Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

When Lu Yunxiu saw me, he looked almost the same as when I saw him, with his original expression still, and a little more shock in his eyes.And Fang Zhe next to him wanted to see a ghost suddenly, his exaggerated expression could only be described as frightened.

Li Xiao next to me has already greeted a boy in Class [-] freely. He was stunned before because he met an acquaintance.

The boy didn't run on us, and stayed longer, he just said politely: "Are you looking for Sun Rui again?"

"Yes, give him a mobile phone." Li Xiao said.

The matter of Sun Rui is not a secret. I have heard of it before, but this time it is just confirmed.As they talked and walked out, the ghost faction headed by Fang Zhe slowly relaxed their shoulders, seeming to understand that we are here to find someone.

Talking and laughing to the intersection, each went home.

After Lu Yunxiu stopped taking the car with me, he and his classmates took the bus every night. We walked to the bus stop after we were lost in thought. Today, we found that Hong Tian dragged everyone from his class and our class to the Internet cafe to celebrate the end of the exam. .

I originally wanted to talk about taking a taxi, but the bus just happened to come, and there were not many people who missed the rush hour after school.

The two of us got in the car, sat in the two consecutive seats in the back row, took off our schoolbags and put them in front of us, and then remained relatively silent.

After a while, he asked first, "Is there a lot going on in the Propaganda Department these days?"

"It's not much, it's all fine. Isn't it almost a holiday?" I said.

His level of politeness was too low, and he felt a little embarrassed after asking, but when he heard that I answered honestly, he immediately talked about the holiday, "It's really late this year."

"Yeah, it's already the [-]th of the twelfth lunar month, and there are still parent-teacher meetings after the results. But the holiday balance after the next year is quite sufficient." I laughed.

He said yes, and said that Jingxiu had already started to plan where to go after the Chinese New Year. When he mentioned Jingxiu, he talked a little bit more, and they all laughed when they chatted.

Our communication is always easy.

"I heard that you are going to participate in the piano competition, how are you preparing?" I asked.

Shaking his head and sighing, he just said, "Do your best."

I haven't seen his attitude on the piano before, and I couldn't help but ask a few words: "Is it difficult? Are you going to Poland?"

"It's very difficult. And Poland doesn't have it this year, and it may sign up for Germany or Italy at the end of the year." He said.

I nodded cautiously, for fear of alarming his current distress.What's more, my child's piano level is nothing that can help, I can only hear and talk, if he doesn't want to talk, just accompany him to worry for a while.

"Can you do me a favor?" he asked suddenly.

"Of course." I nodded hurriedly.

"I still keep it a secret at home. You know my dad definitely disagrees, but my uncle is very supportive and can help me a lot. Don't tell my dad about it first, and help me cover up if necessary?" he said.

I said "no problem" one by one.

Lu Yunxiu was so happy that he hugged my shoulders and said, "Good brother." After a long while, he lowered his arms in an embarrassing way, talking about him from left to right.

I told him, if you have anything to say, just say it.

He hesitated and asked, "Was that bar fun just now?"

"You want to go too?" I couldn't help raising my eyebrows.

"I, I'm curious." Lu Yunxiu said, "How does it feel when you go in, do you feel uncomfortable?" He asked cautiously.

I laughed at him, pretending to be mysterious and said: "It feels very novel and unexpected. You know, they look like...they are no different from these people on the bus. I always thought they were hiding something deep , and then release yourself like a group of demons dancing in your own circle. Only when you go in and look at it can you feel that they are really ordinary people.”

Lu Yunxiu's eyes seemed to light up, he leaned his head over and asked in a low voice, "Then don't you find it annoying or bad?"

"This, this has nothing to do with me, I respect other people's preferences." I said vaguely.To be honest, I still don't quite know where I am.

Lu Yunxiu let out an "oh", sat up straight, his eyes flickered and he didn't know what he was thinking.

He looks like a well-behaved and sensible person, but he actually has his own ideas, otherwise he would always ask me to help him cover all kinds of things.

And I am very familiar with his curious look, it is exactly the same as the first time I heard Yu Xuan talk about going to an Internet cafe to play games.

So I took the initiative to suggest, "Why don't I take you inside someday?" I thought that at least I went in with Li Xiao once, it would be better than going by himself, eh, not necessarily, Lu Yunxiu might not be as cowardly as us The Human Squad is so uncomfortable.

Lu Yunxiu nodded without any hesitation: "Okay, okay."

April 2

Happy New Years Eve.

This time I don’t need to change the notebook. Since I couldn’t help but keep writing longer and longer diaries, I bought a laptop and started writing like lightning.

Just can't be bothered to turn it on...

The sixth day of February 2

Lu Jingxiu clamored for me and Momo to accompany him on a trip, and the location was up to us to choose.

In order to cover for his brother and try not to alarm Uncle Lu, I readily agreed.I didn't expect Momo to say nothing this time.

There is a world of difference between taking my sister to take care of Lu Jingxiu and just going out to play with this little bald donkey Lu Jingxiu. Momo doesn't want to go, and I don't bother to go.

I didn't expect that Lu Jingxiu didn't make a fuss anymore, which was a bit beyond my expectation.

What's the matter, he is planning to go out with Momo, and then use me as a bodyguard and light bulbs?

The ninth day of February 2

A high school classmate my mother hadn't seen for a long time came to pay New Year's greetings, and the couple brought a daughter.

What's interesting is that the couple and we are both classmates, and we sat at the same table at the beginning.

Zhu Jun started work in the third year of junior high school, and Momo and I helped accompany the guests.

That girl was older than Zhu Jun, and much older than Momo and I, so we didn't need to take her around, the two families just sat together drinking tea and talking.

My mother was very excited, and the three of them were all classmates and had a common language.

That young lady is very good at chatting, she is curious about her parents' affairs, and she leads my mother to talk about it, without worrying about having nothing to talk about.Momo and I also listened more and more deeply, and suddenly felt that although the environment of their generation was very different from ours, things were always changing.

Although they don't have a mobile phone or computer, they don't have an online life, but they still follow stars, play games, read novels and watch TV series just like us.My mother and Aunt Huang talked about the grievances and grievances between the girls back then, which were no different from those of our generation.

The external environment cannot change the human nature of tens of thousands of years, and the progress of science and technology cannot be regarded as the evolution of human beings.

Aunt Huang and Uncle He got married at the age of 24, and gave birth to a young lady at the age of 25, but they were ordinary classmates in high school.When the surrounding students received the wedding invitation, they couldn't believe it, and repeatedly asked them what was going on.

When Aunt Huang mentioned these things, she would blush now.

Although they all graduated at that time, they had the habit of visiting for New Year's greetings very early. Uncle He went back to Aunt Huang's house at least once a year, and kept in touch.Later, Aunt Huang's elder brother found that Uncle He was running more and more frequently—her elder brother's original words were "this kid comes to the house every two days to eat", so he asked him what he meant to him, and if he wanted to confess his love, hurry up, otherwise who Don't delay anyone, and then the two will establish a relationship.

The most surprising thing is that Aunt Huang herself didn't know there was this passage. When Uncle He said it, she widened her eyes in surprise and asked several times: "Is there such a thing? Really? My brother also talked to you?"

It's a pity that Uncle Huang didn't come, as far as how we treat my sister, we will definitely become friends who forget the year.

After they left, the more I thought about it, the more miraculous it became that decades of life passed by in a hurry.For me, a person who has gone through two bad times, this sense of emptiness that cannot be seen or grasped is even more obvious.Fortunately, I see it more openly now, and I don't want to catch what this is any more, just go with the situation.

But it is still very interesting to look at the people around you through the time filter, such as the pair of Fang Zhe and Bai Xueying. Imagine that if they really cultivated, there would be a little Fang Zhe or Xiao Xueying running all over the ground ten years later... Wow, that is really amazing Wonderful.

For the onlookers, as long as they are together, they are the imprint of their time in high school. Looking at them, they can't help but think of their young selves, and then when they look up, they find that they are already in an irreversible future.

Maybe two people who are very close and have mutual friends together will have such an effect. It must be interesting to see their children and think of two old friends at the same time.

Shall I make up my mind to help them both?

Haha, I'm an outsider, so don't worry too much, I haven't even taken care of my own affairs.

I will……

If Lu Yunxiu is not married, I don't think I will give up.I can't be with a person I don't like, and I will hurt myself and her.But what if the other party wants what I can afford, such as a rich life and a stable family relationship, instead of asking for affection?

In fact, in the circle of aristocratic families, I have seen too many people like this.In the face of a materially free life, choosing to sacrifice part of your emotions can be regarded as a willingness to give up.

This is the case in my family. My mother had already appointed Zhu Lu as a fiancée. I don't think she can say whether she married my father because of love.But after they got married, they respected each other as guests and were very harmonious.

No one can say anything about the future, maybe Lu Yunxiu will completely leave my life in the future, and then I may fall in love with other girls.

Although these two situations are not what I expected, the only thing I can boast about is that I understand the principles of impermanence and the fact that people can change better than my peers, and I am too lazy to argue with words.All I can do is to follow the footsteps of fate, and I am lucky, not my fate.

But if he never gets married, I don't want to, I hope he is happy.But……

Alas, I don't want to do this, and I don't want to do that. I didn't expect that I would be capricious.

Oh, I almost forgot to record, I have been assigned to three classes this semester!I love learning, only learning can make me happy!