There is a kind of love you know

When the head teacher announced the test results of the three models, I was still a little apprehensive, but when he finished reading my scores, I was a little surprised.

The result of the three-mode test was actually my best. I was a little surprised myself, and I couldn't help but think of Fang Yingqing.

It was really good meeting Fang Yingqing that time, otherwise I would have failed in the three-mode exam, and now I know my score and I am quite satisfied.

The head teacher was going to hold a parent-teacher meeting again. I thought about it and called my dad when I got home. He actually agreed to come to school.

Although I have some pimples about my mother's incident, I didn't tell my father about it. I don't want my family to become fragmented at this time.

Maybe I was afraid that I would not be able to bear that kind of blow. I also had something to be afraid of.

It was just the arrival of the day of the parent meeting that pushed me slowly into the abyss.

My dad came to school today, but he brought an aunt I didn't know, and I suddenly understood many things.

Some things have deteriorated long ago, but I still insist on believing.

"Yonqi, this is your Aunt Luo." My dad introduced the woman beside him to me, and I could only stare blankly at that woman holding my dad's hand.

I thought my mom was the betrayer in the marriage, but my dad was too. They just couldn't stand each other and wanted to start a new life.

I don't know what expression I have now, I just feel that my dad makes me sick too!

This so-called Aunt Luo didn't seem to like me, and I wanted to tell her that I didn't like her either, but I didn't say anything because I had nothing to say.

My dad went to a parent-teacher meeting, and she asked me to stay with this Aunt Luo, waiting for him to come out.

I stayed silent, wishing that what happened today was false, but it was true.

"I'm married to your father, he won't take you with me." The woman's harsh words made me stunned.

I looked at this Aunt Luo who was indeed pretty, and felt that she was pretty on the outside, but vicious on the inside.

"What do you mean?" I looked at her angrily.

"That is to say, your father and your mother will not support you after they divorce!" Her contemptuous eyes seemed to be mocking me, and I clenched my fists.

"You're lying! My dad wouldn't do that!" I yelled, more uncertain.

"If you don't believe me, just take a look."

The woman's long face made me even more angry, and I wanted to greet her with my clenched fist.

It's just that before I could do anything, he fell to the ground and cried loudly, and I stood there in a daze.

Many people gathered around us.

She Lihua cried in the rain, pointed at me innocently and said, "What's wrong with me? I was beaten by your child... How could you treat your mother like this?"

I wanted to argue, but looking at the condemning eyes of the people around me, all the words seemed to be stuck in my throat and I couldn't spit them out.

"Auntie, what's the matter with you?" A familiar voice sounded not far from me, and I just realized that Xu Jinyi is the hostess today!

He came to this woman and looked at me suspiciously, only to hear the woman accuse me of beating her.

Xu Jinyi and the two boys behind him began to look at me like the people around them.

I'm afraid, I panic, just because that boy named Xu Jinyi looks at me like that!

No... I really wanted to defend myself, but I was so powerless.

"Auntie, don't cry, he definitely didn't mean it." Xu Jinyi comforted the woman in front of him, turned his head and frowned and said to me, "Apologize to your mother! It's too wrong for you to beat your mother!"

I stared at him, silent, yes, I was silent.

Xu Jinyi Only your words can make me so sad, but do you really know what?My heart is bitter, he is just like everyone else.But yes, who would believe it?

"I won't apologize, and she's not my mother!" I left this sentence and turned away, no matter what other people looked at, I didn't care.

"Why is this child like this?"

"How could he hit the mother?"

"It really is a white-eyed wolf!"

"This kid is so wrong!"

The voices of sevens and eights are thinking behind me, I can only walk hard, but I am alone.

I didn't continue at school, but walked on the way home. I was afraid that if I saw that woman again, I couldn't help but walk towards her.

Sure enough, women are all actors, and they can convince so many people.

It's just... Xu Jinyi's words and eyes made me extremely sad.

The sun hit me so cold at noon, there was no warmth at all.

But what happened next made me feel even more chilled.

I would rather never go home for the rest of my life, and I don't want to really see that scene.

I stood at the door and watched the man's lower body in my mother's mouth, and my thoughts stopped immediately.

I don't know if the man did it on purpose, but he continued to put it in my mother's mouth, and I felt my stomach tumbling.

Closing the door, I quickly ran down the stairs, aimlessly.

I just feel like the world has collapsed.

Everyone on the street looked at me, and that kind of gaze was simply a kind of sarcasm in my eyes at this moment.

They are all laughing at me!

Disgusting!

I don't know where to go, as long as I can stay away from that home, as long as I don't go back!

I didn't calm down until I tripped over a stone and my knees were bleeding.

Looking around, I realized that I ran to a park far away from home, and there were not many people around.

My stomach started to feel nauseous, so I had to get up quickly to find a trash can, and started throwing up, trying to spit out the contents of my stomach.

I retched and didn't feel a little better until it was stomach acid.

It's just that the pain in my knee made my nerves tense. I frowned in pain and found a step to sit on.

I didn't care about the pain on my knees, but curled up in pain, thinking about what happened today, I felt so sad and ridiculous!

The tears finally couldn't stop flowing down, I'm crying here alone, no one will come to ask me what's wrong?nobody……

It's not that I don't know how to cry, but that I cry so little that I can't stop now.

I didn't know my life was starting to be dramatic, and if I had known, I wouldn't have felt so bad.

Will I be abandoned by this world?Will I be abandoned by them?

It's ridiculous!

I satirized myself for being so stupid, I should have known what reality was like long ago!It's just that I don't want to face it!

Time is being used up like this by me, but I can only watch it go by, and I can't do anything.

I stayed in the park until night fell, and I calmed down a lot. I didn't want to go home, but I had to go home, because only there was a place for me.

I endured the pain in my legs, maybe my legs didn't hurt anymore, but it was just my heart that made my legs hurt.

Standing at the door of the house, I hesitated whether to go in, but if I didn't go in, where could I go?

When I went in, I saw my mother and my father sitting on both sides of the sofa. This quietness was unusually scary.

I stood where I was, neither walking nor retreating.

"Yonqi, come here." I heard my dad's light tone, and I knew something was really going to happen.

I walked up to them with heavy steps, just looked at them, and I didn't say anything.

"Your mother and I are going to divorce, you follow your mother!"

What a heart-wrenching sentence, I obviously still have a little expectation, but it sentenced me to death.

"Why did you give it to me? Why don't you raise it yourself?" My mother said evasively, not even bothering to look at me.

"Didn't it be agreed earlier that you will support me?" My dad's temper started again.

"I didn't promise you, anyway, this is your son, do you like it or not!"

"He's still your son!"

"Isn't it your son too?"

Listening to the two of them pushing me around like this, I just think it's ridiculous, and I'm also a burden.

Am I pathetic?probably.

"Enough!" I interrupted their quarrel, probably this is the first time I have spoken in such a loud voice in my home.

They both stopped and looked at me with indifferent expressions. Can this make me regret anything?

"It's okay if you don't want me, just remember to pay me the child support." I said calmly, and turned back to the room without waiting for their reaction.

The moment I closed the door I cried, the second time I cried that day and it will be the last.

God, is this the answer you gave me?It's cruel!

My father and mother really didn't want to see each other, and they really went to divorce the next day.

Fortunately, it is Saturday, otherwise I would have to go to class with two walnut eyes.

To be honest, I really don't feel anything about the divorce between the two of them. It's good to leave, so as not to torture each other.

It's just that there is always a piece missing in my heart, and it seems that I can never recover.

What is growth?I really want to know, and probably should.

They both made an agreement, the house will be given to my dad, the car will be given to my mom, and I will move out of this house after I graduate from high school, and they will pay me monthly maintenance.

They probably thought about this kind of thing a long time ago and waited to implement it.

I really don't understand the world of adults, is it because I haven't reached that point yet?

I don't want to think about it, but I'm suppressed inside, and it's going to drive me crazy sooner or later.

Every day after me is the same as usual, going to school, after school, completely like a normal person.

But I know that I am still afraid, afraid to face life by myself.

The college entrance examination is approaching. I am different from other students. They study hard, and I stare at the book in a daze.

I have no intention of studying, why don't I want to learn?Maybe it's because you don't know what you want?

Just like when you get lost, you will feel that the roads are all similar and there is no difference.

Every time I get out of school, I will look at the sunset, expecting it to slow down, so that time can slow down.

No one will notice my change, they have their own circles and I don't belong to any of them.