If this love becomes a memory

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Seeing that Xu Meifeng had put down the dishes, Mo Xiaonan turned off the induction cooker, took some snacks, and the two drank wine.Meifeng continued:

"After leaving the workshop, I put a distance between myself and the past. I no longer set foot in many things, but I still can't see the way forward. God can't do it, and ghosts can't do it. But it's so difficult to be a human being, so I just embrace it. The mentality is mixed up.

The first day I saw the master, she gave me a copy of "Principles of Chemical Engineering" and asked me to read it carefully, so I threw it in the lounge.It is estimated that this move offended the master, but I studied chemical engineering in college, so I really don't need to study such simple things.As for the steps of on-site operation, after watching a few classes, I think I know it, not to mention the use of computers, but in the eyes of the master, I am lazy and not good at learning technology.

For people who used to work on day shifts, it takes time to adjust their biological clocks when they go to shifts, especially at zero o'clock. I have to doze off, and other shifts have alternate breaks, but the master is not allowed to sleep.Also, even if the workmanship is normal, she still asks to patrol the site according to the schedule. After seeing me not moving a few times, they never called me again.After going back and forth, I had some conflicts with the master, and I ignored them in private.

At that time, the monkey had already left the teacher, and he was in the same class as the master. He was not used to my style, and came to ask me why I didn’t respect the master. Look at all the people I respected, they were bullshit.What's more, my point of view is that a master should be like the ancients said, preaching and teaching karma to solve doubts, not all cats and dogs can be called worthy.I don't bother to pay attention to monkeys, what can I say to that kind of illiterate.

Since then, monkeys have played tricks on me everywhere.At that time, among the workshop workers, I was the only full-time undergraduate student, so he nicknamed me "full-sun system"; I walked in front, and he followed behind and made people laugh; Put a gecko snake in the lunch box.I don't care about the monkey, but I put my grievances on the master. I think it's not her instigator, but also her connivance.

By chance, I heard from someone in the repair factory that the master had a crush on a girl in the same dormitory, and he didn't allow her to talk about her boyfriend.I was immediately annoyed, such a perverted person has the face to be a master!From then on, don't call her master, even talking to her is no longer polite.

There was a zero-hour shift. I came back from delivering the samples. As soon as I walked to the stairwell, something jumped out of the dark. It had a white head, a dark face, and a red tongue hanging down on my chest. I was shocked. Sitting on the ground, he screamed loudly, and then he heard the monkey's quacking laughter. "

Mo Xiaonan couldn't help but sneered and said, "This monkey's behavior is too outrageous. It's so scary at night, so I'm not afraid of making trouble."

"Isn't it? The most annoying thing is that the master heard the sound and came to ask what happened. The monkey stood aside and said seriously: "Junior Sister didn't see the road and fell down. I'm helping her. Seeing this, the master told me Said: Don't wear high heels to work in the future, and also, don't scream like this in the zero-hour class, it's quite creepy.

MMD, I was not pissed off at the time, but I could only sit on the ground motionless, because I was so scared that I peed my pants.

I decided to take revenge on those two masters and apprentices. As far as chemical operations are concerned, if you are skilled in technology, adjust the process after taking over, and respond smoothly, then the entire shift will be very relaxed.Monkey has always boasted that his cooperation with the master is perfect.After they adjusted the process, I opened this valve and closed that valve. When the solution fluctuated, I stood by and watched the two of them jumping up and down on the scene.

I played tricks on them for several classes. One day, when I was about to turn down the steam valve, the master stood behind me and asked: What are you doing?I suspected that you were playing tricks, why?

I said: No reason, it's fun.

fun?Don't you know the consequences of doing this?It is a small matter if the finished product is unqualified, and if it is not done well, there will be an accident.You haven't studied safety?Don't you know the dangers of chemical production?

Don't tell me the truth, I did it, how about it?

If you don't want me to be your master, you can ask the workshop to change the master.

I laughed, so I wouldn't be fooled, and said: If you can't stand me, send me back to the workshop.

The master thought for a while and asked: What do you want?

You take care of the monkey, we live in peace and harmony, and after I take the post exam, we will go our separate ways and have nothing to do with each other.

The master agreed, and then, she didn’t care about me anymore, and the monkeys stopped. A few months later, my post examination was conducted together with the control post quota examination, and my total score in the examination entered the top ten, so I stayed.Think about it, more than 20 people compete, many of them are old employees who have worked in that position for [-] years, not to mention my pride. Unfortunately, when adjusting the team, I was in the same class as the master.

After taking up the position, the master and I operated separately, but the assessment was bundled together.I really didn’t know until I operated independently. MMD, there is still a gap between theory and practice. First, I am not as smooth as a master, and second, the finished products I operate are occasionally unqualified.In those few months, the master’s bonus was deducted a lot, and she refused, no matter how much I jumped around the scene, no matter how the alarm screamed, as long as I was in charge of the operation, she would not come over to take a look.

Moreover, I think the master is very insidious. We are in the same class, so it is impossible not to talk. There are outsiders around, and she smiles and is very kind to me. I always like to say "the erhu is pulled in the crotch", I don't know what it means, so I asked the monkey, he looked at me strangely, and said: "Damn it."

I kicked him: Don't curse if you don't want to say it.The monkey got anxious and said: You asked me, playing the erhu in the crotch is just pulling eggs (warm) eggs.

I was very angry, and when the master said this again, I smiled coldly: playing the erhu in my crotch, it seems that you are not good at it?

The master stared at me blankly: You are good at this, and you are not good at coming here?

Senior sister, do you think this is what a master should say?Master is insidious enough, right? "

Mo Xiaonan looked at Xu Meifeng dumbfounded, she didn't know who Meifeng was describing, if the temper of the master was in the repair shop, Meifeng's behavior would have been slapped by the master, and she felt that Meifeng's thoughts were also Strange, her beauty can be bitter, but the master can't be mean?

"Later, a major event happened." Xu Meifeng lit another cigarette, and said, "After many years, the longer I worked in chemical engineering, the better my skills were. When I think back to that time, I feel more afraid."

"That day, I was in charge of the middle shift. After taking over the shift, everything went smoothly, and the process was normal and stable. I sat in front of the computer and monitored it. But the master went in and out of the operation room again and again. At the end, he said to me: The discharge pipe seems to be abnormal. , pay attention.

She never cared about my operations, and I also paid attention to what she said. I transferred all the parameters from the computer and went to the scene again, and found no abnormalities.That day, both the shift leader and the other junior squad leader asked for leave and did not go to work. The junior squad leader listened to the master's report, checked and found nothing, so he rushed to deal with the problem of another post.

I remember that just after dinner, I was washing the lunch box. The master rushed into the operation room and said in a hurry: "Quickly notify the pump to stop feeding, because the discharge pipe is blocked."

I think she was confused, how can we have the right to order the pump station to stop the equipment?I quickly notified the small squad leader, and when the small squad leader arrived, the discharge pipe was blocked in just a short while.

To put it simply, the discharge pipe is tens of meters long, of which nearly ten meters are vertical, and the material inside is in a high-temperature state.The situation that day was very strange, and the process was normal. I don't know what caused the pipeline blockage, and I don't know where the blockage is.And over a long period of time, the temperature will drop, which will inevitably cause the entire pipeline to be blocked, which is a great accident.

Time was running out, so the squad leader immediately decided to dismantle the pipe from the middle and blow in steam to dredge it. The master suggested dismantling it in sections and dredging it in sections.The small squad leader is getting impatient: If you do it in sections, the output of this class will be ruined.Just dismantle it from the middle and put steam on the top and bottom.

The master moved his mouth, but didn't say anything, turned around and left.I was the master drill that day, so I naturally picked up the wrench and followed the squad leader to a corner on the second floor. After a while, the master came in full armor, with a hard hat on his head, long rubber gloves on his hands, and long tubes on his feet. Boots, in sharp contrast to me and the squad leader who did not take any protective measures.She grabbed the wrench in my hand and said: Go and look at the pressure and temperature, don't get in the way here.

I retreated to the platform and observed the pressure gauge. I was about ten meters away from them, and I could clearly see their movements. The moment the flange was just removed, I saw the master throw a wrench and turn around sharply, almost He rushed over, kicked his legs, and ran out in a big movement. The squad leader followed closely, and immediately sprayed a white solution from the nozzle just exposed. The scene was like a Hollywood blockbuster. High temperature and high pressure molten liquid.

Running in front of the iron railing, the master propped up his hands and swayed his feet, and jumped down from the second floor in the air, while the squad leader rolled down the stairs with his head in his arms. As soon as the two of them hit the ground, they rushed straight to the front door without stopping. Qingshuichi jumped down.

Our workshop is exposed to high-concentration corrosive liquid, so we set up a clear water pool in case employees who accidentally get in the liquid wash it. Wetly strode towards the operating room, and I followed behind.She picked up the phone, briefly notified several posts, commanded to stop the entire system, then called an ambulance, arranged for the staff to send the small squad leader to the hospital, and swiftly took care of the squad leader instead.

When I entered the rest room, I noticed that she was trembling a little, so I got a cup of hot water and handed it to her, but she took it and slammed it on the ground, gritted her teeth and said: MD, you will die if you mess around like this!After walking a few steps in the room, she found burn ointment from the first aid kit and took off her overalls. Her outer thighs were already red and swollen.I said: You should go to the hospital too.She raised her head, as if she had just realized my existence, she lifted her trousers, pushed me out roughly, and closed the door forcefully.

I only felt a little scared when I went to clean up the mess. If I was there when the accident happened, the space was so narrow and there were no safety measures. With my reaction and skills, I would only be worse than the small squad leader. The high-temperature liquid spraying hundreds of degrees Come out, it would be strange not to drench me into a hair-shedding pig.

That accident was actually a safety accident, and the workshop was covered, but an accident analysis meeting was held internally, and the cause of the pipe blockage was still not found, but the correct treatment method was suggested by the master at the beginning, to clear it in sections.It is wrong for the small squad leader to disassemble it from the middle, and it is wrong to add steam to pressurize both ends of the pipeline.The squad leader was injured on his chest and hands and arms. When he recovered from the injury, his skin was like vitiligo, with patches of red and white, covered with small bumps. In summer, he couldn’t sweat and it was extremely itchy.

No matter what kind of consideration the master had at the beginning, he dismantled the flange for me. After all, I escaped that catastrophe. I am very grateful in my heart, and I have also seen the dangers of chemical production, especially the existence of some human factors. , although our operating code stipulates that operators can refuse to command in violation of rules and regulations, but that is just nonsense. Who dares to refuse to order something blindly?If you want to protect yourself, you have to look at your own morals and skills.

After that, I began to humbly ask a teacher to learn technology down-to-earth. She was very happy. Her concept, no matter what kind of job you do, whether you like it or not, you must learn the skills well and master them.Our relationship has also improved a lot.

In the autumn of [-], I became pregnant again. Because of several miscarriages, the doctor told me that if I failed this time, I might not be able to conceive a child in the future.I sat in the corridor of the hospital for a long time, and I knew that I couldn't have this child, because I didn't know who his father was.At that time, I was still very scared. I was afraid that no one would know if there was an accidental death during the operation.

After the master came, he sat outside the operating room and accompanied him.After the operation, I was observed in the hospital for a day, and then she called a car back to No. [-] Factory and took me downstairs to the single dormitory.Thinking that the dormitory was very inconvenient, I discussed it with her and wanted to go to the farmhouse she rented for recuperation for a few days, but she refused quite simply.I had no choice but to give up, turned around and didn't take a few steps before falling limply. This was not for show, it was indeed weak.She lifted me up, squatted down and carried me on her back, and seemed to mutter: MD, I didn't do it.

When I walked up the ridge, it was very windy in the open air, and the master took off his coat and wrapped it around my head. At that moment, I couldn’t express what I felt. Thinking about how wronged I was all these years, I bent her back Go up, cry like a mess.

The operation caused a lot of damage to the body. After half a month of recuperation with the master, I still hadn't recovered and caught a cold again.One day I was very unwell. After dinner, the master decided to accompany me to the hospital for an infusion.Because the monkey borrowed the master's motorcycle, we walked down the mountain and prepared to take a car into the city at the fork.It was late autumn at that time, and there were almost no pedestrians on the mountain road, only the pale street lamps accompanied us all the way.

We were almost at the bottom of the mountain. A van drove up from below. We passed by and backed up again. After repeated several times, the car stopped, and two men came up to us. One asked: Is your name Xu Meifeng?I said yes, another asked: Do you know Luo Guangyong?I thought about it and shook my head: I don't know.At this time, another woman jumped out of the car, rushed up, pointed at me and began to curse at me, saying that I had robbed her husband.

Originally, the master stood in front of me, but the woman got more and more scolded, so I went up to explain that she must have misunderstood the person, I really didn’t know Luo Guangyong, the woman was very excited, waved her hand and said that she knew me even after being burned to ashes , and then reached for something in the bag.The master at the side suddenly grabbed me and tripped over. The moment I fell to the ground, she threw herself on me.Then, I heard several people running back into the car in a panic and driving away.

The master stood up, took off the windbreaker on his body, took off the fur vest, and ran down. I thought she was chasing the car, picked up the clothes, and the back of her hand touched a wet spot. The skin tingled and shook away. When the windbreaker saw that there was a hole, he couldn't help but gasped, and he was immediately shocked, it was strong acid!

I ran to the fork in the road, where there was a canteen, the master was bowing his waist, holding a bottle of mineral water in his hand and pouring water on his back, the proprietress brought out a large basin of water, and rinsed the master one by one. Finally, the master asked the proprietress to borrow I changed into a shirt, had a massage, and went to the hospital.

I sat on the ground and shook like chaff for a long time before I got up and called Beard Monkey's house.Sister, you may not be able to imagine my fear at that time. A few minutes ago, someone almost washed my face with strong acid. If it weren't for the master's stop, I would be an alien.

When we arrived at the hospital, the doctor had just finished treating her. She was lying on the bed, her back was swollen badly, and her skin, which was the size of two palms, had turned dark brown.The monkey asked: Master, do you want to call the police?

The master looked at me, I would be very contradictory, if this matter is related to me, the police will definitely go to the workshop unit, if not, what will I do next time I spill it?Seeing that I was silent, the master took the mobile phone and made a call: Ermao, I was poured acid, please help to check, the license plate number is ######, one of them is in his twenties and has a tattoo on his left hand , the other about thirty, with pigtails, mainly looking for that woman.Yes, when you find them, bring them to me

After a few days, the man named Ermao really found him. When I entered the ward, I knew the man and had a relationship with him. I only knew his name was Xiao Fei, but I didn't know his name was Luo Guangyong.At that time, I was very casual with men, just like eating and dressing, it was just a need, and Xiao Feiben was just playing with him, so I knew he was serious and wanted to go back and divorce his wife, which caused this disaster.

Xiaofei and his wife seemed to have been intimidated, very scared, and kept apologizing to the master. The master said to the woman: "This matter was originally a mistake between us. I came to you to discuss it with you. Let's stop here, okay?"The woman nodded hurriedly, the master said to Xiao Fei again: This matter happened because of you, I have suffered it on behalf of someone else, you have to pay for my medical expenses.Xiaofei agreed repeatedly, and then the master let them go.

Monkey felt that this was too cheap for Xiao Fei and his wife, so he poured the leftover milk that the master drank all over them.To me, the master never mentioned this matter again, but after she was discharged from the hospital, she took a photo of the back injury and enlarged it for me: This area is bigger than your face, right?

I understand what she means. During that time, apart from going to work, I locked myself in the dormitory, and recalled my actions over the past few years. It can be regarded as a reflection. The millennium is coming, and I bid farewell to the past. new life.

After that, like the monkey, I often went to the master's hut.I got acquainted with her and found that she is actually very talkative. I like to chat with her very much. She has a wide range of knowledge and is more objective in looking at problems, which corrected a lot of my extremes. Slowly, I started to call her master. .

It's just that I still can't accept her private life, and every time I mention it insincerely, she always changes the topic and never wants to talk to me directly.