If this love becomes a memory

【42】

Mo Xiaonan drank the last beer in the glass, looked at the half of the bottle of Guojiao next to the goblin, and said, "I'm almost done, drink slowly."

Xu Meifeng also screwed on the bottle cap and said no more, Mo Xiaonan said: "Don't worry, you'll be fine when you finish this bottle, isn't it just that the wine is good, drink slowly."

"I really don't want to drink it anymore, it won't look good after drinking all my tears and snot."

"You will only get excited when you drink high, and you won't cry."

"They all regard me as heartless." Meifeng smiled wryly, "Senior sister, master made me come back like this, I feel the same pain. It was not my intention to force her away. My original intention was just to let her break up with that woman." , or rather, I just want her to get rid of that bad habit."

Mo Xiaonan also stopped laughing, and asked: "Fairy, I have one thing I don't understand. No matter how strange Master has become to me in No. [-] Factory, according to her character, she is never afraid of threats. If you can force her away, what is the point? Concealment?"

Meifeng bowed her head in silence for a while, sighed, and said: "I can tell you about this, but I hope you can keep it a secret, especially don't let the monkey know, otherwise I can't explain clearly. Even if I want to divorce the monkey, I don't want to become an enemy After all, everyone will have to live in the same building in the future.”

Seeing that she spoke cautiously, Mo Xiaonan nodded seriously.

"In the millennium, the master joined us to push the beard up to become the chairman of the workshop union. Mr. Zhuo helped a lot. After it was done, we hosted a banquet for you and your wife. Do you remember, sister?"

Mo Xiaonan said: "Remember, it was at that meal that I reconnected with the master. We hadn't seen each other for more than three years before that."

"Do you remember how much you drank that night?"

Mo Xiaonan shook her head, she didn't know how to drink at that time, the drinks she drank during the banquet vaguely remembered that Zhuo Ercong was drunk that day.

"In my impression, I opened four bottles of Gaolangjiu that night. I don't like sauce-flavored beer, so the beer I drank was very sober. After the banquet, the beard was obviously drunk, and we took a taxi back to the living area of ​​the Seventh Factory , sent Huzi back home. I live in a single dormitory, and I have to go to the bathroom to take a shower, but the bathroom is closed, so I thought about going to the master to take a shower, and the monkey volunteered to accompany me, so the three of us went back to the master's hut.

Seems like it's fall too, MD, why is there so much going on in fall?I didn't know they were all drunk at the time, and I thought the master and the monkey were fine. Apart from walking a little fluttering, the two of them talked absolutely normally, and when the wind blew halfway, they both squatted on the edge of the field, wow like a frog I vomited for a long time.When I got home, I made sugar water for them. The master took a bath first, and then went back to the bedroom to sleep.

When I came out of the shower, the monkey fell asleep on the sofa, unable to get up, and it started to rain outside. It was so dark in the middle of the night, I really didn’t dare to go back to the dormitory in the living area alone, so I had to stay overnight with the master up.

It was very cold in the mountains at night, and the monkey slept in the main room, so I covered him with a quilt, went into the bedroom, found a blanket in the master's cupboard, wrapped myself up and slept next to the master.Uh, I have to explain that I have always had the habit of sleeping naked. After sleeping for a while, it was very cold, so I got into the master's bed in a daze. "

"You are really amazing. Are you not afraid of knowing Master?" Mo Xiaonan interrupted, thinking that this is not intentional to lure Master to make mistakes?

"What are you afraid of? Master, even if he is that kind of person, he is still a woman after all. Can a woman be strong against a woman? Besides, I can't sleep with a monkey, can I?"

Women cannot be strong women.Mo Xiaonan thought about this sentence, so what was that time with his master ten years ago?and?Shun?

"The next morning, when I was sleeping soundly, I suddenly heard a loud cry in my ear. The master sat up, lifted the quilt to have a look, and jumped out of bed as if he had seen a ghost. After a while, she asked: "Why?" What's going on? Why are you sleeping here like this?

I ignored her, wrapped up the quilt, and continued to sleep, when I heard her rushing to the main room, shaking the monkey awake, the monkey muttered: We are still drinking, why are we sleeping here?

After driving away the monkey, the master entered the bedroom again and ran around in the room. I said: Don't leave, okay?I still want to sleep.

She stopped and asked: What happened last night?What did I do?

I'm impatient: I don't know what you're doing, ask me what I'm doing?The master fell silent.

When I woke up, I saw the master sitting on the sofa in the main room with a pile of cigarette butts beside him. The master seldom smokes on weekdays, so I asked: Have you eaten?Smoking after a hangover, doesn't it hurt you?

She seemed embarrassed, hesitated for a while, and said: If I hurt you by what I did last night, I'm sorry.

I find it amusing to see her serious look.Sister, at that time I really just wanted to tease her, so I said: What if?That premise is an assumption.

She said: "I was so drunk last night I don't remember anything.

I said: I also often use this trick, and it has been tried and tested.

She asked: So what do you want?

I said: what do I want?what can i do

Then I went to the kitchen to freshen up, ready to go back, and then into the main room, where the master was still sitting, and she was crying.

Only then did I feel that the joke was too big. To be honest, nothing happened last night. She didn't believe it. The more I explained, the more she cried. MD, things just came true with her.

I sat helplessly on the side, it was raining patter outside, the only sound in the room was the suppressed crying of the master, her face was full of remorse and shame, she kept saying sorry to me.Somehow, I think of those years, I have hurt others, and I have been hurt by many people, but no one has ever said sorry to me, maybe I was provoked by Qiu Yu, I was also sad, and I cried, I was crying Myself, our master and apprentice just sat and cried for a long time.

Later, she asked me what I wanted to do. I didn't understand what she meant by her words. I just thought that the master was very kind to me in those two years, and he was also a nice person. He just refused to face up to that mistake. If I get rid of that habit, she Will be a man worthy of respect.He said: I want you to promise me one thing.

She nodded: you say.

I said: You are not allowed to have this kind of relationship with other women in the future.

She looked at me in surprise, and sighed: I may never love someone again in this life.

I repeat it again: You have to promise me that you will never have this kind of relationship with another woman in your life.

She bowed her head and considered for a while, and finally agreed. "

"Are you sure nothing happened to you that night?" Mo Xiaonan asked incredulously.

"Really not. The master was drunk and fell into a deep sleep, but I was sober. Besides, what tricks can the two women make when they are together?"

Mo Xiaonan didn't say anything, it seems that goblins are very ignorant in this regard, what can the two women do?There are so many tricks to do!

Xu Meifeng continued: "After that day, Master stopped drinking alcohol and even beer. Occasionally, he would blush when he saw me in a trance. We have been in the same class, but we get along more and more harmoniously."

"In the second half of 1000, the monkey once paid the phone bill for the master, and said that the master's Internet and mobile phone charges were nearly [-] yuan that month. I was surprised. The master's social life is very simple. He communicates with a few of us on weekdays and speculates in private stocks. I seldom go online, and I don’t care about my online chats: I don’t even know if the other party is a cat or a dog, but I can chat with a monitor and have an orgasm?

So I started to pay attention, something was really wrong, she bought a lot of clothes during that time, she was so stinky, she had a lot of text messages, and she was sneaky when she made a phone call.I secretly followed her a few times, and found out that she was indeed dating a woman. During the period, I also bumped into Senior Sister and you had dinner with them, but I know, based on this alone, the master will not admit it.

Before Chinese New Year, Sister Xiaoman stuffed sausages, and I took some to the master, because we usually like to run to the master, and the key to her main room is put in the doorway.When I opened the door that day, I accidentally found that her bedroom was unlocked, the computer was turned on, and QQ was still hanging there. I guess the master went out temporarily for something.I just looked at her computer, and there was only one person in QQ, and I looked at the chat records, and there was no suspense.

When the master came back and saw me sitting in front of the computer, he was shocked, cut off the power, and said angrily: How can you do this?

I stood up, stared at her and asked: How did you promise me back then?you forgot?

She kept silent, turned her head and looked out the window, and I said: You will only ruin yourself like this, I can change my past, why can't you?

She turned her head and said, "I'm only 32 years old. I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this. I finally feel like I've come back to life. Will you let me go?"

I said: Master, what are you talking about?What do you mean I let you go?I am also 30 years old, and I did a lot of ridiculous things when I was young. The real admission of my mistakes is after I met you. I remember you said that no matter how the world changes and people’s hearts change, as long as we abide by our duty as human beings, Just be yourself.You are plausible in educating people, why can't you do it yourself?

She glanced at me and said: It's not what you said, you don't understand our relationship.

I interrupted her and said: I don't understand, and what I don't understand is why you are so deep in it that you can't extricate yourself.

Later, no matter how much I tried to persuade her, her mouth was dry and she stopped talking.In desperation, I said: Since you don't listen to the persuasion, don't blame me.

She asked: what do you want?

I said: I will find that woman and tell her about the things we had.

When she heard this, she became angry: that's enough, don't use this matter to threaten me anymore, I have lived a clean life all my life, and because of your incident, I have always felt so guilty that I can't straighten my spine.I have done what I have to do, and I will not compromise this time.

I said: If you are so obsessed with obsession, how can you behave in a dignified manner?What's the point of innocence?You can only live in the contempt of the world, and you can only curl up in a dark corner like a mouse, never seeing the sun.

At this time, the master became furious and smashed all the things in the room that could be smashed. After a few days, he bought out his service and left. "

After hearing this, Mo Xiaonan let out a long sigh. The master in her memory was sharp, crazy, and independent, but the master in the goblins’ mouth had no edges and corners. Perhaps in those years in the Seventh Factory, the master made some compromises in order to adapt to the world. Change is just her efforts, how meaningful is it?She couldn't even get past the goblin.

"Fairy, have you thought about it? What you said is very hurtful."

"Senior Sister, what I said is the truth, it's even worse and more hurtful to say what Master said outside."

"I don't care what other people say, but you are her apprentice, and you can be regarded as someone close to the master. How can you hurt her like this?" Mo Xiaonan thought of the master's words, "Can you let me go?" Sour, asked: "Do you blame the master for not helping you? Even the monkey has become the shift leader, but you are still the operator."

"You're wrong, Senior Sister. You can just ask Luo Simin. In our company, no matter how good the skills are, women engaged in chemical engineering can almost only work as operators and cannot be promoted to monitor. Besides, I am not so superficial as to be This reason is to blame Master, I really don’t understand, Master clearly knows that it is wrong, why do you want to go your own way?”

"How much do you know about their kind? It's not a question of right or wrong."

"Why do I want to know? I don't have the interest to know."

"You don't understand, so why is it wrong to accuse?"

"Haven't you ever eaten pork and never seen a pig run? Are there few literary and artistic works in film and television works? It's disgusting to think about it. Sister, I have a problem with you. You already know what kind of person the master is. Why don't you discourage it? Maybe it's your connivance that makes the master unrepentant."

"Fairy, I didn't know the kind of people like master before. The education I received told me that it was a perverted or morally corrupt and indecent behavior. I have always been confused. I know that master's behavior will be criticized. , but I still don’t think there is any problem with her moral character, and she is not abnormal, except for her different sexual orientation, the master is no different from others, and she is also very good.”

"I don't deny that the master is excellent, but it is precisely her stain that covers up all her advantages. As long as she changes it, the master will get the respect she deserves."

"I have only recently learned about their group seriously. Perhaps, some of the concepts we accepted before were imposed by education and public opinion. This has made our thinking form a fixed thinking frame and pattern, which is not easy to change. Now there is a saying that many of them are born with nature and cannot be changed."

"I don't agree with this statement. Sister, what is natural? I am a murderer and I say I am born. I am a rapist and I am born. Everything can be attributed to genetics.

, is this excuse too lame? "

"Why is it involved in crime again? Which rule of heaven did they commit?"

"Isn't it at least against morality and ethics?"

"A long time ago. Free love is against common sense. Fairy, I don't want to argue with you. I just want to share my point of view. I think that as long as both of them are voluntary, and they don't hinder others, they don't hurt others. There is nothing to blame."

"This is the scariest thing. I guess when the master wanted to bring that woman back to the Seventh Factory, there must have been many people who thought the same as you. Now that the world is getting worse, people have seen more injustice and filth, and they have become numb and accustomed to it. Now, we seem to have entered an era where there is no right or wrong, right or wrong, and no taboos. If the masters and the others can openly appear in the eyes of everyone, then the morality of this society can be seen to what extent it has fallen.”

Listening to Xu Meifeng's impassioned words, Mo Xiaonan suddenly lost interest in talking, Xiaoman, Xiaoqing, Cheng Lili, Liu Xiaoxiao and the master slowly appeared in his mind, and his heart was nothing but sadness