Chen Mufengchun

Every boy's puberty comes sooner or later, but the content is roughly the same. They suddenly find that the focus of their eyes has shifted from the game comic book to the beautiful girl in the next class, and then not only during the day, but sometimes at night. dream.The same is true for Chen Shuyu, but he is different from ordinary boys. All he pays attention to and dreams about are boys of the same gender as himself.

Although the teenage Chen Shuyu was unusually precocious, he was still a child and didn't understand what was going on.During that period of time, he was in a trance, what happened to him, was he sick, why did he dream of a boy doing that to him?

But no one can give him an answer, that indifferent father doesn't care about him, and his own sister has long been a stranger to him, and the only one who pays attention to him is his teacher, because the teacher asked him why he didn't pay attention to his studies recently, and his grades regressed a lot of.Chen Shuyu's doubts were dismissed by the teacher's words. No matter whether he was sick or not, he had to study hard and gag his father with his grades, so that he could continue to study.

It wasn't until he stopped going to school that he started to wander around. The lower classes of society had everything. The more he saw, the more he knew. Later, he learned to surf the Internet. Then he knew what was wrong with him. It wasn't a disease. Just like some people are right-handed and left-handed, some people like women and some people like men, but such people are so rare that they are almost unknown, and he is one of these people.

Chen Shuyu thought about his own future. Even if he knew his own orientation, he didn't want to find a man to fall in love with. After experiencing those things, he felt a little disgusted with the word "love". Rather than saying that he doesn't believe in love, it's better to say that he thinks Money comes more reliably.But he would not find a woman to marry, it would be unfair to that woman, no one can harm others for their own benefit, even if they don't have much education, but people can't be without morality.

Chen Shuyu took this matter as another secret that he would never tell in his whole life, but he never thought that his secret would be known so quickly, and even this secret became a key to completely change his life.

The young Chen Shuyu felt that his dignity was offended when he heard that passage. He blushed and rejected the man's proposal directly. He turned around and wanted to leave, but unexpectedly the man grabbed his hand , Then stuffed a business card, left a sentence "you think about it", and left.

Chen Shuyu looked at the business card in his hand, which said the general manager of a technology company, Cheng Yan, and his phone number below.

He looked at it for a long time, and then put the business card in his pocket in a strange way.

When I arrived at the part-time job, I was late again and was scolded by the boss again.

Sure enough, nothing good happens every time I meet him, Chen Shuyu thought.

Chen Shuyu persisted for another week, with no money left in his pocket, and he was sent to the hospital because of hypoglycemia, and he had to spend another sum of money.

Just like playing games, if you have poor equipment in the game, you can only be beaten by NPCs, but in this world, if you have no money, you can only be beaten by reality.

Chen Shuyu called the number on his business card at the public phone booth of the hospital after he was no longer dizzy. The man named Cheng Yan came very quickly, and he didn't say anything to ridicule him after he came, and he paid all his father's expenses directly. Said that there is still a part reserved.Then Cheng Yan asked Chen Shuyu to quit all his jobs. After Chen Shuyu finished taking care of his father that day, he directly lived in Cheng Yan's house. The two of them did it that night, or Cheng Yan was evading it, and Chen Shuyu took the initiative.

Chen Shuyu had secretly watched the film before, and also checked the information out of curiosity. He knew that this kind of thing would hurt the first time, but he didn't know it would hurt this much.

He has been crying since Cheng Yan came in, but the crying is not only because of physical pain.

He was beside Cheng Yan when he handed over the money. The total amount was [-], and Cheng Yan paid [-] directly.

He sold himself for 1 yuan, and he sold it without a deadline. He didn't even know how long he would stay with this man named Cheng Yan, just a few days, a few months, or a lifetime.

He used to have so many fantasies about the future. When Chen Shuyue finished college, he would go to settle down in a small town in the south. When he saved enough money, he would open a small bookstore and buy a lot of books, all the books he wanted to read. down.

But now, he is no different from the heavily made-up women he saw in those alleys before. Even if there is a difference, it is just that they are sold to many people, while he is only sold to one person, and he does not have them. I came so frankly, I wanted to cry a few times to set up a memorial archway even though I had done it.

That night Cheng Yan didn't make it to the end, Chen Shuyu cried so much, he hugged Chen Shuyu in his arms, and kept wiping his tears until he fell asleep crying, then wiped his face with a wet towel, and again Give him medicine.

In fact, Chen Shuyu knew when Cheng Yan was doing those things. Chen Shuyu didn't want to open his eyes like an ostrich, thinking in his heart that this client was quite a gentleman.

It was mid-July, and there was still no news of Chen Shuyue. Her father was still living in the hospital, but his health had improved. The doctor said that as long as he was not stimulated, he would be fine.Chen Shuyu wanted him to be discharged from the hospital, but Cheng Yan didn't agree. He said that there were still some problems, why didn't he go home after recuperating in the hospital.

Chen Shuyu said that there is no cure for this disease, it can only be recuperated. Anyway, she is simply taking medicine in the hospital now, so it is better to go home to save money.

Cheng Yan said, your husband still has the money, and his father-in-law is taken care of in the hospital, which is better than at home.

Chen Shuyu didn't argue anymore, he wasn't used to Cheng Yan saying such things, it was clearly about the relationship between the prostitute and the client, but his words were always very ambiguous.

No one ever asked his father's opinion. Chen Shuyu even rarely went to the hospital after Cheng Yan hired a high-level nurse for his father, because as long as he was in the ward, he would only get scolded.And my father never asked Chen Shuyu where he got the money to stay in the hospital, or that he already knew where Chen Shuyu got the money, because his words of scolding Chen Shuyu changed from "little bastard" to "bitch." people".

Cheng Yan once asked Chen Shuyu why the relationship between father and son was so rigid, but Chen Shuyu did not tell Cheng Yan the reason.

Because he quit all his jobs and didn't go to the hospital to take care of his father, Chen Shuyu's daily life was to stay at Cheng Yan's house, or watch TV, or be in a daze. On the contrary, Cheng Yan went out early and returned late every day because of work, and the two met every day. Not much time.

But Chen Shuyu clearly felt that the two of them were getting along differently than before, but he couldn't say what it was. In short, if something happened suddenly, his first reaction would be to find Cheng Yan, not like before. Ask yourself what to do like that.

Chen Shuyu knew that this was not a good sign, but the situation was beyond his control alone.

A few days later, another bad news came from the police station—a highly rotten, unknown female corpse with the small silver lock that Chen Shuyu described when calling the police.

Chen Shuyu happened to be in the hospital when he received the call. That day, his father rarely scolded him. The ward was so quiet that Chen Shuyu walked out while answering the phone. His father could hear the words "I need you to come to the police station again" on the phone.Chen Shuyu couldn't resist him, and the two went to the police station together.

The corpse was indeed highly rotten. Chen Shuyu couldn't see anything about the corpse that resembled Chen Shuyue, except for the small silver lock around the neck of the corpse, which was exactly the same as the one on his neck. It was bought by their father when they were [-] days old. .

The father fainted again, and Chen Shuyu had no time to identify the body and sent his father back to the hospital.

The father was in the emergency room, and the police outside the emergency room asked for a DNA test on the corpse and his father. Chen Shuyu asked blankly, can twin siblings also be tested?

The police didn't understand, but said it was okay, but the father's contrast was better.

Chen Shuyu said, use mine.

The policeman asked curiously why.

Chen Shuyu paused for a while and said, that is not my biological father.

The police left silently. Chen Shuyu turned around and found Cheng Yan leaning against the wall looking at him.

Chen Shuyu didn't know why, but suddenly wanted to cry, he even wanted to ask why you came here now, do you know how scared I was when I went to the police station?If the corpse is really Chen Shuyue, what should I do?But he didn't say it.

The 20-year-old Chen Shuyu no longer asked himself what to do, but wanted to ask Cheng Yan, but he found that he had no qualifications to ask Cheng Yan.

The lock shattered not only his father's psychological defense, but also Chen Shuyu's.

Chen Shuyu couldn't imagine what would happen if the corpse was really Chen Shuyue, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Cheng Yan seemed to see through what Chen Shuyu was thinking. He walked over and said nothing, but sat next to Chen Shuyu, grabbed his hand, and waited with him.

The doctor came out.

The situation is very bad, the patient is greatly stimulated, and has no idea of ​​survival.

Father finally left.

Before he left, Chen Shuyu was by his side, and Chen Shuyu heard him chanting Chen Shuyue's baby name and his mother's name intermittently, but without him.Cheng Yan didn't know when he came up behind him and patted him on the shoulder quietly.

Finally, his father died, and Chen Shuyu watched the nurse come in blankly. He suddenly turned around and said to Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan, I will have no home in the future.

Chen Shuyu couldn't understand Cheng Yan's expression, but he said, I will be your home from now on.

Father's funeral was very simple, the Chen family had no relatives, and all the old neighbors attended.

Just after finishing the funeral, the police station's appraisal result came out—no.

Chen Shuyu felt like a rich man who declared bankruptcy and was suddenly told that he had inherited a large inheritance. He knew that this metaphor was not very appropriate, but Chen Shuyu really didn't know how to use other metaphors except money.

No news is the best news - Cheng Yan always used this sentence to persuade Chen Shuyu.

After experiencing his father's death, Chen Shuyu felt that his relationship with Cheng Yan had changed again, although he still couldn't explain it clearly.

Chen Shuyu started to cook dinner for Cheng Yan. He knew how to cook, but he once said that he hated the smell of the kitchen. After that, Cheng Yan cooked all the meals when the two of them were at home.

Chen Shuyu didn't know why, but she felt happy when she thought of cooking for Cheng Yan, and the smell in the kitchen became less unpleasant.

Cheng Yan has a mild stomach problem, and sometimes he will have a stomachache if he doesn't eat well, but because of work, he can only eat takeaway outside every day.

Chen Shuyu cooks dinner for Cheng Yan in different ways every day, trying to make him eat better, but Cheng Yan only eats Chen Shuyu's dinner at home every day, because in the morning he prepares breakfast by himself, eats it and then goes to work , but Chen Shuyu was sleeping at this time.

Chen Shuyu also struggled to get up to do it for him a few times, but he refused to let him. The result of Chen Shuyu's insistence was that Cheng Yan pressed him to do it later at night, and when he woke up the next day, it was already noon. On the table was the breakfast Cheng Yan prepared for him.

Chen Shuyu also secretly thought, why is Cheng Yan so kind to herself?

Because the price of selling oneself is cheap?

But he is so rich, no matter how much money he spends, he doesn't blink.Chen Shuyu turned over the tag when Cheng Yan bought clothes for him. Sometimes that piece of clothing could buy a one-square-meter apartment in his hometown. Maybe it was because he always talked a lot when buying clothes. Yan directly bought it himself and brought it home to him.

Why is that, because I look good?

Chen Shuyu himself did not deny that he is good-looking, but there are too many good-looking people in this world, why did he choose him?

Later, he thought, maybe it was because he liked his appearance, after all, he had nothing worthy of Cheng Yantu other than his good looks.

If you like this face, just like it, at least you still have something that Cheng Yan likes, even if this kind of likeness will disappear after you reach a certain age, or this kind of likeness may only last for a while before disappearing, that is still like it.

Chen Shuyu really didn't want to use the words that he used to despise and disgust to describe himself, but he had to admit - he might have fallen in love with Cheng Yan.

The author has something to say:

Singles' Day - a festival for single dogs, is now used by countless deranged dogs in love to show off their affection (no, they do it no matter what the festival is).Today, rich singles are frantically chopping their hands, and as a fighter among poor singles, Hua said: Writing makes me happy.