mortal death

"From the poems I wrote, a cat ran out and disappeared. From that day on, I fell in love for the first time." - Terayama Shuji "I am a cat"

I have never been happier than that day.Looking back later, it was the happiest pleasure I have had since I grew up.

I asked Lin Haoran how he knew.

Lin Haoran smiled mysteriously and didn't tell me.

I said, "You didn't do anything illegal, did you?" I was really worried—SEASON.

Lin Haoran gave me a half-amused look, and said, "How is that possible? Let me tell you, a teacher who taught me before happened to cooperate with them this time."

I still have a lot of doubts: For example, why did he know that I like SEASON? For example, why did he take me to see it?But I didn't ask.Of course, it is impossible to accept this kindness with peace of mind, so I plan to give it to him if he asks me for a reward.

I followed Lin Haoran through the dark streets. I never thought that there would be such a miserable place in such a bustling city.Lin Haoran turned on the flashlight in his mobile phone and walked in front.

I followed him. He was wearing a denim jacket tonight, and a lock of hair was sticking up stubbornly. I wanted to push that lock of hair down.

Later, I often thought that it was that night when I stood behind him and randomly put "Forest Hymn" by Bill Douglas in my ears. The beautiful stillness is the smile he suddenly turned his head around.

We went to speakeasies, and I thought there would be very few people in these places, but when I got there, I realized that this place is like paradise, paradise.

Women with shaved heads, men with long hair, and tattooed men walked past me.I stared at all this in a daze, and I slowly glanced at the T-shirt on my body, and suddenly regretted it.

This is a whole new experience.

Lin Haoran looked more familiar.I couldn't help asking: "Do you come here often?"

Lin Haoran replied uncomfortably: "Oh, not very often. I come here to listen to some songs once in a while."

I suddenly felt that he was not like the usual him, he seemed to be a little rebellious again.I just noticed that Lin Haoran has a small mole under his right ear.

At this time, the lights are not very bright, flashing and flashing, red and green interlaced, imprinted on our faces, Lin Haoran faces the stage, and looks back at me from time to time, I think, I haven’t observed it seriously yet he.

Lin Haoran's lips are distinct, the upper lip and the lower lip are plump and fleshy, the outline of the lips is very clear, it seems to be a "water chestnut mouth". It is said that people with this mouth shape are optimistic, cheerful, competitive and rebellious.

A burst of noise made me look away, I turned to the stage, the lights were all off, I subconsciously held my breath, I felt that SEASON would appear on the stage in the next moment.I do hear that they sometimes participate in some underground interactions.

The moment the lights came on, I saw the living Huazhu, Tang Jianmei, Song Shi and Ran Kai'an!

In a hurry, I couldn't stand still and squeezed forward.

Some people at the scene also saw it, but they didn't seem to recognize it.

SEASON did not declare their family background, they are like a resident band, one song after another, heartily.

When the bass sound of "depression" got into my ears, I subconsciously rubbed my ears on my shoulders. The original violin part was all changed to electronic sounds. Compared with the original version, this song "depression" is more The outbreak is like the noisy cicadas in summer. In addition to making the heart beat faster, there is also sweating all over the body, just like the feeling of summer.

The song is over.

Song Shi took off his hat, took the microphone and said to the audience: "Just now this song is called "revolving". It has two sides with "depression". One is summer and the other is winter."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

I saw Huasuke lift his eyelids.

Tang Jianmei kindly invited that "screamer" to the stage.It was a very handsome boy who looked underage.Just the simplest white short sleeves with SEASON printed on it.

Tang Jianmei asked: "What's your name?"

The boy was a little excited, and after taking the microphone from Tang Jianmei, he couldn't open his mouth for a long time, "I...my name is Alfredo...I really really like SEASON! Thank you!"

When I saw the boy's trembling hands, I realized that I was very close to the stage.

I subconsciously went to find Lin Haoran, only to find that he was standing next to me, with a pair of eyes on me, shining piercingly, all eyes were on the stage, only we were looking at each other.

I don't understand music.But I can feel emotions.

I felt Lin Haoran's hot and burning heart.

I was a little afraid to look at him, afraid to look directly into his fiery eyes.

Turning to the stage, the boy said: "I'm in high school, and this is the first time I've seen your performance! I'm very excited! After watching this performance, I'm going back to study. I want to be admitted to the conservatory of music."

There was applause from the audience, and Ran Kai'an said: "Why not, let's give this kid a song, and wish him an early realization of his dream. "Serapis" is for you."

"Serapis", I guessed it would be this song.

Lin Haoran did not know, and asked me what it was.

I explained patiently: ""Serapis" is one of SEASON's album "Theogony", the ancient Greek god of dreams, Serapis. In ancient Greece and ancient Egypt, people worshiped Serapis, hoping to get some a guide for the future."

Lin Haoran kept looking at me, and suddenly said with a smile, "I always thought that Oneiroi was Murphys."

I also laughed: "Have you watched "Saint Seiya"?"

He said: "That's right." After a pause, he looked at me carefully again: "You can laugh too."

I turned my head nervously and continued to watch SEASON.

After the song was over, Song Shi seemed a little tired from dancing. He shouted to the audience, does anyone want to come up and sing?

I was startled, a little eager to try, thinking that no one knew me in this place.But when I thought about it, there was Lin Haoran next to me.

Just thinking about it, Lin Haoran leaned into my ear and asked, "Don't you want to go up?"

Before I could answer, the force on my waist had already pushed me to the front.

I turned my head to look at Lin Haoran, and he was standing there smiling at me.

There were some kind smiles from the crowd, and Song Shi was also urging me to go up.

Taking a deep breath and stepping onto the stage, my limbs felt numb.

For the first time, I was so close to my idols.

Tang Jianmei asked me who I like the most.I said I like them all.

They made fun of me for being boring and asked me what song I was going to sing.

Without thinking, I blurted out: "Leavethemoonalone."

Even Hanasuke showed a surprised expression. This song was the most exciting song of SEASON that year, and they would be ridiculed every time they were interviewed.

Ran Kai'an asked me why I chose this song.

I just answered: "The Song of Entering the Pit."

When the audience was quiet, my gaze involuntarily stayed on Lin Haoran.

His person, just like his name, will glow and heat, and can always be seen in the crowd at a glance.

I don't sing very well, but these big guys didn't dislike me and led me to sing.

"leavingthemoonalone

Maybe I can live."

After singing these two lines, the corners of my eyes seemed to get a little wet again.

After being reluctant to hug the idols one by one, I still feel that I have earned it.

The atmosphere is a little too good.

So when Lin Haoran naturally leaned over and touched me with hot lips, I didn't refuse.

It is true that there is no desire to welcome or refuse, but it is also half-hearted.