There is a love that goes without saying

When the sun shone into the room, I was still drowsy, and I didn't get up from the bed until the alarm clock rang.Looking at the sleeping good scene lying next to me, I feel more and more beautiful, and at the same time, I slander his parents too. If such a beautiful child is not wanted, it is like being kicked in the head by a donkey.

I couldn't bear to wake up Haojing, so I quietly climbed out of bed to wash up, and then went to make some breakfast for Haojing.

I didn't have the habit of cooking before, but now it seems that I will do it every day in the future.

I don't know how to take care of a person, and sometimes I don't even know how to take care of myself. Now that there is a better time, I really don't know what life will be like in the future.

I was thinking about something, but I always felt as if I was forgetting something more important, and I didn't remember that I was baking bread, and the bread was burnt, until I smelled burnt.

I looked at the charred slices of bread in silence, and baked two more slices, and put them on the plate.

After I got my breakfast ready, I wanted to go to my room to call for a good view.At this time he came out, looking at the baggy clothes he was wearing, I thought I had to go to the mall once this week.

"Come over and eat." I helped Haojing pull up the stool, Haojing was obviously a little nervous, and he hesitated for a while before coming over and sitting down.

I shook my head helplessly and poured Haojing a glass of milk.

"Thank you." Hao Jing looked at me cautiously, without touching the cup.

"Good scene, do you know how to wash dishes?" I leaned against the table and asked after thinking for a while.

Haojing nodded, and put down the hand holding the bread.I saw his action, and was about to say something, when I heard the voice of Haojing begging, "I will work hard, please don't drive me away..."

His pleading eyes made my heart hurt a little.I was stunned for a moment, and then I was relieved and said, "I didn't mean that, don't think about it."

"Then I..." Hao Jing sat upright, her tone was a little anxious, but she couldn't speak clearly.

"I mean, I'm going to work soon, and you just stay at home. If you can wash the dishes, you can do it yourself. If you can't, then let me come back to do it." so tired.

Haojing slowly lowered his head and said in response, "I know how to wash dishes."

I wonder if I should speak to Hao Jing in a softer tone, but my voice is not gentle yet?

"Then there will be a good scene." I lightly touched Hao Jing's cheek, showing a bright smile, this time Hao Jing was not afraid of me.

A blush slowly appeared on his cheeks, and he nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

It turns out that smiling will reduce the defense of good times. It seems that I will smile more in the future, so as not to become facial paralysis.

"This is for you." I gave Hao Jing my mobile phone, and if I couldn't contact him for something, I would inevitably be a little anxious.

"Do you know how to use a mobile phone?"

After asking, I realized that Haojing is not a child, he is about seventeen or eighteen years old, how could he not know how to use a mobile phone!And I actually asked him the idiotic question of whether he can wash dishes?Am I out of my mind too?

"meeting."

"That's good." I was thankful for Haojing's normal reaction, but I was embarrassed in my heart, and decided to think it over before speaking in the future.

"By the way, I've already made lunch for you, you can eat it when it's hot."

"I see." Haojing picked up the bread and ate it calmly, took a few bites and asked suddenly, "Can I help you clean up?"

When he said that, the first thought in my mind was that my house was dirty?It shouldn't be dirty.

"Okay." I guess that Haojing must be looking for something to do, and it's not that he just eats and does nothing.

After listening to my answer, Haojing showed a smile, which made me suddenly feel baffled.

"I'm leaving." I didn't have anything to explain to Hao Jing, so I waved to Hao Jing and left the house.

Walking on the road, I always feel that I have forgotten something, and I have not remembered what it is.It wasn't until I saw the supervisor walking in front of me that I remembered that I said yesterday that I would not take this road.So before the supervisor saw me, I quickly took another trail and left.After walking away, I breathed a sigh of relief and secretly cursed my bad luck early in the morning.

After arriving at the company, I found out that Xia Qian hadn't arrived yet, so I couldn't help but wonder, didn't he usually come earlier than him?Why are you here so late today?

Sitting in my seat, I looked at the plan, thought about it, and was just about to take it to the supervisor when the phone on the desk was connected.

"Hello? Hello, may I help you?" I said in a formatted manner, secretly complaining in my heart.

"Tu Jiang, I'm Xia Qian."

"Well, what's the matter?" Hearing Xia Qian's voice was a little tired, could it be that he hasn't gotten up yet?

"I may have to ask for leave today, can you tell the supervisor for help?"

"What's the matter?" I asked casually, really wanting to slap myself and call myself troublesome.

Xia Qian was silent for a while, and said tiredly, "My son is sick and is in the hospital. I need to take care of him."

He said this in a very light tone, which sounded like nothing, but I felt that Xia Qian was very tired.I still know something about Xia Qian's nine-year-old son. It is strange that Xia Qian has a child. Obviously it is not very strange in the eyes of others, but I feel extremely uncomfortable.

Maybe it's because I don't have a good image of Xia Qian's wife.When I think about it, I feel that the woman's attitude towards me is a bit bad, how should I put it?She is hostile to me.

"I understand, you go take care of your son, I will tell the supervisor." I really don't want to speculate about other people's affairs, lest I know something I shouldn't know, and I will feel uncomfortable in my heart.

"Well, thank you."

"It's okay." Xia Qian usually took care of me like a big brother, such trivial things are nothing.

"Then I hang up."

"it is good."

After hearing the beep, I hung up the phone, stared at the phone and went to the supervisor with the proposal.

"Xiaotu, you are here."

This sound almost made me sprain my ankle. Why do you think the supervisor is like a prostitute in a brothel?

"Hehe, good morning, supervisor." I calmed down the mood that I wanted to laugh, and handed the proposal to the supervisor.

"Is this revised?" The supervisor flipped through it casually, and put it on the table.

"Yeah." I really want to curse, I edited it so earnestly yesterday, you didn't even look at it, you must be kidding me!But on the surface, he still pretends to be unintentional, which is really aggrieved.

"Thank you for your hard work... By the way, where is Xiaoxia?"

I smiled in my heart, this is not the point.

"Director, something happened to Xia Qian's family, and he needs to ask for a day off."

"Really? I wanted to invite the two of you to dinner today, so let's forget it." The supervisor said regretfully, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

How many times has he said this sentence, and which time he really practiced it.

I complimented him, "Director, you are too polite." Every time I waited for him to finish that sentence, I had to flatter him, how tiring it was.

"Oh, we have to wait for the next time."

"Okay." I nodded understandingly, "If the supervisor is free, I will leave first."

"Go down." The supervisor waved his hand, still cocking his standard orchid fingers.I twitched the corner of my mouth, opened the door and went out.

I went back to my seat and sat down, leaning against the chair weakly, feeling that my life was going through slowly like this, year after year, day after day, until the end.But what am I so confused about?Anyway, there is still time, and it will be too late to regret it when it ends.

I patted my head and started to work again, just like before.I will not be at a loss because of who is missing in my life, because I am a person from birth to now.

The colleagues around me, those faces, are all wearing layers of masks, who is true to whom?Of course, I am no exception, so I feel that this society is terrible.

I was busy until the afternoon. Originally, I wanted to go home directly, but after thinking about it, I decided to go to the hospital to see Xia Qian and his son, which is what a friend should do.

I went to the side of the road to buy some fruit, and then rushed to the hospital. As for why I knew it was that hospital, it might be the one closest to Xia Qian's house.When I entered the hospital, my nose felt very uncomfortable when I smelled the disinfectant. I always felt that this smell is only used by dead people.

After asking the front desk, I found Xia Qian's son's ward, but found that Xia Qian was not there.

I put down the fruit, stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at the boy lying on it. I thought he was a copy of Xia Qian, but he was still just a child. I don’t know what he will be like when he grows up. He should be a happy child.

"Why are you here?" Xia Qian came in from the outside, his eyebrows were a little tired, and he looked tired.

"Come and see if your son is okay." I followed him to the balcony, and the sun was setting.

"He just has a fever, it's nothing serious." Xia Qian said calmly, which sounded strange to me.

"Is fever not a big deal? If you don't take good care of it now, what will you do if you leave the root cause of the disease?" I leaned against the railing of the balcony and looked at the boy lying inside through the glass. I was in a bad mood. I always felt that this The child doesn't seem to be liked by Xia Qian.

"It's okay, the doctor said it." Xia Qian was different from me, he kept looking at Yu Hui, as if he was thinking about something else, so sad.

"Do you have something on your mind?" Seeing Xia Qian's expression, I suddenly thought of Hao Jing, although the emotion in Hao Jing's eyes is not the same as Xia Qian's, but both of them have the same aura, which makes me feel the sadness placed on them .

Xia Qian tilted his head to look at me, the emotion in his eyes fluctuated, "Why do you ask that?"

"Of course I think you always give people a calm look, as if nothing will attract your attention." I said casually, looking at the sky that was printed in yellow and orange, I felt that people are really lonely creatures .

"Really? Why didn't I feel it." Xia Qian looked at me when he said this, but I always had a strange illusion in my heart, thinking that he was through me. so.

"You'd be a ghost if you could notice it." I said half-jokingly, stretched out my hand and grabbed the air, but there was nothing. "Why are people so tired when they are alive?"

Xia Qian looked at me without saying a word, maybe he felt the same way.

As soon as I lowered my head, I saw Xia Qian's child opened his eyes and looked at Xia Qian and me. I couldn't help being surprised. Why did the child's expression make him feel a little weird?

I bumped Xia Qian's arm, "Your son is awake."

Xia Qian turned around and looked at his son, but nothing happened.

I'm a little uncomfortable, although I know that Xia Qian doesn't seem to like his son at all, but he is also the father of this child, so it's fine to fulfill an obligation.

"Let's go in." After Xia Qian finished speaking, he walked into the room.

For some reason, I couldn't move forward, as if I was caught by something.

"Xiao Xing, this is your Uncle Tu, please call Uncle quickly."

As soon as I entered from the balcony, I laughed when I heard Xia Qian say this.

"Hello, Uncle Tu." The boy on the bed looked a little thin, but there was a faint dimple on the corner of his mouth when he smiled, and he looked quite cute.

"Hello, Xiao Xing." I stretched out my hand and touched the other person's head lightly. He didn't avoid my hand, so I couldn't help but smile at the corner of my mouth, thinking of the good scene inexplicably.

If Haojing is also so unafraid and unguarded, I don't mind having a son as old as him, but it seems a bit strange, but I don't know why it is strange.

"Uncle, are you my father's good friend?" Xia Xing looked at me with his innocent eyes, and I couldn't help but have an illusion, why these words are a bit strange.

"Yeah, I'm your father's good friend." I didn't want to figure out some strange thoughts that popped up in my heart, but I just felt that the child in front of me didn't seem to be happy.

I didn't see anything on the surface, but my intuition told me that the child in front of me was lonely. Is it my weird idea?Why is he becoming more and more abnormal.

"Then Uncle Tu should have seen Dad's smile, right?" No matter how I heard Xia Xing's words, I felt a little inexplicable, and looked at Xia Qian in bewilderment.

Xia Qian's silence made me feel even more that Xia Qian didn't like Xia Xing at all, otherwise how could Xia Xing say such things, but what does it matter to him?

I nodded after a while, and was suddenly grabbed by Xia Xing's little hand, "Then, Uncle Tu, please make Dad laugh more, he doesn't laugh at home."

Not only did I not recover from Xia Ying's words, but Xia Qian was also slightly taken aback.

"Your father is like that, and he doesn't smile much in front of me." I said with a smile, but there was always something in my heart, which made me a little uncomfortable.

When I turned my head to look at Xia Qian, I couldn't hold back my smile, "You will have to smile more in the future, you see how much your son cares about you."

Xia Qian glanced at me, then came to the bedside and patted Xia Xing's head.Xia Xing looked at Xia Qian a little flattered, "Father."

In fact, Xia Qian didn't even glance at Xia Xing, he just looked at me and said with a faint smile, "Don't worry, I definitely care about my son."

If Xia Qian had said this to me with a smile like this before, I would have thought nothing of it. I wonder if my perceptual knowledge has suddenly improved. I think what Xia Qian said is a bit false.

"Change the drip." The nurse knocked on the door suddenly and came in. I suddenly remembered that I had to go home early.

"Xia Qian...I..." I looked at Xia Qian with some embarrassment.

Seeing that I became a little flustered, Xia Qian asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing, but I have to go home early." I looked at the watch on my wrist. Although it hasn't been too long, I want to go back and see the good times.

"Then you go back." Xia Qian said gently, I will not be restrained, after all Xia Qian and I are good friends.

"Then I'll go first." I greeted Xia Qian, then said "goodbye" to Xia Ying who was changing the bottle, and left the ward.

When I came out of the hospital, I looked back at the hospital's ten-story building and felt a little scared.Unfounded fear, because the hospital is not a good place?

I shook my head and prepared to leave in a hurry, but I saw a tall and handsome man sitting on the steps not far from the door, but his weird smile made me shiver a little.

Many people who passed by me also saw it and hurried away.

I was also quite scared in my heart, and I unconsciously thought that the man was crazy, so I walked away quickly.It's just that when I walked far away and looked back, I found that there was no trace of that person on the other side of the steps. Is it because I am dazzled?