mortal death

"Insomnia is the knowledge that one should not wake up alone when others sleep alone, the longing to dream and not be able to sleep, the fear of being alive and of going on living, waking up until dawn without knowing." - Jorge Borges

I rejected this child again, it looked pitiful, but who in this world is not pitiful?If you don't cross yourself, who can cross you?

But this kid didn’t give up, and asked me: “Then do you know the phone number or WeChat of the original company’s president?”

I was a little surprised, still surprised why she thought that Lin Haoran and I were very close, life was not easy, and she sighed silently.I couldn't compete with her, so I had no choice but to promise her to go to Lin Haoran's side to find out about the situation.

In fact, this incident really caused me a lot of trouble. I really didn’t want to go to Lin Haoran. Getting close to him always made me feel suffocated, so I couldn’t sleep again that night, thinking about what to say to Lin Haoran This matter, while thinking about the meaning of Lin Haoran's repeated approaching.

When I got up in the morning and made a cup of coffee, the bitter taste suddenly climbed from the tip of my tongue to the root of my tongue, but my nose was filled with the aroma of coffee.

An Zhe said, "It's so annoying, the physical examination is about to take place."

I nodded somewhat in agreement.

"Otherwise, shall we make an appointment to run together at night?" An Zhe suggested.

I was a little hesitant. Actually, I didn’t really want to go, but I have to say that I am very excited. I must take part in the physical test. If I run 1000m without exercising, I am afraid that I will die suddenly. If I go for a run usually or in the morning, it is too much people.Evening is a good choice. Although there are many people at night, everyone can't see each other, so that's good.

So I nodded and agreed to their invitation, but no one is talking about it anymore, no one is waiting for me to make a decision, and I am a little embarrassed to realize this fact, but more frustrated.

I looked in the direction of Huang Bai in a panic, Huang Bai seemed to feel my gaze, with a faint smile in his careless eyes, he picked up the backpack with one hand, and said to me: "Let's go."

I suddenly realized that I had become somewhat dependent on Cork.This is a bad sign.

Meeting Lin Haoran was something I didn't expect. I just finished class, and I ran into Lin Haoran who was going to the classroom. What is a theorem called?

Oh, it’s called the retinal effect. When we have something or a characteristic ourselves, we will notice whether others have the same characteristic as us than ordinary people.In other words, when I started paying attention to Lin Haoran, when he appeared in front of me, I would see him with the highest probability.

He didn't look surprised like the previous few times, he greeted me like an old friend.

The difference is that he gave the bag to a classmate to help him occupy a seat, and took me to the balcony of the teaching building. Because this balcony is open-air, it is covered with green plants. I always like green plants.Standing here now, I can't breathe, because I can't think about every sentence that follows.

"I met you several times, but I didn't ask you for WeChat."

"Can I scan it?" I took out my phone and nodded.

"Damn, you're so smart, why didn't you come to me?" I was a little startled and thought: the first of Murphy's Law, nothing is as simple as it seems on the surface.

"You should have guessed it, I deliberately told Yu Jiajia that we are very close."

I did guess, otherwise I wouldn't be so disturbed.

"Guess I did, but I can't figure out why you did that," I said.

Lin Haoran approached me suddenly, I took half a step back subconsciously, but he just scanned the QR code in my hand. With a "beep", it was like a cat ran into my heart.

He looked a little distressed, his eyebrows were all together, and he said, "You don't know?"

I shook my head.

He glanced at his phone, and waved it at me as he walked: "I'll contact you later, I'm going to class."

After he walked away, the thread wrapped in my heart slowly loosened.

I think I should lose sleep again.

Lin Haoran's embarrassing profile picture is an anime boy. I can't recognize which anime character it is, but it looks somewhat similar to him.

Like a curse, I just stared at that portrait for a while, when a message was sent from the other side.

"I've accept de your firend request. Now let's schat!"

I was still looking at that sentence for a long time, thinking about when I switched the language to English.Another message came from the opposite side: "I see you are typing, what are you writing?"

I opened the emoji package and casually sent a puzzled emoji.

In fact, I have never understood whether the "the other party is typing..." is prompted when the input is real, or it will be prompted when the dialog box is opened.

The prompt on the other side flashed twice, but nothing was sent in the end.

Lin Haoran said: "Actually, I don't know how to say hello, so I copied the sentence when you passed the verification. After all, this is the first sentence in our WeChat. It has a very important meaning."

I stared at that sentence for a long time, and when I knew that the screen of my phone was black, I suddenly saw my own face on the screen, with vaguely smiling eyes and slightly raised mouth corners.

I turned on the screen again and replied to him seriously: "Is there anything I can do?"

"Nothing, just want to meet you."

What he said... I don't know how to answer it.

I was a little anxious, so I downloaded an emoticon package from the Internet, and a cat blinked at the screen.

After sending it over, I realized that this emoji was a bit too delicate.

So I withdrew again.

He immediately replied: "Why did you withdraw it? I saw it!"

I started typing again: "Well, why do you want to know me? I'm not very good at dealing with people."

"I just want to get to know you."

This is the sentence, I thought about it for a long time, and I didn't sleep in the middle of the night.

"This Sunday/Do you have time?"

Huang Bai walked in from the door, saw it and asked, "Why did you leave early today?"

"Oh, something happened."

"Do you have time on the weekend?"

Why ask this question again?

"what happened?"

"I want to invite you to a movie."

"Oh, what movie?" I asked a little bored, while replying to Lin Haoran: Sorry, I don't have time this weekend.

"It's a literary film."

I was a little unhappy: "I won't go." Two men watching a literary film?Imagine being surrounded by lovers, and you won't be in the mood at all.

"Okay, I'll go and see for myself." I glanced at Huang Bai to make sure I didn't see any negative emotions on his face.

I thought to myself, in fact, it is very simple to refuse.

I jumped up suddenly.Huang Bai scolded me: "What are you doing?! You scared me!"

I stared straight at the words on the phone, unable to articulate a word.

"Do you like SEASON? I have inside information. They will come to Fish City this weekend. After you think about it, tell me whether to go or not?"

With trembling hands, I quickly typed: "I'll go, I'll go."

Lin Haoran returned quickly: "Are you scolding me?"

I immediately replied: "I will go!"

I really.want to go!

At this moment, my insomnia is only because I have a great possibility to meet Huazhu, Tang Jianmei, Ran Kai'an, Song Shi!My idols!

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Damn, I saw the embarrassing plot myself, I picked out a mountain with my toes, damn, let's add a joke to everyone at that time.