There is a love that goes without saying

It was a holiday on Saturday, so I went shopping in the mall with a good view.I generally don't like to go to big shopping malls to buy things, but I am worried that there is nothing I want to buy in small shopping malls, so I finally choose to come to big shopping malls.

But once I came, I regretted it, no, it should be said that I regretted it when I brought good times.

No, there are people watching him wherever he goes, and they are always looking at the good scenery. Although the good scenery has not yet bloomed, he is still a person with exquisite appearance. I can understand that some people watch him.

But even if this kind of attention is not on me, it makes me feel a little uncomfortable, as if my things are being taken and looked at casually.

I couldn't help but clenched Haojing's hand, ignored those gazes and started to stroll around seriously.

Haojing seemed to sense my discomfort and moved closer to me, but I didn't notice that we were already walking side by side. In the eyes of others, we looked a little close.

When I came to a store that bought casual pants, I went in with Haojing, and the salesperson walked up to me, and Haojing hid behind me a little.

"Hi sir, what kind of pants do you need?"

"Let's take a look." I want Haojing to choose by herself, after all, Haojing wears it by herself.

I turned my head to look at Haojing, pointed to the trousers hanging on the shelf, and said to Haojing, "Choose yourself."

Haojing shook his head at me, grabbed my shoulder, and leaned very close to me.

I felt that Haojing didn't like shopping in shopping malls very much, and he was a bit resistant, but he seemed to hold back and didn't say anything.

"Then how about I help you choose?" After I finished speaking, Hao Jing nodded silently. He actually listened to me very much.

I didn't say much, and picked up my pants for Haojing.Haojing will still grow taller these days, and he should wear looser clothes, so I picked out a few pairs of sweatpants of different colors for Haojing, some are long and some are short.

"What do you think?" I handed the pants I picked to Haojing to let him see for himself, but in fact I still let him choose.

Haojing held the trousers, looked up at me, and only gave me two pairs, one long and one short, and hung the others back.

"You only want these two?" I held two pairs of pants, feeling indescribable in my heart.

"Enough." Haojing's voice was very small, but I still heard it.He may not want to spend my money indiscriminately, which makes me a little relieved, and I think he is a very sensible child.

"Then these two." I handed the pants to the salesman and went to check out.

"Sir, would you like to pay by card or by cash?" The female salesperson at the counter kept looking at Haojing next to me, and I was speechless.

"Swipe your card."

I gave her the card from my bag, and after she finished it, I took the bag and left with a good view, not knowing why I felt a little anxious.

When I came outside and saw people coming and going looking at us, I realized a little bit of my strange inner change.

I let go of Haojing's hand, only to see that Haojing's wrist was red from my pinching, and it looked a little creepy.

"I'm sorry." I thought it was because of my too much strength that pinched Hao Jing's hand red. It must have hurt, but Hao Jing didn't even gnaw, which made me blame myself a bit.

Haojing shook his head at me and pulled my hand back, but I threw it away reflexively.

Haojing looked at me a little hesitantly, and I didn't know what kind of emotion appeared in his eyes, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"It seems that there are still many things I haven't bought. Let's go and buy them quickly." I didn't want the atmosphere between me and Haojing to become stiff, so I tried my best to hold up my smile. Only I knew that I was a little confused. As for what was messed up, it might bother me Just me.

I was carrying the bag and was about to leave when Haojing grabbed my clothes from the side and said in a very soft voice, "Don't hate me."

My heart ached suddenly, and after a moment of silence, I stretched out my hand and led Haojing to continue shopping, ignoring those thoughts in my heart, and didn't want to think about them anymore.Although the two of us are walking around on the surface, I know there must be something between us, which I made myself.

I bought a lot of daily necessities with a good scene, so much that I really forgot the previous episode, but the truth is that I haven't forgotten.Finally, after buying shoes for Haojing, we already had a lot of bags in our hands, and I was a little tired carrying them.

"Let's put these things back in the car first." I turned my head and said to Hao Jing, who nodded silently.

I understand that I made the atmosphere so stiff, but the thought that came to my mind at that time couldn't make me calm down.He Haojing went downstairs to the parking lot and put all the things in the back of the car. I wanted to take Haojing to another supermarket to buy something to eat before going home, but I didn’t know if Haojing was in the mood to go shopping with me.

I closed the back of the car, looked at the good scene, and said softly, "Are you tired?" I

"Not tired." Hao Jing didn't look up at me, but just moved her mouth.

At this moment, I wanted to slap myself. If it weren't for my previous actions, maybe we wouldn't feel depressed even talking.

"Let's go to the supermarket to buy something to eat." I really wanted to say something to change the atmosphere, but I didn't know how to organize my words at this time.

"En." Haojing answered me and followed me.Even if I didn't look back, I could feel that the good times must have been because of my erratic behavior in front of me, and I felt it was his fault.

Obviously... I don't want to do this either, but why didn't I hold back then?I'm having a bit of a headache and it looks like everything has to be rebuilt again.

When I came out of the parking lot, the sun shone on my face. I felt that the sun was so dazzling at this time, and I didn't feel warm at all.

I looked back at Haojing, hesitated for a moment, walked over and took his hand, and said sorry, "I didn't mean to throw your hand away, so you don't mind."

Haojing's beautiful black pupils looked at me and nodded slightly at me. "I don't mind, you don't have to worry."

Although I don't think this sentence is very good, at least it's better than Haojing not saying anything to me, "That's fine..."

There was a bitter taste spreading in my heart, and I didn't even understand why I was in such a mood.But I didn't say much, I'm afraid that if I say more, some unexpected things will happen.

When Haojing and I came to the supermarket, the distance between us was less than half an arm, but I understood the gap that had been established between them.

It was not your own, but now even if it is by your side, can it belong to you?

I looked at the various fruits on the fruit stand, and smiled and said, "Let's buy some apples, do you like them?"

Haojing bowed her head without looking at me, and responded softly.

The smile on the corner of my mouth didn't feel stiff, and after a moment of hesitation, I picked up the bag to hold the apples by myself.Haojing stood beside me quietly, and I felt extremely depressed.

After I picked a few apples, I was not in the mood to continue picking them, so I just packed a few more and put them in the shopping cart.I pushed the car and walked in front, and the good times walked behind me. If I didn't feel annoyed because of a person behind me before, I can't now.

"Good King, do you have anything you want to eat?" It would be too depressing for me not to speak, and I don't like this kind of atmosphere the most.

Haojing glanced at me silently, shook his head, and continued to remain silent.

It was me who was clearly suffering, but he gave me the feeling that he was more uncomfortable than me, which really prevented me from focusing on Haojing.

I randomly went to the vegetable section to buy some vegetables, some meat and went home with a good view.I'm afraid that if I go on shopping in crowded places, my mood will get worse.It was only when I got home that I realized that being alone with Hao Jing made me even more irritable and couldn't calm down the chaotic mood in my heart.As a result, I didn't have a few words with Haojing in the past two days on the weekend, and I also avoided some things.