accompany me

Chi Yang watched He Yi take the little girl away, as if he couldn't bear to look away, until the door was closed, he turned his head to look at the woman sitting opposite, and said with a blank expression: "We're all gone, what else to say, let's talk. "

Maybe it was because he was too angry before, but now his mood has calmed down—He Yi walked up to him before taking the little girl away, and the sentence "Speak well, don't be too rude" left behind was like a needle, forcibly Nailing his irritated mood back to its original place, all fires were extinguished on the spot and disappeared.

As the meal approached, the number of guests in the restaurant seemed to gradually increase, and the voice of conversation could be faintly heard.

"Xiao Yang," the woman pondered for a long time, took a sip from the water glass, and smiled at him hesitantly, "Since you don't want to talk about this, then Mom has one more thing..."

Chi Yang remained indifferent and looked down at the news.

"It's like this, your Uncle Wu, oh, it's my mother's...husband," she couldn't help but cleared her throat in embarrassment, and continued, "Xiao Yang, you are also an adult, and it's time to think about lifelong affairs Yes, your Uncle Wu's family has a cousin who is pretty and has a good personality, look..."

How old is it to be eager to go on a blind date as soon as you are an adult?

"Mom, you're such a good mother." Chi Yang was about to be annoyed, and sneered, "I haven't graduated from high school yet, so you're eager to force me to fall in love early, huh?"

"Can we get to know each other first..."

He stared at the woman for a moment, the cold and playful smile on his face sank little by little, and his expressionless expression was shocking: "Don't even think about it, even if I die alone in this life, I don't want to be with you again." You become family."

The woman opened her mouth, but before she could say anything, the door of the box was suddenly pushed open—the little girl named Zheng Die ran in crying, tripped over a passing bonsai, stepped on the right foot with her left foot, and fell fell to the ground.

The woman was startled, and quickly got up and ran over: "What's the matter, baby, why are you crying, did that brother bully you..."

"Mom, I don't want to live next to the school—" the little girl threw herself into her arms, crying even more fiercely, shaking her head as if waking up from a nightmare, "I don't want to, I don't want to move, I don't want to live in another place, black I was beaten in the house, they robbed me, they robbed me of my food, they kept me from sleeping, they beat me—”

The child was talking incoherently, and the howling sound could not be heard at all, but Chi Yang's eyes gradually sank, avoiding He Yi's worried sight at the door, and silently twitched the corners of his mouth.

"Did you hear that?" He asked softly, "After you sent me to the orphanage, that's how I came here for so many years."

Slowly rolled up the sleeves, revealing the scattered old scars on the forearm, and a narrow, shocking scar.

"They stabbed them with a knife, because I wanted to go to school at that time," his tone was very light, even with a creepy smile, but his eyes were like knives, forcing people not to look at each other, "now , she has everything she wants, she doesn’t have to worry about food and clothing, she can read books when she is old, and her parents pick her up... This is not enough, you want more from me.”

He walked up to the woman and the sobbing child, squatted down, and asked with a sneer, "I haven't given you anything, what else do you want to take away?"

"Xiao Yang, how can you say that, if your mother didn't give birth to you, you..."

"I was born to get a title from my father," he retorted calmly, "if that's what you gave me, then I'll tell you the truth, I thought about it every day during those few years in the orphanage. , It would be great if I hadn't been born... You see, I don't even want to count on my parents and family members, I can only hope that I have never been born, and hope that you showed mercy back then and didn't give birth to me."

He probably has never talked so much to anyone in his life. He tore open his scars bit by bit to stand for others to see. Added coldly: "That orphanage is not formal, you should have taken a lot of money when you sent me in, and you don't have to pay it back."

"Oh, and," he took He Yi's hand, "don't dirty me with those fancy relationships, this is my partner, and I want him for the rest of my life, do you hear me... this bit of my conscience Filial piety is taught by him, he asked me to repay my complaints with virtue, and I listened to him, I will give you a sum of money, and finding a similar house is enough for the down payment, you can use it however you want, just one request, I beg you , from now on, just treat me as dead, and don’t let me see your family again, okay?”

Just pretend I'm dead, okay?

He didn't give the other party another chance to speak, so he dragged He Yi away.

"Chi Yang..."

He Yi was taken away by his wrist, feeling a little painful, but he still restrained himself from saying anything, until he staggered all the way out of the restaurant door, plunged into the cold wind and sunshine without heating, and then called out to him with some worry. name.

Like a needle, it pierced Chi Yang's tense anger without any seriousness—it didn't explode, but just let it go silently, and slowly calmed down.

He shook his head, recovered from that bewildered state, pulled He Yi into his arms in the gesture of pulling his wrist, and hugged him tightly.

The strength was a little out of control - but he was caught by some imaginary hallucination, and he didn't want to let go.

If he doesn't hold on to something, he's going to sink.

The two sides were silent for a long time, until He Yi felt something was wrong and couldn't help but want to comfort him, he said sullenly: "Brother, take me to dinner, eat strawberry cake, okay?"

The voice was low and coquettish, coming from his shoulder.

He Yi was taken aback, raised his hand to cover the back of his neck, and stroked it unskillfully, as a comfort, his voice subconsciously softened: "Okay."

He Yi really took him to a nearby dessert shop and bought a strawberry cake made in a display cabinet—the two of them are not keen on desserts, and even the dessert shop was found by navigation, which was opened in an abandoned neighborhood Beside the back door, there were not many pedestrians, so it was quiet.

They found a place in the corner of the dessert shop and sat down. The sofa was soft, hidden behind layers of bread racks, as if it was intentional.

The cake is an ice cream cake, a whole, dotted with cream and strawberries, probably the kind that is very popular with little girls.

But between the two of them, there is only a certain sweet and ambiguous feeling, which slowly diffuses together with the taste of cream, which is absurdly sweet.

Chi Yang pushed the plate in front of He Yi, expressing that he didn't want to do anything, so my brother would cut a piece for me.

He is very controlling, and he always shows it in inexplicable details, such as unpacking the bowls and chopsticks for He Yi when eating together, serving rice and soup, peeling the shells of boiled eggs for breakfast, and even using various Feed him for serious and indecent reasons.

He couldn't refuse either, he was sure that He Yi's temper of being at a loss in the face of kindness made him helpless.

So much so that He Yi gradually got used to being taken care of so caringly by him, and the feeling of role reversal was a bit novel at first.

He cut off a piece as he said, put it on a plate and pushed it in front of Chi Yang.

He remembered that Chi Yang didn't like sweets, so he didn't cut too much. After finishing these, he took a fork, picked up a strawberry and handed it to Chi Yang's mouth.

Chi Yang propped his chin and tilted his head to look at him: "Hey me?"

He Yi nodded, and sent it a little further.

Chi Yang glanced at the direction behind him, making sure no one was paying attention here, smiled maliciously, and said softly at a volume that only each other could hear, then use your mouth to feed.

His eyes fell on He Yi's beautiful lips, his intentions were clear.

After all, He Yi is smart, even if he has never been exposed to similar means of coddling, he understands it for the sake of expressing it.

He glanced at the strawberry, frowned slightly distressed, and couldn't ignore the other's direct and hot eyes, so he lowered his head and picked it up, moved his hands to signal Chi Yang to approach.

Then he stood up, leaned down in a posture of extreme restraint, crossed the table and the remaining cake, and reached the corner of Chi Yang's mouth through the strawberry.

He wanted to appease the other party, but he couldn't think of a way other than "xx small tricks to make boyfriend happy". Now that the ready-made methods are in front of him, there is no reason not to give it a try-it is to let him play freely, as long as he can think of The only option is to take the initiative to hug and kiss.

Chi Yang took a breath, expecting that he would do so quietly, but he didn't expect that the casual love words would be so turbulent when put into reality.

too sweet.

The smell of strawberries, the smell of creamy ice cream, the sweet smell in the air of the dessert shop, and the faint sweet and astringent smell of mint on He Yi's body, which he is used to.

--It is too sweet.

He kept his head up, moved the bad thoughts in his male bones, and stretched out his hand to cover the back of He Yi's neck. With a little force, the strawberry squeezed into juice between the lips and teeth, and became a booster to provoke impulse. .

The kiss from top to bottom seemed like He Yi bent down and took the initiative to do it.

This sense of absurd confusion made him a little confused, and he dodged for a while in a rare panic, and was attacked even deeper by the arms around his neck.

Chi Yang didn't let him go until he was really out of breath, his hands supporting the table softened, and he almost fell down.

"Are you feeling better..." He supported Chi Yang's hand and stood up slowly, took out a piece of paper to wipe off the strawberry juice from the corner of his mouth, his voice became a little hoarse, and asked softly.

The corners of the mouth were very red and swollen.Chi Yang looked away unnaturally, and answered irrelevantly: "This is the end of this matter."

He Yi didn't care about his reaction, sat back on the sofa, cut himself a small piece of cake, picked up a fork and took a bite: "Actually, you don't need to give her money, and I never said something like asking you to repay her with virtue... "

"It's none of your business, I just want to give myself an explanation," Chi Yang shook his head without looking at him, "I just think that if you were asked to choose in the same situation, you would probably do it—don't say this Yes, brother..."

"Ok?"

"It's all out," Chi Yang followed his example and took a bite of the cake. The sweetness made the root of his tongue sticky, so he put down his fork and said with a smile, "Let's make an appointment, I want to take you somewhere."

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