There is a love that goes without saying

On the way home, I would think of that man with a weird smile, and feel a little pitiful for him.It's just that my thought disappeared when I came to the door of the house. Maybe it's just a common thing in the hospital, so I don't need to pay too much attention to it.

I took the key and opened the door to enter the house, and saw the beautiful scene sleeping by the door, feeling a little uncomfortable.

He is waiting for me to go home, I thought, then gently closed the door, bent down, and patted Haojing's face.

Haojing opened his eyes in a daze, looking a little dazed, "Tu Jiang."

"Don't sleep here, you'll catch a cold." I feel sorry for Haojing, probably because no one has ever waited for me to go home.

"You're back." Hao Jing rubbed his beautiful eyes and stood up slowly.

"Well, I'm back." I rubbed Haojing's curly hair and pulled him into the living room.

Good scene is very good, followed my footsteps, came to sit on the sofa.

"Have you eaten yet?" I asked Hao Jing, and glanced at the clothes hanging on the balcony, my eyes widened in disbelief.

"No..." Haojing lowered her head, not noticing the change in my expression.

I pointed to the clothes hanging on the balcony, and asked Hao Jing in surprise, "Did you wash those?"

Haojing was taken aback for a moment, and his expression became flustered, "It's me, what's wrong?"

"Don't panic, I didn't mean to blame you." I suddenly hoped that Haojing would not be so afraid of me, so that the communication between them would be easier.

After hearing what I said, Haojing's expression softened a little, but he still looked at me with a little fear.

I don't really want good times to be in my house, I always feel like I'm abusing my kids, and I'm kind of worried about a few things.

I have to get rid of the good scene as soon as possible, and I don't want to say anything more after thinking about it, lest I feel extremely uncomfortable seeing the good scene afraid of me.

"I'll cook. If you're sleepy, go back to your room and sleep for a while."

As soon as I finished speaking, Hao Jing grabbed my hand as soon as I was about to get up, but when I turned my head to look at Hao Jing, Hao Jing quickly withdrew his hand again.

"Do you have something to say?" I looked at Haojing a little terrified of me, wondering whether my facial expression was particularly ferocious?

Haojing shook her head, and stared directly at me with those big eyes, which made my heart beat a little faster, and I couldn't help but want to stagger my gaze.

The room suddenly became quiet, and I waited for Haojing to speak, but Haojing didn't say anything. My heart was still beating fast, but it slowly returned to normal.

"Are you afraid?" I remembered that the child Haojing should be a person who lacks a sense of security, otherwise he would not be like this.

Haojing looked up at me, then lowered his head and nodded slightly.

From this angle, I can't see the expression on Hao Jing's face, but I'm sure it must be a distressed expression.

"There will be no other people in the house, you don't have to worry, and I won't leave, so don't be afraid, okay?" Although I am not a psychologist, I still know how to comfort people, at least I have seen it Many emotional shows, this kind of thing should be learned without learning.It's just that I always have indescribable helplessness for good times. I don't think about my original character, I am actually very depressed in front of good times.

"En." Haojing nodded obediently, and I felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Is it because I worry too much?I thought for a moment and then recovered.

"You don't want to be alone, just stay with me." I smiled, pulled Haojing up, and went to the kitchen.

When I saw the bowls and chopsticks on the table, I realized why there was such a sudden movement in front of the good scene.

It turned out that I was always the one who didn't understand, and I should think about it more. This child Haojing may not be as fragile or incompetent as I thought.

"Are you preparing dinner and waiting for me to come back?" When I said this, I didn't realize how strange I said it, but I realized it after I finished speaking.

Haojing stayed where she was, nodded, and went to serve me the meal, I was a little relieved.

I looked at the back of the good scene, and it was more of a melancholy. What should I do?

I originally thought about taking Haojing to the police station for a look in a few days, but I began to hesitate again whether I should just let Haojing stay at my home like this, even if it was a wrong move to do so, but I desperately hoped You should do that yourself.

I pulled out the chair and sat in silence, never thinking that the most important thing to consider in this matter is Haojing himself.

"Food." Haojing put the rice in front of me, and I regained my senses a little.

Looking at Haojing's cute appearance, I want to wait a little longer.

"Yeah." I took the rice from Haojing's hand with a smile, and when I touched Haojing's hand, it was a little cold, but I didn't care.

Picking up the rice bowl, I tasted a piece of braised tofu, it tasted absolutely delicious, and I had to exclaim, "It's delicious."

Seeing that I was eating happily, Haojing smiled faintly at the corner of his mouth.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a smile that was not obvious in good times, and the smile on my mouth was even happier.

I think that maybe one day, there may be more smiles in good times, not so few.

After eating, I originally planned to wash the dishes by myself, but Haojing was one step ahead of me, so he did it instead.Looking at the good scene, my heart is gradually filled with warmth.

"Hao Jing, I'll take you to buy clothes tomorrow." I came to stand next to Hao Jing, only to realize that Hao Jing is not much shorter than me, but he is thinner, so he looks a little weaker.

Haojing just finished washing the last bowl, looked at me, and nodded silently.

I found that Haojing seemed to be shaking his head except for nodding, and he seldom talked, or he was talking a little flustered.

"Speak more, please? Haojing?" I feel that people of Haojing's age should be more lively and cheerful. Except for Haojing's past, I can't understand the behavior of the other's parents. But if I have a child like Haojing, I must be Hope he grows happily and carefree.In fact, I don’t like to smile most of the time, because I think there are too few sincere smiles in this society, and most of them are hypocritical smiles. If you laugh too much, you will forget the original smile.

Haojing opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but he couldn't make a sound.Seeing him like this, I also felt that I was forcing him too much.

"Forget it, it's okay to talk less." I didn't want to embarrass Hao Jing, especially the sadness that appeared in Hao Jing's eyes, which made me feel distressed, as if there were hands pinching my heart.

Haojing suddenly pulled me, but this time he didn't withdraw his hand "I will talk more." He lowered his head and said softly, "So don't dislike me."

I could hear the first half of the sentence clearly, but Haojing spoke in a very low voice, and I vaguely heard the latter part, but I couldn't make a sentence out of the fragmentary words, but I could probably guess it.

"Aren't you going to force you?" I never thought of asking Haojing to do something, after all, Haojing is not me... Who can I order him?

Haojing looked at me, and stopped shaking his head just as he was about to say, "It's okay."

His voice was very nice, and I realized that maybe I didn't know the good things about the good scene.

"That's good." I smiled slightly, but I didn't know why I was smiling, I just felt that my mood became better.

Some dark emotion flashed in the eyes of the good scene, fleeting, so I didn't see it.

I waited for Haojing to finish washing my hands, and took Haojing to the balcony.The starry sky in summer is more beautiful. The bright stars in the sky are shining brightly, dotting the vast starry sky one by one.And the bright moonlight, emitting soft light, illuminates the earth and illuminates a piece of sky, becoming the best light in the dark night.

I like looking at the starry sky very much, I always think it is very beautiful.I turned my head to look at Haojing, and found that there were stars in Haojing's eyes, which made him approachable.

"Good scene, you should have it?" I asked, also thinking about some other things.

Haojing turned his head to look at me, the light in his eyes seemed to disappear, leaving only darkness.

Hao Jing didn't speak or move anything, but I knew what Hao Jing wanted to express.

"Actually, at your age, you should receive more education in school. How about this? Do you want to continue to go to school? I can help you pay the tuition." I was thinking about the future of Haojing. If a child like him How difficult it is to mix in society, it is better to let him get more education.

Haojing lowered her head, without any fluctuation in her expression, she just whispered, "If I don't want to go, will you not want me?"

I was stunned, I didn't expect Haojing to say that, it seemed to be forcing him, "I didn't mean that, but I was thinking about you, but if you don't want to go, I won't say anything, after all, the decision lies with Haojing in your hand."

Maybe I was sincerely treating someone well this time, maybe it was because the good scene was so pitiful that I had to want to take care of him, maybe there were other factors.

Haojing was silent for a while, looked up at me, shook his head, "I don't want to go to school, I'm sorry."

I gently took Haojing's hand, it was really cold, and I couldn't help frowning.

"You don't need to apologize to me, but you have to think about it, don't wait to cry and tell me that you want to have sex again." I said half-jokingly, but what I thought in my heart was different from what I said Well, if Haojing really asks me to let him go back to school in the future, I might still let Haojing go to school. After all, Haojing's kid will go to the society, and I don't feel at ease.

"I won't." Haojing said in a low voice, some long hair covered Haojing's eyes, I could only roughly hear what Haojing said.

I smiled faintly, looked up at the sky, and always felt that there was a cave in my heart, but I didn't know which aspect it was.

There is still a long way to go, how much can we predict?It's better to cherish the present.