serious tone, Wang Xudong you, you, you said a few words, disappointed: "I told you not to provoke He Xueyan, I knew it was the result. We can't afford her, you didn't It is necessary to go away because of her, she is gone, you still have me, I really don’t want to stay in the unit, I hire you as my agent, I send you money every month, you do nothing, I It’s fine to raise you. Why go there and do evil.”

"Xudong."

"what?"

Holding the phone, Yan Fei lowered her head and smiled and said, "Stop whining, you want to see me, you can come and see me whenever you want to fly. It's only kids who pester adults for candy, you're already this old."

"Why do you have to leave?" Wang Xudong challenged her.

Yan Fei said truthfully: "This is not my home either. After leaving home, it's the same wherever I go."

She hung up the phone, and she could see the stunned look on the other side's face.That's right, her hometown is not here, so it's not considered a faraway place. Wang Xudong should understand her thoughts. She is really realistic in her bones, and her feelings and money always have to be the same.

The crowd in the elevator was crowded, and she asked people to press the building number, squeezed into the small space, recalling the past, wandering around the street with nothing to do after breaking up with Shen Suyu, sitting on the side of the road smoking, looking at the tall buildings all over the city, thinking Whether or not to go back to the county to herd horses.

The grassland is green and green, the mountain flowers bloom beside the stream, the clouds hang down the wilderness, and the flock of sheep walks slowly.

Most of the children of the Construction Corps left after their studies, leaving only a very small number.

She called her mother to ask for her opinion. The family only said that she was short of money recently and hoped that she would send some living expenses. Her mother said very euphemistically that the income in big cities is higher, and there is nothing to do when she goes back.

She couldn't go back to her hometown, so she was admitted to a public institution with the idea of ​​stabilizing first.

When she walked into the old building, she swore that she was only here for a while. Shen Suyu had taught her enough business skills, and she had gained enough contacts from her. If it wasn't for the old brand of the publishing house, no matter what She won't come either, she has a delicate heart, and she originally thought of coming, to get through the muddy waters of the literary and art circles, to open a cultural company, to do things like Liang Wenyi and the others...

Unfortunately, that morning, He Xueyan was dressed in plain clothes, without earrings, necklaces, and any extra jewelry, and was climbing the stairs with a large stack of manuscripts, and Yan Fei was standing at the end of the stairs.

Song Li respectfully gave way to He Xueyan, and said in a soft voice, Mr. He, a few new recruits have been recruited. This is Xiaoyan. The editor-in-chief said that you should take care of it for two days first.

He Xueyan raised her head and saw a beautiful little girl standing beside her, she just asked Song Li, "Whose relatives entrusted her with her? As I said, I don't accept apprentices, I don't take anyone with me, my temple can't accommodate a great monk. "

Yan Fei has never seen someone who speaks so bluntly. She just ran out of Shen Suyu's PR company, and she has never heard such blunt and stubborn words.Thanks to her, it really doesn't matter, otherwise, if you meet a great fairy, it's no wonder that people don't hold grudges with He Xueyan.

Song Li shook his head and said: "It seems that it is not a relative, and the editor-in-chief didn't order to take care of him."

"Don't guess, teacher. My family lives on the farm of the Southern Xinjiang Construction Corps. My parents grow cotton. I came in No. 1 in the written test. Teacher, if you don't believe me, you can ask." Yan Fei couldn't help laughing, she is the one who wants to The laughing person saw two big antiques chatting with each other alive.

She had a cute smile on her face. At that time, He Xueyan probably didn't know that she was laughing at her old-fashioned, foolishly thinking that he was innocent, and blushing for her own presumptuousness, made an exception and agreed to take her. She was quite caring and said: "Editing is hard work, if you If I can endure hardship, I will teach you all."

……

Yan Fei held the porridge and smiled wryly.Xin Dao, it was all taught by He Xueyan, and she didn't do a single thing to make money by stealing inside and outside.I have been willing to hang around her for so many years, and I have learned some tricks, rejected Liang Wenyi and the others' invitations to make money one by one, suppressed the desire to get a vote, endured the cleverness, and was willing to be a small editor.

If it wasn't for her love for He Xueyan, she wouldn't be able to do such a thing to lose herself.

Shen Suyu taught her when she was 18 years old, don't let yourself suffer from anyone who loses.

……

She felt annoyed that she loved He Xueyan but failed her, Fuer received a call from Bai Linyu.

Just as she was about to tell Song Li that she would resign soon for publishing business, Bai Linyu spoke first.

"Xue Yan she left."

"Ah?" Yan Fei didn't understand: "Where did she go? Why did she leave?"

"I don't know. She said last night that she was leaving. I advised her to stay. When I woke up this morning, she left a note saying that she had been going out alone for a long time." Do you know where Xueyan might go?"

Yan Fei opened her mouth and then shut it again, she only took three to five seconds to react, and then lightly persuaded: "Don't look for her, she can't lose someone as big as her."

She hung up the phone and thought of many things.

I remembered that everyone in the unit hated Song Li, thinking he was crazy, serious, stingy, petty, and pedantic.

But actually?It's just that other people are too utilitarian, worldly, and muddle along.

She also didn't understand why others couldn't treat He Xueyan fairly. She was just Xu Liping's daughter, why they often whispered that she was not as good as her mother, and that she couldn't accomplish anything. It was obvious that He Xueyan worked hard as an editor, and the revision of the manuscript was the icing on the cake.Why should her elder sister be happy and happy and ask her to take care of her parents at home.Why did Bai Linyu have to abandon He Xueyan because of a change in Bai Linyu's family.

Yan Fei heaved a sigh of relief, her eyes seemed to see a pigeon flying out of the cage.

Sometimes things are like this. People who like birds don't put birds in cages to enjoy them.