Chen Mufengchun

Chen Shuyu disappeared, and disappeared after the high school entrance examination results. The school went to the house to look for him, and the county leaders also went to the house to look for him, but no one knew where he was because his father kept silent about his whereabouts.

The county is notoriously impoverished, and even education is poor. Finally, there is a student with good grades who can be ranked in the city. The county leaders even expressed their willingness to subsidize Chen Shuyu to finish college, as long as he studies well—— Anyone with a discerning eye knows that Chen Shuyu did not go to high school because his family conditions did not allow it.

But Chen Shuyu's father said something that made all the lobbyists who went to Chen Shuyu's house give up their hearts. Can you support his sister together?If Chen Shuyu went to school, his sister would not be able to afford it.

Everyone left, some scolded Chen Shuyu's father for being biased, and some lamented that the life of the poor is too difficult.But after scolding and lamenting, no one cares about Chen Shuyu anymore.

Chen Shuyu began to work outside at the age of 16. She would find a job wherever she was tired, and go to find a job when she was bored.He has been wandering outside for four years, working as a shampoo boy, a scrubber, a car washer, and almost all the jobs in the lower class of society, but he has never been to a restaurant, even if he earns more.

Someone asked him why he didn't have a job that paid more.He just said he thought the kitchen smelled, and then took the conversation elsewhere.Chen Shuyu once also thought that he would never enter the kitchen again in this life, and would never smell that familiar smell that disgusted him again, but he did not expect to enter the kitchen after going around, and even became a chef. That smell lingers for a lifetime.

It is difficult to live alone outside. Chen Shuyu has been cheated and beaten.At the most difficult time, after he sent back the money he had planned to send home every month, the money left on his body was only enough for him to eat one meal a day, but Chen Shuyu still survived, as if he was angry with his father, he was outside No matter how hard it was, I didn't tell my family half a point, it seemed that if I said it, I lost.But Chen Shuyu also knows that this kind of anger is meaningless. He has carefully paid attention to the people around him. When people are angry, they often do some self-abusing things, but they will also get regret or love from the other party because of these things.But this kind of argument does not hold true with my father, because he doesn't care about himself at all.

But why doesn't he care about himself, he and Chen Shuyue look exactly the same, both are children born to their mothers, why are they treated so differently?

Chen Shuyu couldn't figure out this question all the time. Later, this question was answered after his father got drunk once.

You little bastard!I worked hard to raise you, but I didn't expect you to be a white-eyed wolf just like your heartless father!What's wrong if I don't let you go to school?I'm glad I didn't strangle you!I should have strangled you and left Yueyue alone!Yueyue, don't go home yet, Dad misses you.

Chen Shuyu didn't expect the answer to the question to be like this. He finally understood why Chen Shuyue looked relieved when she went to school, but she always refused to go home when she was on vacation, why the two were close relatives, and she never cared about herself. Bury your head in the sand like an ostrich.

After that, Chen Shuyu never went home again, and the money she earned began to be divided into three parts, one for Chen Shuyue, one for her family, and the rest for herself.

He also went to Chen Shuyue's school. The school was too big, as big as his five junior high schools, and so beautiful, but he didn't dare to go in. First, the school would not allow strangers to enter the school. For Chen Shuyue, and the way he dresses will make Chen Shuyue be laughed at by her classmates.

Chen Shuyue is getting more and more beautiful, and she doesn't look like a girl from a small place at all. Although she doesn't dress well, she is elegant and graceful, so many people will definitely chase her after her.

Chen Shuyu was lying beside the fence wall of the school and watching Chen Shuyue standing on the leading exercise platform. He suddenly didn't want to talk about it with Chen Shuyue. Some things are better to be carried alone than to make the pain of two people double. , let the other person gradually relieved.He thought, let this matter be a secret, he doesn't want to be fair, he is a boy, why can't he live forever.

Later, Chen Shuyue was admitted to a university in Liaocheng. Chen Shuyu breathed a sigh of relief, because he no longer had to work hard to earn money. Chen Shuyue started to work part-time at the university, and applied for a scholarship. In addition, her academic performance was also good. There are scholarships.But she also did not call home for a longer period of time, nor did she contact Chen Shuyu.

Chen Shuyu knew that just like he was secretly jealous of Chen Shuyue in his heart before, Chen Shuyue was also jealous of herself in her heart.Both of them were asking themselves in their hearts, why did you treat me like this and not him/her?

He didn't care, the two of them hadn't been close since they were young, and later on they hardly spoke, the only contact was when he sent her money, he told her himself, and she replied that he had received it.

But Chen Shuyu's breath didn't last long, and a phone call made his heart ache.

Chen Shuyue disappeared suddenly during her freshman semester.

Father suddenly called, the voice on the phone was very low, but what he said startled Chen Shuyu.

Chen Shuyu hurriedly contacted Chen Shuyue, but found that she knew nothing about her other than Chen Shuyue's phone number.

He left the work in hand and went home first. When his father saw him, his expression was finally no longer indifferent, but asked him anxiously what to do.

Chen Shuyu looked at the white-haired, old and out-of-shape man in front of him. He had never been out of this small county in his life. The tall man who used to be arrogant to his family but humble to outsiders now raised his head and asked himself in a daze. what to do.Chen Shuyu suddenly felt a kind of abnormal pleasure in his heart, even though his compatriot sister was missing now.

Chen Shuyu took his father directly to Chen Shuyue's school, which was bigger and more beautiful than Chen Shuyue's high school. He walked for a long time in the school before finding the professional teaching building where Chen Shuyue was.After asking the teacher and roommates, I found out that Chen Shuyue hadn't seen her for almost a month.The result of the face-to-face interview was to call the police, and then look for it by myself.

After Chen Shuyu called the police, she and her father searched in Liaocheng for another week. They searched all the places Chen Shuyue could go, but to no avail.

A few days later, a news came from the police station saying that they were looking for a female corpse and asked them to identify it.

The result was good, that body was not Chen Shuyue, but the consequences of that news were bad, her father fell ill.

His body was overdrawn due to a lot of physical work when he was young, and he was still pushing bricks on the construction site until Chen Shuyue disappeared, so when the news came, his heart couldn't take it anymore. When Chen Shuyue was at the police station, his heart couldn't stand the ups and downs of the roller coaster, so he fainted right away at the police station.

After arriving at the hospital, the doctor told Chen Shuyu bluntly that his heart was severely depleted and he needed to be recuperated in the hospital for a period of time, but it would be impossible to cure him thoroughly.

To make matters worse, Chen Shuyue was not found, and her father was admitted to the hospital, where he needed medicine every day and a lot of money. 20-year-old Chen Shuyu touched the remaining 500 yuan in his pocket, not knowing what to do.

The hospital is a place that burns money, and there are more than 2000 likes for the bills charged in just one week. The doctor said that the medicines used are all good medicines, otherwise the care will not be good.Chen Shuyu didn't understand this, he only knew that he had already borrowed everyone who could, but he only borrowed one thousand and eight.

He no longer looks for Chen Shuyue everywhere. Now that he works two jobs a day, he doesn't have enough money to get a heart-nourishing injection, so he can only find a way to squeeze out time to find another job.

The result of working part-time most of the time is that I can't eat enough and can't sleep well.Chen Shuyu brought lunch to his father, waited for him to finish, and walked out of the hospital after being scolded.There is still some time before work, and all the money in his pocket has bought lunch for his father, but he hasn't eaten yet.

The temperature in Liaocheng was higher than that at home, and the weather in May was warm. Chen Shuyu was hungry and sleepy, and he couldn't bear it anymore.There is a small garden at the back of the hospital, where there are several benches, where Chen Shuyu is going to take a rest before going to work.As a result, Chen Shuyu became sleepy after sitting for a while, and it was good to sleep, and he would not be hungry when he fell asleep. Chen Shuyu fell asleep after thinking about it.

When he woke up, he found himself covered with a suit jacket, and there was a person standing beside him, facing the light, Chen Shuyu couldn't see his face clearly.

As soon as he moved, the people around him found that he was awake, and the person said, "I'm awake."

Chen Shuyu didn't like talking to strangers, but they kindly covered her with clothes, so she couldn't help but say, "Well, thank you for your coat."

"You don't remember me?" the man asked.

Chen Shuyu was taken aback by the question, and asked, "What?"

"I said you don't remember me, you forgot that you spilled wine on me when you served wine that day, and you were scolded by your foreman." The man said.

Hearing what he said, Chen Shuyu was a bit impressed. He worked as a waiter in a bar at night. One day he was in a bad mood because he was scolded while staying with the hospital in bed. As a result, he was a little dazed when serving drinks to the guests, and a glass of wine was directly spilled on people. Yes, I was scolded by the foreman and deducted half of the day's money.

The man saw that Chen Shuyu hadn't spoken for a long time, and said again: "Then do you still remember that one day you came out of the ward and bumped into a person, knocking all the fruits in his hand, and you helped pick them up for a long time?" .”

Chen Shuyu remembered again that he was also scolded in the ward that day, and then he was angrily preparing to go to work, but when he went out, he bumped into someone, scattered a bag of fruit all over the ground, he helped pick it up, and was late for work again , was trained by the boss again.

But Chen Shuyu was face-blind, and he didn't expect that the two encounters were the same person.

Chen Shuyu thought, it would be nothing good to meet this person.

Seeing that Chen Shuyu was still silent, the man said, "If you can't remember it, then don't think about it. I heard your stomach rumbling just now. You haven't eaten yet, have you?"

Chen Shuyu blushed at what he said, and didn't know how to answer.

The man said, "Would you like to have something to eat with me, I just haven't eaten yet."

"No, no need, I have something to do in a while, thank you." Chen Shuyu finally found something to say, this person is too familiar, and obviously they don't even know each other's names, so they invite strangers to eat together.

The man seemed to have expected that he would be rejected, and said, "It's okay."

Then he said something that made Chen Shuyu angry, scared and embarrassed.

"I know you need money very much right now, but on your own, even if you don't eat or drink and work ten jobs a day, you can't earn your father's hospital bills, let alone you can't do it at all. Follow me , I know you are, follow me, I will help you pay your father's hospitalization fee, and I will help you find your sister, how about it?"

Chen Shuyu was stunned by what he said. This passage contained too much information.

What is "you are"?what is it

Chen Shuyu knows the answer to this question, what is it?He Chen Shuyu is gay.