There is a kind of love you know

I ran away from home the next day, as if there was a virus.

And this is the first time that I arrived late, and the whole class was serious about class, and my presence seemed to break their serious atmosphere, as if it was superfluous.

The teacher didn't say anything, but just asked me to go back to my seat. I grabbed the strap of my schoolbag, sat on my seat, and took out my book.

My mood was extremely heavy because of yesterday's incident, and even every class, I was a little lost in thought.

The teachers don't care about us anymore, they just enter the final review of the college entrance examination.

I couldn't calm down, I forgot, the three-mode exam is coming tomorrow, I should listen carefully to the class.

When school was over in the afternoon, I didn't leave right away, but stayed in the class for a while, for fear that if I went back, I would be hit head-on.

Thinking about what happened yesterday, my head hurts. My dad probably doesn't know about this, right?What would he do if he found out?Will you divorce my mother?

I was worried, but I didn't know what to think about.

"Are you Wei Yuqi?" A voice from the door of the class startled me.

Looking at the past is a boy, I always feel that I have seen him somewhere, but I forgot.

"I am, what's wrong?" I stood up and looked at him.

He walked into our class and handed me the test paper, "This is your second test test paper last time. You dropped it on the floor. I was going to give it to you, but you walked too fast. I originally wanted to give it to you someday." Yours, but I forgot, sorry...I just returned it to you today."

It was only when I saw the test paper that I realized that this person was probably the one I accidentally bumped into that time. I was a little sorry, "I didn't do it on purpose last time."

The boy smiled and shook his head ok.

I put the paper in my schoolbag, and there is no further action.

The boy looked at me, thought for a while and said, "Aren't you going home?"

I was taken aback for a moment, this was the first time someone asked me that in school.

"...I want to review here, don't I have to do three models tomorrow." I lied, anyway, it was a reason.

"Really? I'm going to review too, how about... together?" I nodded silently as if the boy was asking me.

He sat in the seat next to me and really took out the book to review.

I don't want to review, especially in a bad mood.

"What's your name?" I thought about it and asked, after all, it's polite.

He didn't seem to expect that I would ask his name, he was stunned for a moment, and then wrote three words on the paper, "Fang Yingqing."

"It's a pretty good name, I think I've heard it before." I couldn't help saying that, and he looked at me blankly.

I was stared at by him strangely, did I say something wrong?

"Really?" Fang Yingqing withdrew his gaze and spoke softly, as if thinking of something bad.

I'm a little embarrassed, can't I really say the wrong thing?

"that……"

"that……"

We both spoke together, stared at each other, and ended up laughing.

"Tell me first." I don't know if it's my illusion, I feel that he has a shadow similar to mine, but I just met him today.

Fang Binqing looked at me embarrassedly, scratched his head, "I actually want to ask you... borrow an eraser."

I was taken aback, and with a smile, I took out the eraser from the pencil case and gave it to him.

"Thank you." He said politely.

I suddenly remembered that this was the first time I had spoken so many words to others.

I used to be taciturn, and I might only say one sentence a day in class.It seemed that I talked too much when I met Fang Yingqing today, but it made me not think too much about what happened yesterday.

"It's okay, you can use it." I looked out of the window, looking at the students playing basketball on the playground, feeling inexplicably sad for myself.

"What do you want to say in front of you?" Fang Yingqing actually just didn't want to go home, otherwise he wouldn't have stayed at school.He was actually the same as me, but he found other reasons.

I looked back at him, was silent for a moment, and then said, "It's nothing."

Fang Yingqing didn't ask any further questions, and continued to read his book.

I looked at him, sat on the seat, and took out the book to review. The strange thing is that this time my heart calmed down, and I didn't think much about it.

The sun in the sky is gradually setting, reflecting the sky is red, and the sunset glow is gone.

The school cleaning bell rang, and there was no one playing basketball on the playground.

We still lit the lights and looked at the books, as if we were waiting for someone to chase us before we left.

"Wei Yuqi, after your college entrance examination...is there anything you want to do?" Fang Yingqing asked me suddenly.

I put down the book in my hand, looked at him, and guessed that he was also the kind of person who was going to play after the college entrance examination.

"If possible... I want to travel. I heard that the farther you travel, the wider your knowledge will be." I said this casually, and I didn't care whether Fang Yingqing would care, and what I really wanted to do ?It doesn't seem to be there since I was a child.

"Is that so... I thought the same way." Fang Yingqing murmured as if he was making his next decision.

"actually……"

"The school is cleared, why don't you leave!" Uncle Security came in and interrupted me.

Fang Yingqing and I exchanged glances, quickly packed our schoolbags and left.

I am very grateful for meeting Fang Binqing this afternoon, otherwise I might still be irritable.

It's just that I'm upset about going home later.

"I'm leaving, goodbye." Fang Yingqing greeted me at the school gate and left.

I looked at his back and felt very lonely, and felt a little distressed for him.

In fact, I remembered when I heard his name. It was the year before last. It was rumored in the grade that there was another boy whose parents had remarried, and the other boy’s family was still the boy who sold vegetables. That was Fang Yingqing.

But looking at the other party, he still looks like a good person, so how could he be talked about by others?

I shook my head, not thinking about it, maybe Fang Yingqing and I just met by chance today, and I don't know if the other party will greet me when we meet at school in the future?

Lifting my pace, I left the school, vaguely feeling that I had forgotten something, but I couldn't remember it.

Probably my illusion.

I didn't realize that I was delusional at this time, causing a tragedy, even if I didn't mean it.

I just walk home, surrounded by different people, and I live in such a society, there are so many things happening every day, who can care about everything?

When I got home, there was no sign of anyone coming back, and I was comfortable.

If one day I really bump into that kind of scene, I will probably be disgusted for the rest of my life.

Holding my tired body, I went back to my room and fell on the bed, closing my eyes.

Go to sleep, maybe in a dream, my troubles will disappear.

Under my own suggestion, I gradually fell asleep.