dreamer

Ji Ziyang rubbed his arms. The long-term binding left his shoulder blades and even his wrists in an extremely uncomfortable state. In addition to the hangover last night and sleeping on the floor all night, his whole body was a little overwhelmed. Like cracked.

But Ji Ziyang, who was untied, didn't rush to take care of everything he had. He just washed up briefly, sat on the side rubbing his wrists, and watched the guy who was busy in the kitchen.

The guy said his name was Ji Changsi, and he was standing in the kitchen making food.

There was a strong aroma in the room, but this smell did not stimulate Ji Ziyang's empty internal organs, but made his thoughts run faster.

Ji Changsi's back is not unfamiliar at all, and if you say it, it makes people feel very familiar.

Although it is very difficult to accept such a fact in a short period of time, for Ji Ziyang, besides the difficulty, there is also disappointment in himself, that is, he has only now figured out what is wrong with Wei Xi .

In fact, there has been countless information from a long time ago, is it enough to show everything today?

The gossip of the proprietress in the small supermarket, the big brother who can play football that the children in the park have seen, Wei Xi often disappears for no reason, and the strange atmosphere that is clearly visible at home after disappearing. Everything is already there.

Ji Ziyang raised his head to look at the thin figure in the kitchen, and lowered his head sadly.

That was Ji Changsi, but to Ji Ziyang, that person was obviously called Wei Xi before.

What was that feeling like?

When you are faced with a close relative or friend whom you know well and have known for a long time, you feel that the guy in front of you is so strange, and for no reason there is a voice from the bottom of your heart telling you that he is not that guy, even if they grow up You have the same face, but you've got the wrong person.

This feeling was so familiar, it immediately reminded him of the feeling he had been looking at Wei Xi for a long time, and he couldn't find Wei Jiale's shadow in Wei Xi's eyes.

But today, Wei Xi refreshed his feeling towards him again, he didn't find any aura about Wei Xi in this person in front of him at all.

Now Ji Ziyang finally knows why he once saw such a strange and hostile look in Wei Xi's eyes, and he has finally confirmed that the Wei Xi-like figure he had seen downstairs in Wei Xi's house before was actually a transformed figure. To the secondary personality Wei Xi.

Dissociative personality disorder, often confused with schizophrenia, is also called multiple personality disorder.

If this is the case, then the remaining doubts about Wei Xi's body are basically solved.

It turns out that schizophrenia is just a cover to disturb the vision, and those seemingly short-term amnesia are not sequelae, but just the lack of time caused by the personality switching process, which is a memory fault.

Wei Xi, no, it should be called Ji Changsi now.

He turned around and walked from the kitchen into the living room to the dining table. His movements and demeanor all the way looked completely different from Wei Xi's. If it wasn't for the same appearance, he would be no different from the two of them.

Ji Ziyang was still looking at Ji Changsi with that probing look, and Ji Changsi was disgusted by Ji Ziyang's gaze.

"Are you going to eat?"

The indifference in the words, but there are two sets of tableware on the dining table.The food is also very simple, poached eggs, bread, and two boxes of milk.

Ji Ziyang was really hungry, so he hurried to sit down at the dining table, picked up a carton of milk, glanced at it, then glanced in the direction of the kitchen and asked Ji Changsi, "What are you doing?"

"Boiled eggs."

"Boiled eggs?"

"Well, but it's not for you."

Ji Ziyang looked at the milk in his hand, thanked Ji Changsi, and ate it on his own.

During this period, Ji Ziyang continued to observe Ji Changsi's every move, and eating Xiangzhen was incomparable to Wei Xi's dawdling, sipping manner, and Wei Jiale's dawdling, eating-and-playing habit when he was a child. no the same.

Ji Ziyang curled his lips and asked Ji Changsi, "I heard that you also like instant noodles with vinegar?"

Ji Changsi was taken aback when he heard the words, he bit his poached egg and raised his head, giving Ji Ziyang a strange look.

"Wei Xi told me."

Ji Chang thought for a while, said nothing, lowered his head and continued to eat.

But after a while, Ji Ziyang said again, "How old are you?"

Ji Changsi raised his eyes to look at him again.

"Where is your family? Where do you work? Where are your parents? You..."

"What about your household registration?" Ji Changsi glared at Ji Ziyang, and after a while he only answered Ji Ziyang's first question, "I grew up with Wei Xi."

Ji Ziyang nodded, and asked Ji Changsi some questions about his background, but most of Ji Changsi didn't answer him, unless he was forced to confide a few things.

But just these few words are enough to create a very overall image. Ji Changsi's personality development is very complete, which is similar to Ji Ziyang's previous guess.

Later Ji Changsi also took the initiative to ask Ji Ziyang, "Where is Wei Xi?"

Ji Ziyang hesitated, "Do you... know the relationship between you and Wei Xi?"

"Relationship?" Ji Changsi was stunned for a moment, "What kind of relationship?"

"He's right here, can't you see it?"

Ji Ziyang looked at Ji Changsi seriously, his eyes sent chills down Ji Changsi's spine, "Can't you really feel him?"

"What do you mean? Where is he?"

Seeing Ji Changsi's serious expression, Ji Ziyang suddenly smiled easily, "Just kidding, he... is in the hospital."

"He is sick?"

"kindness."

"Which hospital?"

"If you can't go, I won't even be able to see him. When he recovers, he will come back." Ji Ziyang lit a cigarette and looked away, "It's not a serious illness, it's just... the memory loss. "

Hearing this, Ji Changsi lowered his head and thought about it carefully, then said unhappily, "If you hadn't always let him recover his memory, this kind of thing wouldn't have happened to him."

"...Yes, it's all my fault."

"Speaking of the hospital, I remember seeing you in the hospital too, when..."

Ji Ziyang was startled, and quickly sat up straight and looked at Ji Changsi, "What did you see then?"

"It's nothing, maybe it's a dream."

Ji Changsi lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then shook his head indifferently.

But Ji Ziyang didn't understand, "I thought we met before."

He thought it was the first time he and Ji Changsi met in the hospital.

"We've met before, and I didn't expect you to be Ji Ziyang." Ji Changsi smiled, "It's been a long time ago, I was fighting with someone at the door of a bar..."

Ji Ziyang was suffocated when he heard the words, a long time ago, a fight in a bar?

Isn't that what happened when he and Wei Xi met for the first time?

Ji Ziyang closed his eyes, and showed another burst of indescribable suddenness.

"What's wrong with you?" Ji Changsi was still asking him, "You said you wanted to talk to me before, what exactly do you want to talk about?"

Ji Ziyang sighed, then turned to Ji Changsi and said, "I want to ask you to do me a favor."

"What are you busy with?"

"I think... can you contact me first every time you want to find Wei Xi?"

Hearing this, Ji Changsi showed an even more confused expression.

"Because my friend is Wei Xi's attending doctor, he will give me some information about Wei Xi from time to time. If you want to know, you can come to me directly." Ji Ziyang said slowly, as if afraid that Ji Changsi would not understand , "I hope you don't just look for Wei Xi, and then run around when you can't find anyone, how about it?"

Although that kind of situation is basically impossible, apart from going back and forth between home and the hospital all day, Wei Xi has no other opportunities to run around.But Ji Ziyang still has to make sure that it doesn't happen. Isn't the situation like last night a special case?

Ji Changsi frowned, and asked in a particularly puzzled manner, "Why did you help me?"

"Wei Xi's friends are my friends."

Ji Ziyang smiled faintly, got up and found his coat, and took out a business card from his wallet, "How about it, we have an agreement?"

Ji Changsi took the business card, still looking at it puzzled.

He didn't want to establish any unnecessary contact with the guy in front of him, but it seemed that this was the only way to know Wei Xi's situation.

Later, Ji Ziyang chatted with Ji Changsi about some things.For Ji Changsi, it was probably nothing to talk about.But for Ji Ziyang, that is the essential information about this personality that needs to be known.

During this period, Ji Ziyang called Xu Fei and explained that Wei Xi would not go to the hospital if he was with him today.So he just stayed at home and guarded the guy in front of him. Even if Ji Changsi asked him to leave again and again, he could find all kinds of excuses not to leave, and if Ji Changsi wanted to leave, he would also look like he would not do so.

The two hated each other and saw each other so much, it wasn't until nightfall that Ji Changsi finally collapsed on the sofa and fell asleep in a deep sleep.

Ji Ziyang kept pretending to play with his mobile phone, and waited for the guy on the sofa to fall asleep before gently lifting his eyelids to take a look.Unexpectedly, the guy who was disturbed slapped Ji Ziyang's face directly while he was half asleep and half awake.

Ji Ziyang sighed with a sullen face, and didn't care about the beating. Seeing that the man couldn't wake up at all, he carried him directly from the sofa to the bedroom.

When Ji Ziyang rubbed his eyes when he was pushed awake the next day, he saw the familiar gaze.

"Why...how did you come here?"

With a familiar tone and a familiar expression, Wei Xi looked at Ji Ziyang with disgust, and even the disgusted anger on his face showed a bit of useless cowardice.

Ji Ziyang stared blankly at Wei Xi for a while, and felt that he suddenly wanted to cry.

But before Ji Ziyang was ready to cry, when Wei Xi realized that his time had been unknowingly missing another day, his whole body instantly fell into a state of trance.

Wei Xi sat alone on the floor of the studio in a daze, staring at the screen of the mobile phone on the floor with a face full of bewilderment.

He was about to check his work email, but when he walked into the studio, he saw the date on his phone.

Why is this happening again?

Is it because he secretly threw away the medicine?

Where did those lost time and memories go?

Thinking about the experience of the past month or so, is it true that I am not normal?

As Wei Xi thought about it, suddenly, there was a touch of warmth on her shoulders.

Turning his head to the side, it was Ji Ziyang who came behind him at some point, looking at him with concern.

This is the first time that Ji Ziyang has observed Wei Xi after the personality switch, and this is the first time that Ji Ziyang has seen Wei Xi who is so helpless and at a loss.

"I... I fell asleep again?"

Ji Ziyang patted Wei Xi's shoulder, his eyes flickered for a while, but his mouth just comforted him, "Ah, you fell asleep again."

Wei Xi lowered her eyes desolately, and slowly stood up.

Ji Ziyang followed behind him, watching Wei Xi observe everything at home.He narrowed his eyes, and sure enough, when Wei Xi walked into the kitchen, he let out a cheer similar to surprise.

"Changsi...Ji Changsi has been here?"

Ji Ziyang has never seen such a dazzling light in Wei Xi's eyes, and that different expression all shows the joy and joy in Wei Xi's heart, just like Wei Jiale when he was a child, who also stood in front of him. On the tall second floor of the old house, leaning on the fence, he watched Ji Ziyang who came to play with him from top to bottom.

But now that dazzling light no longer belongs to Ji Ziyang.

"En..." Ji Ziyang sniffed and said in a deep voice, "He has been here."

"Did you see him?" Wei Xi rushed to Ji Ziyang and asked emotionally, "Did you see him? I didn't lie to you, he is not fake, right?"

Ji Ziyang pursed his lips, let Wei Xi hold his arm, and nodded lightly, "Well, you didn't lie to me."

Wei Xi did not lie to him, Ji Changsi is real, he is not an illusion.

It's just that Ji Ziyang's tone was always sour and melancholy, which Wei Xi, who was still in a state of excitement, couldn't hear.

Ji Ziyang tried his best to squeeze out a smile, as if he was speaking to Wei Xi, but also to himself, "I saw him, he is real."

"Long thinking..."

Wei Xi lowered her head, called the name in a low voice, and then ran back to the kitchen to look around.

After a while, Wei Xi ran up to Ji Ziyang with two things, and handed them to him as if offering treasures.

"Here you are, breakfast."

Ji Ziyang was taken aback by what Wei Xi handed over, which was an egg and a box of milk.He knew that Ji Changsi cooked the eggs yesterday, and Ji Changsi bought the milk yesterday.

It's just that he didn't realize yesterday that when these two things came together, and Wei Xi's face with a bright smile at this time, he suddenly felt a little dazed.

In a trance, I went back to my childhood, when Ji Ziyang's mother was afraid that he would be hungry halfway through school, so she would bring him an egg and a box of milk every day.But Ji Ziyang would bring an extra copy every day, and then he ran towards the house deep in the alley with his small schoolbag on his back in the morning light, and shouted loudly at the big iron gate, "Wei—Jia—" happy!"

When a little boy with the same dress finally emerged from the door, Ji Ziyang would stuff the eggs and milk in the bag into Wei Jiale's arms like offering treasures.

Then, Ji Ziyang will be able to get a most satisfying harvest.

Wei Jiale showed a bright smile, took the initiative to hold Ji Ziyang's little hand, and then walked with him on the way to the school.

Ji Ziyang stared blankly at the eggs and milk in his hand, then at the bright smile on Wei Xi's face.

"Ji Changsi prepared it for me, and I will share it with you!"

The big eyes fluttered, and there was a hint of expectation in them.

Ji Ziyang's heart seemed to be stabbed by something, and a feeling of confusion emerged spontaneously.

He suddenly felt a little dizzy, and felt that something was wrong.

In the deepest part of his heart, at the edge of his mind, there was an unexplainable feeling that pulled his thoughts step by step towards a more chaotic guess.

Although it is impossible, some things are too coincidental, right?