Dawn Redemption

Finn is constantly patrolling around the work area, to put it bluntly, he is constantly wandering.He compared the days when he used to run back and forth between Noah's office and the Political Department, and it was hard to say which job was more difficult.Anyway, just wandering around like this made him feel inexplicably tired.

He turned the corner of the factory and saw Jonas leaning against the wall with his rifle.Seeing that his complexion was a little bad, Finn went up to ask.

"I seem to have a bit of a cold." Jonas's tone was also a little weak, "I changed jobs with Matz tomorrow, and I forgot to tell you, sorry." "It's okay." Finn nodded.During this period of time, everyone found that he was much more humane than before. "The supply of pills seems to be less recently. I will give you my share when you go back to the dormitory. You can rest more, and I will help you arrange the changing of the guard."

Jonas looked at him gratefully, but after a while the expression turned sad: "I think loving someone is the most fucking troublesome thing in the world."

"Perhaps." Finn relaxed against the wall next to Jonas, almost kicking his rifle.

Jonas' marksmanship was probably the best in the whole battalion, except for those who had never fired at all, such as the commander.He always wins a lot of tobacco at shooting competitions, or milk, or cards, or condoms.Although many people know that on certain occasions, he is the one who gets hit and hits the nail on the head.

"I used to think that liking someone was the most troublesome thing. For a while, I was going to be tortured crazy by this kind of thing. Now I feel that I am about to be tortured to death." Jonas murmured softly.

Seeing that Finn didn't reply, Jonas turned his head and asked, "Finn, have you ever liked someone?"

Finn froze for a moment, and didn't answer, but asked instead: "How do you know that you like someone? Especially like you - oh, I don't mean to offend - how can you be sure that it's not friendship...or something else ?”

Jonas grinned: "You're right, I wasn't sure at first. Maybe I'm really born gay, and I can't get along with men at all. Of course it's much better now, but the few days when I first joined the army Years... Lucas and I have such a good relationship that others think we are abnormal, but Lucas just took it as a joke and didn't care at all, and I'm not sure..." He paused, looked up at the gray Sky.

"After all, I rarely have friends. At that time, I just wanted to stay with him like that. Can this feeling be called liking? So I was also confused for a long time." Jonas's smile became a little bitter, but Still struggling to maintain a smile, "But one day when I was chatting with him, Lucas...he said..."

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then opened his eyes and continued: "He said that he hates homosexuality the most. Any man who likes men is just a disease of boring people. Thinking about it, I feel really... It's fucking disgusting."

"That's when I realized that my heart really... hurts so much... It turns out that this place, the fuck really hurts..." Jonas frowned, as if he suddenly felt the pain clearly. He grabbed the clothes on his chest, "I don't know why this happened...but I was afraid that he would hate me, the more I was afraid, the more I felt that I liked him so much, I really liked him so much..."

Finn nodded, but it was still difficult to figure out his mental activities on his usual expressionless face.

"At that time, I felt that I was hopeless. I couldn't tell him, so I could only use various methods to restrain myself. However, the more I force myself not to think about him, the more I find that there is only him in my mind; I The more I doubt it, the more sure I like him. I was so stupid that I thought that if I didn't see him, my thoughts would fade away, but unfortunately," Jonas stuck out his tongue, "I spend every night in the rented apartment , I buried myself in the pillow and quilt thinking about him, crying until I fell asleep."

"Then what did you end up with..." Finn asked, turning his head sideways.

"How did we get together?" Jonas blinked, "That's a very long story." Until then, a smile appeared on Jonas's face, he looked up at the sky, It seems to be recalling that long story.Finn looked at the toes of his leather boots and put his hands in his pockets thoughtfully.

He just felt that no one treated him as well as Noah, so it was only natural that he should be grateful to him.But when Noah almost destroyed everything for him that night, he didn't hate him as much as he expected.

However, when Noah treated him as before as if nothing had happened, he felt a little annoyed in his heart.He began to be surprised by this inexplicable emotion, but he didn't understand what it was he wanted.

Was he supposed to admit his possession, or show even the slightest apology for it?

No no no.This is not what I want.These are obviously the thoughts of those women after their innocence was taken away, and even if they were touched by others, they are still a big man, so they should take this kind of thing very lightly...

"Jonas?" Finn raised his head, just in time to wake up Jonas from his memory, "Can I ask you one last question?" He hesitated for a while.It was rare to see Finn hesitate like this, and Jonas did not disturb him. "It's... not a very good question." Finn's thin lips moved slightly and said this sentence.

Jonas had roughly understood what he was going to talk about, and laughed out loud with a "poof", jokingly said, "The two of them will be very relieved to know that you also ask this kind of question."

"Well," Finn organized his words a little bit, and said slowly, "Well, if you are all men... If you are the one who is more feminine, I mean..." Jonas waved his hand to express his Understand, "That...wouldn't it be very...very strange, or would it be unwilling to do so?"

Jonas smiled and scratched his eyebrows: "This... If you love him, you won't."

The author has something to say:

Even □□ are harmonious words

It is better to die after writing about the background of the battlefield

and also

Can you guess if Jonas and his sweet boyfriend have any special episodes?