Dedicated to Luhe

Lu He always surprises me, and this accident makes me unable to stop thinking about it.

Being a man, especially a mature and rational adult, the most taboo thing is to be passionate.At our stage, what people should learn most is to be alone, not to fantasize about unrealistic romantic plots.

But the problem is that Lu He's behavior makes it impossible for me to rationally analyze its reasons and purposes.

I quickly changed clothes, went to the door and waited for him to go upstairs.

The roommate who lived next door to me opened the bedroom door and handed me a bucket of instant noodles——Master Kong’s Braised Beef Noodles. He said, “I fell asleep just now, and I don’t even know when you came back.”

Last Friday, he ate a bucket of my instant noodles. Adhering to the principle of "it's easy to borrow and return, and it's not difficult to borrow again", I returned the noodles as soon as I came back.

"Thanks," he said.

"It's okay." I smiled at him, then heard the sound of the elevator door opening, turned around, and Lu He got out of the elevator.

I said, "Don't tell me that you originally planned to watch the old men play chess downstairs for a few hours."

Lu He stood at the door, and he couldn't tell whether it was intentional or he was really embarrassed, he put his hands in his coat pockets, and stood up straight: "That's not true, originally I planned to watch for a while, and then go back to the car and sit down. "

What is the difference between saying this and not saying it?

I turned sideways and let him in, suddenly not knowing how to face him.

Lu He's actions made my heart burst with joy, and that heart flower is called "Chunxin".

Now I really want to have a rippling, but I don’t dare to rippling. It is said that extreme joy breeds sadness, which makes me afraid to be happy.

When I brought Lu He into the house, I passed by the door of my roommate. The roommate was cleaning the house with the door open. When he turned around and saw us, he greeted us politely: "The handsome guy is here again."

He was talking about Lu He, who happened to meet me when Lu He sent me away on Friday.

It's rare for me to have friends come, and it's so frequent that my roommates find it strange.

After entering the room, Lu He said, "I disturbed you, so you can't sleep anymore?"

In fact, it's not impossible, as long as I have a thick skin and can let him hang out in the room with peace of mind, I can still sleep.

But I can't do it, Lu He is in the house, I can't sleep at all, even if I lie in bed, my mind is probably full of whimsical ideas, like a screenwriter of an idol drama with constant inspiration, a romantic and bloody plot in a while , and Lu He and I are the protagonists.

When I was a teenager, I was so obsessed with Beckham, and after I was done, I ran to confess to Victoria's poster, confessing that I had fancied her husband.

"It's actually much more relaxing after taking a shower," I said, "It's okay if you don't sleep."

I took the coat that Lu He took off and hung it on the hanger at the door.

He sat on the chair and I sat on the edge of the bed, both a little awkward.

I said, "Why don't you just talk to me?"

"what?"

"You have no plans for this afternoon." I rubbed my fingers against the bed sheet, feeling the pure cotton texture, trying to prove that I wasn't nervous at all with such small movements.

Lu He said, "I dare not say."

"why?"

"I'm afraid to put pressure on you." He said, "You are very tired after returning from a business trip. I should give you time to be alone and have a good rest. It's really not good to bother you all the time."

What is he talking about?

If it was someone else, there would be no chance to "disturb" me at all, and I would not even meet him at all, but he is not someone else, but Lu He, the person I captured from Lu He and stuffed into my heart from late autumn.

Is it called disturbing to get along with him?

That's called stealing pleasure - a moment of pleasure stolen, which belongs to me alone and has nothing to do with others.

I said, "I don't have any pressure. Why do you put so much pressure on yourself?"

I deliberately joked: "It shouldn't be, this is not what a boss should have."

Lu He smiled, as if he finally relaxed a little.

"Actually, it's fine for me to just wait," Lu He said, "Just now the uncle downstairs said he hadn't seen me, and asked me if I don't live here."

"What do you say?" These uncles were all gossips.

"I said, I don't live here, I'm waiting for someone." Lu He looked at me with a smile in his eyes, "Wait for the guy on the fourth floor of Unit [-], he's sleeping. When he wakes up, we'll have dinner together."

This should be a very plain sentence, but it made my heart beat faster. Lu He took the initiative to mention our relationship in front of outsiders, as if a newly married person can't wait to show his wedding ring to others.

Moreover, he has a clear goal, that person on the fourth floor of unit three, that young man named Shu Wang, who just came back from a business trip and is catching up on sleep.

What he said made me feel like I was not acting a one-man show, I had an actor who joined the show, and the one who acted with me was the sweetheart I dared not touch.

"I see," he said suddenly, "that I quite like waiting for you."

"what?"

Waiting is so annoying, anxious and irritable, I can only helplessly watch the time go by.

"I said that it's not a good feeling, because I know that I'm waiting for you, so I'm not in a hurry." Lu He said, "I even enjoy this period where I can not be disturbed by anything or anyone, and just concentrate on waiting for you." time."

I am done.

I listened to his words, looked into his eyes, and couldn't even breathe instinctively.